marrying a concubine

Liusu's face was instantly pale as paper, Lingxiu's calm eyes were opened to the extreme, as if a fishbone was stuck in her throat, the pain made her feel like she was suffocating...

She can't get pregnant?

"Old Lu, did you make a mistake?" Ruyu exclaimed, she couldn't believe it was true, Liusu couldn't get pregnant?She thought it was because Nan Jin sat in a wheelchair for too long, and she used to eat poisonous fruit for a living, her body was damaged and her infertility was caused, but how could it be tassels?

The old doctor looked at the pale face with regret, and shook his head slightly under her expectant eyes.

Liusu's heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp weapon, the tip of her nose felt sour, she closed her eyes suddenly, and lowered her head in pain, the pain and despair flooded her internal organs, as if being run over by a heavy object.Most of the despair tore her nerves, and even her soul trembled violently.

Nan Jin...a tear fell on the back of her hand with a tear, shattering and splashing...

Ruyu quickly lowered her body, stretched her arms around Liusu's shoulders, and patted Liusu comfortingly, "Susu, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, don't cry... Don't you still have Xiaobai?"

Hearing this, Liusu couldn't hold back her tears anymore, she kept falling like dropped beads, she cried so miserably, her whole body trembled like fallen leaves in the autumn wind, even the old doctor shook his head and sighed helplessly.

She has Xiaobai, but what about Nan Jin?What about her and Nan Jin?She wants to have a child with Nan Jin, and she wants to leave it to the Feng family. This concept has been deeply rooted in her bones since three years ago. How can she let go now?

Liusu's teary eyes were dim, biting her lower lip, with the last ray of hope remaining, "Is there any chance for me to recover? Is there any medicine to cure it?"

Facing this expectant face, the old doctor couldn't say no. The woman in front of him had such deep expectations to continue the incense for her husband's family. This was a fatal blow to her, and he couldn't bear to say anything else. .

The old doctor's silence shattered Liusu's last hope. Liusu seemed to be thrown in the cold sea, sinking and sinking in despair.

"Susu, don't cry..." Ruyu didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only keep wiping her tears, Liusu pushed Ruyu away suddenly, and ran out of the hospital.

"Susu..." Ruyu was startled, and immediately got up and chased after her.

On the street with people coming and going, the beautiful woman burst into tears, and others looked sideways. Why is the young lady of the Feng family crying?This is really an anecdote in the world. In the eyes of the people of Fengcheng, Feng Nanjin and his wife Feng Susu are myths. Both husband and wife are business geniuses. ability.Especially Mrs. Feng, the story of her supporting Feng's family alone three years ago was widely circulated in the south of the Yangtze River.In the minds of everyone, Mrs. Feng is a heroine who does not give in to men. Seeing her tears streaming down her face, they are all puzzled.

Liusu didn't know where to go, but ran out towards the ferry, bumping into people all the way, heartbroken, and could no longer care about other things.

"Susu, stop!" Ruyu finally pulled her back, "Susu, where are you going? Go home and rest, don't think about it, nothing will happen. The doctor just said that it is very small, and he didn't say that you can't get pregnant. There is still a glimmer of hope. Liusu, don't give up, don't think too much, okay?"

Liusu wept softly, her long eyelashes were covered with tears of business, she said: "Ruyu, don't say these words to comfort me anymore, don't make me hopeful and disappointed again, Nan Jin... who has the medical skills?" Taller than Nan Jin? Nan Jin clearly knows how much I want to have a baby, he clearly knows how much I want to be pregnant, he clearly knows that my body can no longer conceive, but he never said...he didn't even mention it As mentioned, he always said to let nature take its course, every time I asked him, what mood did he answer me?"

Ruyu hugged her and patted Liusu's shoulder, "Susu, don't get excited, worry can hurt your body, Nan Jin doesn't care, so don't care, Xiaobai is enough for you, Susu, fate deserves it So, you can't force it!"

Liusu pushed Ruyu away, and her eyes filled with tears became resolute, "I don't believe in fate, I don't believe that Nan Jin will be born childless, what did we do wrong, why does God punish us like this? I'm fine, Nan Jin Well, isn’t it enough that we have suffered since we were young? I was lonely and bullied by my aunt since I was a child. I have never given up on life. We are all so serious and live so strongly, why are we being punished like this, I refuse to accept it, I am not reconciled!"

"Susu, don't get excited..." Ruyu looked at her worriedly...

Liusu wanted to give birth to a child for Nan Jin so much, the sudden blow was indeed unacceptable, she was really afraid that there would be something she couldn't take care of, as long as it involved Nan Jin, Liusu would care, let alone the matter of children.

Liusu squatted down in pain, hugged her knees, and wailed loudly, even the air was infected with her sadness, becoming desolate and mournful, "I worked so hard to live to make myself happy... I didn't want this result... I don't want this result, it's unfair to Nan Jin..."

Ruyu knelt down and silently accompanied her, "Nan Jin doesn't even care..."

"It's because he doesn't care that I'm even more sad..." Liusu broke down in sobs, her voice broke and overflowed, "Because that person is Nan Jin... That's why I'm sad. In the past three years, I knew my body couldn't conceive, and I also knew my heart In order not to make me sad, he chose not to say anything, because my body has been recuperated by him, and I will never have the opportunity to know that there is something wrong with my body. He's been kept in the dark. He does everything because of me...and I can't bear him a baby...it's so unfair to him..."

Mrs. Feng and even everyone in Fengjiabao hope that she can give birth to a boy again and continue the incense of Fengjia.What makes Liusu sad is not that she can't bear a child, but that she can't bear a child for Nan Jin.

Nam Jin...

Thinking back to Nan Jin saying that the future will be long and let nature take its course, Liu Su's heart feels like a knife is twisted.

Nan Jin, have you ever been disappointed?

Liusu smiled miserably, Ruyu looked at her distressedly, she couldn't help it, any woman wanted to have children for her beloved, because Xiaobai was not Nan Jin's own flesh and blood, all Liusu cared about this matter even more .

This hit her hard!

Three years of hope... just like that!

"Ruyu, I want to be quiet by myself, don't follow me!" Liusu stood up and wiped away her tears. Now she just wants to find a place to be quiet and calm down from the blow she suffered today. .

"No!" Ruyu immediately refused, "You look like this, how can I feel relieved to let you go out alone, let's go home, Susu, will you be obedient?"

Liusu shook her head, "I'm not a child, nothing will happen!"

Ruyu wanted to say something, but Liusu interrupted her, "Ruyu, just leave me alone!"

"Okay, I'll wait for you at the restaurant, I'll be back later, let's go back to Fengjiabao together, understand?" Ruyu confessed.

Liusu nodded, Ruyu took a worried look, then turned and left, and went back to Fengjia Restaurant!

Liusu walked blindly by himself, and unknowingly came to the ferry, the sun was shining brightly, Liusu looked at it in a trance, turned to the boat shop, and asked someone to drive the sailboat dedicated to Feng's family to the ferry.

She wants to go to Mobei Sea to be quiet!

It would take several hours to travel from Chidan River to Mobei Sea. Tassel counted the time well. He could stay on the sea for half an hour and a half, just in time to come back before dark.

She was the only boat on the vast ocean, drifting quietly, sitting on a chair on the deck, silent, curled up with her body in her arms, and looked at this vast sea area peacefully with her eyes.

The weather is calm today, the sea breeze is blowing slowly, the woman sits quietly, regardless of where the boat will take her, drifting freely on the sea.

Not only Ruyu likes the sea, but Liusu also likes the sea, and even Xiaobai likes it very much. Sailing alone has added a sense of calmness, which suits her current state of mind.

Lonely, lonely, sad...

Tassel curled up, tears streaming down like rain...

Liusu's boat is not on the Mobei route, there are no ships coming and going, the whole sea is very calm, only Liusu's boat is floating freely.

Only at this time, will she cry without any scruples, pouring out all the grievances and distress in her heart to the sea...

"Nan Jin..." Liu Su's heart was pierced, and he couldn't cry, "Nan Jin, what should I do?"

Nan Jin, who was sailing on the Chidan River, suddenly felt uneasy in his heart, turned around suddenly, and looked behind him deeply with his quiet eyes. The river was clear and calm, and there was nothing. Why did he feel uneasy and irritable suddenly in his heart, as if there was something something will happen.

Nan Jin's sixth sense has always been very effective and has never made a mistake.

Standing at the bow of the boat was a man of unrivaled elegance, tall and slender, with a jade tree facing the wind, but his eyebrows were furrowed quietly.He looked in Fengcheng's direction without saying a word.

Xiaobai tugged at his sleeve in confusion, "Father, what's the matter?"

Nan Jin lowered her head, held Xiao Bai's hand, and smiled faintly, "It's okay!"

"Father..." Xiaobai raised her voice, protesting her father's partiality, "Father, did you miss your mother in less than two days? You are so partial!"

Nan Jin didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and twisted her face, "Nonsense!"

Yes, it's tassels!

No matter where he goes, he can't let go of his concern!

On the Mobei Sea, Liusu was still immersed in her own world.

Nan Jin's medical skills are as high as Nan Jin's, but she can't take care of her body. Isn't that because there is no cure? Otherwise, in the past three years, Nan Jin has already cured her body, it must be because there is no way.

Facing the sea, Liusu's heart is as calm as a mirror, and she fully understands the pity and helplessness after the sentence of letting nature take its course.

It is impossible for her to give up Nan Jin, and it is impossible for Nan Jin to give up her. They can only choose not to have children, but in this way, she will be ashamed of Mrs. Feng for the rest of her life, she will be ashamed of Nan Jin for the rest of her life, and feel guilty lifetime.

Even though she is extremely intelligent, she can't think of any good way to get the best of both worlds.

Not far from an island here, suddenly the ship shook violently, followed by a violent shock, Tassel was startled, wiped away his tears, looked down, opened his eyes in surprise, Tassel's face sank...

Oops!

The boat hit the rocks!