President Qiang Huan: Ex-wife please go back to the room

Chapter 231: Apex Pain (12) The red light in the operating room has been on all the time, and Mu Zexi has been waiting outside the door for five hours, and his body is still stained with red blood. 【】These bloodstains seemed to be irremovable, and penetrated into the bottom of his heart.He sat on the bench slumped, as if someone was sitting beside him talking to him, but who and what he said, he had no idea.The blood was red, bright red, as if Tang Fangge's life had been sucked away.His body was trapped in that sea of ​​blood, and he couldn't recover for a long time.

Long Yi and Luo Shishi were sitting beside Mu Zexi, Luo Shishi didn't dare to say a word, at this moment Mu Zexi seemed to have lost his soul, what she saw made her very worried.

No matter who spoke to him, he didn't feel it, maybe even couldn't hear it at all.At first Luo Shishi really wanted to scold Mu Zexi, but seeing him like this, she felt that Mu Zexi was also very pitiful from the bottom of her heart.When the words came to her lips, she couldn't say anything, but just quietly accompanied her like a dragon.

The lights in the operating room showed no signs of dimming, and everything was eerily quiet.There was a lingering gloom in the air, and this gloom oppressed everyone's hearts.

When the door opened, Mu Zexi raised his head immediately, but his heart felt as if he had been hit with a sledgehammer.

Bai Xiao pulled off his mask, with an indescribable tiredness in his eyes.

"Fang Ge, how is she?" Mu Zexi was very fast, and asked in front of Bai Xiao.

"The child has been taken out, but her condition is not good." Some words, Bai Xiao didn't tell Mu Zexi at all.In the middle of the operation, they had performed CPR three times.For a quarter of an hour, Tang Fangge's heart had stopped beating. If it weren't for the assistant physician on the side, Bai Xiao would probably not be able to move.Bai Xiao didn't intend to tell Mu Zexi about these things, his situation made him feel uneasy.

"The situation is not good, what's going on?" Mu Zexi's voice was a little broken, and his words were painful and worrying. He grabbed Bai Xiao's clothes with his big hands and almost fell into a burst of madness.

"The operation has been completed, and it's up to her to see herself."

"She is still alive, isn't she?" Mu Zexi almost couldn't ask this sentence, he was afraid that he would hear the word death.

Bai Xiao nodded, and the door of the operating room opened.The doctor pushed Tang Fangge out of the operating room and sent him directly to the intensive care unit.Tang Fangge's face was pale, as if he had fallen asleep. Mu Zexi wanted to chase after him, but his legs couldn't move.Deep down, he felt guilty, even sorry for her.If he discussed it with her, if he could use a better method, maybe she would not choose such an extreme method.

Dejected, Mu Zexi fell to the ground.

Long Yi let go of Luo Shishi's hand, and came behind Mu Zexi, his hand pressed on Mu Zexi's shoulder, "Now is not the time to blame yourself and be sad, she still needs you."

Suddenly, Mu Zexi raised his head, and a little hope rose in his almost out-of-focus eyes.What Long Yi said is not wrong, if he blames himself now, or even collapses, then maybe Fang Ge will really leave him.She's still waiting for him, maybe she's waiting for him 3f

In the intensive care unit, Mu Zexi only dared to look at Tang Fangge from a distance, her breathing seemed to be weak, and sometimes he was even afraid that she would really leave him.

The situation of the two children was even worse. Due to the weakness of the mother and the accidental collision, the children were born prematurely.Two palm-sized little things were also lying in the intensive care unit, but Mu Zexi hardly visited them.This made Luo Shishi dissatisfied, but there was nothing he could do.At this moment, two children and one adult are enough to make Mu Zexi feel bad.

In just five days, Mu Zexi's entire body has been tortured beyond human form.The two children have been staying in the intensive care unit, all the critical illness notices are in Bai Xiao's hands, and he never dared to let Mu Zexi see them.There were thirty or forty critical illness notices for the three of them, almost every day.

Tang Fangge's heart was failing a little bit, and breathing became more difficult.It was only on the sixth day that she woke up.

People who woke up suddenly were gratifying, but there was no smile on Mu Zexi's face.He was deeply afraid of one thing, whether she would return to the light, which made his heart almost stop beating.

Tang Fangge opened his eyes, and just looked at Mu Zexi indifferently in front of her. She reached out and touched her abdomen, but the child seemed to be gone.Tears rolled down from her eyes, she looked at Mu Zexi without love or hatred, just looked at him so lightly.

"Singing..." Mu Zexi wanted to grab her hand excitedly, but the indifference and alienation in her eyes prevented him from going forward to touch her.

Tang Fangge didn't look at Mu Zexi, but only looked at Bai Xiao from a distance, she had something to say.Almost exhausted all her strength, she stretched out her finger to point at Bai Xiao.

Bai Xiao walked up to Tang Fangge, lowered his head slowly, and listened hard to her words.

"My child, it's gone..." Looking at Bai Xiao, Tang Fangge flapped his lips and asked hard.

Bai Xiao didn't know how to answer Tang Fangge, the condition of the two children was also very bad, he didn't know if they could survive.How to go back to Tang Fangge now, Bai Xiao was stunned for a moment.

Tang Fangge looked at Bai Xiao, and saw guilt and pain in his eyes.Her lips curled up slightly, then she slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep again.

Mu Zexi tried hard to restrain himself, to restrain himself, for fear that he would rush over.She only wanted to ask Bai Xiao, not him. It seemed that she really hated herself.

"It's just that I fell asleep. It's a good sign to wake up now." Bai Xiao knew that Mu Zexi was in pain, and his voice was a little weak, so he could only comfort him in this way.

Mu Zexi turned around and left the ward, she didn't want to see herself, she didn't want to see herself at all.Thinking of this, he felt that his heart seemed to be bloody, and even the pain was going to be numb.

After leaving the ward, Bai Xiao directly called Mu Zexi to the office.He has something to tell Mu Jersey, and he must make a decision now.

"Heart failure is accelerating. If it continues, it will not exceed a month at most." Bai Xiao didn't finish the rest of the sentence, because these words are undoubtedly the notice of death.

"Is there a way?" Mu Zexi tried hard to calm himself down, these days he would spend all his energy to calm himself down.Now is not the time for him to fall down.

"If possible, only a heart transplant would do."

"I see." Mu Zexi just replied, and he left Bai Xiao's office.As long as there is a glimmer of hope, he will not give up.

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Tang Fangge woke up, but her waking time seemed to be getting less and less.She wanted to see Luo Shishi, and with Mu Zexi's consent, Luo Shishi was able to see Tang Fangge in the ICU.

Before Luo Shishi opened his mouth to speak, tears kept falling.

"Why are you crying?" Tang Fangge looked at Luo Shishi, trying to show a smile, but her smile was full of bitterness.

"..." Luo Shishi just cried sadly, feeling pain because of things like the two of them. "Fang Ge, Mu Zexi is not what you think. In fact, he is also in pain. Because of your poor health, you have to take away the child."

Tang Fangge heard Luo Shishi's words, but she didn't say anything, just a wry smile on her lips.

"No matter what the reason is, he should listen to my thoughts. I don't want to hear about him anymore. Shi Shi, I really envy you for living a carefree life. I have only 23 years in my life. Why do I feel that I It seems like 70 years have passed."

"Don't say that, as long as you are alive, there will always be happy things in the future." Luo Shishi could only comfort Tang Fangge in this way. She felt that her eyes were lifeless, which worried her.

"Is it a happy thing? I feel like I'm dragging my body full of injuries. I really don't know if I can hold on to the end. I often wake up, suddenly wake up in the middle of the night, and I don't understand why I wake up again Now, I thought I would fall asleep to see my parents. Every time I open my eyes, I feel pain. My life seems to be over long ago." Tang Fangge's words revealed a sense of regret The thought of her remaining life seemed to be filled with pain in her heart.It was raining in her heart, it had been raining all the time, she could no longer see the sun, and she no longer even longed for the warmth of the sun.This heavy rainy day made her just want to sleep like this and never wake up.Love, family affection, all dissipate and disappear in the rainy day.

Luo Shishi looked at Tang Fangge who was so depressed, feeling at a loss, wanted to persuade him, but didn't know what to say.She just stared at Tang Fangge in a daze, the tears from the corners of her eyes slipped down one by one.

"Let's sing, don't be overwhelmed." This sentence is a bit frightening and a bit frightening.Luo Shishi was really afraid that Tang Fangge would be overwhelmed, her current mental state was the most worrying.

Tang Fangge looked at Luo Shishi, tears fell from her eyes one by one, her voice was distant and empty, like a blank sky, everywhere was white.Without emotion, it flutters in the air faintly, without a place to stay.

"I'm not overwhelmed, I just don't know how to survive. I feel that I don't even have the strength to hate, and even hate will feel tired."

Only now did Luo Shishi understand why Tang Fangge had been so calm these past few days, which shocked her.It turned out that it wasn't that I didn't hate, but that I didn't have the strength to hate.If people don't even have love and hate, then it seems that they have lost the strength to live alone.It is because of love, hate, and desire that people live in this world.However, the current Tang Fangge has no love, no hatred, and even no hope, and her hope of living has dissipated. .

"Shi Shi, can you do me a favor?" Suddenly, clusters of sparks flickered in Tang Fangge's eyes, which were a little hopeless.

"What's the matter?" Luo Shishi looked a little scared, Tang Fangge asked her to help, but the spark of hope suddenly ignited in her eyes.

"I hope you can kill me." As soon as these words came out, Luo Shishi was so scared that he almost fell to the ground.

Luo Shishi opened her eyes wide and shook her hands vigorously. She was really scared.Now everyone is trying to make Tang Fangge live, but she wants her to kill her, she will not do such a thing.

"No, no, I'll be a murderer if I kill you. Song, your proposal is not good."

"Hehe, it's not real death. Didn't you say that you have a medicine that can make people fall into suspended animation after taking it, and no one will find out? I just want that medicine, and your Wangyou, I want to forget Everything, everything I want to forget. My heart, it always feels like the bank of the river that is about to burst, so I beg you. I can't figure out why I am still alive, I just want to live again, Maybe I will find the meaning of living. My current heart is painful for me, but I can't express these feelings." Tang Fangge put his hand on the heart, and there was pain in his eyes, which was a deep pain.

Luo Shishi thought for a long time, she really didn't know if she should do this. "If you do this, have you ever thought about Mu Zexi, your brother, and Xiaomi..."

"Everyone has everyone's life, I just want to live quietly. I want to live in a strange environment, I don't know anyone, and I don't have any bondage to live." Tang Fangge Looking at Luo Shishi, his eyes were full of longing.

"Singing..."

"If you really want me to die, you can choose not to help me." This sentence was obviously a threat, and Luo Shishi felt that he really didn't know what to do.If she doesn't help her, she is watching her die.But if he helped her, he would still watch her die.

Tang Fangge had made up his mind, Luo Shishi could only nod his head in agreement.This farewell, who knows how many years it will be.

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It is also a hospital, but Mu Zexi is not in Tang Fangge's ward, but in another ward.Lying in the ward was a woman who could not move her entire body, only a pair of almond eyes were exposed.

Mu Zexi didn't understand why Song Nicai asked her to come, but he came anyway.He saw her in a car accident that day, but he didn't expect that she was still alive until now.

"What do you want from me?" Mu Zexi's voice was hoarse, obviously he hadn't had a good rest for a long time.

Song Nicai looked at Mu Zexi, and there was a smile in her eyes.The most vicious discussion in the hospital recently is about the person in the ward on the tenth floor, so she naturally knows who it is.Song he let her go.

"You want to save Tang Fangge?" she asked in a low voice.

There was some hatred in Mu Zexi's scarlet eyes, if it wasn't for her, things wouldn't have turned out like that. "If it wasn't for you, how could she have become like that. Song Nicai, are you now called evil comes with evil?"

"Hehe, my evil is rewarded with evil, what about you?" Song Nicai looked at Mu Zexi with a deep smile in her eyes, "I have done a lot of evil, and you have never been better than me. Mu Zexi, we Such a person will meet in hell after death. But singing is different, she will never belong to you."

"What exactly do you want to say, did you come to me to say these words?" Mu Zexi was irritable, and what Song Nichai said was correct.Both of them are a type of people who will use any means to achieve certain ends.He has hurt many people, and many people have died in his hands. After death, they are all people who will go to hell to be judged, but Tang Fangge is different.After death, they will not be in one place either.These things were heavily poked by Song Nicai.

There was some light in Song Nicai's eyes, like a greedy evil spirit.She looked at Mu Zexi and said with a smile: "Look at me, living now is almost like dying. The doctor has already told me that with my body, it is almost impossible to survive, but I still survived. I think it is really correct to say that the fate of the wicked is great."

"Are you just going to tell me this?" Mu Zexi was already irritated by Song Nicai's words.He didn't want to stay any longer, after all, they had nothing to do with each other now.He saw that she had this retribution, and he didn't want to take other measures to make her miserable.

"My parents are gamblers, and even such gamblers still want to get rich. They sold me to human traffickers, but the day before they sold me, they seemed to change their minds. I was not sold to human traffickers, but I became a servant of the Tang family. Do you know why I was able to become a servant of the Tang family?" Seeing that Mu Zexi ignored her, Song Nicai continued, "It's not for anything else, because my parents secretly My blood type and so on were matched with Miss Tang's family. It is said that my heart can save Miss Tang's family, and the probability of our matching is extremely high. My parents told the Tang family that I live I am only 15 years old, so my heart can be used as a spare for the Tang family. I have always been a spare heart, but the wife of the Tang family is really good. When she checked me later, she found that I did not have any symptoms. It's not good, so I stayed. My parents were afraid that the lie would be exposed, so they ran away early, and I was left to be a servant of the Tang family for the rest of my life. It was the life of this servant, this one for Other people's lives make me sick of singing. I hate her because I've always been just her spare organ bank."

Mu Zexi was taken aback, he didn't expect Song Nicai to have such an identity.Only then did he realize why Tang Tianfu only chose Song Nicai when she was married as a dowry.

"A person like me has been just someone else's servant all my life, and I've been just the shadow of Tang Fangge all my life. So I'm not reconciled, and I'm not reconciled to being trampled under. Zhou Shuqin was killed by me. That's the kind of person I am. Others No matter how good you are to me, it's nothing more than charity to me." Song Nicai's thoughts are not gratitude, but rather arrogant self-esteem.It was these unwillingness and those so-called comparisons that brought her to where she is today.

"Now I won't live long, Mu Zexi, how about we make a deal?" Song Nicai looked at Mu Zexi, with joy in her eyes.

"What deal?" Mu Zexi knew that Tang Fangge undoubtedly wanted Song Nicai's heart, but he also understood what the result of being close to the poisonous snake would be.This woman will not agree to transplant her heart to Tang Fangge so easily.

With the light of fire in Song Nicai's eyes, she knew that Mu Zexi would definitely agree. "Come closer and I'll tell you."

Mu Zexi moved her head close to Song Nicai, and Song Nicai's voice was heard next to his ear, and at the end, her lips were still passing by his ear.Just this movement made her whole body ache.

Mu Zexi didn't care about Song Nicai's little actions, he just looked at Song Nicai coldly.

"I agree." For Tang Fangge, Mu Zexi was willing to agree to almost anything, even if it meant his life, he would agree.

"Remember your own oath, I want you to swear, swear what you said to me. If you don't keep the oath yourself, I will kill Tang Fangge. Her heart will be mine, and I will live in her In my heart, I will always listen to what you say." There was a kind of ferocity in Song Nicai's eyes, as well as a hint of pleasure and evil.

Mu Zexi held out his hand, and he swore at her. "I, Mu Zexi, if I violate my oath, I will die a terrible death, and the sky will be struck by lightning."

"I don't want you to swear on yourself, I want you to swear on Tang Fangge's life. If you break the oath, you want her life." Song Nicai made a request, she knew where Mu Zexi's weakness was.He may not care about his own life, but he must care about Tang Fangge's life.

Mu Zexi hesitated for a moment, but under Song Nicai's burning gaze, he raised his hand with difficulty. "If I, Mu Zexi, break my oath, I will tell Tang Fangge to be killed by a thunderbolt." This is the oath he gave, and Song Nicai really hates to understand him.Even though he doesn't care about his own life, what he cares most about is Tang Fangge's life.Swearing with his dirty body, he felt nothing, but Tang Fangge couldn't.He looked at Song Nicai fiercely, feeling hatred, helplessness, and endless pain in his heart.

"Remember your oath, as long as I die, you can come directly to take my heart." Song Nicai smiled, her bright eyes slowly sank, and then they were tightly closed.

After leaving the intensive care unit, Mu Zexi sat on the ground limply.That's the price, if he's willing.

Song Nichai seemed to be living only for this incident. At noon of the next day, she had already entered a coma, and it was confirmed that she was about to end her life.According to the agreement, the heart will be transplanted to Tang Fangge.

The operation was carried out very quickly. Tang Fangge's operation went smoothly at first, but she never woke up on the third day after falling into a coma.

Mu Zexi didn't take a last look at Tang Fangge, he disappeared without a trace.

Luo Shishi and Long Yi were in charge of Tang Fangge's funeral and funeral.In just one year, Tang Zhaoxi suffered the tragic death of his mother, father, and younger sister.After lying on the bed for a whole week, he reluctantly leaned on a cane and took Tang Fangge's ashes to the ancestral grave.According to the agreement of the family, they will live together even if they die.

Long Yi and Anyas searched all over Taipei, but they couldn't find Mu Zexi's person. In the end, Lian Mosheng asked whether he might be in Qiangwei Town.After all, being in Qiangwei Town was the happiest time Mu Zexi had ever lived.

When we arrived at Qiangwei Town, there was silence outside the house, and no one saw Mu Zexi come back.Even so, they pushed open the door of the cabin.

The moment the door of the cabin opened, a strong smell of alcohol filled everyone's noses.In a pile of wine bottles, Long Yi saw Mu Jersey.

It was all white, making them think they had seen the wrong person, but that face was indeed Mu Zexi.

The hair of the people on the floor was all white, as white as snowflakes.Anyas burst into tears, he didn't expect his elder brother to be sad in the end.This sadness made his hair all white.He is obviously only 23 years old, and he just turned 24 this year, and his hair is already as white as a ninety-year-old man.

The two sent Mu Zexi back to Taipei, and Mu Zexi lay on the bed for more than a month. He didn't speak or eat, and just lay there quietly.

It wasn't until a month later that a pair of chubby little paws grabbed his hair and pulled it, that he woke up quietly.

Two children, one on the left and one on the right, were sleeping beside him.

The moment she saw the child, Mu Zexi hugged the child and cried loudly.

If there were no two children, he would have gone with Tang Fangge.But when the child's hand touched his cheek, he realized that if he died, the two children would be the most pitiful people in the world.

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