Pray and become a magical girl

Chapter 64 - Diary

When he woke up in the morning, Mr. Programmer sat on his bed, feeling confused. Non-existent memories were impacting his brain.

Well, these memories still belong to him. Not long after he lay down on this side, the other side entered the thirteenth form and the connection between the two sides was broken.

This feeling is quite magical. I am on both sides, but I have different ways of thinking. For example, the naive guy over there doesn’t think of going home first, but flying to Beijing to suffer!
This disciple of his was very good at taking advantage of the situation. When he saw that his teacher was under the influence of supernatural powers, he immediately pulled him onto the bed and used him as a real-life pillow for the whole night.

Only a little bit of strength was used, and the influence of the supernatural power soon ended. Feeling the heaviness on her chest, a "well" character appeared on the idol lady's fair forehead.

After moving the head away from her body, Cheng Yiran quietly got out of bed and then went into the kitchen like an old lady.

"Get up and eat."

A melodious voice echoed in her ears, and Shen Xinmeng woke up from her sleep. She had a dream last night.

Although only the sweet and soft feeling was left, she was sure it was a good dream.

The girl beside the bed was wearing a black suspender nightgown, which fit her well. Well, this was Shen Xinmeng's preparation for Sister Yiran's stay overnight.

As for why it fits so well? Don't ask, the answer is my own experience.

"Sister Yiran, good morning~" Shen Xinmeng wanted to give Yiran a hug to replenish her energy.

But unfortunately, the experience card that allowed her to fiddle with Sister Yiran at will had expired, and she chopped it down with a knife.

"Mmmmm——"

"Stop being cute and get up and eat."

"……Oh."

Breakfast was simple, porridge and two Sichuan stir-fried dishes. Considering that Cheng Yiran would often come to cook, Shen Xinmeng prepared a lot of chili peppers.

After wiping his mouth with a tissue, Cheng Yiran put the diary on the table.

"what is this?"

"The diary of the man in black robe."

"Is that so...eh——!" Shen Xinmeng screamed cutely.

Let’s not talk about why Sister Yi Ran is always lucky enough to find these key clues. You have to know that Shen Xinmeng herself sent more people to Rongcheng to conduct secret investigations, but to no avail.

The most important point is, is there anyone who still writes diaries these days!

The president couldn't wait to turn to the first page, and the words she saw made her face turn ugly.

“I seem to be tainted by it.”

The only thing Shen Xinmeng could think of that fits both the words "it" and "pollution" is - the Meteorite-class monster, the Dream of the Past!
The third year of the Super Power Era. This is humanity's great counterattack, and it is also the stage for all heroes and some bounty hunters.

However, the total number of people who will fight against the Dream of the Old Days has not changed because of the special ability called divinity.

It's like a rule set by some evil god. You can't look directly at it or fight against it.

Once crossed, the rules will bring down the blade of judgment, causing a huge mental burden. People with low mental resistance can easily suffer from mental breakdown.

Shen Xinmeng had experienced that feeling before, as if her entire soul was being entangled and torn apart by countless tentacles.

However, these pains are only based on the soul and spirit. No matter what degree, they are direct pains and there is no pollution.

Shen Xinmeng frowned and asked, "Sister Yiran, why do you call the mental damage caused by the old dream pollution?" Cheng Yiran did not answer directly, but turned to the next page, "Don't worry, keep reading."

February 2029, 2 Its divinity punishes those who dare to blaspheme it, but only my symptoms are different from others. Perhaps it is my personal reason to call it pollution.

On February 2029, 2, I tried to call out to my other personalities, but the only answer I got was the mumbling brought by the pollution. Those personalities that evolved at my cost seemed to have been truly killed.

Here we will also describe the content of those mumblings in detail, "God, I'm sorry, I beg for your forgiveness!" and "God! I believe in you! I worship you! I praise you!"

Haha~ If it is God, then the world would have been destroyed long ago.

March 2029, 3 We won! Screw the meteorite-class monsters! Screw the shitty gods! The Xinggong who perfectly combined his own abilities to show his thirteenth form is the real god!
By the way, I need to write down one more thing. Because I was too excited, I was discovered by the S-class heroes while hiding at the front line. I can't avoid the blame for despising my own life, but I just suffered a few divine mental shocks, what's the big deal.

March 2029, 3 I was so excited yesterday that I didn’t notice that the whispers had died down. Haha~ Turns out I was a coward who got scared when I saw the real God.

Now it's our turn to clean up the remaining tunnels and monsters. Wish us good luck.

March 2029, 3 Those annoying things appeared again, but this time they were nagging me to believe in it too. This is ridiculous, why should I believe in the defeated hands of my god?
Oh, I forgot to mention that I am now the bishop of Xinggong. I hereby swear that I will defend my faith in Xinggong until my death!
On March 2029, 3, I made a serious mistake. Why did those mumblings reappear? I haven't investigated it deeply, but in fact, I can draw a conclusion if I explore it.

Did I underestimate them? No, they influenced me.

That’s right, their mutterings were not caused by the spiritual pollution of the divinity, but were the mad shouting of other personalities who were afraid of it and surrendered to the monster.

And they tried to erase the existence of my personality.

Haha~ If I can tame them once, I can tame them a second time.

March 2029, 3 Price, price, I once underestimated the power of these two words, even fooled them, and tamed what I thought was the price - other personalities into capable assistants in the experiment.

Today, I finally realized the price that this power comes at... If I can't continue writing this diary, it means that my existence has disappeared.

Did I disappear on March 2029, 3? No, no, no, it was Shenyin who made me realize the truth. My Lord, the God of Evolution, is the true God, and Xinggong is the greatest enemy of God, a despicable usurper.

She usurped the godhood of God and even united with those inferior races to seal God in a despicable way! The divine voice told me all this.

Ah—listen!
God's voice is so beautiful! Don't worry, God! I will rescue you!

And your greatest enemy, that despicable usurper, I will make her pay the price for taking your power, I will make her lose everything!
I will continue writing this diary as a testimony to the restoration of my Evolutionary Religion!
The following content is nothing more than an obsessive praise of the so-called god of evolution and a record of the church's development. It is hard to imagine that its scale has reached thousands of members.

The description in the diary also explains why the man in black robe is so obsessed with Rongcheng. It is his hatred for Xinggong that has turned into an obsession that restricts him from staying in Rongcheng.

Shen Xinmeng closed the diary with a heavy heart and asked, "So that man in black was also a hero. Sister Yiran, do you know him?"

Cheng Yiran nodded and replied, "I know him. Ouyang Mo, a passionate biologist, appeared in front of us at that time. But it was rare to see the angry look of Mr. Liangyi. He asked him why he ignored King Arthur's orders and did not take his life seriously."

"We won!" These five simple words were better than any other words that could describe his excitement at that time. However, Shen Xinmeng felt very sorry that such a hero had fallen into his current state.

"What a heavy price it cost, and it ultimately turned him into a different person, leading to his own destruction."

Cheng Yiran shook his head and explained, "His only cost is those extra personalities. These personalities are weak, and they can be tamed by defeating them one by one, so that the main personality can dominate for a long time.

“But they are powerful. When they have a common goal, they can overthrow the main personality when they come together.

“If he had not been affected by the divinity of the Old Dream, he should have remained stable, or perhaps it was the long-term impact that led to this situation.

"A wrong choice really caused me a lot of trouble~"

Shen Xinmeng looked at Miss Xinggong's slightly trembling right hand and said nothing. Her sister Yi Ran was just like that, burying her sadness deep in her heart and then using actions to add an unnecessary layer of cover-up.

(End of this chapter)