The whole world just wants you to love me

Five years ago, when he appeared in her world, who did he think she was.For five years, he took care of her so quietly, who did he think of her.His domineering, his thoughtfulness, his gentleness, his emotions that he had never described, everything, he regarded her as someone.

Chu Qiao didn't want to admit it, didn't want to admit that she was a stand-in.

Such a result is too hurtful.

So, Mo Zhengyan, in your eyes, who am I?

Chu Qiao thought so in her heart, so she also asked.

Mo Zhengyan was standing in front of her, maybe the winter sun was too glaring, that's why Chu Qiao felt that he couldn't see him clearly.She tried her best to open her eyes wide, but there was only a white light, her vision was blurred, like water mist, gradually covering her eyes, and he became so distant and so strange.

He whispered, Mo Zhengyan looked at her and said, "You are Chu Qiao."

Chu Qiao's heart trembled, and she said softly, "The person in front of you now is indeed me. Then before, was that person five years ago also Chu Qiao? Mo Zhengyan, have you never Don't you see me as someone else?"

"No." Mo Zhengyan replied in a deep voice.

His voice was so deep and heavy, it pressed into Chu Qiao's heart.

Obviously already denied it, but why, Chu Qiao couldn't listen, how could she listen?

"One day, one hour, one minute, one second? Do you dare to admit it? Not one second?" Chu Qiao asked through gritted teeth.

Mo Zhengyan stared, fell silent for a while, and said those two words again, "No."

"Mo Zhengyan! You're lying!" Chu Qiao yelled before she finished speaking, "Eight years ago, you went to study in the United States together, didn't you! You've been together since then!"

Eight years ago, before Chu Qiao knew Mo Zhengyan, they were together.And earlier, they had known each other.

At this moment when he said no, Chu Qiao felt terrified and desolate.

He must have been just teasing her.

Mo Zhengyan was silent.

There was only the cold wind whizzing by, blowing hair, blowing ears, blowing Chu Qiao's trembling and cold heart.

In his silence, Chu Qiao felt her heart was blown apart by the wind.

At this moment, he didn't have an explanation, and he didn't even have the idea of ​​explaining.It seemed that the three words Song Chenxi, this name, and that girl were a taboo for him.Because she is no longer in this world, she can only be used as a tribute, someone who can only be missed in memory, what's more, this girl is the place on the tip of his heart that no one else can touch.

After a long silence, Mo Zhengyan said again, "Chu Qiao, these are all things in the past."

Sure enough, it really was the past that he didn't want to look back on.

A taboo you don't want to touch.

"I just want you to know that I have never regarded you as someone else." Mo Zhengyan's eyes, in the mist of Chu Qiaoyun's eyes, saw clearly that gaze, it was sincere and deep, but Chu Qiao But she no longer dared to believe it, dared not to be convinced, whether the calm eyes were looking at her or someone else at this moment.

Chu Qiao almost cried out.

She didn't want to cry herself.

Because it wasn't necessary, because her self-esteem wouldn't allow it, and her pride wouldn't let her do it.

So, she held back, swallowed all the tears, and forced the tears back into her eyes.

"Chu Qiao, trust me!" Mo Zhengyan said again, and there was a hint of eagerness in that male voice.While speaking, he already took a step forward.

But Chu Qiao took a step back.

She retreated subconsciously, making Mo Zhengyan stare, he was a little surprised, his expression became anxious and anxious at this moment.

"Chu Qiao!" Mo Zhengyan called her again.

But Chu Qiao couldn't listen anymore, she didn't want to hear any more of his shouts.She just bit her lip and could only shake her head.

"Chu Qiao, you said, you trust me!" Mo Zhengyan did not allow her to retreat at this moment, he rushed in front of her, stretched out his hands, and grabbed her arms.Perhaps because of excitement, he couldn't help shaking her body when he spoke.

Chu Qiao's body swayed, feeling a little dizzy.

When Chu Qiao spoke, she felt that her voice was not her own.

"Mo Zhengyan, I have no way to continue being with you anymore." Chu Qiao murmured, her voice was dead silent, without any vitality or emotion.

Hearing her voice, her words, Mo Zhengyan was startled, and his dark pupils dilated.

"No! Chu Qiao! I won't agree!" Mo Zhengyan shouted anxiously and angrily.

Chu Qiao just smiled, the corners of her mouth curved upwards in a calm way.

She can still laugh.

Only I know how bitter that smile is.

How bitter.

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After that, no matter what Mo Zhengyan said, Chu Qiao couldn't listen anymore.No matter what Mo Zhengyan did, she was indifferent.Chu Qiao didn't talk to Mo Zhengyan, even if he called her, she would ignore him.Chu Qiao already regarded him as a transparent person, so decisive, so thorough.

Mo Zhengyan lost all patience, he roared angrily, "Chu Qiao! What exactly do you want from me?"

The two had already returned to the apartment, and Chu Qiao was sitting on the sofa in the living room. Ever since she came back, she had never said a word, never opened a mouth.

It wasn't until he yelled such a sentence that Chu Qiao didn't react. She raised her head indifferently and said, "I want you to stay away from me, can you do it?"

Mo Zhengyan finally heard her speak, but unexpectedly she said such a sentence, such a Chu Qiao is so indifferent, it is really shocking.

However, it is Chu Qiao's temperament!

Mo Zhengyan sat down on the coffee table opposite her, and he went to shake her hand, such cold hands, when he held them in his palms, he couldn't warm them up.

"Except for this, I can do anything, I can't do it!" Mo Zhengyan whispered, he was so helpless!

Chu Qiao's eyes were clear and calm, she looked at him and smiled again.

That smile was so beautiful, so beautiful that Mo Zhengyan felt that his heart was also tangled together, and he couldn't untie it after it was tied.

"Since you can't do it, then let me go. I leave this to you, and I will go." Chu Qiao moved her lips and said.

Mo Zhengyan's hand holding her was also stiff, and suddenly, the cold temperature of her hands was conveyed, making him feel a bone-chilling chill.

He clearly saw the determination in her eyes!

She has always been such a broken woman, the moment she decided to leave Jing Yuan and leave him, Mo Zhengyan knew that unless she was willing, no one could keep her!But how could he let her go like this?

How can he do it?

However, if he doesn't let go, what will happen to her?

If it's just to imprison her, then what's the difference between this and torturing her?

Mo Zhengyan looked at her for a while, but his hand was still holding her, "Chu Qiao, is this really going to happen between us?"

Chu Qiao didn't speak again, she pursed her lips slightly, that smile was still there.But he didn't know what he was laughing at, whether he was laughing at him or himself.

In the end, the two looked at each other for a long time, and it was Mo Zhengyan who was the first to lose in the mutual gaze.

Mo Zhengyan said, "Okay, I'll go, I'll leave here."

"However, Chu Qiao, this does not mean that I let you go." Mo Zhengyan said again.

Chu Qiao remained silent, as if she didn't hear anything.

Mo Zhengyan knew that she couldn't listen to what was going on now, but he didn't trust her to stay here alone.With nothing to do, Mo Zhengyan had no choice but to call Tao Sitian again, and then went to ask her to come over.At this time, it was almost time to get off work, Tao Sitian immediately agreed after receiving the call.

She still didn't know what happened, but when she heard Mo Zhengyan ask her if she was free and asked her to come over, she was suspicious, and even joked, "Mo Zhengyan, why did you make Chu Qiao angry?"

Mo Zhengyan didn't say much, he just said that it's not convenient for him to drive now, so he just asked her to take a taxi here.

Tao Sitian heard his voice on the phone, a little low, and felt faintly uneasy at the moment.

After she rushed to Chu Qiao's apartment, she realized that things were serious.It's not as simple as the two arguing and bickering before.

The atmosphere in the apartment was so oppressive that it made people feel suffocated, Chu Qiao sat on the sofa without saying a word.

The person who opened the door was Mo Zhengyan.

In Tao Sitian's impression, Mr. Mo has always been calm and determined, with a somewhat omnipotent attitude, but at this moment, his expression is so dignified.

Tao Sitian was not in the mood to make jokes right now, and she didn't know what to say for a while after entering the house, let alone what to ask.

Mo Zhengyan said, "I will trouble you to accompany her for a few days."

Although Tao Sitian was suspicious, she could only nod silently, "Okay."

Mo Zhengyan was about to leave immediately, and before leaving, Mo Zhengyan turned to look at Chu Qiao.And Chu Qiao was unmoved, just sitting like this, looking straight ahead.

Mo Zhengyan said, "Chu Qiao, I'm leaving."

Chu Qiao ignored her and did not respond.

Tao Sitian felt incredible, but she was also speechless.

Mo Zhengyan was worried again, and said to Tao Sitian, "Contact me if you have anything."

"Don't worry, nothing will happen." Tao Sitian replied.

Mo Zhengyan opened the door and left.

As soon as Mo Zhengyan left, Tao Sitian quietly came to Chu Qiao's side, and she sat down.Tao Sitian knew Chu Qiao too well, when something happened, when she was extremely sad, she was unwilling to say anything.It's no use asking anyone unless she wants to.

Just like back then, when the Chu family changed, like back then, she never mentioned Chu Qiao's helplessness and hesitation.

Tao Sitian just sat quietly with Chu Qiao for a long time.

Seeing that the sky was getting dark, Tao Sitian asked softly, "Chu Qiao, are you hungry? Let me cook for you, okay?"

Chu Qiao didn't answer, Tao Sitian made a gesture and was about to get up.

Chu Qiao held her back, Tao Sitian had to freeze.

After a while, Chu Qiao smiled hesitantly, looked at Tao Sitian with hoarse sobs and asked, "Sitian, tell me, am I really just a substitute, just someone else's shadow?"