President Qiang Huan: Ex-wife please go back to the room

Chapter 246: Wanted in the whole city (11) In order to add more thanks for the rewards, dear friends, this update is [-] words, thank you for the rewards. 【】Monthly ticket, I hope you can support me. If it is over [-] tomorrow, Rouge will add [-] the day after tomorrow! !

This length is a confession, so it is a bit of a painful memory, I hope you like it!

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An Sitang seldom spoke, at this moment he just looked up at An Zexi, the longing in his eyes could not be stopped.The eagerness hurt Tang Ni's heart even more. She felt sorry for them, but she couldn't explain why she was afraid.Every day here, she is subconsciously afraid.

An Zexi lowered his head and gently hugged his daughter, "Don't worry, I will definitely come back."

"Really?" Qiangwei couldn't believe it. Thinking of Long Qi's words, she couldn't help crying, "Didn't Auntie leave because she hated me?"

"No..." Tang Ni's voice was a little hoarse, she couldn't see that Qiangwei's eyes were full of tears, and she felt uncomfortable when she was almost crying.

The two children looked at Tang Ni at the same time. They looked carefully, but did not recognize Tang Ni.

"Who are you?" Qiangwei has never seen Daddy take a woman home, this woman is so strange.

"I..." Tang Ni was about to speak when she was interrupted by An Jersey.

"This man is a friend of Daddy's. We still have something to do, so you guys go play with Long Si Long Qi and the others obediently." An Zexi didn't give Tang Ni a chance to speak because he didn't want the children to make trouble here. Donnie.He had something to tell her, and when the matter was over, he would naturally ask them to see Donnie.It's just that at that time, it must be after her heart no longer wants to leave.If she always wants to leave, there will be scars in the child's heart.After he was ten years old, he didn't get the love of his father and mother, and that kind of injury was unforgettable for him all his life, so he didn't want the two children to feel the pain of being abandoned by their mother.

An Sitang nodded understandingly, he pulled Qiangwei, and both of them went back disappointed.

Watching the lost backs of the two children, Tang Ni's heart hurts like being pricked by a needle.Why is she feeling so uncomfortable? It's obvious that they are strangers, or even people who don't know each other at all, but she will feel heartbroken, uncomfortable, and uncomfortable because of the two children.

"Let's go!" An Zexi didn't want to say anything about what happened just now.

Reluctantly, Tang Ni pulled her eyes away from the two children, and followed An Jersey into the villa.An Jersey didn't take Tang Ni to the study or his bedroom, but to another room. .

The moment the door opened, Tang Ni felt a very familiar feeling.This room seemed to have the appearance that he had been here before.It's just that she can be sure that she didn't come to this room when she settled down.

"I never ask anyone to come to this room. Even the two children can only come to this room one day a year." An Jersey looked at the room with a heavy pain in his eyes.

The room is large, the double bed is aqua blue, and the sheets are the same as those in Donnie's French bedroom.The painting on the wall is a sunflower, not a famous painting by Van Gogh, but an exceptionally bright sunflower that is open.The sunflower faces the east, even if there is no sun, it seems to be as bright as little golden suns.

On both sides of the bed are two symmetrical desks, on which there are two bright white lamps in the shape of rose flowers.A book of Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tales was placed on the table, and it seemed that the owner had just left.

Tang Ni felt a headache, this room was surprisingly similar to her own room, it seemed that she put it out by herself.

"What did you bring me here for?" Tang Ni's fingers trembled. She felt familiar, scared, and even had an inexplicable fear lingering in her heart.

"I just want you to hear a story." An Jersey's hand touched a piece of clothing on the sofa with nostalgia, which she wore before she was admitted to the hospital that day.It is a beige coat. Tang Fangge always likes to wear this coat when he is sitting on the sofa and getting cold.This room was also the room decoration in the small villa they lived in the city center at that time.He moved everything here, but it was never touched.Everything is the same as when she left, except that occasionally he is in pain, and the lonely one can hardly bear the long night, so he comes here to lie down for a while.

Donnie didn't speak, she just sat on the sofa.The dress was scratched across An Jersey's fingers, but he didn't seem to intend to touch it.

"A long time ago, when I saw her on campus, I always felt that she was like an orchid in an empty valley, which made people feel refreshed. I never planned to marry a orchid to live, because my world has always been dark. I Not a sunny man, or even a man full of dirt, I also want to marry a woman who will help my career. I just didn’t think that the more I don’t want to be contaminated, the more it’s like you can’t get infected when you pass by flowers You can't escape like a layer of incense. Just one night, she became my woman. She was bold that night, and I never thought of being responsible, I just wanted to have a good night." These things, Ann Jersey rarely spoke, but now he was willing to tell the person in front of him.Because she is not someone else, she is that her, that is Tang Fangge.Until the moment she left, he never confessed his heart seriously.It was as if she owed him a word, and he owed her a confession.

Listening to An Jersey's story, Tang Ni instinctively wanted to resist.If these words are said, it seems that the relationship between them will not be the same as it is now, and she will also fall into a period of pain that she has never thought of.It will be a while.

"I don't want to hear the story." Donnie stood up suddenly, and she turned to leave.

An Zexi was just sitting on the sofa, his voice was a little dark, and even a little harsh: "Do you want to escape again? This time, it's just a story, what else do you want to resist?"

Tang Ni paused as she wanted to escape. Even if she didn't turn her head, she knew that the man behind her was already angry.She didn't want to hear the story, but she couldn't resist it.She has always been on the run, yes, she has always been a coward emotionally, she has always been on the run.Whether facing this man or Beno, she has always kept her heart carefully, for fear that she would fall into it.Why is she afraid? She once went to see a psychiatrist, and they all told her that maybe she had been hurt before, which made her subconsciously reject feelings.

It is not normal for a woman not to fall in love at the age of 30 abroad.Without men, they would all suspect she was a lesbian, but she wasn't.Just don't want to be hurt, just afraid of something.

Touching the scar on her hand, this is what Tang Ni would subconsciously do when she was nervous or scared.She couldn't look into An Jersey's eyes, but just sat on the sofa obediently.

There was a wry smile on the corner of An Jersey's lips. How many years have passed, when has the pain in his heart been less than hers.What she went through was also what he went through, but why couldn't Fangge be stronger.If it was really that painful, he really hoped that all the pain would be borne by him, all he wanted was for her to laugh by his side.Could such a simple request be so difficult?

Clutching the clothes in his hands, Mu Zexi's fingers shrank involuntarily.

"My wife didn't marry me because she wanted to. She was just a young girl who thought it was love at first sight. Maybe our love is what other people say is life-long at first sight. Marrying me doesn't do any good. , After all, I am not a person who knows how to love. Living in a family that is intriguing and cheating, everything in the workplace makes me doubly careful. In life, I also carefully keep my feelings. I thought I would not fall in love with anyone A woman, I also thought that I would live like this in my life. It’s just that woman, I always have a bit of greed. I regard her as a decoration at home, or even a dispensable bed warmer, that’s it, when there is When a woman comes to my door, and it’s not bad, I won’t refuse. Maybe others say I’m cheating, maybe others say I’m flirtatious, but I don’t think I’ve loved anyone, it’s just a game of getting what I want. I’ve always I always look at women this way, and I always look at her that way. It can also be said that I hated her. If she didn't marry me, and married me with my least favorite conspiracy, I might not hate her so much. If If others point out marriage, I think I will gladly accept it, even if I can't be loyal, at least I won't do anything to hurt her."

After saying this, Tang Ni looked at An Zexi from the corner of her eye, and found a faint smile in those deep eyes under the silver hair.That smile was inadvertent, it seemed bitter, like Coptis chinensis, which made her feel a little bored.

"My wife, her family is just a nouveau riche and doesn't have much money. Marrying me, they may be the most advantageous. Even if I don't pamper them too much, at least I will give them some benefits, after all She is my wife's natal family in front of people. For us businessmen, the face is like the face of movie stars. We must make it look good to avoid gossip. But the real change happened three years later , We have been married for three years and have no children. It’s not because she can’t have children, nor is it because I have a problem, but I don’t want her to have my children. Every time after love, I will definitely ask someone to send a bowl of contraceptives Give her the medicine. She is really easy to deceive, thinking that other people's love is heart-warming, but she doesn't know that there is poison hidden in the heart. She likes children, I know, but I disdain the children she gave birth to, or I disdain Yu has a child. I hate my family, my father, and sometimes myself for who I am. Nothing else, because I was born when my father raped my mother. My sister Wei Wei, we didn't see her until we died. My father, who lied to me for more than ten years, told me that he would definitely tell my sister's whereabouts. Even though I doubted it, I still believed his words. My life is for revenge, like a gopher who can't see the light, and can only live in the dark."

An Jersey's words hurt Tang Ni's heart. In his words, he didn't give himself a good evaluation, and even hated his own darkness.Everyone is willing to present the beauty to the world, but what he presents is darkness.This darkness may be exposing one's own weaknesses and invisible people's things to the sun.If a man said that, telling a woman his pain and darkness would require great trust.

"One rainy night, I gave her the deadliest knife. She never dared to show her love for me after that night, and she was not even the same as before." An Zexi glanced at Tang Ni, He found her hand unconsciously placed on his scarred left hand, seemingly in uneasy pain.Just by this action, An Jersey was sure that she must know something hidden in her subconscious.

"I gave her to another man as an accessory to a deal." An Jersey said this very bitterly, and even a little loathed himself. Now that I think about it, I seem to have done the worst thing. able to make him forgive himself.

Donnie looked at An Jersey, a little surprised, but there was still a bit of bitterness in her surprised eyes, but she didn't even notice the bitterness.What she saw was his self-blame and self-loathing, and the hatred for himself in those deep eyes.

"That night, I stood alone by the window and waited for her. When she came back, I was soaked, and I vaguely realized how cruel I had done to her. It's just that I couldn't sympathize with her, and I even made all my mistakes Pushing it on her, I think this is what I should do, and what she does is completely good for her family. We are just a deal, she traded her body for her family to survive the business crisis .”

"Don't say any more, I don't want to hear it." The injury in her hand seemed to hurt a little, Tang Ni looked at An Jersey with a little repulsion, and she didn't even want to hear it anymore.For some reason, those things seemed to appear in An Zexi's mind one by one as she dictated.She had a headache and was even a little scared.

"No, you have to finish listening. I want you to finish listening to these things. Maybe I will only say this once in my life, at least this time I want to finish." An Jersey refuted Tang Ni's words back, he didn't want to give up halfway.It took a lot of courage for him to tell these things to Ali.He didn't have the courage to pull out the wounds that were so painful that he couldn't breathe for a second time.

Tang Ni's eyes were a little pleading, and she wanted to ask him not to talk anymore, she felt uncomfortable, and she was a little wandering.It's just that An Jersey's lips were slightly raised, a little sneering, a little self-loathing and continued to talk.

"Not long after this incident, her family members fell into the trap of others and became dangerous members who secretly opposed my family business. At that time, in order to distance myself from the relationship, I first issued a statement, using her name and her The family severed ties. Not long after, her father and brother were imprisoned as soon as I turned a blind eye to it. In just a few days, their family fell apart and completely collapsed. At that time, she was starving to death in the basement. Because I wanted her to understand, to understand my pain in the basement. If you can’t learn to be cruel, you can’t talk about survival. In a complex business family, I That's how she survived. She came out of the hospital, but her mother died. She lost everything overnight. If anyone took everything from her, I think it was me. She hated me, she Tell me. At that time, I just felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, and I didn't mind too much. Later, I found out that she was pregnant, and I told her that she just had a uterine tumor to be removed. When I thought I could hide it, she also In the same way, I hid it from everyone and left what I thought was someone else's child. I planned it all by myself, and I had a chance to fight back. There were three months of vacation, and I didn't know what to do, but I found her. She said divorce, I said stay with me for the last month."

When An Jersey thought of those scenes, he could hardly breathe.If love could be discovered earlier, wouldn't they have suffered so much.It's just that those have become the past, and what he wants is to grasp the present.If no one told her about it, she might never want to remember it.

"Qiangwei Town, that month was probably the happiest time I have ever met her since I was ten years old. Seeing her busy figure in the kitchen and the peaceful smile on her face every day, Listening to her energetic voice every day, I hugged her and fell asleep every day. At that time, I realized that I fell in love with a woman. She probably didn’t know that when the night of flames was full, my heart How nervous. I was afraid that she would leave me just like that, but I brought her danger. We survived, and I was more determined that I liked her, and even hated her. However, the killer and When I came, I couldn't guarantee her safety. Maybe it was because I was afraid, so I had to be afraid of something. Even though I was so afraid, even if I still had so much hatred in my heart, when a bullet flew, I still couldn't help but use my body Blocked the bullet. At that moment, I realized that there is another person in my life who is more important than my own life. However, I have lost her, and the back of her resolute departure will still appear in my dreams. I hope to see her Laughing, but I can only make her cry forever." An Zexi finally admitted for the first time when he was tempted, and when he really understood.When he was ridiculed before, he always blocked it with anger, but now he would admit that it was that time.

"If you ask people what kind of person I am, everyone will say that I am cold-blooded, even cruel. No one would think that I would take a bullet for a woman, and a woman I hate deeply. Even then, I I still did something that I didn't understand. The bullet almost killed me, but it was through death that I realized that I really fell in love with a woman. Falling in love with a person, in the eyes of others It's a good thing. In my opinion, I was looking for the way to perish. It was a dark night to see her again. On that night, I was happy to see her, but at the same time I hated myself for having love. When I At the moment when I grabbed her neck with my hand, all I wanted was a cold self, who was not allowed to have love. But I couldn't do it, and in the end I still couldn't do it to kill my weakness. It's because of this I suffer so much because of my weakness. If I knew that the woman gave me more pain, I really thought it would be good to kill her at that time, but now, I think it's really good not to do anything. "

An Jersey took a deep look at Tang Ni, and there was a bit of painful hope in his eyes.It's really good that she didn't kill her, otherwise they wouldn't meet again.

Tang Ni's feet began to tremble, and the familiarity of the scene made her feel as if she had been stabbed by a cold arrow.Now she is afraid of looking at him, and even more afraid of her own heart.There seemed to be a hole in her heart, and the things inside came up little by little.Her heart couldn't bear it, and her breathing began to be a little short.

"I want her to fall in love with me, that is a very difficult thing. She is going to marry, and I will not hesitate to kidnap her to my side. I am not a person who can express love, I just know One point, that is plunder. In my world, you can rob what you want, even if it is bloody, as long as you grab it, you will be truly successful. But I didn’t expect that when I was willing to face feelings, she But like a clam shell, I no longer want to convey love to me. I will always tell her that I love her, but she never said a word, until the moment she left, she never said. In After I took revenge, I felt that the world is not empty, because of her existence. But I didn’t think of one thing, that is, retribution for grievances. The cause I planted, when it comes to the result, but she is the one who suffers. She My father, because of me blocked the oncoming car for me, and she couldn't bear to see that scene anyway. At that time, her heart attack relapsed. Our child is seven months old, She has a bad heart, no matter what, she will die. It is impossible to remove the child, because the child is too big. If the child is not removed, she will really die on the operating table. No matter which way, she It seems that her body is already in the hands of the god of death. But if there is a glimmer of hope, I am not willing to give up, so I cruelly asked her to take away the child, but I didn't think of it, I didn't think of her..." An Zexi almost Unable to speak, he lowered his head, his silver hair covering his painful eyes.

"Enough..." Tang Ni's lips trembled, she could hardly sit still.Why did she find those things so familiar, even as if they were imprinted on her body.She was in pain, and she felt uncomfortable watching him in pain.She didn't want to hear it, really didn't want to hear it at all.

"No, you have to keep listening." An Zexi raised his head, even though his heart seemed to be pierced by a knife bit by bit, he still wanted to finish speaking.

"She chose to roll down the stairs, and the child was born prematurely. At that time, I couldn't sleep day and night, but I was horrified to find that she seemed to leave me at any time. But in the end, she still left me, but I didn't want to believe it. So I didn’t see her for the last time. I always knew that she would not forgive me, but I didn’t expect that she would choose to punish me in such a cruel way. If her death is the biggest punishment for me, I think she won, It's like I'm in hell now, and she won, but I just want to know if she's happy now?" This sentence was said looking at Donnie, and it was a question that An Jersey had been hiding in her heart all along.Would she be happy if he was in hell?

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