The whole world just wants you to love me

——Chu Qiao, I want to see you.

As she got off work, Chu Qiao received a message.It was sent by Mo Zhengyan.She looked at the screen, those words were vivid in her memory, but she felt a little dazed.After staring at it for a moment, I can only quit the letter and continue working.

Since leaving that day, Mo Zhengyan has not come to look for her again.

She lives quietly and alone.

But he was stuck in the quagmire, unable to extricate himself.

After get off work, Chu Qiao did not leave immediately.In fact, there was no work that had to be done, but she didn't want to leave.

It wasn't until it was getting dark that Chu Qiao started to pack her things.

Chu Qiao walked out of the company building alone.

It was dark, and the street lamps flickered.

Chu Qiao walked out of the company, and the cold wind hit her face, but she didn't dodge, let alone feel the cold.

Just in front of the company building, a car was parked.

Mo Zhengyan was right in front, the car was parked beside him, and he was waiting there.Today, he did not smoke, and his fingertips did not light a spark.His gaze came straight, as if passing through the dim light, passing through the air, and falling on her body.

Chu Qiao was startled, then turned around and walked forward slowly.

As the two got closer, Mo Zhengyan's eyes narrowed, he tried to speak, wanted to talk to her, he thought she would stop, but who knew, Chu Qiao was just silent, as if there was no As if seeing him, he continued to walk forward.Just like that, he walked past him.

This made Mo Zhengyan's eyes gather surprise, and his whole body was also shocked.

He moved his body, and almost couldn't restrain himself, he took a step to catch up.

Chu Qiao's speed was very slow, and Mo Zhengyan caught up with her in two strides. He reached out and grabbed her wrist.

He didn't dare to use force, he could only hold it so lightly.

"Chu Qiao." Mo Zhengyan called out in a deep voice.

Chu Qiao said "En" softly, and then said, "Let go."

Mo Zhengyan refused to let go immediately, his voice became deeper, "I just want to see you."

"You have seen it now." She said immediately.

This made Mo Zhengyan startled, and suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness, so he rose up like this.Looking at her side face, the vehicle driving ahead, the light illuminated her face.

He whispered, "No matter what I say, you don't believe me anymore, you've already made up your mind, haven't you?"

Chu Qiao's heart tightened, her lips trembled slightly, and then pursed into a tight line.

Chu Qiao didn't say a word, but continued to walk forward.

But this time, Mo Zhengyan didn't chase after her, he just stood behind and watched her go further and further away.

"Chu Qiao—!" He shouted behind him, but Chu Qiao didn't look back.

She clenched her fists and held her breath, but when she saw a taxi driving ahead, she stopped it immediately and got in.

Through the front mirror, Chu Qiao saw Mo Zhengyan behind, still standing in place.

So lonely, so lonely.

In the tavern in winter, Chu Qiao invited Tao Sitian out for a drink.

Chu Qiao is not addicted to alcohol, this is also the first time she asked Tao Sitian out for a drink.Usually, they also go shopping in cafes.But when Tao Sitian was shocked when she said she wanted to drink, she still agreed.At this moment, they are in a tavern, ordering three or four dishes, a few bottles of wine, and the two girls are sitting face to face drinking.

The bistro is really small and there is no heating at all.Sitting inside, the whole person trembled.Tao Sitian took a sip of the wine, and only then did she feel her body warmer.

Tao Sitian looked up and saw Chu Qiao was still drinking.

She didn't eat food, but just held the wine glass, and the wine bottle was at hand. After drinking a glass, she filled another glass.

Cup after cup.

She drank very slowly, but she drank endlessly.

This is no longer drinking, but like alcoholism.

Tao Sitian saw that she had already drank many glasses, she couldn't stand it anymore, when Chu Qiao wanted to pour another drink, she stopped her, "Chu Qiao, don't drink."

Chu Qiao raised her head and said with a smile, "Sitian, let me drink, don't you even give me wine? I...I just want to get drunk."

Tao Sitian didn't want her to drink more, but seeing Chu Qiao's smile made her feel sore, and she swallowed all the words of dissuasion.

"Okay, you can drink, it's okay if you're drunk, I'll take you back!" Tao Sitian also went all out.

Therefore, Chu Qiao also opened her heart and poured another cup.

I don't know how many cups it was after, Chu Qiao's face flushed, she was a little drunk.Drunk Chu Qiao, she smiled naively, and said while laughing, "Sitian...it's really like this...borrowing your sorrows...it will only make you more depressed..."

"Then let's stop drinking, shall we?" Tao Sitian said distressedly.

Chu Qiao didn't hear it, she just muttered, "Drink this wine, the body will be warm, but the heart will be cold..."

"Chu Qiao, is this really all you can do?"

"Otherwise, what else do you think?" Chu Qiao asked bitterly, she had no choice but to pretend that nothing happened.

"Actually, you can talk again, you should meet him..." Tao Sitian lobbied bitterly.

"I met him, just today..." Chu Qiao took another sip of wine, and then said, "Today, when I got off work, Mo Zhengyan sent me a message, and he said he missed me. Later, I When I left the company, I saw him. He came to me. In fact, when I saw him, I was very happy, and I missed him a lot..."

"Later, he asked me again, no matter what he said, I don't believe him anymore, I've already made up my mind, haven't I?"

"Sitian, do you know? I didn't answer, because I can't answer at all!"

"How much I want to tell him, I want to believe him, I want to believe him, but I just can't."

"Sitian, I actually, actually, I really want to meet Song Chenxi and see her." Chu Qiao held the wine glass so tightly that her hands were shaking.

"If she's still alive and living in this world, then I'll ask her to come out and meet her. If there's anything to do, just make it clear. Then I'll ask Mo Zhengyan, Song Chenxi and I, who do you choose. Doesn't this solve it?" Chu Qiao smiled, she felt her throat was burning, she immediately poured another glass of wine and drank it, trying to suppress the burning feeling, but unexpectedly, her throat became more and more painful .

"But!" Chu Qiao uttered two words, she felt so difficult that she could hardly continue, "This is not possible, it is already impossible! Because of Song Chenxi, she is long gone! Who am I going to find? Who am I going to ask? What choice does Mo Zhengyan have? He has no choice!"

"Sitian, I'm not reconciled, I'm really, not reconciled..." Chu Qiao gritted her teeth and said, her eyes flushed.

Tao Sitian saw the expression on her face, the sense of frustration and powerlessness that made her teeth sour, and she almost shed tears.

"Chu Qiao, I know, I know everything..."

"I don't even have the qualifications to compete..." Chu Qiao muttered to herself, the wine in her glass scattered in her eyes.

Sometimes, the dead are far more powerful than the living.

At this moment, she could no longer say to Mo Zhengyan, she said to him: If Song Chenxi and me, you can only choose one?

Chu Qiao, ah, Chu Qiao, you don't even have the qualifications to say this!

I am not qualified to say this!

I have no right to be jealous!

Thinking of this, Chu Qiao could only continue to drink, as long as she was drunk, she would not be unwilling.

It won't be sad.

When she lost consciousness after drinking, Chu Qiao suddenly fell down on the table, she closed her eyes, and her voice was very soft, calling out very softly, "Mo Zhengyan, Zhengyan, Mo Zhengyan..."

Tao Sitian's heart was about to twist, she immediately took out her mobile phone and called Mo Zhengyan, "Mo Zhengyan, Chu Qiao is drunk, come here!"

Almost immediately, Mo Zhengyan rushed over.

When he saw Chu Qiao, Chu Qiao was already lying on the table, half drunk and half asleep, her cheeks were flushed from drinking, and her eyebrows were slightly frowned, which made Mo Zhengyan frowned too.Seeing her shivering, he knew she was cold, Mo Zhengyan immediately took off his coat and put it on for her without saying a word.

Tao Sitian looked at Chu Qiao, then looked at Mo Zhengyan and said, "I just want to ask you, answer me honestly, Mo Zhengyan, will you let go?"

"Absolutely not." Mo Zhengyan blurted out almost without thinking.

Tao Sitian didn't ask any other questions, just nodded, "Okay, then don't let go."

Tao Sitian got up and left resolutely.

Mo Zhengyan turned his head and looked at Chu Qiao. He reached out and touched her, "Chu Qiao, wake up."

"Drink...well, drink..." Chu Qiao shouted drunkenly, and then heard the man say, "We're going back."

"No! I want to drink!" Chu Qiao immediately refused, and after dozing off for a while, she raised her head again.As soon as she raised her eyes, she met Mo Zhengyan. She was startled for a moment, as if she didn't expect that the person who appeared in front of her was not Tao Sitian, but another person, and this person was Mo Zhengyan.

Chu Qiao stared at him for a while, then she spoke softly, "You, it's you, you're here."

Mo Zhengyan knew that she was drunk, "Chu Qiao, you are drunk, can you stop drinking?"

"Not good, Mo Zhengyan, very bad." She didn't know whether she was referring to the wine or something else, Chu Qiao shook her head and refused.

"I haven't finished drinking yet, I haven't finished my wine yet." Chu Qiao said foolishly, she grabbed the wine bottle and poured herself another glass of wine.

As soon as the wine was filled, she put down the bottle and wanted to drink it again.

But at this moment, Mo Zhengyan held down her wrist, not allowing her to raise her hand at all, "Don't drink!"

"Mo Zhengyan, I drank here and didn't ask you to come here. You wanted to come here. I bought the wine and I didn't let you drink it. Why didn't you let me drink it? Why are you so fierce? I am Where did you provoke you? It was you, you have always been the one who provoked me first, didn't you?" Chu Qiao asked tremblingly.

Mo Zhengyan's heart was as soft as the ocean, and he didn't dare to say a single serious word. He said softly, "Chu Qiao, let's stop drinking, shall we go home?"

Hearing his gentle voice, hearing her words "We're going home", for some reason, Chu Qiao felt as if a gash had been cut in her heart, and she was dripping with blood immediately, and couldn't stop it anymore.She just looked at Mo Zhengyan, and something rolled down from her eye sockets.

pat.

A drop of tears overflowed, fell out, and fell into the wine glass.

It was silent, but it seemed to smash into Mo Zhengyan's heart!

Immediately, Mo Zhengyan also seemed to feel the pain in his heart.