National Gardener: I can choose the evolution path of spiritual plants.

Chapter 111 Remarks on the launch
It's a very sudden news. It will be on the shelves at noon today. I would like to thank editor Penglai for pulling me out of the abyss when I had not yet signed the contract for 10 words and was overwhelmed.

I also thank all the fathers and godfathers for their support.

Well, it was my fathers who encouraged and supported me, and it was my godfathers who criticized and discouraged me. Writing requires not only the support and encouragement from my fathers, but also the criticism and criticism from my godfathers.

My godfathers attacked and blamed me because they loved me so deeply and hated me so much, and they were disappointed that I could not live up to my expectations.

But I am a novice in writing books and my ability is limited. I can only write this book within my capabilities and make sure it is finished without being evicted, and gain the experience of completing a book.

Dads can skip the following content and go directly to the last few paragraphs:
Today, when I suddenly received the news, I was very confused. Because, there are only two reasons why a book with more than 20 words is going to be put on the shelves: either the book is very popular and has been recommended, or the book is very bad and has only been recommended once.

And I am the latter, the one who has been abandoned. But then I thought about it and realized that everyone can give up on you, but you cannot give up on yourself.

I suddenly remembered why I wrote this book: I wanted to fulfill my dream and become a god.

Although this is a ridiculous and unattainable dream, I must fight and I have reasons to fight!
The reason I opened this book was that on the night before the Chinese New Year, my mother suddenly called me and asked me, "Now that you are this old, when will you bring a girlfriend home for the Chinese New Year?"

I was silent for a moment, remembering that I am almost 30 years old, but have accomplished nothing, have no car, no house, and no savings. How can I find a girlfriend for her?

Even if someone is willing to marry me, can my conscience accept it?
Then I remembered that when I was four years old and in kindergarten, I was bullied because I was cowardly.

A neighbor sister asked me to bring ten or twenty cents to school every day. If I didn’t, she would beat me and scratch me with her nails, leaving wounds on my hands and face.

I was afraid of going to kindergarten. Every day when I went there, I would ask my mother for money. If she didn't give me money, I wouldn't dare to go. But my mother often couldn't even give me a dime!
Because in that era, the one-cent coin was still in circulation here.

For one cent, you can buy a bag of vinegar, for 2 cents you can buy a bag of soy sauce, and four bags of Nanjiecun instant noodles only cost one dollar!

My father’s daily salary is only 10 yuan.

Moreover, he went to the construction site to carry bricks, worked for three days and dried the nets for two days, and often came back home after not working for a few days.

When my mother married my father, he had nothing except the tile-roofed house in his hometown in the countryside. Even the bed, wardrobe, cabinet, sofa, coffee table, sewing machine, bicycle, etc. in the tile-roofed house were all purchased by my grandfather as a dowry.

Sometimes I hate him so much. I hate that he had nothing and didn't work hard to improve himself, but why did he have to marry my mother, making her suffer, and then giving birth to me, making me live in misfortune since childhood. How much better it would be if he had never been born into this world!

But there are no ifs in life.

I thought about how I had accomplished nothing, not going to a good university, not finding a good job, not having my first love, and having several girlfriends that all ended in failure.

I am really a waste!

I hung up the phone suddenly, tears couldn't stop flowing out, I couldn't help sobbing, tears and snot mixed together and I couldn't stop, it took me a long time to recover.

That night I suddenly woke up and realized that I could no longer live in a daze and muddle through my days, otherwise my life would be gone. And life only lasts a few short decades!

I need to work hard and stick to my dream. That day, I opened the book without hesitation.

With great enthusiasm, I quickly accumulated 10 words of manuscripts, and then I published the book. It failed the initial review and signing, and it also failed the cross-examination. I was desperate and finished updating the manuscripts. Then I almost collapsed. I was so useless!

During the Chinese New Year, I calmed down and prepared my second book, but it hasn’t been published yet. After the Chinese New Year, the editor Penglai pulled me out on the grounds that it had not been reviewed because I was on holiday!
I...thank CCTV.

I was very excited about signing the contract, so I continued to type, typing 10,000 words a day, publishing 4,000 and saving 6,000. I wanted to give the dads a surprise when the products were put on the shelves.

However, the cold reality soon brought me back to square one. During the Chinese New Year, many level 5 and great writers in the fantasy channel released new books, and the new book list was very competitive. In addition, many ancient great writers and demons from outer space returned. My first round of trial push failed because I did not meet the reading standards.

At that time, I thought that since I was such a novice, I should stop writing books and start a new one, or just continue to screw around. It would be better for me to meet a rich woman and play Happy Planet...

But, that night I thought about it.

Unlike those great writers who have their own fan base, I am a newbie who has no experience in completing a book!
If I give up on this book and cut the book short, then the next one will still fail at the same place and make the same mistake again.

So, when many people, even those at level 5 who were trying to push the waters, were killed by the great writers, I decided not to give up. After all, I still have hundreds of you who are following me. Your willingness to read my book shows that although my writing is not very good and is very immature, it is still worth reading.

What I lack is the experience of writing an entire book from start to finish!
Therefore, without the accumulation of small steps, one cannot reach a thousand miles; without the accumulation of small streams, one cannot form a river or sea.

As a newbie, the only way to grow is to persist in writing a book without looking at the results.

A good horse cannot cover ten steps in one leap; a slow horse can travel ten miles in ten days if it keeps going.

Compared to those great masters and talented writers who are like steeds of great talent, I can only gain experience by being a slow horse and persisting.

Therefore, the completion of this book will not be abandoned in any case. I will write a full 50,000-word outline and complete the plot of the twelve volumes.

This book is not for practicing writing, but for training your mind!
Of course, the ultimate goal of writing a book is to sell well and make money to support my family. If a book can achieve good results, it will naturally be more motivational, and it will let me know that my persistence is not without value and meaning.

In the author group, they said that it is not popular to write sentimental remarks when publishing a book. So everyone just laughed at what I wrote above. I wrote it out, and my heart was freed. The uncomfortable feeling that was pent up in my heart was much better. I wrote it for myself.

Let me talk about what happens after it's put on the shelves. According to Qidian's convention, 10 chapters will be updated on the first day. I have just released five chapters as free chapters, and the remaining five chapters will be released after the VIP chapters appear after noon.

Then I will guarantee to write at least 4,000 words every day, but I have to be crazy to succeed. I want to challenge myself to write 10,000 words a day in a month!

Then set a goal here that may not be achieved even after the book is finished:
If the average order reaches 3000, the women's clothing will be released. Well, the women's clothing and wigs have been mailed to my home. I looked in the mirror and found that they look pretty good...

Well, that’s all I have to say!

(End of this chapter)