Lu Mingfei, who has bipolar disorder, refreshes the holy text every week

Chapter 33 Heaven and Hell Roller Coaster

As Lu Mingfei became more confused, the power he released also faded.

The blue candle flame that shot up into the sky gradually went out.

My body feels very tired, and my mind feels very confused even though there is nothing in it.

He fell from the sky, followed closely by Sleipnir.

This eight-legged horse, which originally belonged to Odin, has now completely become Lu Mingfei's pet, forcibly changing its owner.

His whole body was covered in green flames, like a nightmare from hell.

Lu Mingfei ignored this extremely handsome warhorse. This mount, which should have excited any young man, failed to move Lu Mingfei at all.

He looked blankly at the abyss behind him, with an unspeakable sadness in his heart. He didn't understand why he was sad.

Looking at the dark abyss, I had an urge to jump in.

"Lu Mingfei!"

He heard someone shouting behind him, but he didn't respond. He just stared blankly into the abyss, wondering whether to take the left foot or the right foot first.

"Lu Mingfei, don't jump!" A hand grabbed Lu Mingfei's shoulder and pulled him back, but Lu Mingfei didn't move at all.

Lu Mingfei turned his head slightly and looked at the girl who almost fell in front of him, wondering.

"Are you calling me?"

Su Xiaoqiang was stunned for a moment. What happened to Lu Mingfei?
If you are depressed, you should not forget your own name.

"Come, take the medicine first."

Su Xiaoqiang reached into her bag and rummaged around.

"I just happened to have something prepared in my bag."

Lu Mingfei blinked and asked back.

“Why should I take medicine?”

Su Xiaoqiang stopped her hand, and she raised her head in surprise, looking at Lu Mingfei who was standing in a daze in front of her.

"To control your condition, of course."

Lu Mingfei tilted his head with a dull look in his eyes. After a few seconds, he suddenly straightened his head and laughed.

"What's wrong with me? There's nothing in my mind...hehehehe!"

Lu Mingfei had a silly smile on his face, he stood on tiptoe and saw countless people running towards him, he waved and shouted excitedly.

"Hey!"

"Do you know how to get to the suicide route?"

"No, why would I commit suicide?"

"Do you know where Happy Home is?"

"I heard it's very happy there. Wow, look at the clouds in the sky, they're so blue!"

"What time is it now? Can we go out for a picnic? Oh, I have to go home. Hey, where is my home? Is it by the river?"

Lu Mingfei walked up to Su Xiaoqiang who was standing there in a daze, waved his hands in front of her, and asked curiously.

"Do you know where my home is?"

Seeing that Su Xiaoqiang didn't say anything, Lu Mingfei's expression gradually changed from happy to angry. He grabbed Su Xiaoqiang's shoulders and asked loudly.

"I'm asking you, where is my home?"

Su Xiaoqiang was awakened by Lu Mingfei's roar. She finally understood that the Lu Mingfei in front of her seemed to have not only lost his memory, but also seemed to be... crazy!
Lu Mingfei angrily pushed away Su Xiaoqiang who didn't answer, and stumbled towards the crowd. He wanted to ask where his home was.

The scene before my eyes was full of overlapping shadows, as if I saw a big door.

He thought that if he pushed open the door, he might be able to reach home.

He pushed with both hands and everything went dark.

in the dark.

Lu Mingfei woke up slowly, opened his eyes and found himself lying in an oasis. After sitting up, he saw two people.

A person who looks very much like me was making a sand castle. After finishing it, he stepped on it and collapsed it, then built it again.

One of them was like a little kid, holding a glass of red wine that he was too young to touch, leaning against a palm tree, looking at himself.

Why did he feel like these two people were rebelling against each other?

"Hello, brother." Lu Mingze raised his glass to himself.

"…Hello, brother."

Lu Mingfei sat on the sand and looked at Lu Mingze. Although he didn't know why he came here, he was not afraid. Instead, he was very happy, inexplicably happy.

"Hehe...haha..."

Lu Mingze took a sip of the red wine, squinted his eyes and enjoyed it, then stood up and handed the red wine to Lu Mingfei.

"Want to try it?"

Lu Mingfei blinked, looked at the deep red liquid inside and the charming aroma, then took the wine glass and took a sip.

His eyes suddenly widened and he took another sip.

"It's sour and fragrant. It has an interesting taste and tastes really good!"

Lu Mingze laughed, "If it tastes good, drink more."

He sat next to Lu Mingfei and said calmly, "I really didn't expect that you would do it so thoroughly. Not only did you erase your own memory, you even erased his memory."

Lu Mingze pointed at Bai playing with sand in the distance and couldn't help laughing.

After Lu Mingfei drank three sips, he suddenly spit out the wine and was thrown away.

"Bah! What a disgusting drink!"

Lu Mingze looked at Lu Mingfei, who was frowning and suddenly angry, and immediately realized that Lu Mingfei's emotions were on a roller coaster.

Normally, Lu Mingfei is usually depressed, has a hard time getting interested in anything, and occasionally becomes angry and manic.

The current situation is a bit distorted. Sometimes I am arrogant, and sometimes I feel inferior.

Sometimes happy, sometimes depressed.

Sometimes I want to fly, sometimes I want to jump.

……

Start to take an unconventional path.

Lu Mingze couldn't help but shake his head.

"Alas, I'm afraid your disease cannot be cured."

Lu Mingfei sighed, lowered his head, and said weakly.

"is it?"

"Then don't treat it."

"No one will care if I die anyway."

Lu Mingze shook his head, "That's not necessarily true."

"You know, brother, if you die now, many people will be sad."

Lu Mingfei sat there in a daze, not knowing whether he had listened or not. Lu Mingze slowly told Lu Mingfei about some people who cared about Lu Mingfei. He also told Lu Mingfei about some things that had happened recently. He talked for a long time.

Lu Mingfei suddenly asked.

"Did you just say something?"

Lu Mingze was suddenly speechless and held his forehead.

"Sure enough, I shouldn't have met you when you were severely depressed."

Lu Mingze shook his head and disappeared.

"Sure enough, no one cares about me."

Lu Mingfei hugged his legs and buried his head in them.

Bai, who had just been standing aside, stood up.

"Who said no one cares about you?"

Lu Mingfei looked at Bai who was walking towards him through the gap between his legs.

"who are you?"

"I don't know, but your name is Lu Mingfei, that's what the guy just said."

"Oh."

Bai is not sick, but has lost his memory.

In order to eliminate the negative influence of the Vampire King on him, Lu Mingfei erased the memories of all the souls in his body.

However, his illness still exists, and has even become more unstable because all his memories have been erased.

Bai was a bit bored, so he started chatting with Lu Mingfei. With a cynical look on his face, he told Lu Mingfei what Lu Mingze had just said in his own unique way.

Lu Mingfei was quite dazed at first, but gradually became excited after Bai's chattering and talked freely with Bai.

They discussed why Lu Mingze said that he liked Chen Wenwen.

They argued that Liu Miaomiao mentioned by Lu Mingze might be the treasure girl.

They also conspired that Su Xiaoqiang, with whom they had a life-and-death friendship, might be a tsundere.

Led by Bai, they cursed their parents whom they hadn't seen for several years, as well as their uncle and aunt who had been harsh on them.

I couldn't help but feel touched that my uncle and aunt sometimes cared about me more than my parents.

In their memories, it was clearly the first time they met, but they talked freely like brothers.

Soon, Lu Mingfei became depressed again, and Bai gradually ran out of topics to talk about. They just sat back to back, looking at the cloudless blue sky, until they woke up.

Lu Mingfei opened his eyes and found himself in an independent ward in a hospital. There were many people standing around him. One of the girls, seeing that he woke up, rushed over and hugged his neck.

"Lu Mingfei!"

From the previous conversation, he knew that the girl's name was Su Xiaoqiang, and that she had a life-threatening relationship with him.

He felt that he should hug her, comfort her and respond to her.

However, he couldn't muster any interest at all, and just let Su Xiaoqiang hold him like a walking corpse.

There was also a man in police uniform in the room, a nurse preparing medicine, and a girl with red hair who seemed to be called Nono.

Next to the girl stood an old man with silver hair, who looked very old but very energetic. Lu Mingfei did not know this old man, but the look in his eyes when he looked at him was very passionate.

He looked outside through the window of the ward and saw his uncle and aunt who looked worried about them.

It seems that I didn’t see my father and mother.

He didn't feel sad, just empty.

It's like there's no soul.

He should say something now so that these people would stop worrying about him.

However, no matter what he did, he couldn't muster the energy to even open his mouth.

The body is like a puppet with its gears stuck, and it needs to be wound up to keep moving.

Everyone looked at him with increasing anxiety, and they were talking about something.

Su Xiaoqiang even cried, and her tears fell on his shoulders, warm.

Lu Mingfei couldn't hear clearly what they were saying. After a while, he gradually heard what they were saying.

Finally, I had the strength to speak my first words.

In order to keep them quiet, Lu Mingfei decided that it would be better not to let them know that he had lost his memory.

"Su Xiaoqiang, when did you become such a crybaby?"

(End of this chapter)