first marriage

Xu Wen struggled to put his hand down, and looked at Tong Qiqi with red eyes, "Qiqi, I'm a bastard, I'm useless, I'm a coward! In fact, I still like Zhong Aier, and I keep saying I don't like it anymore! I just dare not I like it...I...you saw it too...I have nothing...I don't deserve her..."

"Xu Xiaopang..." Tong Qiqi held Xu Wen's hand.

She is so stupid!When Xu Wen said to give up, she believed it!But Xu Wen didn't know that there were so many struggles in his heart!

Tong Qiqi is very guilty!How did she become the boss?

"I told myself not to be a toad who wants to eat swan meat, but at the same time I couldn't help being nice to her, hoping she would see my kindness!" Xu Wen looked at Tong Qiqi, "Qiqi... Am I too greedy? ? So God will punish me?"

"Yesterday, if I hadn't sent Zhong Aier home, and had gone back earlier to be with my mother, my mother would not have been hit by a car and died—" Xu Wen inserted his hand into his hair and grabbed his own hair, handsome His face became distorted due to the pain, and tears flowed from the corners of his eyes unconsciously, "It's me! It's all my fault!"

Tong Qiqi grabbed Xu Wen's masochistic hand, "Xu Xiaopang...don't do this...this is an accident——"

Xu Wen didn't listen to Tong Qiqi's comfort, he was trapped in his own world of fear and guilt, "If I go back sooner...if I go back sooner..."

All assumptions, until now... can only be assumptions.

Tong Qiqi understands this point, and Xu Wen understands it even more!

That's why Xu Wen was trapped in such a painful cycle, unable to escape!

"Xu Xiaopang... listen to me..." Seeing that Xu Wen almost tore off her hair, Tong Qiqi hurriedly broke his hand, "Aunt Xu's death was an accident, none of us wanted it! Don't do this...it's not your fault, and you didn't do it on purpose..."

"I'm useless! I'm useless!" Xu Wen burst into tears, "My mother was actually killed by me—"

Xu Wen slid off the edge of the bed, knelt on the ground, covered his head with his hands, and huddled into a ball in pain.

Only now did Tong Qiqi realize that apart from grief, Xu Wen still had such a demon in his heart.

This kind of double torture made Xu Wen feel so painful.

Even Xu Wen knew that his mother's death was an irreversible accident.But... there was a hypothetical premise for this accident.

If, instead of taking Zhong Aier home, he returned home in time and stayed beside Xu's mother, then...won't Xu's mother not be hit by a car to death?

In Xu Wen's view, such a hypothesis has a probability of as high as 50.00%.

Such a chance made him believe in his heart that he was actually an accomplice in killing his mother.

He knelt on the ground, looking at his hands in horror, as if he could see a blood red color, and the blood light reflected his eyes red.

Such Xu Wen made Tong Qiqi feel distressed to the limit.

She didn't know how to share his pain, his guilt, and his fear. He knelt on the ground, and she knelt down opposite him. When he was in pain and agitated, she reached out and hugged him tightly...

"Xu Xiaopang...you don't want to be like this, okay?" Tong Qiqi begged softly, "Aunt Xu has already left, I like you to be good, as before. You still have me...and me..."

The little girl yelled over and over again, and it took Xu Wen an hour from the initial panic to the calm trembling.