Re:Zero - Jobless Reincarnation: Succubus Sword God? I don't recognize it!

Chapter 387 "Summary of Aisha's Future Diary" - 1
(Melna was not sent back to the 'future' plot by time magic in this diary: the purpose is to give Aisha's behavior, character setting, motivation, background, and foreshadowing.)
(Note: Aisha in this timeline has a completely different upbringing from Aisha in the original storyline, so her personality is very different.)
(Aisha's future diary is interspersed with the plot time points of the main text, and is not written all at once.)
(The current time of the main text is the late autumn of the 415th year of the Jialong calendar)

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Jialong calendar, year 427, July 7. Rain.

Finally, there is only one day left to arrive in Ars.

I can finally visit the Erkel family graves at the Mizugami-ryu Dojo.

I once again had the opportunity to face Alan's brother.

The last time I went there was in the autumn of the year before last, but I remember it so vividly as if it happened just yesterday.

I can still remember clearly:
The Keer family's tombstone is very small.

He was buried together with his sister Isaruti, under two meters of soil.

This was understandable, after all, they almost died in each other's arms, right at the door of the Temple of Alsmiris.

At Lady Leda's insistence, the two were buried in the family tomb of the Erkel family.

I am a little envious of Sister Isa Luti.

This year marks eight years and eleven months since Brother Allen passed away.

In a blink of an eye, I am already fourteen years old this year.

At this age, she is only one year younger than her sister Isaruti at that time.

Maybe if I were my current age, I would be able to rest here with them.

time.

Time flies by so fast.

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Jialong calendar, year 427, July 7. Rain.

We arrived in Ars.

I was very anxious, so before I even settled down, I hurriedly bought flowers and went to "visit" my brother.

Brother Rudy backed out again.

On the way to the cemetery, he found an excuse and left in a hurry.

He said that he suddenly figured out the crux of the magic that he had been unable to overcome.

When I came back, I found that he had gone to the brothel again.
I wanted to scold him, but I knew very well that Rudy's apparent debauchery was actually an escape from reality.

Forget it.

Let him go.

In fact, he had never visited his brother Allen's grave to pay his respects, and whenever he returned to Ars, he would find various reasons to disappear.

Over the years, he often visited the graves of Sister Sylphy, Sister Alice, and his wife. His expression was not too sad, but rather full of mourning.

That’s right. After all, among the people who came to the royal capital together at that time, he is the only one who survived until now.

I understand who he is mourning.

He is mourning his past self.

I also understand why he doesn't go to his brother Allen's grave.

Because he couldn't face the fact that Alan's brother was dead.

I can't face it either.

But when I was a kid, someone told me the story of Coco.

Death is never the end of life, forgetting is.

Correct.

I don't want to forget brother Alan.

It feels like, in this case, his life is not over yet, as if
One day I will see him again.

Oh, he also told me this story.

That year, I, my mother, and my wife were saved by him from the land of conflict and were on our way back to the capital.

Jialong calendar, year 427, July 7. Rain.

Today I came to the gate of the Temple of Miris in Ars.

But he did not step into it.

I always remind myself not to try to recall that scene in this place every time, but as I was walking in the free zone, I came here unconsciously.

This is where they died.

There was no bloodstain at the entrance of the temple anymore.

I still remember it clearly.

It was the second day of the 'celebration party'.

My brother slept with his sister Izuluti. They got up very early, as if they were going to the Temple of Miris to seek a way to cure his lady's problem of becoming a god.

Sister Roxy was staying in bed and didn't follow, while Sister Sylphy stayed to make breakfast.

At the celebration party the night before, I took advantage of the fact that I was being favored and pestered my brother to teach me how to dance.

Everybody was happy and everybody was smiling.

My mother also praised me for being a quick learner and being smart.

It was a wonderful 'last night'.

So I was so excited that I couldn't sleep the whole night, and naturally followed them.

The priests of the temple will give a 'blessing necklace' to pilgrims who donate money.

Brother Allen put the "blessing necklace" given by the priest on my neck at the entrance of the temple, and then he pushed me away.

The ground in front of the temple exploded with blood.

Why write this kind of thing in a diary?
Oh, I know why I suddenly remembered that scene.

Because of hatred.

Today, I ran into someone I knew at the temple gate.

——Her Highness Ariel.

No, now she should be called Her Majesty Ariel.

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Jialong calendar, 427, August 8. Sunny.

The Kingdom of Asura is a very interesting country.

The people here are sometimes very enthusiastic and sometimes very distant.

Brother Rudy said that their enthusiasm was because they saw that I found it profitable.

Is alienation due to fear?
Afraid? It's me who should be afraid of them.

Her Majesty Ariel is always wary of me for unknown reasons, but immediately hired me as the leader of the Magician Group after taking office?

The previous hostility was clearly real.

Oh, just because I am Brother Allen's 'sister' and have shown extraordinary talent?
Are you afraid that I will kill all the royal family in Wanglong Kingdom by myself like my brother Allen did nine years ago?

Don't worry.

I have no interest in your royal family of Asra.

I am only interested in the 'god' you serve.

Olstead.

The person who brought down the [Divine Punishment] that year.

What a condescending attitude.

Olstead, I'll kill you sooner or later.

(End of this chapter)