The cute girl is not good: President, please be pampered!

212: I love you very much, do you know that?Without him, what's the point of her living?

Yes!At that time, she was so stubborn and extreme, and there was no way out, but she gave up everything. In her world, there was only that man named Qin Feng, so she kept getting into the corner.

Qin Feng doesn't love her, she doesn't think this face is important, so she destroys it without hesitation.

Qin Feng doesn't love her, she feels that her own life is not important, living is really better than dying.

In the past, her love was so strong and desperate, so even after waking up, facing this desperate situation, she still didn't have the slightest desire to live.

Later, she also committed suicide, but failed.

Everyone around her was terrified, and the one who was most angry was Qi Tianlei, wishing to slap her twice, why was she so stubborn?Is that man really that amazing?Why can't you take a look? In fact, there are still many people around her who care about her. Everyone is working hard. If she dies, many people will be sad for her...

Xue Bing couldn't listen to these things at all.

Everyone also understood that her illness was rooted in her heart, so after she got well, not only did people follow her 24 hours a day, but she also invited a psychologist to relieve her, and she slowly accepted some reality.

From now on, there will be no Qin Feng, but she has a family, and God finally treats her well.

Getting out of the haze is really not an easy task, at least, since waking up, Xue Bing has been working hard for this goal.

She felt that what Qi Tianlei said was right, there were other people in her life besides Qin Feng.

So, she told herself, forget it!Forget about him!

She is also working very hard on this matter, and gradually learns to relax, not to blame nor complain or hate, let's think about him!He has given her enough, but he just suddenly realized that the person he loves the most is not her at an important moment!

It's not her that he loves the most, and it's not his fault.

It's not that she hasn't experienced love, and it's not that she doesn't understand it. Sometimes, it's completely involuntary to come and go. Maybe she loves deeply in a daze, or maybe she won't love in her whole life.

It's a coincidence that I will come back again this time.

After Xue Bing woke up, Li Huairen learned from her what happened to their mother and daughter in the past ten years. He was heartbroken, so he immediately decided to come back to City A to pay homage to Xue Ruolin.

Who would have known that the farewell that year would be a farewell forever?

Xue Bing's condition was much better at that time, so she came back with her father. She really didn't feel anything about her father before. No matter what mentality she used to face a man who abandoned their mother and daughter, it was a waste of expression , until you understand the cause and effect of the whole thing.

She actually began to envy her mother who was once insane...

Even if my mother has been wandering and helpless for half her life, she has what every woman yearns for, and that is the most complete love of a man.

Sometimes, she wondered what it was that made her mother spend half her life looking for a man?Or, during that process, the mother always firmly believed that the man would not change his mind, right?Because of such a belief, even if I exhaust my life, I have no complaints or regrets.

Li Huairen has difficulty moving, and Xue Bing's situation is really worrying. The most important thing is...

Back in city a, there will be Qin Feng!

Li Yuehan was worried, so he accompanied their father and daughter. Even though other members of the family were extremely indifferent to Li Huairen, Li Yuehan still respected this uncle very much.

Also as a child of a wealthy family, he naturally understands that there is too much helplessness behind this halo.

When they arrived in City A, they first went to Xue Ruolin's hometown to pay homage to her. Li Huairen was heartbroken, and at the same time, because he couldn't adapt to the weather in City A for a while, his old leg disease recurred, so he went to the hospital. It is expected that Lei Zhen's son was also born at this time, and he was still in the same hospital, so that morning, Qin Feng and Xue Bing had an unexpected encounter at the entrance of the hospital.

Too many coincidences, I don't know if it can be regarded as a kind of fate?

Xue Bing decided to bravely walk out of the shadows of the past, start anew, and start a life without Qin Feng, so she had already made mental preparations, knowing that she would most likely run into Qin Feng when she came back to City A. Feng's, when they really met, she simply pretended not to know each other.

She would often think that if she had a choice, she really wished she had never known him.

Don't let her see hope, then she won't be so completely desperate; don't let her feel the warmth, then she won't feel the cold so cold...

However, when they really met, it happened to her that there were so many things she didn't know, especially Haiyu!

yes!None of them know...

Qin Feng is not the same, he doesn't know if John Li reminded him, would he continue to think according to his own ideas as always, he even blamed her, thinking that she abandoned him and his daughter.

But it turned out, no!

wrong!He was so wrong that he couldn't even forgive himself...

His thoughts were still immersed in the facts that Li Huairen and Li Yuehan said, as if a curse had wrapped him tightly, he couldn't find a way out, he couldn't get around it.

If she hadn't met him, would she have had a better life?

………………

He hugged her, put his chin on the top of her hair, and sighed softly in his heart.

Maybe, we should really be fair to her and give her a chance to choose by herself, but I always feel reluctant, what if...she really doesn't choose him?

Xue Bing was full and warm in his arms. She was about to fall asleep after he hadn't spoken for so long.

"Xue Bing..."

Just when she was about to dream of Duke Zhou, he suddenly called in her ear again, she was startled, woke up instantly, pouted and muttered: "What are you doing?"

"You were ignorant when you were 17, what about now?"

"What?" She was in a daze, unable to understand.

Qin Feng said again: "If it is now, I let you choose again, do you still love me?"

Xue Bing was startled, goosebumps all over her body, she wondered what medicine he took wrongly today?I don't think he would say such nasty words.

do you still love me……

If you just think about this question...

Her drowsiness was driven away, and her mind became clear, but she fell silent.

There is still a difference! At the age of 17, because she was young, she loved boldly. She dared to express her love to him without reservation, but now, she has learned to be timid.

Does loving once mean getting hurt once?

She doesn't dare!

All of Qin Feng's confidence collapsed in her silence. Could this be the legendary karma!In the past, when she said how much she loved him so much, he could only avoid or refuse, but now he was begging, but she would never say that kind of thing again.

Anyway, the reason why Li Huairen and Li Yuehan were so opposed to him being with Xue Bing was not unreasonable.

He has a daughter of his own...

In the future, if someone made his daughter so desperate that she wanted to give up her life, then he would not agree anyway. Since Li Huairen cherishes this daughter very much, he will naturally not take any more risks.

Forget it, if she really wants to leave, then let her go!As long as she can live well; if there are some things she doesn't want to say anymore, then let him tell her!

"Xue Bing..." What the hell.

"What on earth are you going to do? You keep telling people to stop talking..."

"Did I ever tell you that I love you?" He spoke this time, and before she finished speaking, he had already opened his mouth, and he couldn't wait to tell her...

He loves her, very much!

Xue Bing heard his words, but it was as if he had received an electric shock. He shuddered suddenly, and then froze. She even suspected that it was an auditory hallucination, but it was wrong, his voice was so clear. The ground is near the ear.

She turned her head numbly and looked at him.

When Qin Feng saw her reaction, he knew it already. .

He laughed at himself, and then said: "It seems that I really didn't tell you..." As he spoke, he suddenly stretched out his hand to cover her eyes, and sighed leisurely, "Don't look at her with such suspicious eyes. Look at me, I always thought you knew it even if you didn't tell me!"

It's just that I didn't expect that you didn't know!

"I……"

Xue Bing opened her mouth, she couldn't continue after only one word, her heart was pounding, it had never been so violent before, she wanted to take away his hand covering her eyes, wanted to see him, But he refused.

"Don't look at me, listen to me..."

He thought, tell her all the things he didn't say before, or what he thought was unnecessary before, and tell her. If she really doesn't want to be with him anymore, now is the last chance.

"I know you women like to hear this, but I always felt that it was too awkward to say these words before. It is more important to do than to say, but... you still seem to think that I don't love you..."

"When you saw me for the first time, you said I didn't respond, but I didn't let you see when I almost had a nosebleed; then you stripped and ran into my room, and finally I scolded you and pushed you away , but even in my dreams I still dream of having sex with you, but you don’t know...you don’t know that I avoided you on purpose at that time, because I was afraid that I would lose control... What if I really fell in love with you What to do? Yes, I did consider your aunt's relationship at that time, and I was also afraid that the three of us would be relatively awkward in the future, but I was even more afraid of your whim... You were still young at that time, and I was afraid that you would put your right My dependence was mistaken for love, and you will regret it when you grow up and become sensible, and when you grow up, I will be an old man in your eyes, what can you do if you regret it..."

After hearing his words, Xue Bing's eyelashes trembled a few times, brushing against his palms, and she burst into tears.

ps: Brother Feng's saddest confession, will Bingbing choose to stay by his side?See 7e in the next chapter