Playing to the death and cheating on you

She lowered her head, and after a while, she said calmly: "I'm going. 【】"

He stared at her.

After a long time, she suddenly couldn't breathe, and felt that her chest was very, very congested, like a heavy stone plate was pressing down, without the slightest gap.

Perhaps it was because she didn't wear the queen's court dress that day, and she didn't have those excessive jewelry, rouge and gouache to cover up her haggardness, her face was surprisingly pale, and her eyelashes drooped.

Since the abolishment of the lunar pilgrimage, there have been more and more rumors in the palace. Of course, these words cannot reach her ears, and they dare not.

She stayed in Shangshan Palace, truly recuperating.

But my heart never calmed down for a moment.

Don't dare--the tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop, and people who have no long-term worries must have near-term worries.

It felt like a long time passed, so long that she could hardly stand it anymore, before she heard her own voice, stiff and slow: "Your Majesty, you should be very clear about what I did..."

She would never be a big schemer with a straight face—they were in front of him, and they would soon throw up their hands and surrender.

Honestly admit your guilt.

"Shui Lian, I'm sorry!"

She looked up at him in surprise.

Why say sorry?

Did he do something wrong?

Is it not me who is wrong?

There was a trace of distress on his face, just like the expression in his heart at this moment: "Shui Lian, do you live in anxiety every day? Maybe I make you feel very insecure?"

The feeling of depression became more obvious, and her voice sank more and more: "Your Majesty...I'm actually not...I...It's all my fault...It's all my fault...Your Majesty, in fact, I have already I'm not the old me anymore..."

He couldn't speak because he was flustered.

Yes, she is not the woman she used to be.

Innocence and kindness are gone forever.

He stretched out his hand, gently held her hand, and sighed a long time in his heart.

Like a puppet, he said she didn't need to wear court clothes anymore, so she changed into civilian clothes.He said that she didn't have to pay pilgrimage on the first lunar month, so she canceled it.She doesn't ask or refute, but who knows what she is thinking in the bottom of her heart?

"Shui Lian, other concubines, beauties, you don't have to worry about it."

She said lightly, "I knew, I can't hide this from you."

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