Concubine Chang Calm: The Defying Little Book Girl

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Everything keeps repeating, as if I understand for the first time that life is so complicated and human nature is so difficult to fathom.
She is puzzled, she is confused, she is in a daze!

When I came back from the ancient words, what I saw was this kind of words, staring at the stove with absent-minded eyes.The little face is confused and serious, which is what she usually looks like when she encounters difficulties.He is no stranger, but at this moment, he is a little sad, more curious.

Walking up to her, patted her shoulder lightly, "Xiao Yan'er, is there any problem?" [

Yan'er shook her head subconsciously. During this period of time, she was always thinking about her past and present lives.So much so that she always unconsciously reminded herself that she was actually very old, old enough.So much so that there was an old saying in front of her that he was actually a child.

But soon she came back to her senses, and then she remembered that this person and she had actually been serving as a guide and an educator with multiple identities.

"Don't want to say it?" Gu Ci was always patient.

Yan'er thought for a while, and finally couldn't help but speak. She has always been a good student who asks questions when she doesn't understand.

"Senior Brother Gu Ci, if one day you suddenly come to a place you don't know by yourself. Moreover, you feel that the possibility of returning is very low, then should you work hard to come back, or stay there..."

Gu Ci stared at Yan'er in a daze, his heart turning countless times.I don't understand why Yan'er would ask this question.But in the end, he was convinced that this question was important to her.So, he thought about it carefully and decided to be more cautious.

"Go back or stay... Well, maybe we should think about it in a different direction. If we go back, why should we go back? There are irreplaceable people and things there? After I go back, is it still the same? If not, then , maybe it's better to stay!"

Yan'er tilted her head and thought for a while, in fact, this question is not important anymore.Because she knew that she couldn't go back at all.There is no need to go back, the person she cares about is simply not there anymore.

The master also told her that she doesn't need to go back, as long as she continues to move forward and practice hard, she will meet again one day.

The question she really wants to understand is, "How about staying? What kind of circumstances will make you unwilling to leave and stay in the present!"

Yes, stay in the moment... She didn't know why she had such a thought.Don't think about the past, don't think about the future, just stay in the present.At this moment, she was confused again.I feel that I am a silly child, afraid of growing up, and afraid of facing reality.She just wants to stay in the carefree moment... But she has fully realized that she is not a child, she has grown up, and already knows everything she will face when she grows up!

Gu Ci was a little surprised, and he also looked at Yan'er in shock.After a long while, I sighed softly, "Xiao Yan'er, you have to know that no one can stay in the present moment. Everything in this world is changing, changing from time to time. Look, you are also changing and growing up slowly. , grow taller, become more and more beautiful..."