marrying a concubine

The sharp pain pierced her forehead, and Liusu's soul trembled. She hugged her head tightly and fell into the crazy stabbing pain. Abi was shocked, hugged her tightly, and said anxiously: "Young Madam, what are you doing?" gone?"

"Ah..." Liusu screamed in pain, and crazily hit his forehead like crazy, with a shrill voice, "Stop, please, stop...don't think about it..."

Liusu's latent memory doesn't want to remember those things in the past, but the memory is like a flood that broke through the gate, gushing out, swallowing all her consciousness.

"Hello, Miss Fang, my name is Xiao Jue!"

"Hello!"

The first time they met, the personable Xiao Jue and the introverted and shy Fang Yuanyuan were indifferent and introverted. When they first met, Fang Yuanyuan was a little reserved and kept her head down, but her eyes were always looking at Xiao Jue inadvertently.She vaguely knew that her father had arranged a blind date for her.

"Yuanyuan, be my girlfriend!" The strong man demanded in a commanding tone, without giving her the slightest chance to repent, intervening in her life like an oath, like a god.

Their love is like a planned project, perfect, without mistakes, and has been calm until they entered the marriage hall.

"divorce!"

"why?"

"Because you have no use value!"

"For you... Is... just... the use value?"

"What do you expect?"

"Sign! I don't like to waste unnecessary time."

The scene was cut, the rain was pouring, and the gunshots continued. Her relatives lost their lives in a perfect revenge, and the family was destroyed overnight.

A stunning and luxurious wedding.She appeared in front of him proudly.

"Xiao Jue, life is not a game, and there is no way to start it all over again. Some mistakes were made, and whether they were inadvertently or deceived, it doesn't matter anymore. Whether it's me, my father, or my elder brother and second brother, they all paid the price. You It doesn't matter if you think we're guilty or we're innocent, after today, it's all over."

"I, Fang Yuanyuan, think that I have a clear conscience. I didn't feel sorry for you. You were the one who felt sorry for me and the Fang family. If it was possible, I hope I didn't meet you in the first place. In this way, no one will live in hell."

"I love you, I used to love you so sincerely, until today, it still hasn't changed."

"What a fool, I know you are disdainful."

"Those people back then are all here today, Xiao Jue, you want revenge, right? I'll help you!"

"The tragedy that started with me will end with me!"

"Let's go to hell together!"

The moment she pressed the remote control, she felt that everything was liberated. In this life, there was never a moment when she was relaxed and smiled so innocently.

"Yuanyuan, if I can do it all over again, I will cherish you very much."

"Xiao Jue, have you ever loved me?"

"sorry!"

"Ah..." Liusu's heart was pierced like a knife, and the memories of her previous life came to her mind in a very powerful way, arousing all her memories.

Enmity and hatred, together arouse!

Once, she loved Xiao Jue more than her own life!

Once, she loved Xiao Jue so much that she lost her self-esteem!

In the past, she loved Xiao Jue, and even before she died, she could forgive everything and the sorrow of family ruin and death when she heard a word of cherishing!

And this kind of deep memory, full of too much pain, was pressed into the bottom of her heart by her, and she didn't want to think about it again.

If she didn't think of it once, it hurt her heart, and she chose to forget it.

However, no matter how much she forgot, she still couldn't forget Xiao Jue.

She finally knew why she felt familiar when she saw Xiao Jue, why she felt sour when she saw Xiao Jue, why she expected Xiao Jue to love her, but she refused to take a step...

All of this comes from another soul of my own.

She is Liusu and Yuanyuan.

Yuanyuan loves Xiao Jue, the love is hopeless, the face imprinted in her mind always troubles her when she dreams back at midnight, she wants Xiao Jue's love, but subconsciously rejects Xiao Jue, resists Xiao Jue, For fear of getting hurt.

Fear of being the same as before, making myself covered in bruises.

Fearing that this is another perfect conspiracy, I always resist passively, struggle and sink in anticipation and resistance, until I leave!

"Don't think about it anymore... stop..." Liusu cried until her voice became hoarse. The memory of being too sad and desperate came suddenly, and Liusu's blood surged up, and a sweet smell of rust filled her throat. She cried so hard that her heart was broken .

The blood debt of the Fang family, her love for Xiao Jue.

The warm atmosphere in Fengjiabao, her love for Nan Jin.

The memories of the two worlds were constantly filling up in her mind, constantly merging, and constantly resisting, as if they were facing each other and repelling each other, like two knives trying to cut her in half.

"Young Madam..." Abi was startled. Something was wrong with the Young Madam. Abi's heart rang out, and she reached out to knock her unconscious. Unexpectedly, Liusu stretched out her hand and pushed Abi away. She fell to the ground by surprise. .

Liusu stood up, staggered, ran down the hill blindly, almost fell several times, tears and rain were hazy, she wanted to escape, escaped to a place where no one was there, and licked the wound that had been scratched for many years by herself.

To her, these things seemed to happen yesterday.

She was blown to death, reborn, lost her memory, and remembered everything until today. For her, it was just a sleep. The feeling was so deep and clear.

She can't stand it!

It has exceeded the limit she can bear.

The pain and confusion of memories made her nerves twitch.

into a warm embrace.

"Susu..." Nan Jin looked at Tassel with a confused expression, and felt an ominous premonition in his heart. Fear seized his reason, and he had never seen such a crazy Tassel.

Liusu looked at Nan Jin through her teary eyes, two figures seemed to appear in front of her eyes, Xiao Jue's face, Nan Jin's face, shaking in front of her eyes, she tried hard to see who was in front of her, but more and more more blurred.

"Xiao Jue...Nan Jin..." Liusu yelled unconsciously, spat out a mouthful of blood, dyed Nan Jin's snow clothes red, fell limply in his arms, and passed out.

"Susu!" Nan Jin yelled in panic, her usually immobile face suddenly changed, she quickly picked up Tassel and went down the mountain, and Abi quickly followed.

Liu Su slowly woke up. When the night was over, Nan Jin stayed by the bed. Seeing her wake up, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief.The worry in his eyes slowly faded away, and he returned to calm. God knows, he was so panicked that he almost lost her.

"Susu, are you feeling better?" Just now, I helped her get an needle to stabilize her mood. Tassel's mood fluctuated too much, which would cause Qi and blood to surge up and vomit blood. What's wrong with her?

The woman was lying on the bed, her face was pale, her eyes were looking straight at the gauze curtain, her eyes were empty and vague, she couldn't react for a while, she seemed to be looking for the completeness of her lost memory, and she was thinking about her sleeping for several years The ups and downs experienced.

Xiao Jue...why is it him?

Has he crossed too?

If not, why do they look exactly the same, and why do they have the same name.

Is there such a coincidence in the world?

Liusu's mind is full of the modern Xiao Jue and the ancient Xiao Jue. Are they the same person?

Nan Jin's voice was so far away that it seemed to be floating from the sky, Liusu's eyes turned slowly, and when she met Nan Jin's deep eyes, her expression was in a trance again, her noble face, penetrating eyes, and facial features were all she knew Familiar with and palpitations, but why, at this moment, her mood is inexplicably sore.

"Susu, just say something, don't scare me!" Nan Jin worriedly caressed her sweaty hair, and the panic in her heart increased inexplicably, like a circle of ripples, getting bigger and bigger.

The tassel at this moment seems to be very far away from him, so far away that he can't touch it.

Empty and dazed, that was a world he couldn't touch, a world that belonged to her and Xiao Jue.

He clearly heard Liusu calling Xiao Jue's name before he fell into a coma.

In the past few years, on two occasions, he also heard her calling Xiao Jue's name in a dream. This happened before Xiao Bai was born. Cai called Xiao Jue in his dream.

He didn't hear it later, he thought she had forgotten the past, but he never thought that...

"Nan... Nan Jin..." Su Su's voice was low and inaudible, Nan Jin leaned over, smiled slightly, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Liusu wanted to smile and tell Nan Jin that it was all right and tell him not to worry, but she couldn't laugh. She stretched out her hand from under the quilt and held Nan Jin tightly, as if she wanted to grab something.

tight...

tight...

catch!

Incense was lit in the room, and tassels' tense nerves were somewhat relieved, but they couldn't hide the tiredness between the brows, exhausted physically and mentally.

"Nan Jin, I'm so tired, I want to rest!" Liusu said softly, looking deeply at Nan Jin, "Don't you go away and stay with me?"

"I won't leave. If you're tired, rest well. Don't think about anything. I'll be with you all the time!" Nan Jin held her hand in his palm and rubbed it carefully. Her hand was extremely cold.

Liusu turned her head and looked at the gauze curtain, "I remembered some things, and kept avoiding the things I didn't want to think of, and I was very scared!"

"I'm here!" Nan Jin said in a deep voice.

"I'm very cowardly. I've always been unwilling to face these things. My subconscious mind keeps it dusty. I'm a cowardly person!" Liusu said softly.

"Nonsense, my Susu has always been strong and brave!"

"Nan Jin..."

"I'm here!"

"What if one day I can't find my way home?"

"With me here, I will take you home!"

"Nan Jin...why do you think I'm alive?" Liusu's eyes overflowed with tears, "I should have died a long time ago... I've died once!"

In that explosion, she deserves to die!

Why did God let her survive?

She gave up the world that made her despair, and gave up life, not to live, death, means to escape!

"Susu!" Nan Jin turned her face and looked at her seriously, "Susu, if you can't find the will to live, I'll give you one. If you die, I won't live long!"

"Nan Jin..."

"Remember this sentence firmly for me!" Nan Jin looked at her seriously and ordered!His eyes were a little dark and cruel.The dark side that had never been shown in front of Liu Su suddenly came out, and he almost said this sentence through gritted teeth!

Tassel's eyes flashed, this look?This tone?why?

The eyes of the two seemed to be competing with each other, and neither of them would give in. In the end, Liu Su lowered his eyes slowly, "Remember!"

Nan Jin couldn't help feeling angry, she stood up abruptly, Liusu panicked, the two of them were about to loosen their hands, she quickly got up and held Nan Jin tightly.

"Nan Jin, I was unintentional just now, because..." She just didn't understand why she would use Tassel's body to return the sun when she was dead, but she didn't understand, she didn't know how to explain this to Nan Jin, Are you talking about her grievances with Xiao Jue?Are you saying that she is actually a latecomer?

Tassel couldn't speak about such a bizarre thing.

"Nan Jin..."

Nan Jin looked at the hands tightly held by the two, and remained silent, his eyes were cold. He didn't understand why he was angry, maybe it was because he couldn't touch this part of her heart, which made him feel hesitant and flustered.

He didn't want to hold her hand, but he couldn't touch her heart.

If so, he would rather let it go!

"Susu, if one day your heart is not on me, just let go of your hand!" Before that, he would hold it tightly.

Liusu opened her eyes in surprise, her eyes panicked, "Nan Jin, you misunderstood me...I'm not...I didn't mean that..."

Liusu became more and more anxious as she spoke, but she held her hands tightly, afraid that Nan Jin would leave as soon as she turned around, "Nan Jin, I'm sorry!"

She forgot that Nan Jin is such a thorough and sensitive person, and she would notice something strange if something was wrong. She wanted to say something more, so Nan Jin sat back on the bed and sighed, "Susu, you are tired, take care of yourself." have a rest!"

"You accompany me!"

Nan Jin looked at her, nodded, went to bed, hugged her into her arms, and circled a clean and warm world for her. Nan Jin kissed her hair and said in a deep voice, "Susu, no matter what happens, you must Remember, you still have me, I will accompany you, share the burden together, don't push yourself too hard alone, you know?"

Liusu buried her head in his chest, nodded heavily, and stretched out her arms to hug Nan Jin tightly...

Gritting his teeth, he held back the crying that was about to come out.

The night gradually fell, and in the second half of the night, Liusu slept very restlessly, and fell into the chaotic memory of modern and ancient times as soon as he fell asleep.

Xiao Jue's face and Nan Jin's face were constantly intertwined in her mind.

Xiao Jue's face became Nan Jin's, and Nan Jin's face changed into Xiao Jue's, gunshots, explosions, cries, Xiao sounds, laughter, intertwined chaotically.

The lives of the two worlds are constantly replaying in the dream. The modern Yuanyuan and the ancient Tassel, they are so similar, but there are many differences.

She was in a cold white mist, with Yuanyuan on one side and Tassel on the other, both calling her, with coaxing smiles on their faces, as if they were forcing her to choose to be Tassel , I still want to be Yuanyuan.

She saw Xiao Jue and Nan Jin fighting, fighting to the death, no matter how much she tried to stop her, she couldn't move her feet and could only helplessly shout their names.

"Nan Jin...Xiao Jue..."

The call in the dream turned into a whisper in reality, Nan Jin looked deeply at the tassel in his arms, his eyes were dim, and his face was pale and hazy...