The cute girl is not good: President, please be pampered!

187: She is the missing rib from him in the previous life "Is this Xue Bing's dog?"

She opened her mouth first, pretending to be relaxed as much as possible, even she had to admit that the only topic between them was Xue Bing!Otherwise, she wouldn't even know what to say to him.

Qin Feng still didn't even lift his head, and while stroking Xueqiu's white fur, he said: "She likes this dog so much, she even hugs her on the bed to sleep... This dog was still very tender when she first bought it. Little, at that time, she also just came to my side, so quiet that I almost ignored her existence, then I thought it would be better to let this noisy little thing accompany her, now that she is not here, even this little thing I feel bored, stop making trouble..."

Xue Ruotong immediately felt a choke in his heart.

She originally thought that the reason why he didn't care about Xue Bing's news now was because he had gradually accepted this reality, but it turned out, no!

So why?

So, she knew it and asked, "Why didn't you go to find her? The old man of the Lu family has never given up looking for his grandson. There was another news yesterday. Why didn't you ask? I heard..."

"Don't say it!"

Qin Feng finally raised his head and immediately interrupted her in a hurry.Also measure first.

Xue Ruotong looked at him in surprise, and finally saw his expression gradually soften, then lowered his head again, and said in a low voice: "Don't tell me, I don't want to hear it."

Xue Ruotong was even more surprised, and walked step by step along the stone road to the eaves, and then slowly sat down beside him. When Xueqiu saw the stranger, he sobbed softly, and lay obediently at Qin Feng's feet .

"Feng, I know you must be very sad because of Xue Bing's incident, but why are you now..."

"Why don't you look for her, why don't you ask if there is any news about her?"

Qin Feng took her lead, looked into the distance leisurely, and said sadly: "It's not that I don't ask, but... I don't dare! If there is good news, it won't be like this! I don't ask... just don't want to Hearing this from anyone, let everyone tell me it's been so long, it's bad luck! It's not going to be like this, don't persuade me, don't come to remind me that she is gone, just like that... Or wait for her to come back! She used to sit here and wait for me to come back. Now that I am sitting here, I know how uncomfortable it is to wait for someone. However, it is good to have to wait, at least it shows There is still hope..."

He spoke intermittently for a long, long time...

Xue Ruotong's heart also suffered for a long time...

When his last word was finally finished, she suddenly raised her head to look up at the red sunset in the sky, suppressing all the sour feeling in her eyes.

How could it be so uncomfortable?

Did he know what he was saying to her?

These words of his were like an invisible bomb that blew up her entire heart, and the last thought she had about him, to pieces, beyond recognition.

It turned out that he missed Xue Bing so much.

Even, he did not hesitate to use such self-deception, Xue Bing is her relatives, and she does not want to see things develop to this point. That night, the scene of the car exploding in the sea, always dreamed of it in the middle of the night. It appeared in her mind. In fact, she felt guilty, and she couldn't even imagine what Xue Bing would be like in that car at that time.

The four words "more bad luck and less good luck" are already comforting.

Normal people can imagine that there may be no bones left in serious cases, but no one is willing to accept this fact, so even though a month has passed, the search and rescue operation is still going on.

Live to see people, die to see corpses.

However, Qin Feng seems to be indifferent, but in fact he is more than others, because with his own thinking, he can't think of things that normal people can think of.

It's just that he didn't want to face it, and he couldn't accept it even more.

Therefore, he would rather use self-deception. He doesn't need anyone to remind him that Xue Bing is no longer there, so he can think that as long as he waits, Xue Bing will come back.

There is such a man...

He never said the words "I love you", but he hid his love in his heart, so deep and so deep that even others could feel his heavy heart when they saw it. .

However, the person he loved didn't understand, but didn't believe it.

Otherwise, how could you say such cruel words?He forgot what Xue Bing said, hated him, hated him until he died!

Looking at her, Xue Ruotong suddenly felt that this was God's cruelest punishment for her, no torture could compare to it, listening to her favorite man tell his love for another woman like now.

So, she really wanted to grab his neck and ask him, Qin Feng, do you know what you are talking about to me?

However, before the words came out, the tears flowed first...

She didn't want to show weakness, but thinking of what he said just now, and his appearance of swallowing all the sorrow in his stomach, knowing that it would be painful, but still refusing to spit it out, her tears Just being disobedient, and rushing down...

"Don't cry!"

Qin Feng turned his head to look at her, and even the words he said were extremely gentle, but Xue Ruotong knew that this was not consolation, because his next sentence was, "Tongtong, I want you to tell the truth, That day Before the accident, did you tell her anything? "

Xue Ruotong's heart trembled suddenly.

She looked at him in shock, always feeling that there was a questioning meaning in his words.

That day, Qin Feng was baffled by Xue Bing's attitude. He didn't know what nonsense she was talking about, and he didn't realize it until later...

Xue Bing didn't know the relationship between him and Xue Ruotong's former lovers that day, but why did she say that she was just a substitute on that day, and what if he only loved her face? This thing didn't happen for no reason.

Xue Ruotong only felt chills in his heart, and under his probing gaze, there was a feeling that he had nowhere to hide.

"I... I'm sorry, Feng, I'm really sorry, I don't know..."

This matter is not the most difficult hurdle in her heart, but she dare not say it easily, now facing Qin Feng's question, she can't help it all at once, covering her face and crying bitterly.

"I'm sorry, I really didn't know that things would turn out like this, I admit that I was really jealous of her, and I also thought we could have a chance to get back together, but I didn't mean it, I didn't even think about it If I want to harm her, if I know her temper is so strong, if I know that this will be the result, I will definitely not say such things to her, I will definitely not..."

However, it was too late to help matters.

Qin Feng waved his hand wearily, and interrupted her, "Don't blame yourself, I don't mean to blame you, you can blame anything, only me, I don't have the qualifications!"

Xue Ruotong stared blankly, looking at him incredulously through his misty tearful eyes.

Qin Feng said again: "I can't blame you entirely, she just has that temper, she can't even listen to an explanation...Now she can't hear what I say, but I can tell you that when I first When I first saw her, she was looking for clothes in my room naked. To be honest, my reaction was probably the same as that of most men. I only saw her body, and only noticed that her eyes were straight. , I didn't remember what she looked like at all, and later... I also found out that she is indeed quite similar to you in the past. I also asked myself, is it because she looks like you? ... But, I know it's not! I know very well that she is Xue Bing, and I know very well that if I am with her, one day the three of us will be in an embarrassing and painful situation, but who told her to be Xue Bing , so I can't even control myself! So I love her!"

He has never regretted it so much as now. She has never expressed the word love so clearly like Xue Bing, and she never once!

However, to Xue Ruotong, this word is like a thousand arrows piercing the heart.

He said he loved Xue Bing, he said he didn't blame her because he didn't have the right to blame her...

So what about all that they've been through in the past?In his eyes, is it really so calm that it is not worth mentioning?

Qin Feng seemed to read her confusion from her eyes, so he continued: "Tongtong, what I want to tell you today is...I'm sorry, for all these years, you have suffered because of me, But I am destined to let you down, I have thought for a long time, I loved you, it is true, you were my most important person, it is also true, but now I feel that I really have to believe in fate, maybe I will never forget you, or in other words, I will never forget those good times. After all, there is only one first love, and only one youth. We are lucky enough to walk together. How can we forget? Ben is three years old, and I have experienced many women in these years, but I didn't know until the moment Xue Bing left me, how many women are just passers-by, she was born ten years later than me, so I have to wait all the time Her appearance, because only she... is the rib that was lost from me in the previous life!"

The corners of Xue Ruotong's mouth twitched, and finally understood that the highest state of sadness is that you can't even shed tears.

She could hear every word of his words clearly and plainly...

Or, he said it tactfully enough. Before he was with Xue Bing, he always thought that he still missed her, but, maybe even he didn't realize it at the time, it was not Xue Ruotong who he couldn't forget, but Xue Ruotong. The most youthful and beautiful years I have spent with Xue Ruotong.

After all, that was the only youth in his life!

However, Xue Bing is different!He said Xue Bing was his rib!It is a lifetime, a real lover!

ps: Qin Feng didn't say a word of blame, but I think there was a sense of blame in the words, but, I think this is more uncomfortable for Tong than Qin Feng beating her and scolding her 7e In the end, Tong also Not a bad woman, so, so be it!Qin Feng said, oh, Xue Bing is his rib 7e He sits alone at the door teasing the dog, waiting for someone who may never come back, is he really pitiful?