Star Media Helmsman

(This chapter is much more difficult than expected, sorry for the delay.)

When I was a child, I was asked questions by the teacher in class, and if I couldn't answer, I didn't know.If you make a mistake but keep your mouth shut in the face of questioning, if you choose not to answer, you can't say it.Lin Weiran has encountered the situation of being unable to speak out many times, from childhood to adulthood, he has rich experience.In Korea step by step to today, this kind of situation has become less and less. It was the first time he encountered it until today when he became President Lin.

I don't know and I can't say it, the answer is so simple, but I can't speak, so what should I do?

Turning around slowly, there is no gaze waiting for his answer, the silence has proved everything, as if everything is in silence.

Leaning on the sofa, Kim Taeyeon, who was sitting on the floor, stared at a nearby candle in a daze. The moment the question came out, it was hard to stop. I don't know if it was impulsive or drunk. Time passed quietly, and neither of them moved. , one looking at the candlelight, the other looking at the person looking at the candlelight.

Sooner or later, the emotions accumulated in the sun will burst out, Kim Taeyeon knew it, but she didn't expect it to be so fast.When Jin Yanping asked her to replace Yuner, she could not help imagining that she might be Yuner's substitute. Think about it this way.After leaving MBC and returning to the dormitory, Jin Yanping came to talk to her again, and relayed the conversation between Yoona and him verbatim.Kim Taeyeon knew that it was because Kim Yeon Ping didn't want a estrangement between her and YoonA, and YoonA made it clear that she didn't want to be a stand-in, and if the stage was unavoidable, she would go on stage in person. This is indeed in line with her personality, but why not herself?If the position is reversed, Kim Taeyeon is confident that she will take the same action, but it is not her who has to face all that now.

She and Yun'er do have similarities, and there are many unexpected ones, for example, they also like the same man, which is quite ironic.It's not difficult to realize that liking is not difficult, even if I deliberately ignore it in the day, when I learned from Jin Yanping that I might replace Yoona in an intimate performance with another singer and it was because of Lin Weiran.Taeyeon was naturally unwilling, jealous, and even developed a wave of hostility towards Yoona.

Say no to fight, but occasionally want to fight.

Say no to love, but occasionally want to love.

It's not that women are complicated, it's just simple human nature.If Lin Weiran hadn't continued to pester her after that night.If Lin Weiran didn't go to Quanzhou.If Lin Weiran hadn't prepared such a wall here, perhaps Kim Taeyeon would only occasionally recall this youthful and frivolous period when she met Yoona after the age of 30.She would not ask him in the broadcast room if he could find himself back, nor would she walk around the streets and alleys of the whole state with him, nor would she see this wall he carefully prepared.

Passed, seen, rejected, struggled.I have been even more moved, and it is indisputable that it is just a beautiful expectation.

I want to wait until it fades away, break up, and then bury it in the bottom of my heart, but no one can think of the future.

She has always given herself the limited time in her heart.I'm afraid it can't be complied with.

Blinking, a little sour, not want to cry, but a little tired.The tears that can be shed for a man in this life are almost the same, so is it worth giving it to one person?He proved everything without opening his mouth, so the little effort he made should end here?

Taking a deep breath, Taeyeon said expressionlessly, "I said, you don't want to see me fight."

Lin Weiran returned to his original position, leaning against the sofa.Also sitting on the ground, this time Kim Taeyeon didn't lean her head over.He reached out to get the wine, but Kim Taeyeon didn't stop him, she took Kim Taeyeon's glass and filled it up, completely ignoring the wine bottle whose design cost alone was astonishing.He raised his head and drank heavily, and the cow chewed peonies.

Spicy into the throat, this mouthful just go down the person will be dizzy.

"Calling this a fight, you're too kidding." Put down the wine glass.Lin Weiran actually smiled.

Taeyeon turned to look at him, frowning.

"Although I haven't experienced it, I have seen it more or less. Not to mention those historical drama palace fights, just say that the female one and female two in Korean dramas are too weak. Although I am not a traditional male protagonist, apart from my looks, I should Basically everything."

After Lin Weiran finished speaking, he raised his glass again, this time drinking until there was no drop left, then picked up the bottle and poured it again: "You don't have to worry about me, just do whatever you want."

Kim Taeyeon laughed back angrily, although she knew that this man sometimes couldn't understand, but after saying this, maybe there is no need to understand.

She asked, "I'm arguing with you, why?"

He replied without shame: "Because you like me."

Kim Taeyeon was really choked, remembering the opening remarks of the phone call just now, she was so dazed that she said she liked him!

Lin Weiran took a sip of wine, this time he didn't drink too fast or too much.

"When Ewha University met you, I thought, what's wrong with this girl? Not going to college is such a big deal, even if it's for the sake of career, I have to be a little nervous and hesitant. I came here to see the scenery. I said that I went to school to see a bigger world. The stage has already seen it for you. I didn’t understand it at first, but after thinking about it, it is indeed the case. Obviously living in a world without education There is no future, and you gave up so simply, maybe this is soft on the outside and strong on the inside? I don’t understand, but I respect it. Anyway, we met by chance, and I don’t need to affect your life. Later, when I listened to you singing in the audience, I don’t know how to describe it, but I felt very good, and then I knew, ah, this girl has capital even if she doesn’t go to college.”

Lin Weiran smiled, took another sip of wine, and continued.

"When I went to the scene to find you, I was completely hopeless. When I thought that the career I had persisted in for several years was gone, I was unwilling and angry, but the only thing left was to accept. I am complacent, because some people say that when things are irreparable, let go. It’s harder than persistence. I let it go, so no matter where I go, I can continue to walk out my own path. I comforted myself so much, and I really believed it. I went there to find you because I wanted to leave something for others. That was the only thing I could do at that time, but thinking about it now, I just couldn’t hold on and wanted to run away at that time, and I lost what I had been holding on to.”

He turned his head to look at Kim Taeyeon: "And then you, you said that I could go to you when I was lonely, I was taken aback, thinking how could such a flowery girl like me fall in love with me? No way. Touch Touching my face, I don’t think that Yushu Linfeng is worth posting, but why? I didn’t think about it carefully at the time, I only cared about masculinity, and felt that the little girl who just turned [-] went through things like the Black Sea and insisted on putting herself What do I have to do with my life? Then I will impulsively tell you that if I come to you, I will definitely take you to the best hotel in Seoul."

Hearing Lin Weiran talk about this, Kim Taeyeon's thoughts were brought to that morning with the fragrance of pumpkin porridge. To be honest, meeting this man a few times by chance is not worth her committing herself to him, but he is also a fallen man in the world, and he can't hold it. She couldn't bear it anymore, and when she was dizzy, she hoped that he would win when she said those comforting words. Although she didn't know what he was facing, she always felt that if he won, she could win too. .

In the end, he won, but Kim Taeyeon felt that he could not win.

She asked: "When I went to you, you also wanted to refuse, why?"

He smiled and replied: "I was frightened by you. I don't know what can make you who have experienced so much have to solve it in this way."

She asked again: "Then you still want me, why?"

He still smiled and replied: "I am also a man. I have said that you are a beautiful girl. I can't refuse, and I don't want to refuse at all. In fact, I still have a mind to prove myself. Kim Taeyeon, who is just like me, If she can't win, I will help her win, keep Kim Taeyeon by my side, she can see as big a world as I can see, school, stage, etc. It doesn't matter, I'm enough It’s enough to have someone who can go to you when you’re lonely.”

"Heh", it was Kim Taeyeon who chuckled.

Lin Weiran smiled and said, "Don't laugh, don't you believe me? You'll believe it by the end of next year. The one-third acre of land in South Korea is no longer enough for me to toss about."

Kim Taeyeon asked: "Where else can you go?"

Lin Weiran replied: "The United States dare not say that China and Japan are the next stop. I have made plans. Do you want to hear it?"

Kim Taeyeon didn't want to laugh, she wanted to make this man uncomfortable with a straight face, and wanted her to understand and experience her complicated emotions at this time, but at present it seemed that she was about to be interrupted again.

She asked: "I want to know why you let me fight?"

He replied: "For me, you can even say that you don't want to fight. It's okay to keep you bored and suffocated? Fight, fight casually, why should a man who can't stand this take you to see the bigger world?" ? Why did you stay with me?"

Can there be such an explanation?Intrigue, intrigue and trickery, aren't these all the labels of women's struggles?

To trip Yoona on the stage or to isolate Yoona in the dormitory?It's better to let Yuner take the stage in person this time, and then ask Lin Weiran and Yuner to contradict themselves.

Fighting, after all, isn’t that what it is?

Disregarding friendship, disregarding everyone's common cause, and putting the rest of his life on the gambling table for a man... Why?

Kim Taeyeon looked sideways at Lin Weiran, Lin Weiran also looked at Kim Taeyeon, and the two looked at each other.

Just rely on him?

Or the phrase like?

Think about it, Kim Taeyeon herself thought it was ridiculous, but she was the one laughing, her brother said, "If everything about Lin Weiran with me is not acting, he is a man worthy of your liking."If all he is doing with me is acting, then he is a man worthy of your marriage' now I understand a little bit.

She took a deep breath and didn't want to think about anything else.Didn't I just want to express my love for him after doing so much today?

Who says this is not a fight?

It's just that she simply doesn't want to hurt Yun'er.

Taking the glass from Lin Weiran's hand, Taeyeon also poured herself a glass of nasty wine.