marrying a concubine

Life is often unsatisfactory, everyone has a wound in his heart, everyone has a secret in his heart, and everyone has a regret in his heart.

But don't all the people in the world survive like this?

Back then, when she thought Nan Jin was dead, why didn't she think that she would be with her in life and death, but she still didn't die in the end and lived a good life.

Whether it is unsatisfactory or regretful, the years still fly by, and time will not stay for anyone.

Otherwise, there wouldn't be so many idiots complaining about women, and there wouldn't be so many intertwined fates.

However, in the past few years, she has understood two words - cherish!

Liusu stood up, sighed slightly in his heart, and said calmly, "I won't run away, you'd better go ashore and see the doctor!"

Xiao Jue's injuries were serious, and his desire to see Tassel these days made him forcefully ignore his body and support it with a kind of will.

Seeing Tassel now, this kind of will is weak, like a tall building collapsed overnight, completely crushing his body.

His face was pale, because he had a high fever, his eyes were reddish, his usually cold and icy eyes showed a faint fragility, Liusu's heart softened, this powerful man rarely gets sick, right?

Liusu couldn't help thinking of Nan Jin's awkwardness when she was sick, and she understood the reason in her heart.

No matter how strong a person is, they always need some care when they are sick, and they always feel vulnerable and helpless. The tougher a person looks, the more fragile their heartstrings are.

Nan Jin is like this, and Xiao Jue is no exception!

Liusu glanced at him and said softly, "I'll cook something for you, you can rest!"

Xiao Jue was still gnashing his teeth and staring at him at first, but when he heard this sentence, he was taken aback for a moment, and by the time he realized it, Tassel had already left the cabin.

Xiao Jue stared blankly at the corners of the water-green clothes disappearing into his eyelids, a contented smile appeared on his pale lips, pure and clean like a child longing for warmth and love.

It seems that the outbreak of this disease is really timely!

He has not felt such a gentle heart for many years. The breeze blows slightly from the window, like a pair of gentle hands, caressing the heart of this man who has gone through vicissitudes and scars. That hard heart seems to be soft again. a bit.

A faint laugh sounded in the cabin, which made my heart feel sour.

If Xiao Yue and Xiao Han saw it, they would feel as shocked as being struck by lightning.

This is a private sailing boat that sails all year round. It is well stocked. In addition to dry food, it can also cook for itself. The two sailors had already finished their meals and went to the deck to watch the moon.They are sailors who belong exclusively to the palace, today Liusu and Xiao Jue quarreled on the deck, they already knew who she was, so naturally they didn't dare to let her do it.

Tassel just smiled lightly, telling them what to do.

She can still do this.

Liusu cooked gruel for Xiao Jue, and she frowned slightly. She had never seen Xiao Jue get sick, so she shouldn't be as difficult to take care of as Nan Jin, right?

While waiting for the rice to be cooked, Liusu ate the dry food, looking at the bright moon in the sky with his eyes calmly, with a bitter smile.

This time, she might become notorious again!

First marry Lord Xiao, and second marry the Lord of Wind Castle.

Of these two people, one is powerful and the other is wealthy.They are all dragons among men, rare powerful figures.

The world would probably laugh at them, why are they so obsessed with a flirtatious woman?

Five years ago, Liusu lost her reputation and was ridiculed by the world.

Five years later, Feng Susu will become notorious and become the laughing stock of the world again.

She had already anticipated what kind of storm she would face in the future.

She didn't care five years ago, such rumors couldn't hurt her.

But what about five years from now?

She has a happy family, a group of family members who love her and care about her, what will they think of her?

Liusu recalled those disdainful eyes when the capital was besieged by the city residents.

Will she be treated like this in Fengcheng one day?Thinking of this, Liusu's heart felt like a needle prick.

She still couldn't escape such a fate.

That's it!

Let it be!

Perhaps this is the price paid for happiness!

Do it for yourself, no different from others!

When the porridge was ready, Liu Su filled a bowl and brought it in for Xiao Jue.The cabin was very quiet, except for Xiao Jue's slightly rapid breathing and occasional groaning uncomfortably, maybe he was not feeling well, always tossing and turning, and didn't sleep well.

"Xiao Jue, wake up and eat!"

Liusu yelled a few times, Xiao Jue woke up now, his eyes were even redder, and his cheeks were also slightly red, Liusu poked his forehead in surprise, the burning was much worse than before.

"Xiao Jue, let the boat dock right away. I'll stay here quietly. You can rest assured. At least you can ask them to grab some medicine and bring them back. If the fever continues like this, it will hurt the body. Some people died because of the high fever." Liusu persuaded him anxiously, why are you so stubborn?

Xiao Jue struggled to sit up, looked deeply at Liusu, as if he didn't hear her words, "You feed me!"

Liusu was stunned for a moment, and anger rose in his heart, "Did you hear what I said? Let them go ashore to grab medicine. If you don't take good care of your body, who will take care of it for you?"

"I'm hungry!" Xiao Jue said innocently, filtering Tassel's words through his ears.

Liu Su got angry, his eyes sank, Xiao Jue saw that she was really angry, and said hoarsely: "I have a fever caused by an internal injury, I can adjust my breath on my own, don't need to see a doctor, the internal injury is cured, and the fever will subside naturally!"

Xiao Jue suffered from internal injuries and was exhausted from the continuous journey for the past few days, coupled with his heartache, his emotions fluctuated several times, and his body protested to cause a fever. At this moment, he said it lightly, and he didn't want Liusu to know.

A man's face is still very important.

Liusu scoffed, "I'm also half a doctor... Forget it, whatever you want, you won't listen to my words anyway. Since you have the strength, do it yourself!"

Liusu was really angry, and stretched out the bowl in front of him, "Take it!"

Xiao Jue stared at her fixedly, but didn't speak!

The feverish reddish eyes looked at tassels quietly, cold, calm, and stubborn.

Liusu frowned, forget it, she can't be stubborn against him, he can do whatever he likes, sure enough, every sick man is easy to serve.

"My hand is burnt, feed me!" Xiao Jue repeated, his tone weak, but his attitude was very persistent!

Liusu looked at him silently for a while, then took a mouthful of porridge, and brought it to his lips, for the sake of him being a patient, she didn't care about him.

The cabin was very quiet, and the aroma of porridge flowed through each other's noses, slowly overflowing with warmth.

Xiao Jue didn't speak, he drank the porridge quietly, occasionally raised his eyes to look at Liusu, hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing.

The slender hands, the calm face, the worried eyes, the gentle breath, these are the pictures he dreamed of, and Liusu she has never treated him so tenderly.

Xiao Jue cherished it so much, suddenly a barbaric domineering feeling rose up.

Just let time stop at this moment!

This kind of hard-won, precious warmth made his heart soft, and he suddenly thought that if he went on like this for the rest of his life, he would never change.

There is no Feng Nanjin, no Feng family, no palace.

Only Xiao Jue and Fang Liusu!

Xiao Jue ate very slowly, deliberately slow, deliberately prolonging the heart-pounding and satisfying time.

He didn't speak, for he was afraid that if he spoke, he would break the peace and serenity, and another sad word would come out of Liusu's small mouth.

"Did you do it on purpose?" Liusu narrowed her eyes in displeasure because the porridge was almost cold, but she couldn't eat half of it.

"No!" Xiao Jue retorted in a hoarse voice, confident and confident, but in fact he didn't have much appetite.

He is an extremely sensible man, and he would not think that Liusu made it specially for him. This is the delicacy of mountains and seas, and if he has no appetite, he has no appetite.

It's like chewing wax, you don't know the taste when you eat it.

But in order to enjoy the rare tender time, I forced myself to swallow it.

Liusu fed him again, and said calmly, "Aren't you very good at martial arts? Who can hurt you like this?"

Xiao Jue's gentle face swished, it was as hard as ice, Tassel could feel the cold air from his body, so cold that it could cut someone's skin, his reddish eyes narrowed sinisterly, the cold light flashed, and it was close to Tassel .

Asked the wrong question?Liusu's heart skipped a beat when he saw his cold eyes, he was such a beast, even if his scars were uncovered, he didn't have to become angry, victory or defeat is not a common thing in military affairs.

Suddenly, Liusu seemed to notice something, the corners of his eyes twitched, and he asked in surprise, "Xiao Jue, could it be Nan Jin who hit him?"

She was already extremely intelligent, so after a little thought about this matter, she could understand why Xiao Jue became angry from embarrassment, which was really a big blow.Well, it is worthy of sympathy, but is Nan Jin injured?

She doesn't know martial arts, but she also knows that Nan Jin's martial arts are superb. Xuanbei once joked that the young master should not be injured if he is invincible all over the world.

However, I heard that Xiao Jue's martial arts are also very powerful. The ancient sword in his hand is extremely powerful, sweeping the mountains and rivers. If they really fought against each other and Xiao Jue was seriously injured, would Nan Jin be unscathed?

Liusu couldn't help but pick up his heart, a little worried.

Xiao Jue understood her expression, gritted his teeth and said: "No!"

Liusu breathed a sigh of relief calmly, Xiao Jue's face was as ugly as Yan Luo's, and the storm was about to come, and he swore viciously, "Fang Liusu, from today onwards, I will not allow you to think about Feng Nanjin, and I will not allow you to see him, Otherwise, don't blame me for being rude!"

"You are a patient, and I don't care about you!" Liusu remained unmoved, and viciously stuffed a mouthful of porridge into his mouth. Xiao Jue's eyes glared, the fire was shining, and Liusu smiled, "If you are sick, you should eat more and rest more ,talk less!"

"You..." The sudden movement caught Xiao Jue off guard, and he choked hard. His eyes were so angry that he almost swallowed tassels. Tassels smiled embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, the strength suddenly lost control!"

"Fang Liusu!" Xiao Jue let out a roar, which made the fishes in the bottom of the water scared, and sneaked away from this piece of world.

Liusu said indifferently: "What can I say after you recover from illness!"

■

The boat sailed on the Chidan River for two days. Xiao Jue's high fever came and went again and again. Tassel forced him to go to the shore to see a doctor several times. I can't see him adjusting his breath on his own, and his internal injuries have not improved.

His face was pale, and his breath was like gossamer. In just two days of effort, the man's face was much lighter.

Liusu felt uncomfortable seeing it, Xiao Jue was too stubborn, he was hanging half-dead all the time, but he refused to go to the shore for medical treatment. Originally, he could reach Ningcheng by sailing the Chidan River in four days, and after arriving in Ningcheng, he could take a carriage for half a day to the capital .

However, Xiao Jue gave the order to slow down, and drifted slowly on the river, slower than boats traveling on the lake, and could not cover the usual half-day distance in two days.

He seems to be deliberately delaying the time to go to Beijing.

Those two sailors belonged to Xiao Jue, and they would not listen to Liu Su at all. Liu Su asked them to go to the shore to get medicine for Xiao Jue. They went to ask Xiao Jue for instructions. .

It is conceivable that the result caused Tassel's blood sugar to soar.

"Xiao Jue, what exactly do you mean?" After holding back for two days, Liusu finally couldn't bear it, pushed open the hatch, and asked coldly.

Xiao Jue has such a good temper, and the bottom line should be broken. This man is really capable of making people angry, but he is fine, lying on the bow of the boat, reading his book in peace.

This is his special boat, there are a lot of books in the cabin, when Liu Su glanced at the cover, he felt his blood speed up suddenly, there was a riot about to rush out of his veins, so he read his poems lightly.

The west slanting sunlight came in from the window of the cabin, casting a faint halo on the man's face. His pale face looked much healthier under the orange sunlight, with a faint smile on his face, and he was concentrating on poetry, more than Those talented people who went to Beijing to rush for the exam have to work a hundred times harder.

Liusu thinks she has a good temper and good patience, but Xiao Jue has been so angry these two days that she has no manners, and she really wants to scold him.

He was obviously ill, but he didn't have a good rest, and he had to get up in the middle of the night to watch the moon on the deck, dressed in chilly clothes.She even suspected that he was wearing cool clothes on purpose to blow the cold wind.

During the day, he stayed in the cabin and read a book, and began to enslave her.

Occasionally, a sentence popped up, she was thirsty, and she had to serve tea obediently.

hungry.

She was about to obediently cook for him, once Liusu was really annoyed by his leisurely and calm attitude, and cooked a bowl of half-baked porridge for him to drink.

Xiao Jue didn't even feel disgusted, he drank every drop without raising his eyebrows.

Liusu was still in the mood to watch a good show, but he grinned after drinking, she was so angry that she fell silent, her face was so dark that water dripped, and she secretly invited the eighteen generations of Xiao family ancestors out to greet her.

Xiao Jue is simply a pig!

No, worse than pigs, pigs are picky eaters!

"What's the matter with you?" Xiao asked nonchalantly, extremely innocent, with eyes as if Tassel was a vexatious child.

Liusu gritted her teeth, she had never seen such a vile man with long eyes!

"Aren't you going to Beijing? If you go on like this, when and what month will you arrive in the capital?" Liusu asked straight to the point, her beautiful face was full of displeasure, and she looked at him quietly.

She endures!

This is in the middle of the Chidan River, and there is a vast expanse of whiteness, and she will not be able to leave without permission.

Xiao Jue smiled lightly, his eyes flashed calmly, turned from his tassel face back to the book, and said calmly: "I'm happy!"

Liu Su's pretty face glowed, "You..."

What's wrong with him?Why do they suddenly want to slow down again, as if they don't want to go to the capital, the capital is his territory, go early, he can control her more, can't he?

Liusu couldn't understand Xiao Jue's meaning at all.

With a flash of water-green clothes, she walked into the room, looked at Xiao Jue calmly, and said, "Xiao Jue, can you be reasonable? Do you want to spend your whole life wandering in the Chidan River?"

Xiao Jue replied blankly, "I didn't think about it before, but after hearing what you said today, Liusu, I can think about it. Anyway, we have been separated for five years, and it's just a good time to cultivate our relationship!"

Tassel's blood was congealed, Xiao Jue's eyes were so serious and paranoid, she had no doubt that this man could say and do it.He wouldn't be so impulsive, would he?He is Xiao Jue, known for being cold and calm in court, he wouldn't do such a stupid thing, would he?

The woman's face remained calm, "Are you joking?"

Xiao Jue sneered, "Liu Su, based on what you know about me, do I seem to be joking?"

Not like!

Liusu almost blurted out, Xiao Jue, whom she knew, never joked.

But the Xiao Jue she knew wouldn't do such a stupid thing!

Liusu was silent, and asked without evasion, "You delayed your trip to Beijing because you were afraid that I would see Nan Jin?"

Snapped!

Xiao Jue slammed the Book of Songs in Xiao Jue's hand, and a dark cloud floated on the man's pale face, and a cold light flashed, gloomy and icy, as if to frostbite his skin.

This was a taboo between them, and Liusu was too smart not to mention it when he was sick, lest he get angry and hurt himself, but he was too much, Liusu had to mention it, except for this possibility, she couldn't think of any reason.

Xiao Jue tilted his head to look at Liusu, the veins on the back of his hands were raised, he suppressed deep anger, tried his best to restrain himself, not to stretch his hands fiercely towards her lovely neck, and said sinisterly, "Fang Liusu, don't be here with me. Save face and mention this person!"

Liusu said quietly: "He is my husband, why can't I mention it?"

Xiao Jue was furious, grabbed Tassel, and pressed him hard on the bed. Unexpectedly, with such a sudden move, Tassel suddenly spun, and Xiao Jue had already crushed him hard on the quilt.

"Xiao Jue... um..." Liusu's eyes were terrified, and just as he opened his mouth to resist, Xiao Jue bent down and sealed it with a kiss.

A strong masculine breath rushed toward her face, filling between the tip of Tassel's nose. Xiao Jue had a fever, and his breath was even more intense and scorching, as if trying to iron someone's soul. Tassel opened her eyes wide, and the man's nimble lips and tongue had rushed into her territory, plundering her. Her sweetness and warmth.

Xiao Jue's kiss possessed his dominance and strength, and he plundered everything that Liusu had inch by inch.

Five years of repression, five years of longing, condensed into the deepest desire, he wanted to shut up this mouth that hurt his heart fiercely, he wanted to rub her small body into his flesh and blood, and never separate again.

The forceful kiss was full of longing and eager desire, encroaching on everything that tassel had, this kind of kiss seemed to swallow the whole person fiercely into his belly.

The familiar fragrance of the medicine, the familiar smell, the familiar sweetness, these are what he misses bitterly and desires desperately...

At that moment, all sanity collapsed and flowed away!

Liusu reacted and struggled violently, turning her head constantly to avoid his strong kiss, Xiao Jue like this frightened her.In the past two days, Xiao Absolutely has always respected her very much, and she almost forgot how crazy desires a man who endured five years of longing would have.

These are all she can't bear!

At that time she was Concubine Xiao, she could accept it, but now she is Mrs. Feng.

"Let go... let me go..." Liu Su's voice was broken, and he kept patting Xiao Jue's shoulders with his hands. The difference in natural strength between women and men made Liu Su very disadvantaged, and he couldn't get rid of Xiao Jue's imprisonment at all.

There was really no other way, Liusu bit down hard, the force was not fake at all, Xiao Jue couldn't dodge, was bitten by her, both of them tasted blood between their lips and teeth.

"Xiao Jue... don't make me hate you, I beg you, don't make me hate you!..." The man stood firm against her leg, and the tassel tears overflowed his eyes, with a strong hatred , "I don't want to hate you, please..."

Xiao Jue looked at the tassels under his body with dark eyes, the woman's hair was messy due to struggle, her red lips were red and swollen from his kiss, her tears were broken, and he looked at her resentfully, with determined hatred in his eyes.

There was a flash of pity in his eyes, and he became serious again in the blink of an eye. The reddish eyes became redder because of fever or lust.His voice was painful and determined, "Tausu, come and hate me, at least you will remember me forever!"

After Xiao Jue finished speaking, he leaned over and kissed her lips again, adding more despair and pain, like a prisoner who is floating in hell and will never be relieved. He wants to dedicate the last passion of his life to the woman he loves the most. Whether she accepts it or not.

Such deep pain wants to burn the other party completely.

Be crazy!

is profound!

is hopeless!

Sink!

If I'm the only one struggling in hell, let's go to hell together!

Xiao Jue tore open the skirt of Tassel, and forced to leave his mark on her body, as if this was a kind of oath.

Like the world swears, this woman belongs to him, to Xiao Jue.

Liusu's heart was twisted like a knife, even though she knew it would be futile, she did not give up struggling, Nan Jin's Qinggui Juechen's face flashed in her mind, a strong force suddenly appeared in Liusu's heart, the leg suppressed by Xiao Jue ruthlessly wanted him to kill him top.

Xiao Jue anticipated her movement one step earlier, and pressed his legs hard to control her movement. Liusu took the opportunity to break free from the restraint on Xiao Jue's hand, and slapped him hard.

The crisp applause made Xiao Jue feel dazed for a moment, Liusu pushed him away, bit his lower lip, and laughed wildly, "Xiao Jue...you want me, right, okay, you don't need to do it!" , I take it off myself!"

Tassel tore open her skirt and a belt, with a blank expression, like a puppet, numbly unbuttoning her clothes.

"Stop!" Xiao Jue sternly shouted, Liu Su had already untied his coat, unmoved by his words, stretched out his hand to undo his middle coat, Xiao Jue was startled, rushed over, grabbed her hand fiercely, and roared angrily: "Stop! "

With ferocious anger and remorse on his face, he pulled over his half-naked body wrapped in tassels, and hugged him expressionlessly into his arms, "Tausu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...why? Why did we come this far? "

Liusu's body was stiff, her face was expressionless, but tears rolled down her eyes...

Xiao Jue held her face in his hands, looked at Liusu eagerly with his eyes, and his voice carried the child's pure expectation, "Tausu, tell me, you still have me in your heart, you still love me in your heart?"

Liusu looked at him, motionless like a puppet.

She knew that as long as she said one word, she still loved him, maybe, he would really let her go.

"Tausu, say you love me!" Xiao Jue roared.

Liusu's tears flowed down her cheeks, her voice was light but firm, "I love Feng Nanjin!"