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The arrival of Lin Weiran was indeed a surprise. When Li Xiaoli, who was still domineering, saw the face behind the camera clearly, and let the mineral water in the bottle stay down the corner of his mouth, he woke up. This bottle of water was found by Lin Weiran following her orders. for her.

The rest of the family members were even more surprised. They widened their eyes and looked at the mysterious investor, surprised at his sudden appearance.Kim Taeyeon never thought that Lin Weiran would appear in front of her again in this way, let alone that he also invested in the most popular variety show of "Family Birth". She originally thought that she and this person would be in a different place. Knowing the time and place, I 'coincidentally' met again, but I didn't expect that he would come here for me at this time.

The wake-up task of the birth of the family is to decide who belongs to the breakfast. Today’s task content is similar to the knowledge quiz to popularize knowledge. As a member of the girl group, Kim Tae-yeon was received by the family men grandly as soon as she came to the family. This love has continued until now. Did not fade.So even though she was the first to guess the question correctly and got the privilege of being exempted from making breakfast, she was still selected in the end.

As the sun rose gradually, the small courtyard gradually became lively, and the family members were working in full swing. Pumpkin porridge for 100 people will be made by them and distributed to the elderly in the village. As the fragrance of pumpkin gradually overflows the small courtyard, a girl walks out from the courtyard door and walks towards a white Hyundai not far away.

"Is it okay? Everyone is inside."

"Pumpkin porridge will probably take more than an hour to cook, so there should be no problem."

Kim Taeyeon got into the car, and didn't feel that there was anything wrong with this private space where the two of them lived together.She glanced at Lin Weiran beside her, but she didn't find the cigarette on his mouth or hand, and always felt a little awkward.

"What's the matter?" she asked.

Lin Weiran was embarrassed because he didn't know how to say this.Even if Kim Taeyeon is the captain of Girls' Generation, what he wants to ask is too heavy for her.After all, the two are not friends, at best they can be regarded as strangers with great fate.

After hesitating for a moment, he still took out a business card. The seriousness of the matter made him no longer have so many scruples.

"This is someone's phone..."

Kim Taeyeon took the business card. She knew this woman named Han Weiyi, and she had just met a few days ago. According to Jin Yanping, she seemed to be a well-known producer in the industry, a single but powerful 'big shot' .

Lin Weiran continued: "...I want to ask you one thing."

"Wait a minute." Kim Taeyeon interrupted, she looked at Lin Weiran who stopped talking, and she seemed to see more things from the bloodshot eyes.

"Are you in trouble?" She frowned sharply.

Lin Weiran nodded and said, "Well, big trouble."

As soon as he finished speaking, he chuckled softly, thinking that it was a bit funny that he was always so calm in front of women.

"You want to ask me about Yoona, right?" Kim Taeyeon asked softly.

Lin Weiran frowned slightly and asked, "How do you know?"

Taeyeon looked away, looked at the white wall not far away and said: "It's very simple, you like Yoona, I saw it when we first met in the company. Then you came to me and said it was you There was a big trouble. Finally, I felt that YoonA had a boyfriend."

Lin Weiran looked at the girl beside him, and felt that she was a captain for the first time.This title didn't mean anything to him at first, but it does seem different now.

He smiled and said, "Since you know everything, then I can directly order..."

"Don't be too direct, because I don't want to help you." Kim Taeyeon interrupted Lin Weiran again, looking a little cold and tempered.

Lin Weiran was stunned, and the smile on his face stiffened.He looked away from the car window, not knowing what else to look at.

"I don't have anything now, and I'm leaving tomorrow." He made it clear that people who have nothing are naturally not qualified to trade.

"I want to hear your story." Kim Taeyeon said softly, as if this was her condition.

Lin Weiran was confused, looked at the girl again and said, "I'm a pretty boring person."

"Me too in the audience." Kim Taeyeon lowered her head slightly, the look on her face made it impossible to guess what she was thinking.

Lin Weiran was silent for a moment, and then said: "When I was a freshman, I didn't study well. I skipped classes and fought all day long. It can be said that I didn't learn well. It's all wasted. Then I offended a guy and made him cringe in front of some woman he liked. Then I became a key person in school and failed a third of my first year of college for skipping classes , was detained for probation because of fighting, and was only one step away from being expelled and going home.

That guy did it, he seems to have a little money in his family, and he has relatives at school.I beat him, the school was about to expel me, and then my mother came to the school to beg for help, the process was third-rate and clichéd..."

Lin Weiran chuckled mockingly, as if thinking of himself at that time.It's okay not to learn, but you can't be ashamed, and it's a shame for your mother to come to school.

"... At that time, I was not sensible. Although I stayed, I still didn't learn well, because I felt that I lost face. Then my sister came back from abroad, and she didn't say a word when she saw me at school. She just slapped me. Then say that you have no right to look down on yourself, you have no right to be lonely and play decadent, you have no right to be swayed by other people's words, you have no right to be inferior and cowardly. You have to be clear about who you are, you have no way out, you can only let Live better than anyone else, become stronger than anyone else, reach the height where all those who look down on you look up to the point where your neck is sore, this is the revenge that deserves your whole life, this is a loud enough slap in the face .”

Hearing these words, Taeyeon's eyes became brighter and brighter, her breathing was a little short, and even her face turned red.

Lin Weiran asked, "You just want to hear this?"

Taeyeon looked up at him, wondering why he knew what was on his mind.

Lin Weiran said: "I heard about the Shanghai thing, the second Black Sea."

Taeyeon froze for a moment, the unscrupulous action of uncovering the unhealed wound and sprinkling salt on it had indeed affected her.

Lin Weiran looked into Taeyeon's eyes and said, "Actually, you, like me, also want to stand there so that all those who look down on you can look up at a height where your neck is sore."

"Yes, I think." Kim Taeyeon admitted, with an unprecedented look on her face.She said urgently, "So you teach me how to do it?"

Lin Weiran laughed at himself: "Why should I teach you? Didn't you hear me say that I have nothing now?"

Kim Taeyeon said stubbornly: "What do you think an artist is? Popularity? I will have nothing sooner or later, but you have reached that height before."

Lin Weiran chuckled, he really thought it was funny, because it was the first time for Kim Taeyeon, a literary young woman, to show her inexperienced side in front of her.

Hearing his laughter, Taeyeon blushed even more, she said anxiously: "Maybe you are not standing high enough, but at least you are close."

"Well, I might be close." Lin Weiran said softly, and he looked at Taeyeon with serious eyes.

"It's actually very simple. Learn and use what you've learned. I'm groveling in front of some people, I'm arrogant and domineering in front of some people, and I can be unpredictable in front of some people. These are all I learned , a little bit of stealing, I don't know if these things are good or bad, but at least it works.

It's even easier for you, red, red to the point that those who look down on you have to look up at you.Red enough to make them feel uncomfortable when they hear your name but they have to hear it; red enough to make the person they like stand beside you; red enough that they can no longer ignore you; red enough that they have to face you squarely. "

Kim Taeyeon was not fascinated by Lin Weiran's words, on the contrary, the more she listened to it, the calmer she became, and she even began to repel it.

She asked, "What do you need to pay for being so popular?"

Lin Weiran chuckled lightly, and said in a mocking tone: "It's not what you think now, if that's the case, it would be too easy to become popular."

He looked away, looked at himself in the mirror, and continued: "Have you ever heard a saying that when you look at yourself in the mirror, you don't know the person reflected in the mirror?"

"You are like this?"

"No, so I'm just getting close to that."

Kim Taeyeon fell silent, and after a while, she asked again: "Why do you like Yoona?"

"Pretty, and then..."

Lin Weiran stopped talking, not because he couldn't speak, but because he felt another emotion in Kim Taeyeon's tone.He changed the subject and said, "It's meaningless to talk about it now, do you want to continue listening to my story, or do you want to do me this favor?"

Kim Taeyeon was silent for a moment, with a complicated expression on her face, as if this was a decision that went against her mind.

"I'm doing you a favor and will make this call if I don't feel right."

Lin Weiran smiled, the final goal has been achieved, the rest is to go back.Gu Huan called and said that the air ticket for tomorrow was booked, and the two of them had passed the question of 'idolworld' on the same day, so it seemed that it was too late to make a move.

Nothing.

Maybe not so bad.

He's still young, maybe he can make a comeback.

Lin Weiran knew that these were just comforts. He knew the value of an opportunity and a platform, and he also knew that he was a person who would find it difficult to move forward after going back.

The car was very quiet, Kim Taeyeon didn't leave, and Lin Weiran didn't ask her to leave.They just kept silent, letting time pass by.

After a long silence, Kim Taeyeon asked softly: "What will happen when you go back?"

Lin Weiran smiled and said, "Worried about me committing suicide? No need. The future life may not be as good as I imagined, or it may not be as bad as I imagined. In fact, everyone's cowardice and strength are beyond their expectations, sometimes because of others. Just one look in my eyes makes me so cowardly that I give up on myself, and sometimes I find that I have walked so long and so far with my teeth gritted."

He paused, and then said: "Boring, it should be boring. After I go back, I will not be able to lift my spirits, because starting over is very boring and too long... There is a word for it... It's loneliness , maybe my life will be very lonely in the future.”

He looked out of the car with a self-deprecating chuckle on his face, but his eyes were bewildered.

Go back, go back with nothing, even if you don't want to, you have to go back.Faced with this situation, how could he not be afraid?

Kim Taeyeon watched for a while, was silent for a while, and suddenly said, "If you feel lonely, you can come to me."

Lin Weiran was stunned immediately, he turned his head to look at Kim Taeyeon, recalling the most explicit hint he received from a woman.

After a while, he said seriously: "If I come to you, I will definitely take you to the best hotel in Korea."