Lu Mingfei, who has bipolar disorder, refreshes the holy text every week

Chapter 78 The Tree of Life and the World Tree
Chu Zihang and Reggie Reeves sat down face to face, with two cups of hot tea on the coffee table in the middle. The two could now talk calmly.

Lu Mingfei was sitting under the porthole, looking out the window quietly at the dark sea outside, tears falling uncontrollably.

Somatic symptoms began to appear and he felt very uncomfortable. The scent of cypress in the air seemed to make him feel better.

His low mood made him want to jump into the sea, but his reason made him stop the action and he could only keep taking deep breaths.

There is another obsession in my heart, that is, if I have to die, I have to die meaningfully.

He glanced indifferently at Ridgelife, the girl who wanted to jump into the sea just like her.

The girl changed her clothes into a tight black dress with a high collar and backless design. The collar and cuffs had silver vine-like patterns on them. She wore white high heels and had an extremely thin waist. She sat upright, looking like a young lady from an aristocratic family.

Isn't this Rose on the Titanic?

Reggie Love was on pins and needles. She couldn't understand what Lu Mingfei's eyes meant!
She didn't dare to get angry with Lu Mingfei, so she could only swallow her bitterness.

The captain just called her and asked her what happened. She didn't tell her that Lu Mingfei and Chu Zihang came to the YAMAL, but said that a group of assassins came and were killed by her, and some mercenaries and bodyguards died in the process.

Lu Mingfei has made the entire ship look brand new, the damage caused by Chu Zihang has been restored, but the dead mercenaries and bodyguards have not been resurrected.

The captain sent a guard to investigate, but Rigidrev didn't let him into the room. He only saw corpses along the way, so he was convinced of Rigidrev's words.

They had great confidence in Regis Lev's ability, so it was not surprising that she was able to kill the assassin.

She couldn't help but stare at the boy.

What's happening now is that she's jumping from one cage to another.

The good news is that with Lu Mingfei around, she is now completely free from the shackles of the Twilight Creed.

The bad news is that her life is at the mercy of Lu Mingfei's fickle emotions. Who knows if he will turn into the god dominating BJ in the next moment.

It’s not like she had never seen bipolar disorder before, but she had never seen someone like Lu Mingfei.

Other symptoms of bipolar disorder include exhaustion, self-harm, fear, anxiety, etc. in depression, and excitement, activity, and hyperactivity in mania.

But Lu Mingfei was different. Kassel College originally wanted to recruit him, but Lu Mingfei refused.

According to intelligence, Lu Mingfei's bloodline is S-level.

The dragon race has an extremely strong bloodline.

I don't know if it's because of his bloodline, but when he's depressed, he feels as inferior as an ant. He feels that he can't do anything and that the whole world despises him. It's a sin for him to be alive. But he is kind to everyone and would rather die than let others die. He is like the sun, emitting light and heat.

The manic Lu Mingfei is the opposite.

He is as arrogant as a god, ignoring everything in the world. The whole world is not as good as him, or he is this world. He preserves this world and the world should be grateful for his kindness. As long as he exists, everything else will be destroyed or preserved. It is just a matter of thought. Just like the sun, releasing destruction and equality.

In the Kabbalah concept of the Tree of Life, man’s path to God is like a tree, with man at the bottom and God at the top.

It is said in the Jade Record that Taiyi ascended from the earth to the sky and then descended from the sky, obtaining the power of the upper and lower powers. In this way, he could obtain the glory of the world and stay away from the dust of the past.

Taiyi refers to spirit.

Does this mean that Lu Mingfei is the one who ascended from the earth and then fell from the sky?

The two extremes of his illness correspond exactly to the spiritual heaven and earth.

In the Kabbalah's Tree of Life, there are ten sefirot.

Crown, Wisdom, Understanding, Mercy, Severity, Beauty, Victory, Glory, Foundation, Kingdom.

In Lu Mingfei's case, his illness carried Lu Mingfei to jump through every essence of the Kabbalah Tree of Life.

Sometimes good, sometimes evil, sometimes black, sometimes white.

Sometimes he is a god at the top, extremely arrogant, without any regard for good or evil, right or wrong, and what he believes is the truth.
He is a humble and insignificant person. Everyone is right, and he is the only one who is wrong.

She had seen such an article in the notes of a scholar within the organization.

He said that Nidhogg ate the roots of the world tree, causing it to wither.

The withering of the World Tree closed the way for humans to become gods, unless the door to the kingdom of God was opened.

The World Tree and the Tree of Life are two different concepts, one comes from Norse mythology and the other comes from the Old Testament of the Bible.

The appearance of Lu Mingfei means that Odin, the king of gods in Norse mythology, is not the only god, but Lu Mingfei is.

That means that the World Tree and the Tree of Life may be the same thing in some sense. Lu Mingfei, who is at the top of the Tree of Life, is a god, and the three goddesses of fate living under the Tree of Life, the Land of Giants, and Nidhogg are just humble people!

She believed that Lu Mingfei might be the World Tree, the Tree of Life, the only god in this world.

Is it because of Nidhogg's erosion and withering that it became sick?
Unable to remain stable in compassion, majesty and balance.

Lu Mingfei's bipolar disorder is different from that of others. His depression and mania are not simply changes in mood, but changes in personality, corresponding to God and man. No matter where he is, he is still God.

After figuring this out, she was no longer cowardly when facing Chu Zihang. She felt that she could tell Chu Zihang, or to be more precise, tell Lu Mingfei everything.

Lies have no place before God. Only sincerity can bring truth and salvation.

Regis Leif turned her head and looked directly into Chu Zihang's eyes.

"What do you want to ask?"

Chu Zihang retracted his gaze from the girl and said, "According to our intelligence, there is a centenarian living here."

"What you are looking for is my grandmother. She is not here. I inherited her name. I think you also know that 'Star Maria' is not a name, but a title. You can call me Reggie Reve. That's my name. You don't want to ask this question, do you?" Reggie Reve's eyes swept back and forth between Chu Zihang and Lu Mingfei.

"Well, I want to know if you know the whereabouts of Odin." Chu Zihang took out the information about Ragnarok and handed it over. "Your Far North is one of the sponsors of Ragnarok."

Rigidrev suddenly sat up straight, "Are you here to attack him?"

Chu Zihang nodded: "Yes, he needs to pay for the mistakes he made."

Rigid Reif's stiff body slowly softened, "I see, you guys are really well-informed."

After sighing, she continued: "It seems that you know what we are looking for."

Chu Zihang nodded and glanced at Lu Mingfei, "The lost Hyperborean, the forgotten Arctic land, the door to the Kingdom of God."

“Yes, we want to become gods, but…” Regis Leif also glanced at Lu Mingfei, “God seems to be right in front of us. If he doesn’t die, a new god cannot be born.”

Chu Zihang said calmly: "You can't kill the gods. In front of the gods is hell. Haven't you seen the disaster of BJ?"

“Of course I know!” Rigidref felt a chill all over her body. Luxardo, the undead king in Ragnarok, couldn’t even withstand a single blow from Lu Mingfei.

How can Odin, the king of gods, be so majestic in front of Lu Mingfei?

"So, you can't find them. To be more precise, you can't find them now."

"Why?" Chu Zihang raised his eyebrows slightly.

"Because they are waiting." Rijirev turned her head and stared at Lu Mingfei who had a sad face.

The heavy rain outside the porthole was as cold as Lu Mingfei's sadness.

"They are waiting...for the gods to fall."

(End of this chapter)