President Qiang Huan: Ex-wife please go back to the room
Chapter 229: Apex Pain
Chapter 2: Pain at the Apex of the Heart (10) As soon as Anyas helped his mother out of the ward, he found Mu Zexi standing outside the door. 【26nbsp;】The expression on his face was complicated, with pain and injury, guilt for his mother, and bursts of excitement.Mu Zexi didn't expect her mother to come, let alone her mother.
"Mom..." Mu Zexi yelled softly with a hoarse voice.He stood outside for half an hour, and he heard what was said inside.It's just that he didn't expect his mother to come so soon, he didn't tell his mother about Weiwei, but asked Long Yi to investigate what happened back then.It's not that I don't believe it, I just want to know.
Zhu Yunxiu held Mu Zexi's hand, tears were still in her eyes, "Jersey, mom believes she will wake up."
"En." Mu Zexi looked at his mother firmly, they were all cheering him up, he shouldn't be depressed first.
An Yasi wanted to encourage Mu Zexi when he spoke, but Mu Zexi seemed anxious and went straight into the ward.
"Yas, do you like your sister-in-law?" Zhu Yunxiu's words made Anya startled.
"I like her. She's my sister-in-law. As long as my elder brother likes me, I'll like it." Anyas's voice was dry, and he didn't dare to look into his mother's eyes.
"That's good." Zhu Yunxiu didn't say anything, she was someone who had experienced it, so she could see her son's thoughts at a glance.When the son saw the singing on the bed, there were many feelings of men for women in his eyes.She didn't want anything to happen between their brothers, Jersey was too bitter, and she hoped that Anyas could understand her identity.Only here, she didn't want to protect her youngest son.
Mu Jersey didn't sleep for too long, or rather slept and woke up quickly.For only four or five hours, there was always a fear chasing him in his heart, which made him unable to sleep peacefully.
The person on the bed was still soundly asleep, and it didn't seem much better than the moment he left.Mu Zexi held Tang Fangge's hand, and the strength involuntarily increased a little.
"Sing, if you wake up, get up quickly, if you don't always fall asleep, I will always be awake to accompany you."
Tang Fangge curled up, surrounded by darkness, she was so dazed that she had no place to stay.The world is so scary, there is cold rain everywhere, she doesn't want to wake up, she thinks it would be nice to just sleep like this.
There is obviously the sound of rain in her ears, but there are always many people talking to her.She heard Mu Zexi say that she was selfish, that she didn't love him as deeply as he did, so she would rather escape from reality than wake up.In her sleep, she was a little confused as to what made him say that.She loves him too, Tang Fangge thought as he curled up.She is really not selfish at all, she has worked very hard to love him, but why he always feels less, is it because she didn't tell him that she loves him.Thinking of this, she thought it was the best.The more he can't get it, the more Mu Zexi will love her more and pamper her more. In the long run, she will no longer be afraid that he will suddenly stop loving her.She was a little selfish in her heart, secretly chuckling that it turned out that he cared that she never said she loved him.
Weiwei, who is Weiwei?Tang Fangge thought about it, but she didn't know who this Weiwei was, but there seemed to be someone in her body telling her, telling her who Weiwei was.Someone responds, responds in her body.Frowning, Tang Fangge really didn't like the name Weiwei. In the past, Mu Zexi would always unconsciously say Weiwei in his dreams.She really doesn't like Weiwei, why Mu Zexi always calls her name.But this time it wasn't Mu Zexi's voice, it was a woman's voice, very warm, as warm as a mother's.
Mother, Tang Fangge burst into tears again, she no longer has a mother.Her mother had long since left, not long before that event.Mother's sauerkraut, snacks made by her mother, and shoes that her mother sewed for her.She remembered that her mother said that she would sew doll clothes for her, but it seemed that she hadn't waited until then.
Child, she curled up unconsciously.Only at this time did she realize that her abdomen seemed to be very large, and there was a child, their child.Why are her children crying, she wants to reach out, but they dare not reach out to grab her.They are crying, crying.
Tang Fangge wanted to tell them not to cry, but seeing them cry made her feel even more uncomfortable.There are no parents who do not love their children. The tears of the children are also the frost in the mother's heart, which will make the parents worry.Worried about her parents, her father, her dad.
Dad always doted on her. She remembered that when she was young, if her father went out to attend some weddings or something, he would take her there.Even though my elder brother said he was biased every time, my father always liked to take her there.At that time, her father had big hands and was tall, standing in front of her was a mountain.She was always a little out of breath when she walked, and her father always put her on his shoulders.At that time, she could see far away, and saw the smiling face of the bride, and the unnatural behavior of the groom secretly peeping at the bride.She would laugh loudly on her father's shoulder, and would catch candy bars being thrown.Every time she hides the candy carefully, she wants to take the wedding candy home, bring it home to her brother, and then give it to her mother.
On a festive day, it was all red, so red, so red, and red made her feel a little familiar.The head hurts, red, father, these things are shaking in front of her eyes.
Dad, Dad, he fell in a pool of blood.Blood, the red blood spread, like roses with thorns burning around her.Her whole body was in pain, her father was in blood, and she was powerlessly watching.
blood, papa!
Mu Zexi didn't know what happened to Tang Fangge, but her tears kept flowing.He pressed her arms tightly so that she wouldn't hurt himself.
Slowly, Tang Fangge's long eyelashes fluttered a few times, and his teardrop eyes opened.What imprinted into her eyes was Mu Zexi's unkempt face, and those eyes looked at her anxiously.
"Father... woo..." Tang Fangge's eyes were filled with tears, and she couldn't help crying while looking at Mu Zexi.
Mu Zexi let go of Tang Fangge's hand, making sure that she woke up, and the tiredness on his face disappeared a lot.He hugged Tang Fangge, "No matter how much you cry, I will be by your side, as long as you don't run away."
Tang Fangge wanted to reach out and hug Mu Zexi, but she felt weak and sore.The pain was like tearing her heart, the father who loved her since she was a child would never love her again.Buried in Mu Zexi's chest, Tang Fangge let the tears pour out, she could hardly breathe from crying.It's just that at this moment, someone was by her side when she was crying.
Holding the woman in his arms, Mu Zexi really couldn't help but want to block all the pain for her, but he knew it was impossible.Her pain can only be resolved slowly by herself.
"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu who weeping was not loud, but there was a faint tearing pain in her heart the spread.
After crying for an unknown amount of time, the tears in Tang Fangge's eyes gradually dissipated.
"I want to see my father for the last time." Some answers have already been revealed in the sea of blood.Tang Fangge knew that her father was gone, she just wanted to see her father for the last time, she didn't know that she had been in a coma for five days.
"You have been in a coma for five days, and the ashes of father were taken by the eldest brother to be buried with mother-in-law." It's not that she didn't want to wait for Tang Fangge to wake up, but she was so sad that she didn't want to wake up.Human bones cannot wait for five days, and the bones of those who died in vain must be buried early so that they can rest in peace.
Tang Fangge's red and swollen eyes suddenly widened. She couldn't believe that she had slept for five days.She didn't even see her father's last face, Tang Fangge's eyes were full of sadness, her fingers were tightly stuck into Mu Zexi's arm, "In the end, I still couldn't see him..."
"I'm really unfilial, really unfilial..." In a daze, Tang Fangge's eyes were blank. She looked at Mu Zexi, and felt that she seemed to see him, but she didn't seem to see him. There was a haze in front of her eyes, which made her feel There was a burst of pain in my heart.The half-sitting body suddenly fell into Mu Zexi's arms, Tang Fangge reached out and grabbed his heart, and there was pain between his brows.
"Fang Ge, what's the matter with you, Fang Ge, why don't you feel uncomfortable..." Mu Zexi panicked, he found that Tang Fangge's hand was tightly grasping his chest, which seemed to be in pain.His palms were covered with cold sweat, and his whole body was tense.What happened again, why her face became paler.
"Huhu...huhu..." Tang Fangge's face was covered with cold sweat. She wanted to take a big mouthful of breath, but found that her breathing began to be difficult.The pain in her heart made her body tremble uncontrollably.She looked at Mu Zexi with tears in her eyes, and felt that he seemed to be shaking in front of her eyes.
Mu Zexi hurriedly rang the bell, and when the bell rang, Bai Xiao rushed over almost as fast as he could.
"Sing, sing..." Mu Zexi's face turned pale with fright, she just woke up, but the current symptoms are not a good sign at all.
"I...I..." Tang Fangge couldn't speak, her face was getting whiter and paler, it seemed that she was starting to lose color, and the electrocardiogram also started to become unstable.
"Jersey, she wakes up after playing the song..." Bai Xiao couldn't get out the rest of the sentence, the person on the bed had woken up, but her pale face was obviously suffering from shortness of breath.
"Bai Xiao!" Mu Zexi panicked. He was always calm, but now he just looked at Bai Xiao pleadingly.His face was powerless, frightened, and longing.
"Play the song, breathe slowly, breathe slowly..." Bai Xiao tried to calm himself down, but his voice still trembled uncontrollably.This trembling was not even noticed by himself. He thought he had seen many strong winds and waves, but now he felt that no matter how many times he had seen, he was still just one person.
Tang Fangge slowly closed his eyes in panic, took a little breath slowly, and then began to calm down slowly with the help of a respirator.It's just that the pain in her heart is getting stronger and stronger for some reason, but it has not been relieved.
Waking up was a good thing, but such a good thing didn't bring them too many surprises.Tang Fangge's heart is her heart sending out warning messages.
Bai Xiao had no choice but to give Tang Fangge an injection and told her to sleep first.After a lot of tossing, a layer of sweat broke out on Bai Xiao's forehead.Mu Zexi stood aside, watching Tang Fangge not breathing well, and even reaching out to grab his heart, he began to have a bad premonition in his heart.
When everything settled down, Mu Zexi felt as if he was being thrown off the cliff again and again, and then revived again and again.This kind of punishment is like the feeling of Ling Chi.The flesh from the whole body was peeled off piece by piece, but these wounds would not cause people to die the fastest, until the blood flowed from the whole body, and then the last knife was stabbed in the heart before the real relief.
"Jersey, I'll explain the matter to you." Bai Xiao glanced at the person on the bed guiltily. They concealed things like this, but it seemed that the matter could no longer be concealed.
Mu Zexi felt as if he had become a puppet, his heart had been taken away, and he was just an empty shell.Even so, he couldn't call himself air defense, because he knew that if this continued, he would lose everything.No matter at any time, he can't give up, can't relax, but has to find a way to solve the problem.
Calmness and emotion seem to be two extremes, no matter what is pulling him, it makes Mu Zexi feel like his whole body is being torn apart.His pain can only be endured by himself. If he can't bear it, how can singing get better.
When the two arrived at the office, Bai Xiaocai gave Mu Zexi a picture of his heart.
Mu Zexi glanced at it bitterly. Even if he didn't look at it, he seemed to know that what Bai Xiao said was definitely not good news.
"Don't show me these things, I want you to tell me the situation." Mu Zexi looked at Bai Xiao, with broken blades in his sharp eyes.His pupils were deep and heavy, as if there were many indelible sorrows and pains spreading.It's just that his hands were tightly clenched into fists, not letting his emotions break out.
The test form in Bai Xiao's hand was wrinkled, and after struggling for a while, he thought of many ways to tell Mu Zexi about the matter.It's just that the last thing he thought of was to tell him the truth at this time. When he was most vulnerable, he really didn't want to make him suffer any more, but he couldn't help but tell him the situation.
"Jersey, you have to be mentally prepared!" The doctor's old habit, saying such words, actually does not give the family members much peace of mind, on the contrary, it makes people more nervous and even more tormented.
"Don't talk nonsense, I want to listen to the facts." Mu Zexi interrupted Bai Xiao's words with a feeble growl, his eyes were fixed on Bai Xiao, and all he wanted now was an answer.No matter what the answer was, his heart was about to fall to the bottom.
"The singing heart is failing, and it's failing very fast. In addition to being pregnant, it is impossible for her to have the strength to give birth to the child. If this continues, not only the child, but even the adults may not be able to keep it. Now the only The solution is to remove the child, but if the child is removed by caesarean section, maybe the heart will not be able to bear it during the operation, maybe..." Bai Xiao didn't say the following words, he couldn't say them anymore.The current situation is to remove the child. Even if the child is removed, it is worrying whether the adult can survive the operation.
"Tell me, what is the probability of success of the operation?" Mu Zexi's hand hit the wall heavily, and the back of his hand was immediately covered with blood.Those eyes seemed to be calm, but there were difficult choices in those deep eyes.His face was as gloomy as the twelfth lunar month in winter, and there was an indescribable bleakness on his face.
"15.00%." Bai Xiao tried his best to calm down his heart. He looked at Mu Zexi and told him the worst answer.There is only a 15.00% survival rate, which means that Tang Fangge's survival rate is extremely low regardless of whether he undergoes surgery or not.
The air seemed to be condensed, and Mu Zexi's eyes shrank, so much that he felt pain.It seemed that thousands of knives were broken and turned into petals and pierced his heart.His eyes were bloodshot, he just looked at Bai Xiao blankly.This answer is no different from killing him.Fifteen, only 15.00%.If it's 15.00%, he really wants the percentage to be converted in ten points.But it happened to be a hundred, and what he held in his hand was just a tail of hope, and this tail might turn into petals and wither in his palm.
Bai Xiao found that Mu Zexi was not moving, his body seemed to be frozen, or for a moment he felt as if he was going to die.The black and blue on his face was completely a thunderbolt hitting him, making him unable to live and breathe air.As long as he reaches out and touches it, maybe Mu Jersey will shatter in an instant.
Tang Fangge's situation is very special. It is really rare that the heart starts to fail now.Her body is not good in the first place, and with her pregnancy, the burden on her heart is even heavier.The shock of her father's death was also a violent suicide attack for her.Heart failure is directly related to people's mood.If a person is not overjoyed, maybe his life will pass peacefully and without any problems.It's just that Tang Fangge seems to have too much sadness and too many stories in her heart. It's the intersection of such things that makes it impossible for her to be free from emotions and desires.It is said that it is sad, as long as it is pain, the heart is the heart that hurts the most internal organs.
If the child was born in October of pregnancy, Tang Fangge's body would not be able to bear it, and he would not have the strength to give birth to the child at all.In addition, heart failure will only get faster and faster, and Tang Fangge will be unable to keep it, whether it is a child or an adult.If the child is taken out now, no one can say whether the child is dead or alive, after all, the survival rate of the child is extremely low.It is said that seven lives and eight do not live, maybe this is what made Bai Xiao make a decision at the speed of Mu Zexi.At seven months, at least the child can survive. Although there is only a 15.00% probability for adults, it is always better than [-]% death.
Even though Bai Xiao had thought of many ways, but now there is only this way.It is impossible to find a heart match now, because it is too late.Heart matching is not for everyone, and it is a living heart.The most urgent task now is to grasp 15.00%, as long as 15.00% can be completed by then, it is at least possible to find the heart.
In a daze, Mu Zexi didn't even know how he got out of the hospital.He sat alone in the stairwell, silent in the dark, and he felt as if he was going to die.Tears, he almost didn't have this thing, but now it can't stop like rain.
By calling him over, Bai Xiao was actually forcing him to make a decision. 15.00% survival rate, and 15.00% loss of her.No matter which way it is, he will choose 15.00%.At least there is still one percent hope, as long as there is a little hope, he should grab it.But why did he feel dissatisfied and afraid in his heart.Even with [-]% hope, he didn't want this to happen, but now God gave him only [-]% hope.
There was a sorrow in his heart that almost burst out of his heart, and Mu Zexi felt as if his heart was about to burst.His hand punched the wall, blood dripping and bloody.He looked at his hand, but didn't realize that he was in pain.Maybe it's really like others said, when a person's heart hurts to the extreme, he can't feel the pain of his own body at all.He really wants to hurt her instead of her, but why is he always singing, why is it always her.
"Ah..." roared angrily, and Mu Zexi punched the clean white wall with his last fist, causing blood to splatter all over the wall.
Bai Xiao was worried about Mu Zexi, so he stood at the security door and watched Mu Zexi slapping the wall with his fists.There was no place to vent the pain in his heart, and in the end, no matter what, he was the one who hurt himself.
Mu Zexi raised his head, there were no tears in his deep eyes, only the blood in his hands splashed on his cheeks.He looked at Bai Xiao with a smile on his lips, but it was full of hatred.
"Why can't you save her, aren't you a doctor? Why can't you save him, aren't you a good doctor? Why, why..."
Every sentence of Mu Zexi's reprimand was like a sharp sword piercing Bai Xiao's heart.He understood that he was in pain at the moment, and his words were not really meant to be said to himself, but he could not find a solution.Regardless of who is sick, everyone wants to find a doctor, and regards a doctor as the most complete person, but no one would think that a doctor is also a human being, and an ordinary person.Doctors are not gods, so it is necessary to watch those pleading, sad, and finally angry, not only against doctors, but also themselves.
Dejected, Mu Zexi fell against the wall.He didn't say a word, just quietly hiding in the darkness.
Bai Xiao turned around and left to get the small medicine box.He came back and walked in front of Mu Zexi.Mu Zexi didn't say a word, even if they didn't speak, they knew each other.
Taking Mu Zexi's hand, Bai Xiao carefully wiped off the blood on Mu Zexi's hand, then applied medicine, and finally bandaged it.They have always talked about everything, and now Mu Zexi does not need someone to be quiet, but to have someone by his side.
"I really hope, I really hope that my heart can be given to him. You can give him my heart!" Mu Zexi looked up and looked at Bai Xiao very seriously.
"Before the child is born, she is not suitable for a heart transplant." Bai Xiao looked at Mu Zexi, they are now at 15.00% first, and after 15.00% they will really try to save Fangge.
"My child, if she didn't have a child, wouldn't these things happen to her?" Mu Zexi felt resentment in his heart. He originally said that no matter whether the child was his own or not, he loved the child very much, because he loves the house and the bird.But now, he actually started to be afraid to look at the child, even afraid to look at her big belly.These things would never have happened to her if she hadn't had children.There is a kind of fear in his heart, Mu Zexi feels that he cannot fall in love with those children.Whether they are alive or dead, he doesn't want to love them, it's not that he doesn't love them, it's just that he can't continue to love them.If the song didn't live, he would hate their existence for the rest of his life.Their existence has captured his favorite.
"You should know, it's not the child's fault, maybe it's all because of luck!" Bai Xiao noticed the deep hatred in Mu Zexi's eyes, he didn't want to see such Mu Zexi.It is said that doctors should be the least believers in ghosts and gods, but now he actually thinks it's a trick of good fortune.It was not easy for them to get together, but in the end they still had to go through such life and death.Why doesn't God have mercy? No matter how many wrong things Mu Zexi has done, he shouldn't let innocent people bear this harm.
"Haha... It's good fortune, God is punishing me. If you really punish me for doing too many wrong things, why don't you come to me directly, as long as they come to me, I won't complain even if I'm completely bruised It's my fault, I will never run away, it's just why I hurt her." Mu Zexi's smile is like the rainy sky, gloomy and cold.What he blamed was himself, and he felt that everything could be recovered from him, not Tang Fangge.
Bai Xiao also sat on the ground, watching Mu Zexi complain over and over again.He was not like this before, at least he dared to face it, but now he dare not face it.Maybe it was because he encountered something that he didn't want to face the most, so his heart was filled with fear.What would he have become without Tang Fangge? Bai Xiao really couldn't imagine what Mu Zexi would have become without Tang Fangge.In the back of his mind, there seemed to be a word haunting him, but he also became afraid to face it.
"No matter how painful it is, we have to learn to face it. No matter what happens, at least you have to sing to survive. Only you can do this." Bai Xiao sighed, his hand resting weakly on Mu Zexi's shoulder superior.If he doesn't calm down, what will happen to singing.Now Fang Ge is undoubtedly the closest person to Mu Zexi.
Mu Zexi looked up dejectedly, his eyes were dim and dull, no longer showing the sharpness as before.There was a bleak smile on his lips, "Yeah, cheer up."
"The most important thing to do now is to ask Fangge to remove the child in a few days. If the child is removed, there may be a chance of survival." Only Mu Zexi can tell Tang Fangge about this matter, and only he can explain.
"I see." Mu Zexi's words didn't have much strength, not because he wanted to do it, but because the current situation forced him to do it.
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Tang Fangge woke up faintly. She felt that her heartache seemed to have disappeared, and her breathing became much smoother.There are also some bad premonitions in her heart, and she doesn't know why she always feels that there seems to be something wrong with her heart.Is it true that as others said, she only feels heartache because of the loss of a loved one?
"Are you awake?" Seeing Tang Fangge waking up, Mu Zexi's tired face felt a little relieved. He tried his best not to behave strangely, otherwise Fangge would definitely notice.
"En." His voice was a little hoarse, and Tang Fangge felt that his voice was dry and even weak.She looked up at Mu Zexi, and found that his hair was messy and he had absolutely no shape.His face was blue and black, full of fatigue, and the dark circles under his eyes were obvious.The stubble was so full that she almost thought she was seeing a bum.He didn't rest for a few days, Tang Fangge felt uncomfortable, and his heart ached for Mu Zexi.Slowly, she stretched out her hand and covered Mu Jersey's cheek.
"You have grown a beard." Tang Fangge wanted to say with a smile, but her smile was still a bit bleak, and she could only feel his temperature at the fingertips, and his beard stubble was a little hard, piercing her fingers, Itchy.
Mu Zexi covered Tang Fangge's hand, and closed his eyes slightly. To be able to hear her speak and feel the temperature of her fingers was a luxury for him these days.
"When you're better, I'll go trim it."
"You will scare people." Tang Fangge smiled lightly, only then did he realize that his hands were covered with bandages, as if injured. "what happened to your hand?"
"I just accidentally got caught by the door." Mu Zexi's lying was absolutely top-notch, he covered it up very well, including his own emotions.Tang Fangge didn't know how much effort he had to expend in order to cover up his anxiety and hatred for the child in her womb to be able to be so calm.
Tang Fangge frowned. In her memory, she really couldn't imagine what it would be like for Mu Zexi to be caught in the door.He has always done things in a reasonable and orderly manner, and he is vigorous and decisive. When did he become so dazed that his fingers were pinched by the door.
"I really didn't expect it. Be careful next time." Tang Fangge's eyes were full of concern, and his injury would make her uncomfortable.
"As long as you don't let me, I will never let them get hurt again." These words are full of pampering, as long as she asks, he will do anything. .
"I don't want you to get hurt, not just your hands, but your whole body, too."
"If I promise you, will you also promise that I will not hurt myself, and you will not leave me again." Mu Zexi's passionate eyes are like honey, tightly wrapped around Tang Fangge, his eyes are as bright as starry.If she could ask him, he hoped that she would also agree to his conditions.
Mu Zexi's eyes seemed to have an urgent desire to know the answer, and Tang Fangge felt that he was a little afraid to look at him.He needed her assurance, and she wanted assurance, but deep down in her heart, there was a kind of resistance.She wanted to agree, but her body always felt a little weird to her.
"Am I sick?" Tang Fangge looked at Mu Zexi, did not answer his question, but asked him about her body.Vaguely, Tang Fangge felt that his body seemed a little unwell.
There was a sting in Mu Zexi's eyes that disappeared for a moment, and he quickly shifted his eyes slightly. "Fool, what are you talking about. You are just pregnant, and there are two little guys in your body, how could it make you comfortable. Bai Xiao said, you are just a little weak in health."
Tang Fangge looked at Mu Zexi calmly. He said it was because of the two children, but she found that Mu Zexi's eyes were shifted to other places, not looking at the child in her womb.Why is he unwilling to look at the child in her womb? Does he still care that the child is not his but someone else's?I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, but Tang Fangge just smiled lightly, "Fortunately, they are just naughty, otherwise I really thought I was not in good health."
"It's just that they are too naughty, there's nothing wrong with it." Mu Jersey didn't look at the children because he was afraid of looking at those two children.Without them, Tang Fangge might not have such a thing.It was because of having children that her heart failed rapidly, and it was because of them that they cruelly wanted to take away his favorite.He hated the two children in his heart, or he didn't dare to face the two children.As long as he hated them, at least he could drive away some fear.
Tang Fangge's eyes were dim, and Mu Zexi's disgust for children was deeply engraved on her heart.A little painful, but so weak.She wanted to tell him, but even if she told him, if he didn't love them, he still wouldn't love them. She hoped that he could love them.
"Brother will come over in the afternoon, and he said he has something for you." Mu Zexi covered Tang Fangge's quilt and tried to look relaxed.
Tang Fangge retracted his eyelids, "Okay." Tired, Tang Fangge replied.She wasn't around when her mother died, and now she wasn't even around when her father left. She felt that she was full of guilt towards her parents.
Mu Zexi could see that Tang Fangge felt a little guilty. He wanted to persuade him, but he didn't know how to speak.His life was exchanged by her father. He can only do what her father said, and must make Tang Fangge happy.The biggest problem now is the child's affairs, so he must make some preparations in advance and have some understanding.If the equipment is not available here, you can buy it from the United States.If the doctor is not good, he can spend money to find a good doctor, as long as she can stay by his side is enough.
"I'll go clean up first, and then bring Zhaoxi here." Mu Zexi felt that he could hardly stay any longer, and every second, he was afraid that he would not be able to hide his true thoughts.
Tang Fangge nodded, she felt that Mu Zexi's appearance was a bit weird.He didn't seem to want to see himself, and was even eager to escape from himself.Why did this happen? Some unpleasant doubts faintly arose in her heart.She shouldn't doubt him, but she couldn't help doubting him.
Mu Zexi left the ward, leaning against the wall and trembling.He breathed heavily, but still couldn't stop the dullness and pain in his heart.As long as he saw Tang Fangge, he couldn't control himself, and his emotions and reason pulled him, making him so painful that he could hardly breathe.Why is this, why even the breath seems to be mixed with knives.Why can't there be some happiness between them.
Standing outside the ward, Mu Zexi's whole body throbbed with pain.
In the distance, a dim and unknown figure was secretly watching everything in front of him.After a few seconds, that figure quickly disappeared.
Both Tang Zhaoxi and Xiaomi came to the hospital dressed in black, both of them looked a bit tired.Tang Zhaoxi's health has always been poor. Now that his father is dead and his sister is dying, his face is no longer as calm as before.His body was full of sadness, even pain.Why did all the misfortunes befall him, his mother's departure, his wife's escape, his father's death, and now even his only sister was taken away?
Standing in front of the ward, Tang Zhaoxi thought for a long time before knocking on the door with trembling fingers.
Xiaomi held Tang Zhaoxi's hand, her eyes were as red and swollen as small walnuts.They came from Tangjia Village, and after burying their grandparents together, they returned quickly.Although he didn't know what happened to his aunt, he could still feel something unusual in Daddy's eyes.
After knocking on the door lightly, Tang Zhaoxi entered the ward.He saw Tang Fangge on the bed getting thinner, and bursts of sadness surged in his heart.
"Brother!" Tang Fangge was obviously a little happy to see his brother.She hurriedly wanted to get up, but was blocked by Tang Zhaoxi.
"You are not in good health, just lie on the bed."
"Father's funeral..." Tang Fangge really couldn't ask the next words, tears were already overflowing.
Tang Zhaoxi reached out to wipe away the tears from Tang Fangge's eyes, he knew that his sister would not be too sad.This incident has exhausted her physically and mentally, and she cannot continue like this.Those with bad hearts are most afraid of being sad.
"I was buried with my mother in the ancestral grave in Tangjia Village. Everything is fine."
"If Dad wasn't because of Mu Zexi..." Tang Fangge was still a little sad in his heart. His father blocked the disaster because of Mu Zexi.
"Fang Ge, don't say such things." Tang Zhaoxi reprimanded Tang Fang Ge, some things need to be experienced by themselves, Fang Ge must not think so much now.
"Brother..." Tang Fangge raised his head in surprise, his brother was always serious and reluctant to say a word, but now he actually scolded himself.One has to put the West.
The seriousness on Tang Zhaoxi's face was a little less, "Why is Dad willing to help Mu Zexi prevent the disaster? In fact, you should think about this, and stop blaming Mu Zexi. Dad, he is willing to use his own life to fight the disaster." Changing the life of Mu Zexi means that he agrees with him, and the most important thing is to want you to be happy. For the rescued people, if you say this, have you ever thought about Mu Zexi’s feelings? Dad is in the past , but you are not the only one who suffers in your heart, he should also be in pain. Don't you see how tired he is these days?"
For a moment, Tang Fangge didn't know what to say.She never thought that her family members would forgive Mu Zexi, and even speak up for Mu Zexi.Especially when their home was destroyed by Mu Zexi, she kept her heart in her heart, just because she was afraid that her family would oppose them.
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"Mom..." Mu Zexi yelled softly with a hoarse voice.He stood outside for half an hour, and he heard what was said inside.It's just that he didn't expect his mother to come so soon, he didn't tell his mother about Weiwei, but asked Long Yi to investigate what happened back then.It's not that I don't believe it, I just want to know.
Zhu Yunxiu held Mu Zexi's hand, tears were still in her eyes, "Jersey, mom believes she will wake up."
"En." Mu Zexi looked at his mother firmly, they were all cheering him up, he shouldn't be depressed first.
An Yasi wanted to encourage Mu Zexi when he spoke, but Mu Zexi seemed anxious and went straight into the ward.
"Yas, do you like your sister-in-law?" Zhu Yunxiu's words made Anya startled.
"I like her. She's my sister-in-law. As long as my elder brother likes me, I'll like it." Anyas's voice was dry, and he didn't dare to look into his mother's eyes.
"That's good." Zhu Yunxiu didn't say anything, she was someone who had experienced it, so she could see her son's thoughts at a glance.When the son saw the singing on the bed, there were many feelings of men for women in his eyes.She didn't want anything to happen between their brothers, Jersey was too bitter, and she hoped that Anyas could understand her identity.Only here, she didn't want to protect her youngest son.
Mu Jersey didn't sleep for too long, or rather slept and woke up quickly.For only four or five hours, there was always a fear chasing him in his heart, which made him unable to sleep peacefully.
The person on the bed was still soundly asleep, and it didn't seem much better than the moment he left.Mu Zexi held Tang Fangge's hand, and the strength involuntarily increased a little.
"Sing, if you wake up, get up quickly, if you don't always fall asleep, I will always be awake to accompany you."
Tang Fangge curled up, surrounded by darkness, she was so dazed that she had no place to stay.The world is so scary, there is cold rain everywhere, she doesn't want to wake up, she thinks it would be nice to just sleep like this.
There is obviously the sound of rain in her ears, but there are always many people talking to her.She heard Mu Zexi say that she was selfish, that she didn't love him as deeply as he did, so she would rather escape from reality than wake up.In her sleep, she was a little confused as to what made him say that.She loves him too, Tang Fangge thought as he curled up.She is really not selfish at all, she has worked very hard to love him, but why he always feels less, is it because she didn't tell him that she loves him.Thinking of this, she thought it was the best.The more he can't get it, the more Mu Zexi will love her more and pamper her more. In the long run, she will no longer be afraid that he will suddenly stop loving her.She was a little selfish in her heart, secretly chuckling that it turned out that he cared that she never said she loved him.
Weiwei, who is Weiwei?Tang Fangge thought about it, but she didn't know who this Weiwei was, but there seemed to be someone in her body telling her, telling her who Weiwei was.Someone responds, responds in her body.Frowning, Tang Fangge really didn't like the name Weiwei. In the past, Mu Zexi would always unconsciously say Weiwei in his dreams.She really doesn't like Weiwei, why Mu Zexi always calls her name.But this time it wasn't Mu Zexi's voice, it was a woman's voice, very warm, as warm as a mother's.
Mother, Tang Fangge burst into tears again, she no longer has a mother.Her mother had long since left, not long before that event.Mother's sauerkraut, snacks made by her mother, and shoes that her mother sewed for her.She remembered that her mother said that she would sew doll clothes for her, but it seemed that she hadn't waited until then.
Child, she curled up unconsciously.Only at this time did she realize that her abdomen seemed to be very large, and there was a child, their child.Why are her children crying, she wants to reach out, but they dare not reach out to grab her.They are crying, crying.
Tang Fangge wanted to tell them not to cry, but seeing them cry made her feel even more uncomfortable.There are no parents who do not love their children. The tears of the children are also the frost in the mother's heart, which will make the parents worry.Worried about her parents, her father, her dad.
Dad always doted on her. She remembered that when she was young, if her father went out to attend some weddings or something, he would take her there.Even though my elder brother said he was biased every time, my father always liked to take her there.At that time, her father had big hands and was tall, standing in front of her was a mountain.She was always a little out of breath when she walked, and her father always put her on his shoulders.At that time, she could see far away, and saw the smiling face of the bride, and the unnatural behavior of the groom secretly peeping at the bride.She would laugh loudly on her father's shoulder, and would catch candy bars being thrown.Every time she hides the candy carefully, she wants to take the wedding candy home, bring it home to her brother, and then give it to her mother.
On a festive day, it was all red, so red, so red, and red made her feel a little familiar.The head hurts, red, father, these things are shaking in front of her eyes.
Dad, Dad, he fell in a pool of blood.Blood, the red blood spread, like roses with thorns burning around her.Her whole body was in pain, her father was in blood, and she was powerlessly watching.
blood, papa!
Mu Zexi didn't know what happened to Tang Fangge, but her tears kept flowing.He pressed her arms tightly so that she wouldn't hurt himself.
Slowly, Tang Fangge's long eyelashes fluttered a few times, and his teardrop eyes opened.What imprinted into her eyes was Mu Zexi's unkempt face, and those eyes looked at her anxiously.
"Father... woo..." Tang Fangge's eyes were filled with tears, and she couldn't help crying while looking at Mu Zexi.
Mu Zexi let go of Tang Fangge's hand, making sure that she woke up, and the tiredness on his face disappeared a lot.He hugged Tang Fangge, "No matter how much you cry, I will be by your side, as long as you don't run away."
Tang Fangge wanted to reach out and hug Mu Zexi, but she felt weak and sore.The pain was like tearing her heart, the father who loved her since she was a child would never love her again.Buried in Mu Zexi's chest, Tang Fangge let the tears pour out, she could hardly breathe from crying.It's just that at this moment, someone was by her side when she was crying.
Holding the woman in his arms, Mu Zexi really couldn't help but want to block all the pain for her, but he knew it was impossible.Her pain can only be resolved slowly by herself.
"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu who weeping was not loud, but there was a faint tearing pain in her heart the spread.
After crying for an unknown amount of time, the tears in Tang Fangge's eyes gradually dissipated.
"I want to see my father for the last time." Some answers have already been revealed in the sea of blood.Tang Fangge knew that her father was gone, she just wanted to see her father for the last time, she didn't know that she had been in a coma for five days.
"You have been in a coma for five days, and the ashes of father were taken by the eldest brother to be buried with mother-in-law." It's not that she didn't want to wait for Tang Fangge to wake up, but she was so sad that she didn't want to wake up.Human bones cannot wait for five days, and the bones of those who died in vain must be buried early so that they can rest in peace.
Tang Fangge's red and swollen eyes suddenly widened. She couldn't believe that she had slept for five days.She didn't even see her father's last face, Tang Fangge's eyes were full of sadness, her fingers were tightly stuck into Mu Zexi's arm, "In the end, I still couldn't see him..."
"I'm really unfilial, really unfilial..." In a daze, Tang Fangge's eyes were blank. She looked at Mu Zexi, and felt that she seemed to see him, but she didn't seem to see him. There was a haze in front of her eyes, which made her feel There was a burst of pain in my heart.The half-sitting body suddenly fell into Mu Zexi's arms, Tang Fangge reached out and grabbed his heart, and there was pain between his brows.
"Fang Ge, what's the matter with you, Fang Ge, why don't you feel uncomfortable..." Mu Zexi panicked, he found that Tang Fangge's hand was tightly grasping his chest, which seemed to be in pain.His palms were covered with cold sweat, and his whole body was tense.What happened again, why her face became paler.
"Huhu...huhu..." Tang Fangge's face was covered with cold sweat. She wanted to take a big mouthful of breath, but found that her breathing began to be difficult.The pain in her heart made her body tremble uncontrollably.She looked at Mu Zexi with tears in her eyes, and felt that he seemed to be shaking in front of her eyes.
Mu Zexi hurriedly rang the bell, and when the bell rang, Bai Xiao rushed over almost as fast as he could.
"Sing, sing..." Mu Zexi's face turned pale with fright, she just woke up, but the current symptoms are not a good sign at all.
"I...I..." Tang Fangge couldn't speak, her face was getting whiter and paler, it seemed that she was starting to lose color, and the electrocardiogram also started to become unstable.
"Jersey, she wakes up after playing the song..." Bai Xiao couldn't get out the rest of the sentence, the person on the bed had woken up, but her pale face was obviously suffering from shortness of breath.
"Bai Xiao!" Mu Zexi panicked. He was always calm, but now he just looked at Bai Xiao pleadingly.His face was powerless, frightened, and longing.
"Play the song, breathe slowly, breathe slowly..." Bai Xiao tried to calm himself down, but his voice still trembled uncontrollably.This trembling was not even noticed by himself. He thought he had seen many strong winds and waves, but now he felt that no matter how many times he had seen, he was still just one person.
Tang Fangge slowly closed his eyes in panic, took a little breath slowly, and then began to calm down slowly with the help of a respirator.It's just that the pain in her heart is getting stronger and stronger for some reason, but it has not been relieved.
Waking up was a good thing, but such a good thing didn't bring them too many surprises.Tang Fangge's heart is her heart sending out warning messages.
Bai Xiao had no choice but to give Tang Fangge an injection and told her to sleep first.After a lot of tossing, a layer of sweat broke out on Bai Xiao's forehead.Mu Zexi stood aside, watching Tang Fangge not breathing well, and even reaching out to grab his heart, he began to have a bad premonition in his heart.
When everything settled down, Mu Zexi felt as if he was being thrown off the cliff again and again, and then revived again and again.This kind of punishment is like the feeling of Ling Chi.The flesh from the whole body was peeled off piece by piece, but these wounds would not cause people to die the fastest, until the blood flowed from the whole body, and then the last knife was stabbed in the heart before the real relief.
"Jersey, I'll explain the matter to you." Bai Xiao glanced at the person on the bed guiltily. They concealed things like this, but it seemed that the matter could no longer be concealed.
Mu Zexi felt as if he had become a puppet, his heart had been taken away, and he was just an empty shell.Even so, he couldn't call himself air defense, because he knew that if this continued, he would lose everything.No matter at any time, he can't give up, can't relax, but has to find a way to solve the problem.
Calmness and emotion seem to be two extremes, no matter what is pulling him, it makes Mu Zexi feel like his whole body is being torn apart.His pain can only be endured by himself. If he can't bear it, how can singing get better.
When the two arrived at the office, Bai Xiaocai gave Mu Zexi a picture of his heart.
Mu Zexi glanced at it bitterly. Even if he didn't look at it, he seemed to know that what Bai Xiao said was definitely not good news.
"Don't show me these things, I want you to tell me the situation." Mu Zexi looked at Bai Xiao, with broken blades in his sharp eyes.His pupils were deep and heavy, as if there were many indelible sorrows and pains spreading.It's just that his hands were tightly clenched into fists, not letting his emotions break out.
The test form in Bai Xiao's hand was wrinkled, and after struggling for a while, he thought of many ways to tell Mu Zexi about the matter.It's just that the last thing he thought of was to tell him the truth at this time. When he was most vulnerable, he really didn't want to make him suffer any more, but he couldn't help but tell him the situation.
"Jersey, you have to be mentally prepared!" The doctor's old habit, saying such words, actually does not give the family members much peace of mind, on the contrary, it makes people more nervous and even more tormented.
"Don't talk nonsense, I want to listen to the facts." Mu Zexi interrupted Bai Xiao's words with a feeble growl, his eyes were fixed on Bai Xiao, and all he wanted now was an answer.No matter what the answer was, his heart was about to fall to the bottom.
"The singing heart is failing, and it's failing very fast. In addition to being pregnant, it is impossible for her to have the strength to give birth to the child. If this continues, not only the child, but even the adults may not be able to keep it. Now the only The solution is to remove the child, but if the child is removed by caesarean section, maybe the heart will not be able to bear it during the operation, maybe..." Bai Xiao didn't say the following words, he couldn't say them anymore.The current situation is to remove the child. Even if the child is removed, it is worrying whether the adult can survive the operation.
"Tell me, what is the probability of success of the operation?" Mu Zexi's hand hit the wall heavily, and the back of his hand was immediately covered with blood.Those eyes seemed to be calm, but there were difficult choices in those deep eyes.His face was as gloomy as the twelfth lunar month in winter, and there was an indescribable bleakness on his face.
"15.00%." Bai Xiao tried his best to calm down his heart. He looked at Mu Zexi and told him the worst answer.There is only a 15.00% survival rate, which means that Tang Fangge's survival rate is extremely low regardless of whether he undergoes surgery or not.
The air seemed to be condensed, and Mu Zexi's eyes shrank, so much that he felt pain.It seemed that thousands of knives were broken and turned into petals and pierced his heart.His eyes were bloodshot, he just looked at Bai Xiao blankly.This answer is no different from killing him.Fifteen, only 15.00%.If it's 15.00%, he really wants the percentage to be converted in ten points.But it happened to be a hundred, and what he held in his hand was just a tail of hope, and this tail might turn into petals and wither in his palm.
Bai Xiao found that Mu Zexi was not moving, his body seemed to be frozen, or for a moment he felt as if he was going to die.The black and blue on his face was completely a thunderbolt hitting him, making him unable to live and breathe air.As long as he reaches out and touches it, maybe Mu Jersey will shatter in an instant.
Tang Fangge's situation is very special. It is really rare that the heart starts to fail now.Her body is not good in the first place, and with her pregnancy, the burden on her heart is even heavier.The shock of her father's death was also a violent suicide attack for her.Heart failure is directly related to people's mood.If a person is not overjoyed, maybe his life will pass peacefully and without any problems.It's just that Tang Fangge seems to have too much sadness and too many stories in her heart. It's the intersection of such things that makes it impossible for her to be free from emotions and desires.It is said that it is sad, as long as it is pain, the heart is the heart that hurts the most internal organs.
If the child was born in October of pregnancy, Tang Fangge's body would not be able to bear it, and he would not have the strength to give birth to the child at all.In addition, heart failure will only get faster and faster, and Tang Fangge will be unable to keep it, whether it is a child or an adult.If the child is taken out now, no one can say whether the child is dead or alive, after all, the survival rate of the child is extremely low.It is said that seven lives and eight do not live, maybe this is what made Bai Xiao make a decision at the speed of Mu Zexi.At seven months, at least the child can survive. Although there is only a 15.00% probability for adults, it is always better than [-]% death.
Even though Bai Xiao had thought of many ways, but now there is only this way.It is impossible to find a heart match now, because it is too late.Heart matching is not for everyone, and it is a living heart.The most urgent task now is to grasp 15.00%, as long as 15.00% can be completed by then, it is at least possible to find the heart.
In a daze, Mu Zexi didn't even know how he got out of the hospital.He sat alone in the stairwell, silent in the dark, and he felt as if he was going to die.Tears, he almost didn't have this thing, but now it can't stop like rain.
By calling him over, Bai Xiao was actually forcing him to make a decision. 15.00% survival rate, and 15.00% loss of her.No matter which way it is, he will choose 15.00%.At least there is still one percent hope, as long as there is a little hope, he should grab it.But why did he feel dissatisfied and afraid in his heart.Even with [-]% hope, he didn't want this to happen, but now God gave him only [-]% hope.
There was a sorrow in his heart that almost burst out of his heart, and Mu Zexi felt as if his heart was about to burst.His hand punched the wall, blood dripping and bloody.He looked at his hand, but didn't realize that he was in pain.Maybe it's really like others said, when a person's heart hurts to the extreme, he can't feel the pain of his own body at all.He really wants to hurt her instead of her, but why is he always singing, why is it always her.
"Ah..." roared angrily, and Mu Zexi punched the clean white wall with his last fist, causing blood to splatter all over the wall.
Bai Xiao was worried about Mu Zexi, so he stood at the security door and watched Mu Zexi slapping the wall with his fists.There was no place to vent the pain in his heart, and in the end, no matter what, he was the one who hurt himself.
Mu Zexi raised his head, there were no tears in his deep eyes, only the blood in his hands splashed on his cheeks.He looked at Bai Xiao with a smile on his lips, but it was full of hatred.
"Why can't you save her, aren't you a doctor? Why can't you save him, aren't you a good doctor? Why, why..."
Every sentence of Mu Zexi's reprimand was like a sharp sword piercing Bai Xiao's heart.He understood that he was in pain at the moment, and his words were not really meant to be said to himself, but he could not find a solution.Regardless of who is sick, everyone wants to find a doctor, and regards a doctor as the most complete person, but no one would think that a doctor is also a human being, and an ordinary person.Doctors are not gods, so it is necessary to watch those pleading, sad, and finally angry, not only against doctors, but also themselves.
Dejected, Mu Zexi fell against the wall.He didn't say a word, just quietly hiding in the darkness.
Bai Xiao turned around and left to get the small medicine box.He came back and walked in front of Mu Zexi.Mu Zexi didn't say a word, even if they didn't speak, they knew each other.
Taking Mu Zexi's hand, Bai Xiao carefully wiped off the blood on Mu Zexi's hand, then applied medicine, and finally bandaged it.They have always talked about everything, and now Mu Zexi does not need someone to be quiet, but to have someone by his side.
"I really hope, I really hope that my heart can be given to him. You can give him my heart!" Mu Zexi looked up and looked at Bai Xiao very seriously.
"Before the child is born, she is not suitable for a heart transplant." Bai Xiao looked at Mu Zexi, they are now at 15.00% first, and after 15.00% they will really try to save Fangge.
"My child, if she didn't have a child, wouldn't these things happen to her?" Mu Zexi felt resentment in his heart. He originally said that no matter whether the child was his own or not, he loved the child very much, because he loves the house and the bird.But now, he actually started to be afraid to look at the child, even afraid to look at her big belly.These things would never have happened to her if she hadn't had children.There is a kind of fear in his heart, Mu Zexi feels that he cannot fall in love with those children.Whether they are alive or dead, he doesn't want to love them, it's not that he doesn't love them, it's just that he can't continue to love them.If the song didn't live, he would hate their existence for the rest of his life.Their existence has captured his favorite.
"You should know, it's not the child's fault, maybe it's all because of luck!" Bai Xiao noticed the deep hatred in Mu Zexi's eyes, he didn't want to see such Mu Zexi.It is said that doctors should be the least believers in ghosts and gods, but now he actually thinks it's a trick of good fortune.It was not easy for them to get together, but in the end they still had to go through such life and death.Why doesn't God have mercy? No matter how many wrong things Mu Zexi has done, he shouldn't let innocent people bear this harm.
"Haha... It's good fortune, God is punishing me. If you really punish me for doing too many wrong things, why don't you come to me directly, as long as they come to me, I won't complain even if I'm completely bruised It's my fault, I will never run away, it's just why I hurt her." Mu Zexi's smile is like the rainy sky, gloomy and cold.What he blamed was himself, and he felt that everything could be recovered from him, not Tang Fangge.
Bai Xiao also sat on the ground, watching Mu Zexi complain over and over again.He was not like this before, at least he dared to face it, but now he dare not face it.Maybe it was because he encountered something that he didn't want to face the most, so his heart was filled with fear.What would he have become without Tang Fangge? Bai Xiao really couldn't imagine what Mu Zexi would have become without Tang Fangge.In the back of his mind, there seemed to be a word haunting him, but he also became afraid to face it.
"No matter how painful it is, we have to learn to face it. No matter what happens, at least you have to sing to survive. Only you can do this." Bai Xiao sighed, his hand resting weakly on Mu Zexi's shoulder superior.If he doesn't calm down, what will happen to singing.Now Fang Ge is undoubtedly the closest person to Mu Zexi.
Mu Zexi looked up dejectedly, his eyes were dim and dull, no longer showing the sharpness as before.There was a bleak smile on his lips, "Yeah, cheer up."
"The most important thing to do now is to ask Fangge to remove the child in a few days. If the child is removed, there may be a chance of survival." Only Mu Zexi can tell Tang Fangge about this matter, and only he can explain.
"I see." Mu Zexi's words didn't have much strength, not because he wanted to do it, but because the current situation forced him to do it.
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Tang Fangge woke up faintly. She felt that her heartache seemed to have disappeared, and her breathing became much smoother.There are also some bad premonitions in her heart, and she doesn't know why she always feels that there seems to be something wrong with her heart.Is it true that as others said, she only feels heartache because of the loss of a loved one?
"Are you awake?" Seeing Tang Fangge waking up, Mu Zexi's tired face felt a little relieved. He tried his best not to behave strangely, otherwise Fangge would definitely notice.
"En." His voice was a little hoarse, and Tang Fangge felt that his voice was dry and even weak.She looked up at Mu Zexi, and found that his hair was messy and he had absolutely no shape.His face was blue and black, full of fatigue, and the dark circles under his eyes were obvious.The stubble was so full that she almost thought she was seeing a bum.He didn't rest for a few days, Tang Fangge felt uncomfortable, and his heart ached for Mu Zexi.Slowly, she stretched out her hand and covered Mu Jersey's cheek.
"You have grown a beard." Tang Fangge wanted to say with a smile, but her smile was still a bit bleak, and she could only feel his temperature at the fingertips, and his beard stubble was a little hard, piercing her fingers, Itchy.
Mu Zexi covered Tang Fangge's hand, and closed his eyes slightly. To be able to hear her speak and feel the temperature of her fingers was a luxury for him these days.
"When you're better, I'll go trim it."
"You will scare people." Tang Fangge smiled lightly, only then did he realize that his hands were covered with bandages, as if injured. "what happened to your hand?"
"I just accidentally got caught by the door." Mu Zexi's lying was absolutely top-notch, he covered it up very well, including his own emotions.Tang Fangge didn't know how much effort he had to expend in order to cover up his anxiety and hatred for the child in her womb to be able to be so calm.
Tang Fangge frowned. In her memory, she really couldn't imagine what it would be like for Mu Zexi to be caught in the door.He has always done things in a reasonable and orderly manner, and he is vigorous and decisive. When did he become so dazed that his fingers were pinched by the door.
"I really didn't expect it. Be careful next time." Tang Fangge's eyes were full of concern, and his injury would make her uncomfortable.
"As long as you don't let me, I will never let them get hurt again." These words are full of pampering, as long as she asks, he will do anything. .
"I don't want you to get hurt, not just your hands, but your whole body, too."
"If I promise you, will you also promise that I will not hurt myself, and you will not leave me again." Mu Zexi's passionate eyes are like honey, tightly wrapped around Tang Fangge, his eyes are as bright as starry.If she could ask him, he hoped that she would also agree to his conditions.
Mu Zexi's eyes seemed to have an urgent desire to know the answer, and Tang Fangge felt that he was a little afraid to look at him.He needed her assurance, and she wanted assurance, but deep down in her heart, there was a kind of resistance.She wanted to agree, but her body always felt a little weird to her.
"Am I sick?" Tang Fangge looked at Mu Zexi, did not answer his question, but asked him about her body.Vaguely, Tang Fangge felt that his body seemed a little unwell.
There was a sting in Mu Zexi's eyes that disappeared for a moment, and he quickly shifted his eyes slightly. "Fool, what are you talking about. You are just pregnant, and there are two little guys in your body, how could it make you comfortable. Bai Xiao said, you are just a little weak in health."
Tang Fangge looked at Mu Zexi calmly. He said it was because of the two children, but she found that Mu Zexi's eyes were shifted to other places, not looking at the child in her womb.Why is he unwilling to look at the child in her womb? Does he still care that the child is not his but someone else's?I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, but Tang Fangge just smiled lightly, "Fortunately, they are just naughty, otherwise I really thought I was not in good health."
"It's just that they are too naughty, there's nothing wrong with it." Mu Jersey didn't look at the children because he was afraid of looking at those two children.Without them, Tang Fangge might not have such a thing.It was because of having children that her heart failed rapidly, and it was because of them that they cruelly wanted to take away his favorite.He hated the two children in his heart, or he didn't dare to face the two children.As long as he hated them, at least he could drive away some fear.
Tang Fangge's eyes were dim, and Mu Zexi's disgust for children was deeply engraved on her heart.A little painful, but so weak.She wanted to tell him, but even if she told him, if he didn't love them, he still wouldn't love them. She hoped that he could love them.
"Brother will come over in the afternoon, and he said he has something for you." Mu Zexi covered Tang Fangge's quilt and tried to look relaxed.
Tang Fangge retracted his eyelids, "Okay." Tired, Tang Fangge replied.She wasn't around when her mother died, and now she wasn't even around when her father left. She felt that she was full of guilt towards her parents.
Mu Zexi could see that Tang Fangge felt a little guilty. He wanted to persuade him, but he didn't know how to speak.His life was exchanged by her father. He can only do what her father said, and must make Tang Fangge happy.The biggest problem now is the child's affairs, so he must make some preparations in advance and have some understanding.If the equipment is not available here, you can buy it from the United States.If the doctor is not good, he can spend money to find a good doctor, as long as she can stay by his side is enough.
"I'll go clean up first, and then bring Zhaoxi here." Mu Zexi felt that he could hardly stay any longer, and every second, he was afraid that he would not be able to hide his true thoughts.
Tang Fangge nodded, she felt that Mu Zexi's appearance was a bit weird.He didn't seem to want to see himself, and was even eager to escape from himself.Why did this happen? Some unpleasant doubts faintly arose in her heart.She shouldn't doubt him, but she couldn't help doubting him.
Mu Zexi left the ward, leaning against the wall and trembling.He breathed heavily, but still couldn't stop the dullness and pain in his heart.As long as he saw Tang Fangge, he couldn't control himself, and his emotions and reason pulled him, making him so painful that he could hardly breathe.Why is this, why even the breath seems to be mixed with knives.Why can't there be some happiness between them.
Standing outside the ward, Mu Zexi's whole body throbbed with pain.
In the distance, a dim and unknown figure was secretly watching everything in front of him.After a few seconds, that figure quickly disappeared.
Both Tang Zhaoxi and Xiaomi came to the hospital dressed in black, both of them looked a bit tired.Tang Zhaoxi's health has always been poor. Now that his father is dead and his sister is dying, his face is no longer as calm as before.His body was full of sadness, even pain.Why did all the misfortunes befall him, his mother's departure, his wife's escape, his father's death, and now even his only sister was taken away?
Standing in front of the ward, Tang Zhaoxi thought for a long time before knocking on the door with trembling fingers.
Xiaomi held Tang Zhaoxi's hand, her eyes were as red and swollen as small walnuts.They came from Tangjia Village, and after burying their grandparents together, they returned quickly.Although he didn't know what happened to his aunt, he could still feel something unusual in Daddy's eyes.
After knocking on the door lightly, Tang Zhaoxi entered the ward.He saw Tang Fangge on the bed getting thinner, and bursts of sadness surged in his heart.
"Brother!" Tang Fangge was obviously a little happy to see his brother.She hurriedly wanted to get up, but was blocked by Tang Zhaoxi.
"You are not in good health, just lie on the bed."
"Father's funeral..." Tang Fangge really couldn't ask the next words, tears were already overflowing.
Tang Zhaoxi reached out to wipe away the tears from Tang Fangge's eyes, he knew that his sister would not be too sad.This incident has exhausted her physically and mentally, and she cannot continue like this.Those with bad hearts are most afraid of being sad.
"I was buried with my mother in the ancestral grave in Tangjia Village. Everything is fine."
"If Dad wasn't because of Mu Zexi..." Tang Fangge was still a little sad in his heart. His father blocked the disaster because of Mu Zexi.
"Fang Ge, don't say such things." Tang Zhaoxi reprimanded Tang Fang Ge, some things need to be experienced by themselves, Fang Ge must not think so much now.
"Brother..." Tang Fangge raised his head in surprise, his brother was always serious and reluctant to say a word, but now he actually scolded himself.One has to put the West.
The seriousness on Tang Zhaoxi's face was a little less, "Why is Dad willing to help Mu Zexi prevent the disaster? In fact, you should think about this, and stop blaming Mu Zexi. Dad, he is willing to use his own life to fight the disaster." Changing the life of Mu Zexi means that he agrees with him, and the most important thing is to want you to be happy. For the rescued people, if you say this, have you ever thought about Mu Zexi’s feelings? Dad is in the past , but you are not the only one who suffers in your heart, he should also be in pain. Don't you see how tired he is these days?"
For a moment, Tang Fangge didn't know what to say.She never thought that her family members would forgive Mu Zexi, and even speak up for Mu Zexi.Especially when their home was destroyed by Mu Zexi, she kept her heart in her heart, just because she was afraid that her family would oppose them.
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