The runaway wife of the president of the empire

If I see you again,

After a long time,

How should I greet you,

With silence, with tears...

Lei Yufeng's heart was tugged fiercely by these handwriting, he realized that this was Mu Yiyi's diary, thinking, his slender fingers flipped the pages lightly. [

X month X sunny

It has been a while since I came to Brazil, and I really want to forget some things and some people.But in the dead of night, the memory is so clear, I think, maybe I can forget the whole world, but I can't forget him alone, hey!miss him!

X month X sunny

My mind is messed up, miss him!

X month X sunny

I know I shouldn't miss him, especially looking at my mother lying on the hospital bed, I shouldn't miss him.I held my mother's hand and begged her to forgive me, but she was still asleep and couldn't understand my sadness.Mother.what do I do?I should have hated him, but I actually loved him without shame, very deeply!

I beg forgiveness!

X month X sunny

The child in my stomach kicked me today, I was so happy, I took Si Quan's hand and talked to him a lot, and when I calmed down, I realized that I shouldn't bother him.Am I being selfish?Knowing that I will let you down, I will let you down for the rest of my life...

I'm sorry, Siquan!I can only say these three words to you forever!Just because, my heart is completely occupied by him, there is no gap, no, not at all!

X month X sunny

At night, when I was upset, there was only one clear thought, and that was longing.

I miss you so much, it hurts to miss you!do you know?What kind of shackles and self-blame should I bear for my love for you?Sometimes I really want to kneel in front of my mother and repent!

I looked at the scars on my wrists and shoulders, and thought it was God's punishment for me, how could I fall in love with you?Falling in love with a man who almost destroyed the Beitang family.Every time I say I love you, it's a nail in the hearts of the Beitang family.But if I don't love, then my heart will die.

Lei Yufeng, what should we do?I love you!

……

Tears slipped down from Lei Yufeng's eyes silently, fell on the notebook, and the ink smudged like a flower.

He didn't even dare to breathe, because his chest was full of pain every breath.

In this world, he felt that the only thing he couldn't grasp was Mu Yiyi's heart.He didn't dare to peek into the deeper things in her heart, because he was afraid that there would be no love in it, but only hatred. [

But these handwritings full of sadness and helplessness are all love, which makes him wish to turn back the time and shoot that gun directly at himself.

She loves him so much, like a guilty person, secretly loving him.

And all of this was actually brought to her by him.

Lei Yufeng raised his hand, wiped his face, and his eyes fell on the diary again:

X month X sunny

I couldn't see. Although the moment was short, it was terrible!

Today, when I went shopping for clothes for my unborn child, I suddenly lost my sight. The feeling of darkness in front of me made me terrified.

The doctor said that after a severe blow to my brain, there was a bruise that was compressing the optic nerve.In order to return to normal, a craniotomy must be performed to remove the blood stasis inside.But the chance of success is very small, and the pregnancy must be terminated.I told Si Quan like crazy, I don't want surgery, I want a child.

Perhaps, Lei Yufeng didn't want this child with the blood of the Beitang family on his body.But I really want this child, a child that belongs to us.