Su Yong Chuan

Chapter [-], go and never come back

"Do you know? When you came back, I was actually very jealous of you."

This is a public greening facility located outside the back door of S·M Company, not far from Qingtan High School.It is made into the style of a small garden on the side of the street, quiet amidst the hustle and bustle, and shaded by trees.Even if it is sunny in December in Seoul, it is already very cold. Even in the corner, there will still be cold wind blowing here from time to time, brushing the hair of the two girls.

The hair is fluttering, very similar to the classic duel scene between two people in martial arts movies.

"Oh, is it? That's embarrassing."

Unlike Han Yuanmei, who is already "fully armed", the long-legged girl thinks that she will "move her body" before she can say a few words, so she just wrapped herself in a long down jacket and came out. Lightweight, but although the lower body is covered by only the exercise clothes, it is still cold below the knees.Facing the red-haired girl's opening remarks, Cui Xiuying stomped her feet, and then replied with a relaxed expression.

It's so cold~, what a mistake, I should have worn more~~, but I can't lose my momentum~!

Just think of it as an early experience, and perform in a navy suit in the ice and snow~!

Fortunately, the red-haired girl didn't notice these depressing details. At this time, she just stared at the "relaxed" bright smile on the long-legged girl's face, and then said: "And you know? What I hate the most is your Laughter, no matter what happens, you are always smiling, as if everything is under your control, which makes other people feel very troubled, understand?"

"Did it cause you trouble? I'm so sorry." The long-legged girl smiled a little more "warmly", "I actually cry sometimes, but only my friends and family can see it."

"I quit."

"Ah?!" The long-legged girl was still fully preparing for the next conversation similar to foreplay, when the red-haired girl suddenly said such a sentence that was basically equivalent to surrender.This made Cui Xiuying, who was already concentrating and ready to gear up in her heart, suddenly stunned.

This is like trying hard to gather the ministers to gather food and grass and lead a million soldiers to the enemy city to prepare for a century of national destiny battle, and suddenly found the city gate wide open, and the common people lined up "Welcome, welcome, warmly welcome" strange scene .

I have already figured out where the first punch should be. Miss, tell me this?

Isn't this the "I don't even have anything, you show me this" series?

"I said, I quit, you won." The red-haired girl still had that sad expression, her eyes staring at Cui Xiuying did not move, only the long-legged girl could see her eyes were slightly red, and her lips began to tremble stand up.

At this time, another gust of cold wind blew, and Han Yuanmei's hair fluttered in the wind, but the red was no longer so bright, no longer like the original passionate flame.

Jiangqiao hides Mu Fanchi...

Realizing that she, and even the whole restaurant just now, had misunderstood the red-haired girl's motives, Cui Xiuying had just recovered from the accident, her expression was still a little stiff, and she immediately saw the girl's weeping face, Shi Shi's kind nature made Cui Xiuying flustered, and she didn't know how to respond in such a hurry. "This...you quit? Why? There doesn't seem to be any competition between us...to talk about, whoever wins, who loses?"

The tone is also a little awkward, and the rhythm of speaking is just like that of foreign friend Huang Meiying.

"Can you say that being a trainee is not a competition? I quit, but you still stay. Between you and me, you win." The red-haired girl sniffled her nose and calmed down before continuing: "So, I'm very jealous of you. My family doesn't object to your being a trainee. Even if you fail in your debut in Japan, you can continue to pursue your dreams with the support of your family after returning to China. Do you know how happy you are? ?”

"So, you are actually because... your family objected? It should be, there is still room for change?" The long-legged girl asked tentatively.

There are not a few people who terminate their trainee careers due to family reasons, but most of them are concentrated around the age of [-] or [-], because at that time all Korean men and women of school age will face the pressure of college entrance examination. In society, young men and women face the first major bifurcation in their lives. They have two choices, dream or life.

It's just that Han Yuanmei's age is about the same as Cui Xiuying's, which is not the age for sprinting for the college entrance examination.

"At the beginning when I came to be a trainee, all my family members were against it. They would rather me learn music like my cousin than take the path of a trainee. Although I finally agreed because of my persistence, but I and The family agreed that if there is no hope of debuting by the end of 04, then I will quit and continue to study." At this point, the red-haired girl slightly lowered her head, "My evaluation in the company is not very good, teachers I have never paid attention to me, and now it seems that to me, that stage is just a dream after all."

"At least, you have fought hard for your dream, haven't you?" The long-legged girl had completely given up the original conflicting emotions at this time, she moved closer to the red-haired girl, and said softly: "At least, when you recall this paragraph later Time, you have precious pictures in your heart to remember, right?"

Youth is the years accumulated by the bubbles of some dreams, and the bubbles are colorful.Some of these floating bubbles are broken, some are missing, and some are spread out to form a painting. The picture is reflected on the bubbles, those pictures of youth.

"If I really want to talk about memories, I'm afraid I still have more regrets? Thinking about it now, I really regret that I didn't participate in the Japanese audition. Maybe that would be another path for me." The red-haired girl raised her head and lowered her eyes, "You know Well, I was so excited to be selected as a candidate at the beginning, I didn’t sleep well all night, I kept thinking if I would be selected, what would I do if I went to Japan, how would I live in Japan? Or maybe I wasn’t selected If so, will my family decide that I am not suitable for this path at all, and immediately force me to quit. I just thought about it all night, and finally decided not to participate. Looking back now, I was actually just cowardly and Shrinking plus a little ridiculous self-esteem, fear of failure, after failure, I have no choice. It’s really funny to say, this is actually the closest opportunity for me to debut.”

The red-haired girl laughed at herself, Cui Xiuying didn't speak, she knew that Han Yuanmei just wanted to tell, tell everything that was pressing in her heart.For myself, I just need to be a quiet listener, like a silent tree hole.

"...Later, I didn't even have the qualifications to be selected for the several girl groups planned by the company. I also wanted to fight for it, but every time I had to take that step, I was worried about gains and losses again. I kept comforting myself , Maybe it’s just my age, or maybe it’s not suitable for the style of the project, Yuanmei, as long as you keep working hard, opportunities will come after all. So, I summoned up all my courage to participate in the selection of Tiantian Zhixi Yes, I saw Jung Soo Yeon during the assessment. When I saw her leaving the examination room with a pale face, I was extremely nervous, but I thought, Jessica Jessica seems to be eliminated, which means my chances should be greater? So I tried my best to perform, but the teacher said, you are not the one we want. The result? There is no result."

Seeing the red-haired girl breathing rapidly, the long-legged girl patted her on the back lightly, and said comfortingly, "Maybe, what the teachers said is right, it's not that you are not good, but that you are not suitable for the planning style."

"The style is not suitable for planning, so what style is suitable for me?" Han Yuanmei frowned, her eyes looked a little ferocious, "Or, what is my style? I have trained in the company for four years. How much did I have before the age of 30?" Four years? What style have I been trained in? When will there be a style that suits me?"

"Relax, take a deep breath." For this, Cui Xiuying really has nothing to explain. As a part of the trainee system, it has always been a relationship between choosing and being chosen, and there is always a part that you cannot control.

Cruel as life, nothing more than that.

So the long-legged girl had no choice but to gently hold the red-haired girl's arm, and try to calm down the girl's anger with the most soothing tone.

"Sorry." Han Yuanmei bent over, put her hands on her knees and took a few deep breaths before straightening up.Perhaps the emotions just now were too intense, and the red-haired girl showed some tired looks on her face. "Am I appearing unreasonable?"

"No, I think everyone in this room has thought about this problem." Cui Xiuying still kept smiling, and the long-legged girl glanced at the little yellow building beside her, and then said in a relaxed tone: "Whether it is already The seniors who debuted, or the president of the company, Mr. Lee Soo Man."

"what?"

"I remember that you should like Melon very much?" The long-legged girl suddenly changed the topic.

"Huh!? Yes, often..." The answer was a little overwhelmed, wondering if she remembered the scene of conflict and questioning in the practice room, the red-haired girl's face suddenly turned red.

"So, have you paid attention to Soo?" The long-legged girl successfully changed the topic and the atmosphere of the conversation, her tone was calm as if she was talking about someone else.

"I like soo's works very much. Especially "Those Flowers"" the red-haired girl bowed her head.

"Oh, you also have an account of an independent musician?" The long-legged girl seemed to ask with great interest. After "Those Flowers" was produced, it has not been made public, but among the independent musicians in the melon community, how many A first edition is circulating.

"No, I used my cousin's account, his name is 'Spring Salmon'..." The red-haired girl blushed a little more, because the girl suddenly realized that the girl of the same age in front of her not only. She is her competitor, her secret comparison object, and she also has a hidden identity that she has been trying to ignore. From another perspective, she can be regarded as her idol.

"So that's your cousin, and his works are also very interesting." Spring Salmon, the id of Melon, is also well-known in the circle of independent musicians. There are often brilliant works uploaded.

"He is studying in the United States now, Georgetown University."

Oh, I'm still at the same school as that "Call of the Jungle" Pan Guangxi, I don't know if they know each other. "You like "Those Flowers" so much, I'm honored to tell you that at Christmas, the audio of the officially completed version of this song can be downloaded on Melon, and it's free~"

"Christmas? Isn't that...?" The 15-year-old girl was suddenly pleasantly surprised.

"Well, Melon will start to operate officially at that time, maybe there will be a lot of promotions at that time?" Cui Xiuying said with a smile.

After several months of trial operation, the melon music website with a complete framework is scheduled to be officially launched at Christmas at the end of the year after some detailed adjustments.In order to give a grand momentum to the official operation of melon, which is already well-known in the market, the operation team has planned a lot of promotional activities, including not only the limited-time free of many well-known songs, but even preliminary It involves physical sales of some music products, which can also be said to be a small exploration of the e-commerce market by the general responsible team controlled by Papa Cui.

Since the long-legged girl's "Those Flowers" was finished, Sister Cui has fallen in love with it crazily. In addition to the sad birthday present "Tick Tock", she plays these two songs in loop on her own iPod from time to time song.Occasionally, Cui's father heard it, and he decided on the spot that Melon bought the copyright of these two songs, and released them as one of the first songs on the recommendation list during the official run.The purpose of this is to highlight melon's unique design of independent musicians and the commercial operability of these non-professional authors' works.

Since the operation team felt that "Those Flowers" was more popular and more in line with the quiet atmosphere of Christmas Eve, it was decided that this song would be used as a Christmas bonus and free download for a limited time.Anyway, all of a sudden, Cui Changleg got another extra income. This money was targeted by Sister Cui, who described herself as the hero of the recommendation. It was inevitable that there would be another hemorrhage at Christmas.

"So, do you want to know, how did I make "Those Flowers"?" The long-legged girl narrowed her eyes slightly, and her eyes were full of memories and the enthusiastic joy at that time.

Seeing that the red-haired girl opened her eyes wide and nodded expectantly, Cui Xiuying moved a little closer, and then began to speak eloquently.It's about Sister Cui's pride and stubbornness, the mixed joys and sorrows on her birthday, about the philosophical principles that Cui's father said while sipping tea, and about the unrestrained laughter of myself and my sisters.It's not named, it's fragmented and chaotic, it's just the trivial interweaving of the long-legged girl's memories.

But the red-haired girl listened intently.

"I also thought about where I would go, my sisters, where would they be if I couldn't debut in the end."

That laugh reminds me of my flowers

"I also thought about how we should keep watch if they, who once occupied an important position in my life, couldn't walk in everything in the end, and were scattered all over the world."

In every corner of my life, quietly open for me

"I also thought about it, even if we can debut together, how long can we be together, forever? It's just a fairy tale, where there is a beginning, there is an end. After the end, what is it?"

I thought I'd be by her side forever

"I have also thought that we are just small sampans in the sea of ​​life. Nature is unpredictable. What will happen next, we have no choice but to accept it bravely."

Today we have left, in the vast sea of ​​people

"I have also thought that even if everything in life is as we wish, we will eventually change, and as the years change, we will become a self we no longer know. At that time, who are we and who is who?"

Are they all old?Where are they?

"But I think this is our youth, the mutual memories we once carried, we have our own gorgeous memories, and we laugh in it. Even if we don't know each other anymore, we can still see each other from each other's eyes. See here the beautiful times we had together."

Fortunately, I have accompanied them to open...

Life is not a race. On the side of your runway, sometimes old opponents will leave, but soon new opponents will join.As long as we live, we keep running, and the goal is the finish line of death.It's just that the big runway of life, no one knows where it will eventually lead.

However, at least you have run, worked hard, surpassed or been surpassed.Moreover, there have been people by your side who ran with you.

"I'm sorry, I was confused. I confused you?" Su Yong, who seemed to start talking to himself, seemed to have experienced a reversal of time and space just now, and countless experiences and pictures circulated in his mind. , Sometimes I stand on the field of competition, sometimes I am on the stage where thousands of people are watching, sometimes I sit alone in my bedroom and laugh wildly, and sometimes I cry heartily surrounded by my sisters.After waking up, I discovered that many memories, for now, are just a dream.

The past is the past, and it will never come back.

We can never go back, right?

"No, when you are expressing your thoughts, you are very...concentrated." The red-haired girl withdrew her gaze from looking at the girl with long legs. Nympho scene.

"Haha~." The long-legged girl scratched her head in embarrassment, "So I later recorded a lot of sisters' laughter in it, representing the beautiful things worth remembering in this song, the unknown and helplessness of life That’s what this song is about, as for the effect I want to achieve, I hope everyone can think clearly about their lives, haha, maybe I think too much.”

The red-haired girl just shook her head and didn't speak.

"So, quitting the company has become a fact, Yuanmei, can I call you that?" Seeing the red-haired girl nodding, Cui Xiuying put her hands on Han Yuanmei's shoulders and said seriously: "Since you quit, don't regret it." Swaying and advancing firmly towards your new goal is the right consideration. Let it become a good memory of the hard work in the past. When facing new challenges, continue to conquer it with enthusiasm and don’t be in regret and self-pity Killing time. In this way, when you get old, you will look back on colorful pictures, and that is happiness, isn’t it?”

"Thank you, Cui Xiuying." Han Yuanmei nodded first, and then replied: "Although my mood is still not getting better, I am not so uncomfortable anymore."

"You're welcome, this is the first time I've talked to someone who likes my work, so I want to thank you too." The long-legged girl patted the red-haired girl on the shoulder, continuing her trademark bright smile, "Go home early, I believe your family must be worried about you."

The red-haired girl nodded, turned around and waved, "Then I'm going home, goodbye."

"Goodbye, fighting~ah~!"

Cui Xiuying watched the red-haired girl disappear around the corner in three steps and turned her head. The generous smile on her face disappeared instantly, and she quickly stomped her feet on the spot, "Oh, I'm freezing to death~! Hurry up and go back to the company."

In an instant, the superior demeanor was lost...

Lunch was over long ago, and seven girls were waiting anxiously at the entrance of the restaurant.After a while, seeing the long-legged girl approaching quickly, both hands still rubbing her arms, the girls hurried up to greet her.

"Xiuying, are you okay?" Quan Yuli ran forward and asked softly.Kim Hyo-yeon was looking at the whole body of the long-legged girl, trying to make his own judgment.Jung Soo-yeon gently grabbed a cold little hand of the long-legged girl, and gently covered it.Xu Zhuxian and Huang Meiying had no choice but to stand there and watch carefully, their eyes full of concern.

"Sister Xiuying, did you win?" This... only Lin Yuner.

Hearing these words, the long-legged girl immediately used her free hand to sympathize with Lin Xiaolu's head, gritted her teeth and said, "Do you think I won?" Lin Yuner could only pout Squat to the side and draw circles.

"Give."

With a short word, the long-legged girl turned her head, only to see Taeyeon handing over a cup of hot chocolate, steaming, obviously just taken out of a vending machine.

"Thank you." The long-legged girl took it over and took a sip. From her mouth to her stomach, her whole body became warm.

"How? The result." At this time, Jung Soo-yeon spoke coldly from the side.

"What else can I do, send one away..., um, old friend." The long-legged girl shrugged, and walked to the practice room with the girls, and briefly explained what happened along the way.Just when the girls were sighing or empathizing, the long-legged girl's cell phone rang, and it was a text message.

Thank you again, soo, my mood is much better, I hope you will create more good works in the future.

The long-legged girl smiled and replied casually.

Thank you, and I wish you a bright future on the new road, and the most important thing is to be happy~ There is a big smiling face behind.

Frost leaves are red in February flowers.

At this time, Huang Meiying, who had been one step behind, suddenly rushed over, tiptoed into the long-legged girl's ear, and said softly in English: "I want to know, which girl worried about you the most during the time you were away?"

The long-legged girl looked back, and saw that the girl's eyes were smiling like crescent moons.

Inside, it's full of cunning.

ps: The text written in this chapter is a little bit young. Regarding the songs that appear in the book, I said that the songs on the original timeline will not be moved. The reason for this is because I don’t want to destroy the original timeline.

So the songs that appear in these articles, readers, children's shoes, can be regarded as the benefits of plagiarism by the reborn, but I hope you can regard them as a kind of carrying.Because it is impossible for me to really make a song to tell you what I want to express, without the channel and the ability.But I can tell you songs that are similar to that feeling. When you are reading the article, you can listen to it and have an impression in your mind. Maybe it will be more fun to read.

This can also be regarded as the creation of the protagonist from another angle?

But the song is always just a song, maybe it can bring some income or some fame to the protagonist, but it won't achieve any unnatural buff. The hit song is not just as simple as making a good song, there are many reasons for it to be widely sung.It's also impossible for the protagonist to go against the sky just because he made a good song. The big names in the circle bow to each other, invite songs everywhere, fans are crazy, and the company is worried about something.

Forgive my hypocrisy, here's what I think about plagiarizing songs in books.

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