Re:Zero - Jobless Reincarnation: Succubus Sword God? I don't recognize it!

Chapter 415 "Summary of Aisha's Future Diary" - 2
Jialong calendar, 427, November . Frost.

I had a very distant dream last night, but it made me wake up with a smile on my face.

I saw Brother Alan again.

It’s so great, there’s no blur in my memory of him, even his smile is so clear.

Really nostalgic.
Really nostalgic.
(Water stains from paper folds/Ink stains from feather pens)

Oh, I just checked the calendar and today is November 3rd. No wonder I had this kind of dream.
The time in the dream was also November 3rd.

However, it was November 3rd of the 416th year of the Jialong calendar.

It was the moment when I reunited with my brother Allen.

It has been eleven years since April 16th.
It's been too long. Too long.
I tried hard to recall, but my mind was filled with the image of my brother Allen and the memories of our journey back to Asura. I couldn't recall the memories before that, and they were all blurred.
I was too young at the time and only remembered a lot of very impressive scenes. Now when I search my brain, my memory is full of the magic knowledge I learned over the years.
It's really distressing
Yes, "Mind-Clearing Technique", which is a unique magic of the Long-eared Tribe recorded in the Magic University. The principle is that the Long-eared Tribe has a very long lifespan, so they need to sort out their memories from time to time. This magic that shocks the brain with oscillating magic power is to stimulate memory.
Well, think about it carefully. Oh, I got it. At that time, before I met Brother Alan, I just felt that my life was very hard and I lived in fear every day.

Because we kept running back and forth in that small ravine to avoid the mercenaries' pursuit.
I still remember that when the Great Migration Disaster occurred, I was still in Liupu City.
In just a blink of an eye, my consciousness disappeared, and when I woke up again, I saw my mother's very tired face.
and also
The blood stuck to her face
There was a corpse next to him, a very large man. I remember that he had an ugly wound on his neck, which was spurting blood.

Sister Nolen cried loudly, and even though I tried to stay calm, I still cried.
Mother comforted us for a long time.
Now that I think about it, under those circumstances, I must have caused my mother a lot of trouble for no reason.
The area of ​​that valley can hardly be called vast.

The next day, after checking the mercenary's body, my mother took us to hide in a bush. She repeatedly told me to take good care of Sister Nolen, and then left us to explore the terrain.

until late at night.

The night was very dark, Sister Nolen kept crying and I proudly covered her mouth.

Finally, mother came back, looking very tired, but there was finally a smile on her face.

There was still cold bread in my hands.

We then headed to the 'Farming Town'. The villagers there were actually very nice people. Although they had to be very cautious every day and were physically exhausted, there was still food to fill their stomachs.

Even though it was difficult and we had no place to live, we still lived a stable life.
because.

After the fall, things took a sharp turn for the worse.

We were discovered by those mercenaries.

after that
It was a period of wandering that lasted for 394 days.

We kept fleeing, and the mercenaries were like monsters that smelled blood, always following us closely. Mother fought with them day and night, and she hardly had a good night's sleep.

She has to look after Lady Senis, watch over me, and coax Sister Nolen.

Thanks to this, I also grew up quickly.

I was very young at the time, but in order to fulfill the responsibilities of a maid, I always thought about taking care of Sister Nolen and serving Lady Senis, and trying to keep them from being exposed to the wind and sun. Even when I saw the blood on my mother's body, I held back my tears and helped her clean the wound.

And every time I force myself to be strong and do these small, meaningless, and somewhat clumsy things.

My mother always praises me.
But her face became thinner and thinner, and her body was covered with more and more wounds.
We kept fleeing in the ravine.

On the mountain.

In the town.

On the mountain.

In the town.

Repeat.

Day and night.

Just like a rat that is frightened but keeps its fangs bared to intimidate the dangerous rat.

But those mercenaries were like leisurely cats.

Now that I think about it, it's not that they couldn't catch us in time, they were clearly enjoying this cat-and-mouse game.
The more stubborn Mother is, the more they will torture her mind, make her surrender, make her afraid, and make her feel despair in her unyielding will to bring us back to Asura.

It completely broke her. No wonder I forgot everything.

Those days
Even if I try not to cry, I am still too scared to recall the memories of that time (handwriting trembles)
Even though I can kill those mercenaries easily now, the memory of them is already filled with panic and torture.
I selectively forget the pain and only allow myself to remember the happy moments.

They deserve to die.
Gritting her teeth, in the tormenting days when my mother occasionally covered her face and cried silently late at night.
Frost in autumn, snow in winter, wind in spring, rain in summer.

It's all filled with a terrifying atmosphere.

This memory is full of fear. (Strong brushstrokes)
at last
That day has come.

I remember it very clearly in the autumn of the following year. Because it had just rained, the fog in the mountains and forests was so thick that I could hardly see the grass five meters away.

Mother is sick.

We are still on the run.

This time, the ones chasing us were no longer a small group of people, but groups of mercenaries who were searching the mountain.

Patience finally wore out and the cats didn't want to wait any longer.

We are surrounded.

There was no moon in the sky, and the mountains and plains were filled with torches and disgusting grins.

My mother did her best to protect me, Lady Senis, and Noren from escaping, and my crying was just a catalyst that fueled those wanton smiles.

There is no moon in the sky.

But there was still a salty mountain breeze blowing on my face.

I feel like I'm losing my mother.

But, that was just an illusion.

Because the next moment, my cries became particularly clear, clearly making me realize that the forest, which had been very noisy just now, suddenly became unnaturally quiet, so I stopped.

Sister Nolen is still crying.

But all those grins disappeared.

The torches leaped in the darkness, then fell.

The night fog is all blurred.

Now that I think about it, I should have realized earlier that if there was mountain breeze in the mountains, then why was there fog?
At that time, at that moment.

Torches all over the mountains fell to the ground, and the flames went out with a crackling sound in the wet woodland.

The sound of footsteps on water rang out as he passed through the crowd, even though it was still dark, even though the night in the ravine was so thick that he couldn't even see his mother's expression clearly.
However, I still feel that there is a blazing 'sunshine' burning in him.

It turns out that after a person's head is hit at high speed, it will not fall to the ground immediately.

It is truly an unforgettable scene.

In the conflict zone, there was no sun in the darkness of that night.

But the night itself is not dark and gloomy.

Because something replaced the sun.

Standing right in front of me.

With a strong smell of blood

But it exudes the warm glow of a long-awaited reunion.

He is the 'sun' who dispels the 'darkness'.

(End of this chapter)