Star Media Helmsman

194 Night talk (2)

The thick scarf is like Taeyeon's mask, it can indeed keep out the cold, but it can't show her true self.People can't know what she is thinking if they can't see her expression, and naturally they can't understand her true feelings.

This scarf has been taken off, that time she threw away the strong coat she had been trying to hold up, threw away the many constraints of morality and reason, and went to the best hotel in Seoul with the only man she felt 'safe'.As the night passed, she planned to never show her naked body on the bed from now on, but she didn't expect that this man was as troublesome as all the men she could find at that time.

He said that this was just the beginning, and Taeyeon only felt that he was being cheeky.She wanted to forget everything about the man, but the ensuing circumstances were out of her control.Especially when he stood on the stage and said Girls' Generation himself, the desolation and depression that no one cared about in the whole scene immediately turned into the panic that everyone was watching, but what she couldn't ignore was that at a certain moment, The pleasure of this reversal fascinated her.

The second time I took off this scarf was at the M show, he left temporarily, Kim Taeyeon watched the performance on the stage alone, the battle of the year-end awards season almost burned all the groups in the entertainment circle, but Never burned Girls' Generation.The company's thinking is unpredictable, and there is no news after the shooting of 'v. Jin Yanping just said that it is coming soon, but no one can feel a little strange message on his face.

Recently, the members have been asking her about this information more often, and there has been no news since the announcement of the theme song plan for 'Virtual Idol'.Everyone also knows that Kim Taeyeon doesn't know anything like them, but asking questions like a routine can help them feel a little bit at ease.

But, who will rest Taeyeon's heart?

She was annoyed, and the irritability made her want to yell, make her want to lose her temper with someone.No matter how much she can bear in her heart, there is an upper limit, and she feels that she is about to reach the limit.

She began to miss the former self, many people and many things at that time.

When the hand was on her shoulder, she wanted to lean on it.

When the cheeky man said to help her, she wanted to nod in agreement.

But just like the trophy that didn't belong to her, she thought it was hers, but it wasn't hers.

Today, in the warmed-up car, she took off her scarf, looked at her reflection in the car window on one side, and looked at herself.

After the two got into the car, they kept silent. Lin Weiran originally wanted to talk about some work topics to cheer up the atmosphere, but Kim Taeyeon was always testing his resilience.From the moment he wanted to smoke because she couldn't, all his plans were useless in front of this girl, and now even God wanted to test him like this.

I wanted to play some music to ease the atmosphere, but found the girl's generation radio interview in the car. At the end, the radio DJ was discussing with a female listener about her boyfriend's cheating.

He turned off the radio, his face became more and more embarrassing, so he continued to drive attentively, and then remained silent.

About 10 minutes later, the destination is almost here.The familiar scene outside the window made Taeyeon stop thinking about it, and even looked back at Lin Weiran who was driving.As the Mercedes got onto the bridge, and even into the side lane, and started to slow down, she finally couldn't help asking, "How the hell are you trying to help me?"

"Do what I can do." Saying is tantamount to not saying.

Kim Taeyeon asked patiently, "What can you do?"

"Take time to look at the old you."

The Mercedes-Benz stopped slowly, Lin Weiran turned to look at Kim Taeyeon, and continued: "I don't know what you looked like before, and I don't know which part you want to get back, so I watched the video."

"The ones taken after our debut?" Kim Taeyeon couldn't believe it.

Lin Weiran nodded to confirm: "Well, I've read it all."

Kim Taeyeon avoided Lin Weiran's gaze, looked out the window and asked, "Why this? You are the producer yourself, don't you think that everything in that video is true?"

Lin Weiran replied: "Three points are really enough."

Taeyeon fell silent again, the street lamp next to her cast dim light into the car and shone on her, but it felt a bit deserted.Lin Weiran hesitated for a moment, but said in a soft tone as much as possible: "I don't know you before, it can be said that I don't know you. I only remember that when I first met you, you were a girl who habitually cared about others. .I don’t know more about you, and I can’t do anything if I want to. You don’t believe me, because our relationship is really not trustworthy. I don’t know what I’m doing during this time, but I just want to be with you Let me tell you one thing, you were not the only one who wanted to be desperate that night. I also want to tell you that if it weren't for you, I might not be the person I am now. "

With a soft 'click', it was Lin Weiran who opened the car door on his side.

"Let me do something for you, anything. The car is parked here, and I won't leave until I have done what I want to do."

Lin Weiran got out of the car, but Kim Taeyeon was still staring at the glove box in front of her in a daze, her eyes were scattered and she seemed restless.

The situation has been out of control for a while, but Kim Taeyeon is still not used to it. She violated some rules, and she doesn't know what price she has to pay.She didn't know what would happen in the future, she didn't know how to face such Lin Weiran, and she didn't know how to face Lin Yun'er before and after she knew about it.She was afraid of these unknown situations, as long as she heard Lin Weiran's name, she would feel restless, and she was terrified.

This is the Han River Bridge. There was a clip in Girls' Generation's first variety show from here.She didn't expect that Lin Weiran would watch those videos mixed with script and performance elements like a fan, and then plausibly said that he wanted to understand his past self.She wanted to laugh, but found that she couldn't laugh, because all the shining points of that Kim Taeyeon in the past were condensed in those videos that she now thought were fake.

I don't know how long it has passed, it must have been a while, she glanced at Lin Weiran who was waiting for her under the street lamp, the dim light took advantage of his back.

Grabbing the scarf in her hand, Taeyeon decided to go out.

There are many descriptions about killing, straightforward, blunt, and even full of art. Whether it is in novels or in film and television works, directors have a strong obsession with killing.They make the murderers extraordinary, and let each murderer have a special story behind it, so that ordinary people feel that it is very far away from themselves.

Lin Weiran didn't have to go that night, but he finally went.It was as if he returned to China to live his ordinary life honestly, but he finally chose to stay.

He has never been entangled in what would happen to him if he could make a choice again, because things have already happened, just like the final result on the equation.

This result has had a lot of influence on him. Poetic speaking means it is more complex and profound, and popular speaking means that he has his own story.After getting everything he wanted, he began to feel that his story would face a crisis, because this is an extraordinary story, so it must have an unusual process and ending.

He's starting to swell, though it's not showing.However, he met Kim Taeyeon whose story did not develop as expected, and he felt that this seemed to be another ending for himself.

There was a sound behind her, Lin Weiran turned her head and saw Kim Taeyeon getting out of the car, she was not wearing a scarf.

A street lamp illuminated the figures of the two, and the cold wind in November should not be underestimated. Lin Weiran, who was still wearing an autumn suit, suffered a lot. Even so, he and Kim Taeyeon walked towards the railing by the river , and no matter where the wind is more bitter.

If it is summer, there will be many pedestrians here to cool off, and if it is daytime, there will be many tourists here to take pictures to commemorate, but at this time near midnight, there are even fewer cars speeding on the bridge.They stood on the edge of the railing and looked into the distance. The scenery that must have been gorgeous in the daytime was completely dark at this time, except for a faintly visible dim river surface circled by the lighting on the bridge.

"I heard from the forecast that it will snow today, which is the first snow."

Lin Weiran's sudden words made Taeyeon stunned, it sounded like a casual chat, and it seemed that he had chosen this day specially.Thinking of the ambiguous implication of watching Chuxue together, Kim Taeyeon felt an urge to mock him, but she endured it as usual, just keeping silent.

Her hair was disheveled, and the wind blowing by the river scattered her hair. The hair around her ears was lifted, and the metal earrings reflected a faint light under the street lamp.In fact, the scenery on the side behind them is better, where you can overlook the urban area, even if you still can't see the river below, you can look at the lights of thousands of houses.During the shooting, pd set the location here because he was not on the way and was too lazy to turn around. The scenery is not as good as that, and it can even be said that there is nothing.

"Kim Taeyeon, you can do it!"

A yell completely interrupted Taeyeon's memories, she looked at the man beside her who put his hands around his mouth in the shape of a trumpet, opened his mouth slightly, and widened his eyes.

"Kim Taeyeon, you can do it!"

The dumbfounded Kim Taeyeon watched Lin Weiran puff up her chest slightly, and the next moment, the words that she yelled weakly because she was a little shy at that time echoed in her ears again.

Lin Weiran was gasping for breath, the two shouts seemed to have taken a lot of strength from him.When Taeyeon saw his red ears, she didn't know if it was cold or because of embarrassment.

He turned his head back, put down his hands, his gaze was dodged at first, but in the end he looked at himself.

Taeyeon blinked and asked, "What can I do?"

Lin Weiran also asked, "What do you want to do?"

Taeyeon blinked again, not knowing what to say, she lowered her eyes, and was about to be silent again, but was interrupted by another shout.

"Kim Taeyeon, you can do it!"

Looking up, it was Lin Weiran yelling at Jiang again. She couldn't think, and instinctively wanted to laugh.

Lin Weiran said she could do it, so she smiled.

With a 'puchi' sound, seeing Kim Taeyeon turning around with her mouth covered, the embarrassment on Lin Weiran's face also turned into a smirk.He put down his hands, his actions just now made him break out in a cold sweat like that of a TV drama hero, but now that he was blown by the river wind, the result can be imagined.

When Taeyeon's trembling shoulders calmed down slightly, Lin Weiran immediately asked, "Aren't you going to shout twice?"

Kim Taeyeon shook her head with her back to him, she didn't want to look back at him because she didn't want to give him a good face.But Lin Weiran's appearance made her feel cold again.

Lin Weiran refused to let go, he quickly walked around to Kim Taeyeon, looked at her who instinctively raised her head, leaving the fine parts of the sea on her forehead, the panic in her eyes and the look that deliberately restrained her smile but couldn't do it made her She is more like a stubborn child.

"It's good for your mental and physical health..."

Lin Weiran wanted to persuade, but he was helpless and his eloquence was limited, and the feeling of goosebumps all over his body after shouting was not helpful to his physical and mental health. He couldn't make up any more lies, so he was tongue-tied. Yan couldn't help laughing.

Turning her back to him directly was too much like a joking couple, so Taeyeon turned sideways to face the dark Najiang, she kept her head at an angle that Lin Weiran couldn't see clearly, and wanted to cool down the atmosphere, but Feeling Lin Weiran's hands raised quickly.

"Jin..." Lin Weiran stopped after only shouting one word, because Kim Taeyeon suddenly grabbed the hand on his arm.

The two looked at each other, Kim Taeyeon was completely speechless, while Lin Weiran seemed to be used to thick skin.He was very persistent, which could be seen from his eyes, Kim Taeyeon didn't know how long he could shout here, but she felt as if she couldn't bear his next sentence anymore.

She put down her hand and distinguished softly: "I could do it back then, but now..."

"Kim Taeyeon, you can do it!"

This man is messing around... However, he is also kind of cute.

Kim Taeyeon asked helplessly: "Can't you change the sentence?"

Lin Weiran swallowed, but the hot cheeks still couldn't stop him.He put his hands around his mouth again, and shouted loudly: "Kim Taeyeon, whether in the past or now..."

The shouting stopped abruptly, and what remained was a cough.Lin Weiran really used his strength, so he coughed loudly.

Kim Taeyeon raised her right hand, intending to pat Lin Weiran on the back, but in the end it was clenched into a fist and placed beside her.

The coughing stopped, and Lin Weiran looked at her panting heavily. In my impression, this was the friendliest smile Kim Taeyeon showed to him besides the formulaic smile.

Even though, Lin Weiran could only see that she was smiling again from the slightly raised corners of her lips.

"I can do it," she said softly, not much louder than the wind here.But her eyes changed, became a little more calm, and no longer so deep, it seemed to be a little relaxed.

She turned around and, like Lin Weiran, put her hands on her cheeks.

"I can do it!"

He heard the choked sobs mixed in the voice first, and then felt the two lines of tears sliding down her face.She took a few breaths and shouted again, but it was already crying.

For the third time, she didn't shout out, but just put down her hands, letting the tears flow wantonly in front of Lin Weiran.