The cute girl is not good: President, please be pampered!

189: The baby arrives (1) He knows that in her heart, he is the first.

However, when he looked at the remarked name on the screen again, he was shocked for a moment. There were four words on it, and each stroke was embedded in his heart...

Husband Qin Feng!

His heart skipped a beat, and then regretted it again.

Since Xue Bing left, he found that the one thing he did the most was to regret, regretting why there were so many things he didn't pay attention to, why there were so many things he didn't do.

If it was the past, when he saw that she saved his name like this, and added the word "husband" after the name, his most likely reaction would be to laugh or cry, because he has always been curious about her thinking structure , I often have the urge to pry her head open to see what is stuffed inside.

She just... wants to marry him so much?

It should be, I really want it!

At that time, she begged him humbly, shall we get married?She was really thoughtful and prepared all the money. At that time, he was still a little messy, but now he began to hate his hesitation at that time. If there was no hesitation, if he agreed to her, what would happen now?

But, didn't he put the ring on her finger afterward?

Why is this still the case today?

Seeing her calling him now again, he only felt sore in his heart. He quickly reached out his hand to cover his eyes, and it took a long while before he lowered his hand. There was some wetness between his fingers, and he quickly took his mobile phone away. come over.

Turn on the screen and see a photo of her sitting in the bathtub playing with bubbles.

At that time, she was pure and happy...

But, does she know?In his mobile phone, shortcut key 1 is also her, it has always been her!It's just that it's much easier for him to keep her name, just like he usually likes to call her, Xue Bing Xue Bing...

These two words are the most beautiful words in his heart!

This time, without any further hesitation, he resolutely added two words at the end...

Mrs. Xue Bing!

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On the second day, a courier was sent to my home.

When Qin Feng came home at night, when Aunt Liu handed over the courier to him, he was still in a daze, because it was a letter from Xue Bing, and it could be seen from the cover of the courier that it was a college admission notice Book.

He was in a daze, and after looking at it for a long time, he had the courage to open it.

At that moment, he only felt that the sky and the earth were dark in front of him, and he didn't know how he restrained the urge to go crazy.

A big admission notice!

He still remembered that on the night before she left him, she said that she wanted to go to G University. Later, he gave her a heartbroken lingering lingering heartache. Afterwards, he still couldn't clearly know her decision until Only at this moment did she realize that she still didn't want to leave, and she decided to stay by his side.

Now that the admission notice has arrived, her people don't know where they went?

When people are in pain, they always feel that every minute and every second is like a year, but no matter how difficult the life is, there are only 24 hours in a day, and 365 days in a year. Time will not stop because of anyone.

In the year Xue Bing disappeared, Qin Feng went to University A to help her with the procedure of postponing her admission for one year.

Xue Bing just disappeared, and the body has not been found in the sea, so no one knows what the result will be. Qin Feng finally donated a laboratory building to A University, and provided all the facilities and experimental equipment in the laboratory building. Finally, the school agreed to keep Xue Bing's student status, and she can come back when the new class of students enters a year later.

He knew that she still wanted to go to this university.

So, he tried everything he could think of to fulfill her wish, and he wanted to bring everything she wanted to her.

In a blink of an eye, it was the autumn of the second year.

It was the beginning of another new school year. When the University of A called to ask Qin Feng about Xue Bing's situation, he still couldn't answer. He found the admission letter again, and he still kept it for her. No creases at all.

But Xue Bing, why don't you come back and take a look?

Xue Bing, do you know that your favorite Xueqiu gave birth to two cute puppies, one male and one female, I kept them at home, without you in charge, the puppies are smaller than Xueqiu When I was young, I was much more naughty. I had to tear up the pillows at home every day, making a mess and feathers flying all over the sky...

Xue Bing, do you know that some time ago I met your former homeroom teacher Xu, she was very sad and regretful when she heard what happened to you, you really have a good teacher who not only loves you, but also enlightens me, I often Ask her to drink afternoon tea, even your teacher said that I am worthy of your entrustment for life, if you don't believe me, you can ask her yourself...

Xue Bing, do you know that I actually started to hate you...

Yes!Qin Feng really felt that he began to hate her. He resented that woman named Xue Bing helplessly and distressedly. How could he be so cruel?Why can't you come back?

Xue Bing, why can't you come back?

Qin Feng counted the days carefully, waiting day after day, for a whole year, he never gave up looking for Xue Bing's whereabouts, but Xue Bing still had no news.

Over the past year, his life has not changed much.

He still goes to work normally on weekdays, but only Aunt Liu and Lei Zhen live with him to know that if it is not very necessary, his evening entertainment is almost zero.

He would go home early, and sometimes he would stay in Xue Bing's room for a whole night, and sometimes he would sit on the doorstep for a whole night.

Aunt Liu often sighed behind her back, but didn't know what to say.

Lei Zhen is not good at persuading people. Sometimes, he really wants Qin Feng not to wait, because no one knows better than her. If there are no other factors, the chances of Xue Bing and Qi Tianlei surviving are almost zero. No!

After the car exploded, they were all stunned for a moment.

Afterwards, Lei Zhen jumped into the sea to look for it himself. However, after it rained for so long, the water level rose a lot, the current was so fast, and there were waves hitting him from time to time. Even more so, but was forced to go ashore before persisting for a few minutes.

Because without any protective measures, even he himself is very likely to be washed away by the waves soon.

So, what about Xue Bing and Qi Tianlei?Needless to say this!

What's more, everyone knows that Xue Bing bleeds a lot after she cut her face. When she was taken away by Qi Tianlei, she almost passed out due to excessive bleeding. What does this mean?

Anyone can imagine it, even Qin Feng!

However, he seems to have been unwilling to accept this fact. Everyone can see that he is still waiting stubbornly, and only he himself knows that there will be times when he can't wait any longer.

Only by experiencing it personally can we know that waiting is the most painful thing.

If you have to wait, then give him a deadline!One year, three years, five years or ten years, he can wait, but the person he is waiting for may not necessarily come back.

He also gradually realized that maybe after a lifetime, she would never come back!

The few times when he came home late at night, he probably got together with Lu Chenxuan to drink away his sorrows. He used to think that Lu Chenxuan was miserable. What could be better than having an unsatisfactory marriage and facing a person he didn't love all day long? Is life more difficult for women?

However, compared to him now, Lu Chenxuan is still much better.

Even if we can't meet each other, even if we can't be together, at least we can know that the person we love is living peacefully in a certain corner of the world.

But he couldn't even guarantee safety.

When he thinks of her and his whole body is numb, the only thing he will do is to look at the mobile phone she left behind. In her mobile phone, except for the four words 'Qin Feng Husband' which shocked him enough, There is also an audio recording and a wealth of photographs.

That recording was the first nursery rhyme he sang since he was sensible.

Little rabbit be good, open the door……

That time, in order to coax her to open the door and let him into the room, he had no choice but to make a bad plan. Whenever his heart ached and he was about to suffocate, he would take it out and listen to it. Hearing her voice at that time was extremely joyful.

She said: Qin Feng, you sing...it really doesn't sound very good, hehe, hehehe...

Only when he heard her laughter, he could survive the most painful moment, and then slowly recover.

There is also the photo album in her mobile phone. If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he couldn't believe that he had been secretly photographed by her so many times without feeling anything.

The photos inside are full of him!

There was the look of him eating breakfast, the look of him opening the door to get into the car, and the look of her curled up in his arms, sleeping with him for the first time...

There are so many things, until that person disappears, I regret why I didn't discover her preciousness earlier.

He drank some wine with Lu Chenxuan at night, and it was very late when he returned home. Aunt Liu and Lei Zhen had already rested. The boundless darkness engulfed him.

Every night when he came home late, Aunt Liu couldn't sleep well.

This night was no exception, he woke up when he heard a slight noise, came out in his pajamas, turned on the light, and saw Qin Feng leaning on the sofa decadently, reeking of alcohol.

Aunt Liu frowned, how could such a grown-up person still be so worrying?

After drinking like this, he wouldn't still drive back by himself, right?Shouldn't he be glad that he's home safely now?

Aunt Liu knew the source of all this, but what else could be done?

She sighed helplessly, went to the kitchen and poured a glass of water, walked towards him, gently pushed him, and said, "Master, wake up... come, drink a glass of water to sober up..."

Qin Feng heard the sound and moved his arm across his eyes away.

It was difficult for him to adapt to the strong light in the room for a while. He frowned and closed his eyes. It took him a while to open his eyes and see clearly. Then he raised his hand and rubbed his swollen temples, and asked hoarsely, "Aunt Liu? Why is it so late? Didn't sleep?"

Aunt Liu handed him the water, "Isn't it because you didn't come back so late?"

Qin Feng took the water and took a sip, the hot feeling in his throat finally dissipated a bit, and he didn't know whether he should be happy or sad when he heard Aunt Liu's words.

Fortunately, there are still people who care about him after all.

The sad thing is that this person has no blood relationship with him, but the nanny who has been by his side since childhood has lived to this age. Except for Aunt Liu, he has no real relatives. No, and there is no lover who is by his side all the time, with whom he is always in love.

Nothing at all……

So what if there is more money?He still felt that living like this was really a failure. Some people left, and took all the colors in his life along the way.

He took a breath and said softly, "I'm sorry, Aunt Liu, I made you worry, go to rest earlier!"

Aunt Liu nodded, she just walked two steps, then suddenly turned back, "Master, Aunt Liu has something in her heart for a long time, I don't know if I should say it, but if I don't say it, I really can't feel at ease! "

Qin Feng was stunned for a while, then sat up straight, "Aunt Liu, you can say anything! I have always regarded you as a family member, so you don't have to be so polite to me."

Aunt Liu thought for a while, and finally came over and sat beside him.

"Master, you said that you regard me as a family member, so I am not the same! I grew up with the young lady. Although I am called a master and servant, in fact, your mother is like my own sister. You I brought them up with my own hands... You mother and son are my benefactors after all. I was lonely and helpless. When I was young, I was lucky to be taken in by a young lady, and my husband died early. It is thanks to you for not despising me all these years, and Wenwen, She has been studying abroad in the past few years, and she can't do without your help, I..."

"Aunt Liu, what are you talking about? Didn't you take me in when I was in the most difficult time? And Wenwen, she is your daughter, and I treat her as my own sister. Don't be rude to me."

"Then...young master, just listen to my advice, okay? Don't go on like this, Aunt Liu is really worried and distressed after seeing it!"

Qin Feng shook his head, and already understood what Aunt Liu was going to say to him.

"Master, don't torture yourself like this anymore. Aunt Liu knows that you are not happy. Just forget about the past! You are not young anymore, so why don't you find an honest and simple girl to live a good life? If Miss knows you With this state now, the spirit in heaven is not at ease!"

Qin Feng didn't speak, but slowly, slowly lowered his head...

He propped his chin on his elbows, he wanted to give Aunt Liu an answer, but he couldn't find clear words for a long time, and then, what he heard was his own voice with a thick nasal accent.

"I only want her!"

He spoke firmly, without hesitation, without hesitation.

There are still many good girls in this world, he knows; the best way to forget a relationship is to start a new one, he also knows.

However, he couldn't do it!

When he lost Xue Ruotong, he was also sad, decadent and painful, but he had never been like this. Losing that rib, he felt that he could not stand up completely.

He is a man, so after dawn, he can only hold on and appear glamorously in front of other people, but when the night falls, all his fragility is exposed, and he also feels that he is worthless, just because of a woman, How did it happen?

But, that's it!He is powerless to change, does not want to change!

Aunt Liu naturally knew who he was referring to by 'she', and continued: "But young master, it's been a year, you should be sober and think about it, Bingbing won't come back, that child is also suffering...Master , you know it yourself, don't you? She won't come back, but your life has to go on..."

she won't come back...

This sentence undoubtedly hit the most painful place in Qin Feng's heart.

His hand resting on his chin moved up slowly, and finally covered his eyes. It's not that he doesn't know something, but he just doesn't want to wake up, face it, and dare not admit it!

Xue Bing is gone!

she died!He had already died a year ago, and he had already been buried in the vast sea on that rainy night with thunder and lightning. Even the corpse drifted to nowhere, and there was no trace to be found.

Everyone knows that this is the most likely fact!

He also knew that he just didn't believe it and didn't give up. It wasn't until Aunt Liu clearly reminded him that Xue Bing would not come back that he suddenly realized that he was deceiving himself for too long...

Now even he feels that he can't lie to himself.

This is purely a fruitless wait, because this is not an ordinary parting, but a real separation of yin and yang.

Aunt Liu watched him remain silent and stopped talking. She knew that this fact was too cruel for Qin Feng, but she really couldn't go on like this. Whether it was to expose his scars or to give him a blow, she just hoped that he could Come out of this haze quickly and cheer up quickly.

However, she also waited for a long time...

In the end, I only saw Qin Feng bending his waist and hanging his head, his elbows resting on his knees, his palms covering his eyes, his broad shoulders seemed to be shaking slightly, and his voice seemed to contain a suppressed cry. , actually choked up.

He said, "Aunt Liu, I feel like I can't hold on any longer..."

Aunt Liu was slightly stunned, then, unable to speak anymore, she could only raise her hand and pat him on the back, and sat beside him weeping silently.

She understands how desperate Qin Feng is when he says that he can't hold on.

This year, it turned out that he was holding on.

If it is not despair, what else can make a big man cry in this silent night, so Aunt Liu finally understands that unless Xue Bing can be returned to him, there is nothing to say use.

She brought him up single-handedly, and the only time in his impression that he cried since he was sensible should be the time when his mother died when he was young, but now because of Xue Bing...

Now, the only belief that supports him is that there is still no bad news about Xue Bing, and he can still hold on to a little hope.

Aunt Liu couldn't even imagine that if there was something that could prove that Xue Bing was really dead one day, then what would happen to him?

What will happen?

Qin Feng himself has thought about this question, the answer he can give himself is to hold on until the day when he can't go on, so what will happen to the day when he can't go on?

He would often go to the place where the accident happened that day, and he would feel stupid when he looked at it...

He stood alone on the shore, watching the waves hit the shore under his feet. At that time, Xue Bing fell from here. He thought... If she never came back, if he jumped from here, it would be Isn't it possible to see her?

He also understands that this kind of thinking is very childish, cowardly, and manly...

However, he often recalled the moment of despair later on, and he thought, if things hadn't changed for the better later, he finally saw hope, maybe on the day when he couldn't hold on, he really chose such a childish approach.

That night, he couldn't remember how he recovered from the extreme pain in the end, and began to dream after falling asleep. During the nights when Xue Bing left him, he had always had the same repeated dream...

On that rainy night, that tragic scene was often replayed in his mind, and Xue Bing's words were always replayed in his ears over and over again.

"Qin Feng, I hate you!"

"Qin Feng, in this life, we will never see each other until we die!"

He was reluctant to wake up from this dream, even though it was painful, but at least he could see Xue Bing clearly in the dream. Every time he was awakened, it was because of her last resolute words that she would never see her until she died!

Qin Feng woke up suddenly, the sheets slipped off, his firm and muscular chest muscles and arms showed sexy and seductive lines under the morning light.

It's already dawn!

He rubbed his swollen temples, glanced at the desk calendar by the bedside with his deep black eyes, and suddenly fell into a trance: It has been a year... Xue Bing, you have disappeared so completely in my world, you really plan to disappear until you die what?

After a while, he sighed deeply, then got up, washed, dressed...

Before stepping into the Emgrand Group, he had returned to his neat suit, well-dressed appearance, neat black hair, slanted handsome eyebrows, slender and sharp black eyes, thin and lightly pursed lips, and sharp-edged handsome face. Face, tall and straight figure, like an eagle in the dark night, cold and lonely but aggressive, exuding a strength that looks down on the world in isolation.And in the heart.

Such a man was born to make women scream.

Qin Feng has long been used to the female staff of the company looking sideways at her, but when he arrived today, he always felt that the atmosphere was not right. The security guard and the front desk lady gathered around the lobby on the first floor, whispering and whispering. After seeing him, he looked like a mouse. After seeing the cats, they all looked at each other in blank dismay, hesitating to speak...

"What's going on?" Qin Feng spoke first.

"Qin...President Qin..." The young security guard seemed to be frozen by his icy breath, and his voice began to tremble, "President Qin, there is your courier."

He can only say that it was a courier...

Although it was not sent by the courier company, when he arrived at the company early this morning, he saw a small box at the door, with a note inside that said 'Qin Feng Received'.

Qin Feng frowned habitually, and sure enough, he saw a box that looked like a courier on the front desk. He walked over to take a look, and instantly understood why everyone looked at him wrongly today.

Because there is actually a cute little girl carved in powder and jade in the box!

The little girl looked only a few months old, but she was not afraid of strangers at all. She just lay obediently in the box with her fingers in her mouth, and opened her big round eyes to curiously look at the strange people and things in front of her.

Besides this living little thing, there were two other things in the box. .

It was also the note with the three big characters "Qin Feng received" written in delicate fonts. At that moment, Qin Feng could almost foresee that the rumor that he had an illegitimate daughter would spread throughout the company within 10 minutes.

The other is a sapphire pendant that hangs around a child's neck.

This sapphire...

A corner of his heart jumped violently. This is Xue Bing’s. He has seen this necklace countless times, and it is absolutely impossible to make a mistake. There is also this note. He looked at the three words on it, like It's Xue Bing's handwriting, but...it doesn't seem like it!

What does it mean?what's the situation?

ps: Hu 7e finally wrote here, I was afraid that Qin Feng would be overwhelmed if he went on like this, so I hope he can see it as soon as possible. Ha 7e always thinks that Qin Feng should like his daughter more, so I kindly gave it He's a baby girl ha 7e looks like ice, hehe 7e begging for red envelopes to leave a message 7e let's continue tomorrow!