Cartoonist's Dream

It is difficult for an upright official to decide on housework, let alone Limu who is caught in a situation.Questions that I didn't understand until I was 30 years old, or questions that I haven't investigated seriously, still can't get the answer under this question.

Before Li Xiuli married Li Jiahui, Ah Qing had already married another man, but she still had no connection with Li Jiahui.It's only a few days of pregnancy, whose child is it...

--"I have no idea."

This is the answer Li Mu got from Ah Qing.

It's hard to imagine a mother who doesn't know who the father of her child is. Unfortunately, Li Mu couldn't tell from Gillian's face. After all, this daughter looks more like her mother than a certain father. [

——Unless to test n.

Ah Qing's "I don't know" is really too cunning, using such ambiguous words to restrain a man casually.From childhood to adulthood, from graduation to marriage and childbirth, Limu's father always disappeared for one or two nights every month.Maybe it's because I won some money and sent it over there, maybe I lost money and looked for comfort...

—Maybe it's not that she's cunning...

It is also possible that the younger sister is the real younger sister, even if she was not born to his father Li Jiahui, his father would still run there from time to time.

If she won money from gambling, her mother would definitely not be happy for her father, she would rather go with him to drink with his cronies;In short, the two have no common language, and even their values ​​are at odds.

However, what my father did today was indeed biased.

If you have anything to say, just say it directly. The most important thing is that the husband and wife are frank.

It's hard to imagine how my mother felt when she saw this scene today.Did she only see a momentary picture when she was passing by at the door?Or put down the taxi business and tailgating for a while?Or...followed and observed all day?

——Did I do anything to make my mother sad at that time?Have you ever been too intimate with Aunt Qing?

can't remember...

It is so distressing because I can't recall the details.

Although I want to use the excuse of "the past life is the past life, and the present is the present" to prevaricate myself and ignore the past history, the distress that lingers in my mind is still lingering.

【what should I do now? ] He propped his forehead with one hand and drew on the manuscript paper with the other.

On the night of National Day, Li Mu locked herself in a small room.After he got home, he was no longer in the mood to chat with Lu Hui, Lu Wei and the others like he was two days ago.

[No child is willing to help their parents divorce, and watch their father find a woman other than their mother, or watch their mother find a man other than their father——]

【However, father and mother are clearly out of tune, and it will still be painful in the future if they are forced to match—】

【I can even boldly say that I can change the world, but I can't change people's character—】

【what do I do……】

Li Mu's mood became more and more complicated.After all, this matter is fundamentally related to the lives of the parents, and pretending not to know can only lead a vulgar life full of deceit.Now Li Mu's heart is like plastic that has been roasted by fire, constantly changing and distorting its shape, writing thoughts that are gradually becoming anxious. [

[Can you see it? 】

【What should I do...you tell me. 】

So, Li Mu, who was extremely confused, picked up the manuscript paper and slapped it on his mouth.He actually hoped to get a response from the culprit of the unknown line of sight. For him, he didn't want to think about it from the bottom of his heart.

Although Li Mu is not a person who is indecisive, he doesn't want to make a decision for his parents hastily. The affairs of his parents are too embarrassing for him.

Sight-sensei, are you there... But, you shouldn't be able to read the small characters.

He was completely oblivious to a flash of light from the upstairs of a nearby resident.

Next to the wooden manga table, there are two manga models, four or five bottles of drawing ink, and a can of chocolate milk beans that replenish energy at any time.Various drafts of character prototypes were scattered casually on the desktop.The cup of black tea that my mother brought in was completely dry, with withered and yellow tea leaves piled up at the bottom.

Li Mu propped his mouth with his hands like this, bowed his head and looked at the ground, just like the third wooden model placed outside the manga table.

Am I going to be a kid thrown on the streets...

That was the horrible conjecture that Limu had brought to Limu, which her parents had concealed from each other when she was a child.Now what Li Mu brings is loneliness and emptiness, it's like a canoe moving forward in an uninhabited swamp.

It wasn't an overwhelming uneasiness like being abandoned by the world.It was an illusion of melancholy, powerlessness, and loneliness that swept through me like a tsunami in Indonesia.

How long did this emotion last?He didn't regain consciousness until the phone rang outside and Li Xiuli shouted "Li Mu, your phone" outside the door.

It's the call from the peeper!

Li Mu was different from the past. He even felt a slight excitement when he picked up the phone. Why did it happen?

He held the phone in silence for a while, not as hysterical as usual.

The other end of the phone was also in silence, and the two stood at the two ends of the line feeling each other. Their feelings might be quite different, but their hearts were all comforted in the same way.

The pleasant jingle of the bell bike rang.

"... Let nature take its course and do what is right." The same clear voice came from the microphone.

The voice was both familiar and unfamiliar, probably because it was raised on purpose.

"Let nature take its course, do what is right? Morita Masama's psychotherapy? I'm not mentally ill...

"No, I know!" Li Mu just complained to him, and suddenly thought of the deep meaning.

"..."[

"Thank you."

Seeing the phone fell silent again, Li Mu smiled and offered to thank her.

[Let it be, do what is right] is the eight-character mantra of Morita Therapy.When Li Mu obtained the almost practical and cheap consultant qualification certificate, he once practiced for a week in a hospital that specialized in Morita therapy.

Professor Masama Morita founded Morita Therapy in 1920.Subject: Are you sick?What mental illness?OCD?Love to grind your teeth while thinking?Let's not bother with it, just do our own thing, what does it do if it's okay?

He pays attention to: let nature take its course and do what is right.

【Let it be】

Masama Morita believes that to achieve the purpose of treatment, the reasoning of cognitive therapy is effective.Most people don't believe in ghosts, and their cognition and reason deny ghosts, but they still feel fear when walking through a cemetery at night.

Therefore, it is not enough to rely solely on intellectual understanding, and only through actual emotional experience can changes be made.The first four words of Morita Therapy emphasize that you don’t have to force to change the result, just let it be, understand the law of emotional activity, don’t suppress and reject it, let it fend for itself, fear ghosts, be afraid of ghosts, walk on the night road for ten years Will you be afraid?

Just let it be...

Of course, just letting nature take its course is not enough. Masama Morita believes that things can be divided into two types: controllable and uncontrollable.People should follow the attitude of nature and not control uncontrollable things, such as human emotions.But you still have to pay attention to "do what you should do".

In Li Mu's view, the eight characters of peeping are reminding himself: your parents' business is their own business, you, a junior, can't take care of it, and you don't need to take care of it, just let nature take its course.At the same time, you don't need to hide what you should tell your mother, and gradually help them find out what's going on between the two of them.

After all information is made public.

In the end, they are the only ones who can make decisions for them!

……

"you are welcome."

The peeper on the other end of the phone said 11 words today, and Li Mu was hung up before she could hear her voice clearly.

[October 10rd, 3:9pm, I heard Li Mu-kun’s voice again today, he asked me for help...he knows that I love him every day, he also needs me, we have a good heart...

[... Li Mu-kun is really knowledgeable... Masama Morita... I also dabble in the science of the mind... No, I can't be pulled away by him, I need to read more books...

【...For the time being, this is enough for the time being, when I change my appearance and become the appearance of the woman you really like また会いするでしょう (Let's meet again)~】

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