100 days of contract lovers

Because of this 'episode', Yu Nuanxin didn't sleep well all night.At the same time, Nan Gongyao was sitting by the bar, facing the moonlight outside the window, silent.

The phone was next to him, and he couldn't remember how many times he picked it up and put it down.After staring at it for a long time, I picked it up again, fingering the familiar name, thinking of her smile, eager to hear her voice.

However, he has no courage!

He knew that once the precepts were broken, there would be a second and third time, followed by an endless abyss.

For countless nights, he fell asleep with this name on his pillow, never daring to disturb her.But tonight, he was extremely irritable, so he dialed the phone in one go. [

Hearing the waiting busy tone, he felt as if he had passed away, his throat was dry, his fingers were cold and trembling.

"Hello!" came a voice from the other side of the Pacific Ocean.

"..." He was speechless.

"Hey...why don't you talk? I heard you breathing!"

"..." He clenched his fist forcefully, and he forced himself to calm down. "are you in class?"

"Just after class, you called on time! What's the matter? Are you in a bad mood?"

"No! Why do you ask?"

"Didn't you realize that you only called me two or three times a year, and they were all when you were in a bad mood?"

Nangong Yao didn't answer.It's not that he's in a bad mood, it's just that every time he calls her, he tries his best to hold back his words.So silent that she thought he was in a bad mood.

Naturally, he wouldn't let her know about this!

As long as she is happy, everything is enough, and he shouldn't let her notice anything unusual.

"I stopped talking... When I was young, you obviously loved telling jokes to amuse me! After I was 16 years old, you started to treat me like gold. I asked you why, but you didn't tell me!"

"When are you coming back?"

"do you miss me?"

"..."

"There's still one more month to go on vacation. If you want to see me, I'll go back to China for an internship! If you don't want to, forget it, I'm used to staying abroad anyway."

He could hear the complaints and expectations in her words. In the past few years, she had been waiting for him to say: Come back!

Why didn't he want to see her.That desire tortured him all the time, and it would drive him crazy.But he can't!The mistakes he made back then meant that he should not approach her, otherwise it would only bring her harm.

"I still have something to do, so hang up first!" Without waiting for her answer, he hung up the phone directly.He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, suppressing the surging thoughts in his heart. [

No matter how much he misses him, he will never break the wall of his heart.Once the embankment breaks, she will be the one who will be injured.