Re:Zero - Jobless Reincarnation: Succubus Sword God? I don't recognize it!

Chapter 231 If you are envious, do you want to change it?
"Because he was the person I wanted to be."

".,once?"

Sylphy tilted her head slightly, looked past Izuruti and glanced at the door of the guest room.

Out of sight, behind doors.

That's who she was talking about.

"He and the teacher were both my idols, but after coming to Roya and going through a lot of things, I feel..."

"Keeping on dreaming will only make me further away from them."

"Alan and the teacher are indeed excellent, but I think their adventurer team doesn't need another person like them. If I just keep imitating them, I will never be able to stand beside them. And they have never expressed any expectations of me in this regard. They have only been comforting and encouraging me forever."

“They’ve been letting me be myself, so.”

“I don’t want to be anyone.”

"All I need to do is become Sylphiet."

The desire to talk slowly flowed in the guest room, but there was no way to tell these words hidden in the heart to Lokixi and Allen, because this was an unspoken understanding among everyone, and was also the result of their indulgence and doting on herself. In this case, she should not "take credit" or highlight her "presence".

That's not necessary.

Because she is already standing in the 'Adventurer Team'.

But facing Izuruti at this moment, Sylphy somehow said these words subconsciously.

Very natural.

And have confidence.

Izuruti raised her brows and looked at Sylphy intently, who just smiled gently and stared back at her.

There was no cowardice, no shrinking, and no looking away.

After the shock of the other person's physique wore off, only calmness remained.

Even though the rough and nervous mad dog that served as the atmosphere regulator had fallen asleep.

She can also be calm and alone with Isaruti.

why?
Because, in this year, she has experienced a complete self-growth curve, from the ignorance when she first entered Boreas, to the anxiety of wanting to do something for Allen, to the dejection of finding that she kept messing up things, and finally to being able to complete her attempts to fall and get up again and again without Roxy's reminders.

She did these things without too many distractions, just wanting to make "everyone" better. Whether it was Hilda or Alan.

Time has washed over her, leaving obvious traces.

The little crybaby who always cries tears has grown up.

Has she now "evolved" into the gentle and considerate Mother Bai in the original academy chapter?

No.

What kind of 'evolution' is that?
Is that Sylphiet, who just hides her inferiority in her heart, grows up through hardships and becomes gentle on the surface, but is tough on the inside, and is good at sacrificing herself to help others?
She is not herself, not the flower that was washed away by suffering and was able to bloom in the original story line.

She is the Sylphiette beside Allen, who went from imitation to abandoning imitation, from being bullied in Buena Village and forced to be tough, to actively pursuing toughness and seeking change.

It is the spring flower that blooms actively in the wind.

She is unique to this week of Allen. She is more resilient than in the original story line. She does not need to rely on Ariel's "mercy" or Rudy's "charity".

She can choose her own way of blooming, through repeated efforts, and the effort of getting up again after failure, she can take the initiative to take a step and stand next to Allen and Roxy.

If her teacher, Roxy, had not fallen in love with Allen first, she would have been even braver and more proactive in taking that step.

If it were Sylphy in the original novel, she would have probably fled long ago.

Sylphy turned her gaze away from the door and looked at Izolotti in front of her.

The unexpected arrival of a beautiful girl a few days ago did make her feel a little flustered.

But after these days of self-reflection, she discovered one thing - that is, the panic in her heart did not come from Isa Luti as a person.

Rather, it stems from the variables and twists and turns that the other party’s arrival may bring.

Because the scene when the other party suddenly appeared outside the classroom was very similar to the sudden change that occurred when Alan had just integrated into the Greyrat family a year ago.

It was still spring, and someone who had some connection with Alan came to them.

Then they were caught up in the ups and downs.

The stable life was suddenly changed, and the future did not come as expected.

But she was no longer anxious.

The road is always full of twists and turns.

Just lift your legs, take a step, and walk over.

Just like we did last year.

If it doesn’t work once, try again. If it doesn’t work twice, try a third time.

She had to keep standing and keep walking, so that she could stand beside Allen and Loki.

This week is about Eren's Re:Zero - Job
Sylphiet doesn't need to rely on anyone to step into the light.

The dark clouds outside the window covered the moonlight again with the wind, and the room became dark again. But in Isa Luti's sight.

Sylphy's reddish-brown pupils still sparkled in the night.

With a smile in his eyes.

This week.

She herself is the light.

If she can weather the turbulent waves once, she can weather them countless times.

The capital of the Kingdom of Asura? Different from the wheat fields of Buena Village? And different from the bustling crowds of Roya?

A scenery you've never seen before?
It's ok.

Just go.

-

silence.

Izuruti looked at Sylphy, and when she heard the 'teacher' she mentioned, her mind flashed back to the short blue-haired figure she had seen from afar. After a moment, she finally lowered her eyes, her eyelashes covering her pupils like a fan, covering her emotions.

In front of the two of them were Sylphy and Izolo's respective suitcases.

The nightgown had been taken out in advance and was placed on the suitcase.

Isa Luti is a silk dress with a simple and elegant style.

Sylphy's dress, however, was a cat-ear nightcap. She looked very cute, and even had a long ribbon at the back of her dress.
With a swish sound!
The 'tail' straightened rapidly in the air, and then flew into the arms of the white-haired girl.

Sylphy grabbed her pajamas and held them in her arms. Her eyes, which had been gentle and firm just now, suddenly became flustered again. "This! This is that, not specifically for that! Ah!!"

Sylphy screamed while suppressing her voice and covered her face.

I really didn't bring this out just to show it to Alan, really not!!

After all, toughness is toughness, shyness is shyness, cuteness is cuteness, and shame is shame. They are completely different and can coexist.

However, thanks to this 'scream', the somewhat strange atmosphere between the two of them melted away.

Izuluti blinked, a barely detectable self-mockery gleaming in her eyes, and shook her head. The ponytail swung behind her head, and she casually pulled off the headband.

Black hair cascades down.

"Ms. Sylphy is very cute and charming."

She squinted her eyes, reached out to lift up her black nightgown, and put it around her neck.

Reach out, pull the shield across your chest, and let go.

The black nightgown fell with a rustle between her tight and round thighs, swaying between her knees.

She tilted her head and looked at Sylphy, who was hastily putting her pajamas on her head, but because of her haste, her ears got caught. "Thank you."

Sylphy was stunned, staring blankly at Izolo through the collar of her pajamas.

Seeing this, the latter reached out to help the other party, and poked the part where the ears were hung from the hat's ears, and the pajamas fell from Sylphy's head to the bottom.

Izuluti looked at Sylphy's slightly puzzled gaze and asked a question in return.

"Miss Sylphy, do you remember what I said when I first met you?"

Sylphy blinked and didn't react.

"What."

"Thank you for taking care of me over the past three years. Although it may sound like polite words, they really come from the heart."

Sylphy felt a little embarrassed, but couldn't say anything, so she could only listen to Izulu-ti continue.

"My brother and I are both from the Water God School, and we are very sensitive to changes in information. From the first moment I saw him, I knew he had changed."

Izuluti looked at the suitcase. There were all kinds of things in Sylphy's suitcase, including pajamas of various colors, letter papers tucked aside, all-in-one boxer briefs with floral patterns, and various kinds of clothing with exquisite workmanship that were quite popular among the aristocrats, perfumes, hair accessories, bows, and even some bottles and jars that seemed to be used for makeup.

——Many of them were stuffed in by Hilda, and she looked like a noble lady.

However, Isa Luti's suitcase was very simple. In addition to several almost identical sets of clothes, there was also a small wooden box that looked quaint.

Izuruti fixed her eyes on the wooden box.

"At first glance, I realized that Brother Allen had changed. His demeanor and expression were much more relaxed than they were three years ago, and this was especially evident in Buena Village."

"Although he occasionally made some strange moves in the past, he mostly kept raising his sword and swinging it. Since he entered the Water God School, he has never stopped for a single day, and his brows are always furrowed. It's as if something is chasing him from behind, forcing him to keep moving forward."

"I didn't see the specific process of his change. But the result is clearly in front of me. Thank you for helping my brother. This is something I didn't do."

“No, Alan worked hard on his own.”

"Is it?"

Sylphy suddenly felt that the atmosphere had become a little solemn again. She subconsciously wanted to speak to ease the tension, but when she looked up, she met Izoloti's eyes.

In the darkness, the other person opened his eyes completely, and his big, round eyes stared at Sylphy quietly.

"Don't be too modest, Miss Sylphy."

".I understand very well that the capital city where I am is just a cage for my senior brother. He doesn't like James, and he misses his parents just like me. I understand all that."

"I have also hesitated for a long time. Since my senior brother does not want to make his name known in the capital, does not want to grab those things that are within his reach, and even wants to fake his death to get rid of everything, escape from the capital, and live the life he wants, then I should respect his decision and let him do what he wants."

“Even if I can’t see him, I just need to wish him well from afar.”

“I’ve been thinking like this for two years.”

"but."

"As soon as Lord Philip's letter arrives."

"I decided to leave for Roya immediately."

"."

"Feel sorry."

Completely different from Sylphy's sentimental words, Izoloti's words are very logical and as sharp as a blade.

After saying this, Izuruti looked at Sylphy's collarbone again.

The necklace there was already covered by the collar of her pajamas.

"Sorry, I said too much. Now that things have come to this, go to bed early. You have to get up and travel tomorrow."

Sylphy was completely stunned and opened her mouth slightly.

Isaruti had already nodded to her, walked past her and lay down on the bed.

After a while, Sylphy looked at the night outside the window, then silently moved and lay down on the bed.

Right next to Isaruti.

The two of them looked quietly at the ceiling in the dark, neither of them closed their eyes.

After a long while, a soft voice was heard in the darkness.

"But I think that going to the King was Allen's own choice, and he was not forced by anyone."

The air was silent for a while before Isaruti spoke.

"Yes, this is Brother's choice. Maybe he has a new goal now, but in the end, he could have chosen more freely."

The two were silent for a moment, but Isaruti suddenly turned around and looked to the side.

Sylphy was beside him, blinking in the darkness.

The long ears trembled like a little animal.

She looked at Sylphy for a long while, until the latter blushed a little, then she suddenly smiled.

"Thank you."

"As expected, Miss Sylphy is indeed very charming. I can roughly understand why you can help me."

Sylphy shrank her neck embarrassedly, then rubbed her eyes sleepily. It had been a long time since she woke up in the morning, and she had actually already started to feel sleepy.

although.

The child had secretly prepared himself for not being able to sleep all night.

But things are not developing in that direction at the moment. After I breathed a sigh of relief, sleepiness naturally came over me.

The "transformation" that the Boreas family had given her over the past year was not just about magic knowledge, but also included some other knowledge.

Among the nobles, certain things are already very common at around ten years old, and Sylphy has been subtly influenced to be fully prepared for this kind of thing.

After all, the three-person adventurer team has been confirmed, right? And the teacher is not with Alan, so it should be him.
There are also some overly 'mature' and attractive women around him.
Whether it's Ali Farrell or Isa Luti who is the same age as Allen and has developed a little too well.
The more Sylphy thought about this, the sleepier she became.

Subconsciously, I said what I was thinking.

"Ms. Isa Luti has a great figure. I'm a little envious."

".I just developed earlier. Besides, I'm older than Miss Sylphy. You will be like me sooner or later."

“Will it?”

"Will do."

"Yeah, I'm a little envious of Miss Isaruti. She can grow up in the dojo with Alan."

silence.

silence.

silence.

For a long time.

The wind came into the guest room from the window and caressed Sylphy's face.

Her eyes were closed, her eyelashes trembling slightly, and her hair swayed in the wind like the hair of a small animal.

Reflected in the dark pupils.

"What a coincidence, I also envy Miss Sylphy."

"In this case."

"Let's switch."

"Is it okay?"

(End of this chapter)