marrying a concubine

"I used to love someone very much..." Liusu lowered her head, her voice was a little ethereal. This past event is Liusu's sweet and sad memory, which has been forgotten by her in the deepest corner of her heart, subconsciously forgotten, abandoned, I want to put this past behind me.

Loved, hated, and finally chose to destroy everything, she never knew that there was such a ruthless side in her temperament.

If it was possible, Liusu really wanted to never have to think about that past for the rest of her life, and it would be a good thing to just fade away in the traces of the years. For her, the shackles in her heart would not be so heavy.That's why when she was reborn, she chose to forget.

But God made her recover and let her face it, and she had no way to escape. Liusu once thought that if she was reborn with all the memories, then maybe Fang Liusu was dead, or crazy, and would no longer have the tenacity of today.

That period of memory is several times more despairing and sad than happy. As long as it is an individual, I am afraid that I don't want to remember it. It is human nature for Tassel to forget.

Fortunately, I met Nan Jin in this life, and he gave her love, resentment, sadness, despair... These negative emotions were all tolerated by his persistent love. If her life was reborn by accident, then her soul Being able to be reborn, Nan Jin owes a great deal to him.

The first time I met Feng Nanjin, it was a beautiful rain of peach blossoms. The white clothes were better than the snow, and the son was like jade, so quietly approached her heart.

Meet again, Marriage Bridge, thousands of miles of marriage lead by a thread, when she was standing on the Marriage Bridge, seeing him opposite, her heartbeat stalled, and she began to realize that heartbeat is such a wonderful thing.

Love, when it was silent, came so suddenly, and when she was ignorant, she almost missed it.

The third time we met, we got to know each other until we fell in love, we went through disasters, we almost lost our lives several times, we waited without regret, we were determined to go to sea, and we were firm in guarding because we had love in our hearts.

When she really fell in love with Feng Nanjin, she didn't know. When she found out, loving him had become an innate instinct in her life.

She used to think that she loved Nan Jin enough, not less than the love he gave, but when she looked back, she found that it was much worse.

It was Nan Jin's love that healed the wound in her heart, slowly healed her wound, and gave her enough courage to face the desperate past.

She wanted to confess her past to Nan Jin a long time ago, even if she didn't want to face it, how much she didn't want to imagine others mentioning this past, she still had to make it clear to Nan Jin.

Because of this past, she hurt Nan Jin unintentionally. Although it has been a long time, after all, there is still a grudge in her heart. Nan Jin gave her time to sort it out, and waited for her to open her heart with a tolerant heart. It was her hurt and forgetfulness, Liusu's heart was pierced like a knife, she could never hurt again, absolutely not...

When you love someone, you only think about his happiness and happiness. When you see him frowning, you will feel distressed. When you see him disappointed, you will feel sad. When you see him alienated, you will feel fear.Liusu has never seen these negative emotions in Nan Jin's eyes. He has always been the most tolerant and patient towards her. Even if he had, he would not let her see it.

He must have hoped very much, hoped that she would open her heart in person and tell him everything, right?However, how many times has he been disappointed when he saw her running away and seeing her sad?

Liusu didn't dare to think, even if he gave up once and stopped holding her hand, what would she do?At that time, she is still a complete square tassel, will she still laugh?

If love has a limit, she really wants to ask Nan Jin, where is his limit?

"Is it Xiao Jue?" Nan Jin asked calmly, her heart tightened inexplicably, a little sour, Liu Su said in front of her that she loved someone very much, but this person was not him. Astringent fruit is even more sour.

There are not many men in Liusu's life, so it's not difficult to guess. She has Xiao Jue in her heart. This is something he knew a long time ago, and it was even more certain during the days when he took her to Beijing. Not only him.

This used to make him very... angry!

Still can't forget?

Liusu raised her eyes and shook her head gently. Her eyes were still a little red from crying just now, but there was a slight smile on her face. Seeing Nan Jin's surprised expression, her smile became even more obvious.

Has she ever loved someone else?

"Who is it?" Nan Jin asked reflexively, he always thought it was Xiao Jue... Isn't that for nothing...

"Nan Jin, do you believe in the theory of soul possession?" Liusu asked, watching his reaction carefully. In the ancient times when the mind was closed, such incredible words would be considered insane, right?

Nan Jin was quiet for a moment, then frowned and asked, "You mean, you're not the original Fang Liusu?"

Liu Su secretly praised, Nan Jin is worthy of being Nan Jin, her heart is like a fox, and she can see through it at a glance. It sounds like he believes everything, why doesn't she have any doubts?Nan Jin didn't believe that there were ghosts in the world, so how could she easily believe her words?

"Don't you have any doubts?"

"Yes!" Nan Jin answered very simply, with a very serious expression on her face, and she could even be said to be sitting upright, "I know you, you should be the same as me, right?"

Liusu burst into a smile, wanting to reach out and rub his face, so tense, so serious is really cute, but she didn't dare to be too arrogant, she nodded along with him, "Of course, I am in Fang Liusu's 12-year-old Time possessed her body, that is to say, the original Fang Liusu is dead, and the one who survives is the present me."

"Then, nothing is important anymore!" It seems that there is no need to ask who Liusu was, and who she loved. Now she is Fang Liusu, and now she loves him Feng Nanjin. What is unsatisfactory?

For Liusu, this past is definitely not something to be happy about. He has a thorough personality and understands everything at a glance. Liusu's expression looks very painful. If this is the case, why should he expose the scar in her heart here? , she was willing to tell him that it was enough to have this intention.

"No, I want to say." Liusu said firmly, "This is the explanation I owe you, and it is also my farewell to the past. From now on, Fang Liusu will belong to Feng Nanjin's Fang Liusu, and will never change until death."

The woman's firm words, her supple face, and her affectionate eyes are like a net of tenderness like water, surrounding him and moving him. For her words, he is willing to pour the whole world.

Liusu slowly told Nan Jin the grievances and grievances between Fang Yuanyuan and Xiao Jue in her previous life, without hiding anything, her love, her hatred, her regret, her stupidity, her ruthlessness, If she has no regrets, tell Nan Jin everything.

After finishing speaking, she smiled slightly. She used to think that when she told others about this past event, she would feel heart-wrenching pain, but now she just feels relaxed. No matter how sad the past event is, it will gradually fade after time passes. , Love or hate, all go with the wind.

Because she has more important love and someone she wants to cherish more than the love and hate deep in her heart. When she was Fang Yuanyuan, she used to think that she would never have anything like love again in her life. Xiao Jue loves someone like that, and now he realizes that this kind of thinking is wrong. A lifetime is so long, and before it reaches the end, no one knows if he will meet someone who will make her love even more, regardless of Everything to love.

There are still such people in the world, and she was lucky to meet them.

"It's over!" Nan Jin hugged her distressedly, her voice was filled with endless pity, and she was completely relieved of concealing and avoiding her in an instant. With such a small body, she has endured such strong love and hatred. Listen It made him feel distressed. No one would tell anyone about such a tragic past. Nan Jin kissed her hair pitifully, and said firmly: "Susu, I will use the greatest effort in my life to love you , cherish you, I will never let you bear such sadness again, I will cherish you, and I will never regret it for the rest of my life."

Liusu smiled and nodded, "The greatest luck in my life is to meet you!"

Nan Jin smiled, this silly girl, why isn't he?

Liusu was quiet for a while, and asked Nan Jin hesitantly, "Don't you ask about me and the current Xiao Jue?"

"You want to say?"

Liusu nodded, she wanted to confess everything, she didn't want to hide anything, "They have exactly the same face, the same name, at first it should be because of empathy, but in the end, I think there is... ... I can't tell, it's a little more than liking, a little less than love, in such a hazy stage, if I didn't feign death and leave, and stay in the palace to be his princess, I think I will definitely fall in love with him, even if I don't The influence of the previous life will also be affected, but it is a pity that God did not give us this opportunity. I don’t want to live in such a bondage. I have received a monogamous education, and my subconscious mind can’t accept a man with three wives and four concubines, so I just leave. To be honest, I feel very guilty to him, if it wasn't for me, he might have been happy long ago, with a wife, a concubine, and children of his own, and he wouldn't have wasted so many years, this is an irreparable damage for me."

Nan Jin took her by the shoulders, and the noble man's eyes were cold but firm, "There is no right or wrong in love, and there is no guilt. Whoever loves whom and who is willing to wait for others are all their own freedom and self-choice. , so where does the theory of guilt come from? It’s not that whoever pays more will get more, if love is equal from the beginning, then how can there be so many idiots complaining about women in the world?”

Liusu looked at him fixedly, as if bewitched by him, and nodded obediently, Nan Jin raised her eyebrows suspiciously, and asked: "Susu, where did you grow up, and where is that, do you still want to go back? "

"I can't go back!" Liusu said sadly: "Whether I want to or not, I can't go back. My family, except for the third brother, is gone. I know he will have a good life. After Xiao Jue and I died , it is not difficult for the third brother to take over Xiao Jue's business again. He has always been a smart and decisive man, and he will live a happy life. What's more... This is my root, my lover, my woman, my family, my wings carry too much love, I can't fly anymore, I want to stay by your side forever."

Nan Jin stroked her long hair distressedly, feeling sorry for her past experiences. She thought that Tassel's life, which he knew, was rough enough, but he didn't expect that Tassel, whom he didn't know, had a hard life.

Fortunately, she was not depressed, and he met her.

Nan Jin smiled, and seemed to be relieved, "Fortunately, I don't have the troubles you mentioned."

"What do you mean?" Liusu was puzzled, the topic changed too quickly, and she didn't realize it all at once.

"One husband and one wife, three wives and four concubines, I will only have you in my life, and there will be no other people, so don't worry about you abandoning me!" Nan Jin said lightly and happily. If he lost it, then he should be struck by lightning!

After hearing this, Liusu felt mixed emotions in her heart, and Nan Jin's words brought back the greatest regret in her heart, "Nan Jin, I may not be able to..."

Liusu bit her lip, and finally said, "I don't seem to be able to give birth anymore, that..."

"So?" Before he finished speaking, Nan Jin's voice suddenly sank, as cold as winter, her cold eyes narrowed narrowly, with a terrifying feeling of a storm coming.

Being looked at by such sharp eyes, anyone would be terrified, Liusu shook his head knowingly, "It's all right!"

She paused, then asked again, "Will you regret it?"

Nan Jin had a sullen face, and instead of answering, asked, "Have you ever thought of asking me to marry someone else?"

Liusu's heart was suffocated, and she saw Nan Jin's face was so dark that water dripped out, her cold eyes had no warmth, they were frighteningly cold, and her eyes showed anger unabashedly, and it was a kind of calm anger.

Quiet but amazing.

Liusu shook her head hurriedly. She didn't dare to hit the gun at this moment. She knew that no matter whether she could get pregnant and have children, Nan Jin would never marry again in this life. She thought about it, if Mrs. Feng wanted to stay for the Feng family, she should what to do?Let Nan Jin marry someone else, not to mention she doesn't want to, even Nan Jin doesn't want to.

It's just... It's so unfair and sad that they can't have their own children.

The chances of her conceiving were slim, the doctor said, which was usually a consoling statement, and nine times out of ten her body was infertile.

Nan Jin kept her mouth shut, and she became more certain about this matter.

Nan Jin's complexion softened a little, and he said calmly: "Susu, remember, no matter whether you have children or not, you are my only woman. If you want to marry a wife for the sake of your children, why bother?"

Liusu nodded, a touch of relief flashed across her lowered eyes, and she let nature take its course!

"If you have something to say, why are you scaring me with a straight face?" Liusu glared at him, showing the wronged look of a young daughter-in-law who was abused. That look was as cute as it could be.

The corner of Nan Jin's lips twitched, trying to smile, "Do you think this is a trivial matter?"

Liusu was at a loss for words, and she didn't have that idea, she smiled sweetly like a baby, "It's time here, we'll go home, I miss my mother, and Aunt Ziling, I haven't seen you for a long time, I miss you so much." Go home immediately."

Fengjiabao is her warmest harbor. She likes every plant and tree in Fengjia, and all her feelings are invested there!

"Come on, it's almost over!"