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139: In this life, my favorite!She was even more unable to open her mouth to tell him that in fact, she had always been obedient to Qin Ming all these years, and the reason why she had disputes was because of him...

With the helpless separation at the beginning, her heart also died.

Marrying Qin Ming was not her original intention. To her, this marriage was nothing more than a gorgeous cage that locked her body, but it couldn't stop her from hiding the bright moon in her heart.

Qin Feng, she knew him from that year, and fell in love with him when she was 20 years old.

Perhaps it was doomed from that moment on, he was the love of her life, and she never forgot it for a moment.

When she was still in college, her family was not in a good situation. Her father passed away early, and her sister was missing. At that time, her mother was still alive, and she was the only one living with her sick mother.

She studied very hard, and she still had several part-time jobs in her spare time. The school librarian was also one of the part-time jobs she had at that time. The person who accompanied her in this job was Qin Feng.

Qin Feng is different from her, at least before he fell out with his family, in the eyes of others, he was a wealthy son born with a golden spoon in his mouth, and it is impossible for him to be reduced to a part-time job. She knew that he was for her!

The love at that time was very pure and beautiful!Just be right with him.

At that time, she really had low self-esteem in front of Qin Feng, but she really worked hard, and she fantasized about being able to hold hands with him all the time until the end.

Unexpectedly, the world is impermanent...

After marrying Qin Ming, she knew that the illusion was shattered, and everything between her and Qin Feng would also end. No one knew how brave she had to be to accept this fact. When Qin Feng was suffering for her, how much effort did she have to persuade him to forget her...

She really didn't want to delay him, he was the person she loved the most, and she hoped that he would have another chance to be happy, sincerely.

Later, she slowly accepted the fact that she was a married woman. Later, Qin Feng also slowly cheered up. Later, their contact became less and less, which seemed to confirm the eternal truth: no one is obliged by others !The earth will still turn the same without anyone.

She made up her mind and cut off all the memories related to him.

However, for so many years, the only thing she left behind was the work card when she and Qin Feng worked part-time in the university library. To be more precise, it was the two-inch work card on Qin Feng's work card. Photo! .

She just, really can't forget him!

I can't forget the youthful look when he was wearing a white shirt and tie, and when they were sorting books in the library together, he occasionally turned his head and smiled softly at her...

That memory is warm and painful.

She has been stubbornly refusing to forget it, just like that photo, she has always been reluctant to throw it away, so she has been hiding it by her side for many years, and she is careful not to let Qin Ming find out, but after all, paper cannot contain fire.

Qin Ming still found out, when she was more than two months pregnant...

What she said to Qin Feng is indeed true. It was such a coincidence that Qin Ming raised a woman outside and became pregnant at this time, but they divorced. The most important thing was that Qin Ming discovered that she was still hiding Qin Feng's photo.

After so many years of husband and wife, even though she never loved Qin Ming, she still understood his temperament to some extent.

When he is in a good mood, he is nice to her. He will give her a lot of things and dress her up beautifully. His wife must not lose her face. Seeing her as a human being, she deliberately left her cold and humiliated her with words, and he would even beat her up...

Xue Ruotong understood that Qin Feng was a taboo between them.

At the beginning, whenever Qin Ming saw her depressed, he would pinch her chin with a serious expression, and he said: Don't act like you still think about him in front of me, figure it out that I am the one. Your husband, the person you should love is me!Then go and tell Qin Feng that you are in love with me...

He looked like a bloodthirsty devil.

Later, Xue Ruotong also learned to be smart. In order to avoid suffering, she never dared to mention Qin Feng. There were even many times when she obviously called Qin Feng because of Xue Bing's affairs, but when Qin Ming came back, she repeatedly said goodbye. Before I could say anything, I hung up.

She was really afraid of that kind of torture, but she couldn't get rid of it, and she couldn't resist it.

It is conceivable what would happen to her after Qin Ming found out that she was hiding Qin Feng's photo. He didn't even care about her pregnancy, so he raised his hand and slapped her across the face, and directly threw her from the second floor. down the stairs.

The child is gone, nothing is left.

Then, unexpectedly, Qin Ming wanted to divorce her. She wanted nothing more than she wanted. After signing her name, she didn't want anything. She didn't even care that her body had just had a miscarriage. Desperately trying to catch it.

So, she bought a plane ticket with the money she had left, and she came back.

However, everything here is still not what she imagined, even Qin Feng...not!

Therefore, at this moment, no matter how much unwillingness and grievance she has in her heart, she can't express it in front of him.

It's not that she doesn't understand, after six years of separation, in this world, there are not so many people who are deeply in love, and no one will wait forever in the same place, allowing her to leave and go back whenever she wants.

So, she told him to stop asking, stop asking...

She has no way to open her eyes to face the current him, the current self. Can you, at least at this moment, not let her face up to those bloody helplessness, pain, and even... her unbearable!

Qin Feng restrained himself and did not ask any more questions.

He was as afraid to face it as she was, so she didn't let him ask, but let him breathe a sigh of relief.

He even thought that maybe she understood what he meant. He remembered that when he saw her in the hospital just now, she told him so weakly that even if she crawled, she would come back to him...

However, she never said such words in the past two days.

It’s fine if he doesn’t say anything, he really doesn’t want to hurt her because of this, if she can also let go of the past, that would be the best, he tried his best to correct his mentality, trying to stand only from the standpoint of a friend, Give her some words of comfort.

"Okay, if you don't want to talk about it, I won't ask. Since...Since Qin Ming has treated you like this, it might be a good thing for me to leave him. Don't be too pessimistic..."

As he spoke, he still felt heavy.

From what Xue Ruotong said just now, he could tell that she really wanted to have a child, but if she knew that she would never be able to have a child again...

Do you want to tell her?What will happen when she finds out?

However, this kind of thing can be kept secret for a while, but it can't be kept forever. She will know sooner or later. He was thinking about how to speak, but Xue Ruotong had already changed the topic.

"By the way, I never asked you, how is Xue Bing doing now?"

Qin Feng's heart beat violently. Compared with the matter he was entangled with just now, this matter was even more difficult for him to talk about. His right hand was inserted in his trouser pocket, and his nails were firmly dug into the palm of his hand.

The slight pain reminded him that this matter must be handled properly and the damage must be minimized.

He hesitated for a moment, then said: "She... is fine! You've been clamoring for me to bring her to see you, but she has an exam these two days, so, after she finishes the exam..."

Xue Ruotong nodded, "That's fine! I'm afraid I'll scare her when I see you now! I've troubled you for so long. When I went abroad, it was because it was inconvenient to take her with me... When I settle down, I will bring her back , before my sister died, I promised to take good care of her..."

Qin Feng's fingers pulled even tighter, he felt his scalp was numb, and a voice in his mind kept urging him: Qin Feng, if you are still a man, then don't run away, you say……

So, he really said, "Actually, Xue Bing..."

I know that Xue Bing is your niece, and I know that you take it as your duty to take care of her, but...but I want her, and I must have her!You give her to me!

Actually, that's what he wanted to say.

If his phone call hadn't suddenly come to mind at this time, he would have said so, but he just couldn't finish his words, and then answered the phone.

Lei Zhen calls, the company has something to do, hurry back!

Seeing the way he answered the phone, Xue Ruotong could guess that it was a matter of work, so after he hung up the phone, she immediately said: "If you have something to do, go first! I have delayed you enough these days , I'm fine now, I can take care of myself, you go about your work, I can go by myself!"

Qin Feng said anxiously: "How can that be done? You now... how about it! I will let my secretary stay here, and then send you to my hotel. You settle down first, and if you need anything, just tell the hotel manager , I will say hello in advance."

"But……"

"Don't say it! Tongtong... Whether it was before, now, or even in the future, I hope you can live well, so you don't have to be polite to me. If you live well, I will have a better life... "

These were the last words he said before he left!

In the second half of the sentence, the voice was very deep and low, but it still fell into her ears clearly.

She could tell that he said that because he had always felt guilty towards her, didn't he?So, besides guilt?Is there anything else?

Once, she was sure that she was the closest place to his heart.

But where is it now?She seems to have lost sight of it.

These years, Qin Feng has always been surrounded by other women, she knows it!She married another woman, and she didn't want him to keep his hopeless relationship, so no matter who was by his side, she would not be surprised, but, she never thought that that person was Xue Bing!

Moreover, she was the one who sent Xue Bing to him with her own hands!

ps: It is expected that there will be some mistakes. I thought I would write about the meeting of the three of them. I will definitely be able to write about it in the next chapter!

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