blood of vietnam war

To be honest, I was a little scared to see Zhang Fan at this time.

One of the reasons is that I just came back from Li Li's affair... I feel guilty, but looking at Zhang Fan's reddened eyes and pitiful expression, I knew she didn't find out about Li Li and me, so I felt a little more at ease some.

Another reason for being afraid of seeing Zhang Zhang... is because of Chen Yiyi. To be honest, I don't know how to solve this matter, because I know Zhang Fan... She doesn't agree with Chen Yiyi that I have other women... In fact, this is also the tradition of the Chinese people in this era, monogamy, and it should be said that this era is not bad... In a few years, when the crackdown is on, even men and women who gather together to dance will be punished A hooliganism!

From this point of view, I know that Zhang Fan will definitely let me make a choice, either choose her or choose Chen Yiyi... But I really don't know how to choose, the one is as warm as water and worships me from the bottom of my heart The innocent girl, and the other is my assistant who lived and died on the battlefield, and even died...

"Let's go!" Zhang Fan said.

"Yeah!" I nodded, and walked into the path that I used to take a walk with Zhang Fan wordlessly.

"I've talked a lot with Sister Chen these days!" Zhang Fan muttered to himself, "I've heard her tell a lot of stories with you on the battlefield, so I know you have a deep relationship, don't you?"

I did not speak.

"And I also know..." Zhang Fan said again: "I know that Sister Chen dated you first... I also know that you have always pretended to be Sister Chen in your heart, otherwise you wouldn't be screaming when you were unconscious in the field hospital. Sister Chen's name, isn't it?"

I still didn’t speak. It’s hard to answer these questions. If you say yes... Zhang Fan will definitely feel uncomfortable. If you say no, then you are obviously lying.

"Do you have any ideas?" I asked.

Now the facts are like this... I don't know how to solve it... Of course, there are solutions, you can have both bear's paw and shark's fin, but even I think this idea is too selfish, so I don't hold it at all. with this hope.

"I have no idea!" Zhang Fan suddenly turned around and stopped in front of me, staring into my eyes and asked very seriously: "I just want to know... Is your feeling for me real or fake? Or Just think of me as Sister Chen's shadow? Or a substitute?"

I didn't answer, but I didn't know why I hugged Zhang Fan into my arms on impulse, and pressed my lips hard... Zhang Fan wanted to struggle at first, but he quickly gave in under my insistence.

After a long time, when the two lips parted... Zhang Fan couldn't help crying in my arms with a "wow", the tears poured out like a flood that burst a bank, and soon Wet the uniform on my chest.

"Xiaofeng, what should I do? You tell me... what should I do?"

I can understand Zhang Fan's inner struggle at this time, and I also know why she asked this sentence... If this is another woman, what should I do?Either choose to leave me, or drive away the rival in love.

But this is not Zhang Fan...she is so kind that she doesn't want to hurt anyone, but on the other hand she doesn't want to lose me...so she doesn't know what to do.

"Have you thought about leaving me?" I asked, "I'm not a good man, leave me... find someone better than me!"

Zhang Fan shook his head in my arms: "I have thought about it...but I can't do it!"

I couldn't help but let out a long sigh... Even though I'm mighty on the battlefield, I'm still helpless in the face of such a problem.

It took a while for Zhang Fan to calm down, his eyes were full of sorrow and he said: "Why can't you lie to me? When I asked you just now, you just answered that you never loved me! Then I can also I made up my mind to leave you!"

"Xiaofan!" I said, "Those of us who go to the battlefield... There is no tomorrow if we have today. No one knows what the future will be like or how long we will live, so we dare not think too much about things. far, do you understand?"

"Of course I understand!" Zhang Fan nodded: "I have also been on the battlefield, and I know that your mentality is not like those of us who live in a peaceful world, so... I am not angry with you!"

"That's not what I meant!" I said, "I mean... Maybe I won't be able to come back next time..."

"You are not allowed to talk nonsense!" Zhang Fan burst into tears again.

"How about..." I made another suggestion: "Let's talk about it later, don't think so much, maybe there will be a solution in the future!"

I was lying to myself. During the two years when the crackdown was severe... this problem was even more difficult to solve. At that time, among other things... I couldn't even have two girlfriends at the same time!

"Yeah!" Unexpectedly, Zhang Fan also nodded: "Sister Chen also persuaded me..."

"What did she tell you?" I couldn't help being a little surprised.

"Sister Chen said..." Zhang Fan replied shyly with a blushing face, "She said...a man in Vietnam can have several women, and she doesn't mind me being with you...but this is China, if so... ...What do other people think of me? My dad won't agree..."

When I heard this, it was really interesting...I didn't expect Chen Yiyi to help me a lot. Under her persuasion, Zhang Fan was obviously a little moved by this plan, but this plan has nothing to do with the traditional ideas in her head and the fear of others. As a result, I was conflicted and struggled in my heart.

The saying "near ink is black, near vermilion is red" is really true... If this was before, Zhang Fan might not have such an idea at all, but now after a few days of contact with the sisters of the Chen family, he unexpectedly I'm starting to worry about other people's eyes...

It was only later that I found out that there was also a reason why Zhang Fan felt sorry for Chen Yiyi... The thinking of women in this era is actually quite simple. The relationship between me and Chen Yiyi came first, so Chen Yiyi was my original partner, so Zhang Fan I felt sorry for Chen Yiyi in my heart, and even felt like I was taking advantage of Chen Yiyi...Now Chen Yiyi doesn't blame Zhang Fan and even doesn't mind Zhang Fan's association with me, so what else would Zhang Fan care about?

So I finally let go of one thing on Zhang Fan's side, which also allowed me to devote myself to the training of the army. This is what people often say "everything prospers in harmony at home". You can go all out at work. If there is a lot of noise at home, there will be all kinds of troubles when you get home... Your career will naturally be affected.

A few days later, the bullets and gun grenades for the ak74 were delivered, so our training began in full swing...

The training this time is a little different from the past... In the past, we trained the sniper company and the special agent company separately, but this time it was joint training.

This is mainly because the battlefield we are about to embark on is Afghanistan... At that time, no matter whether it is a sniper company or an agent company, they will all have to run and survive on the mountains, so the training subjects will not be much different.

To be honest...the secret service company in my hand is still far from the special forces I imagined in my mind.

The special forces I imagined...is like the modern one that uses helicopters to deliver, and then all kinds of advanced equipment have all kinds of skills, what can dive, can airborne, can use laser-guided bombers to bomb, etc...

But to be honest, such special forces may not necessarily be suitable for us, because the general environment is different and the camps are different.

Let's take helicopter delivery as an example... Basically, it can only be achieved by mastering air superiority and the enemy's air defense force is weak. The Yankees have air superiority over any country, and they can also use air power to suppress the enemy's air defense firepower. So their special forces can safely deliver everywhere...

But, if we go to Afghanistan also have this method...Come on!We are guerrillas... The air supremacy is in the hands of the Soviet army, and the anti-aircraft firepower of the Soviet army and the political ax army is basically placed there... It's not because they are afraid of being suppressed by the enemy, but because the enemy has no fighters to need them air defense.

So...if we also use helicopters to deliver...then there is no doubt that it will become the target of the air power and air defense forces of the Soviet Army and the Afghan Army.

That is to say... Tactics are not necessarily advanced, but they should be adapted to local conditions. The best tactics are to choose the most appropriate tactics based on the actual situation, including special operations.

From this point of view, it is very appropriate for me to choose Chen Yiyi and Chen Qiaoqiao to cooperate with our training.

The reason is that the situation of the Vietnamese army is similar to that of our army, and they do not have any high-tech weapons or equipment. At the same time, they also do not have air supremacy on the battlefield... So all the Vietnamese army can do is to make full use of the terrain, environment, and various weapons in their hands. A variety of weapons, and combine these seemingly inconspicuous things to exert their greatest combat effectiveness.

Just like what I saw on the front line, the Vietnamese army agents have a way to use cars and sidecars to launch very effective raids on our army camps... This is what we don't have, and it is very likely to be on the battlefield in Afghanistan in the future will need it.

Chen Yiyi and Chen Qiaoqiao were very familiar with all this, so after discussing with Dao Scar, Company Commander Luo and other staff officers, they worked out a training plan.

I took a rough look... What are the five-kilometer cross-country, obstacle course, wilderness survival, etc. There are a lot of them, from morning to night, and they haven't stopped at night... because I have to start practicing night battles again at night .

Then count the rest time...the total sum is only five hours, and there are often assault training in these five hours...(to be continued.)