Rich and poisonous love: Husband, please love me

Shui Xi stood there with a tense heart, and kept a smile on his face in order not to let his son have the slightest doubt.

Looking at Shui Xi, facing Shui Xi's beautiful face and those sparkling eyes, Xu Mingxuan felt as if he was going to lack oxygen, and his heart beat so fast that he almost burst out of his chest.

Facing his deep gaze, Shui Xi lowered his eyelids, not knowing how to deal with it.

And this action, coupled with the fact that her cheeks were a little blushing, made her look shy and charming, which made him suffocate.

Suppressing the excitement in his heart, he raised her chin and covered her upper lip under the gaze of her watery eyes.

The soft touch made all his patience burst out at this moment, and he repeatedly sucked and kissed her lips like nectar after a long time, and he only hoped that time could stay at this moment forever.

Faced with his deeper and deeper kisses, as if no amount of tasting was enough, Shui Xi pushed him away as if he had just woken up from a dream, panting heavily, with inexplicable tears in his eyes.

After the fragrant and soft touch left, Xu Mingxuan pursed his lips in a sense of loss, looking at Shui Xi's blushing and delicate cheeks, his heart was still throbbing uncontrollably.

Thinking that she will be shy when facing her kiss, does it mean that she does not reject herself as before, and is willing to accept herself?

"Daddy, Mommy really loves each other very much, so I can rest assured. From now on, you don't have to worry about it in front of me. You can kiss if you want. That's the sentiment between husband and wife, and I can understand it." Just as he was looking at Shui Xi When thoughts were running wild, Xiao Wangze's happy cry sounded.

Shui Xi helplessly raised his lips and smiled wryly, while Xu Mingxuan smiled brilliantly.

"Okay, Daddy, you must be tired and hungry after rushing back from such a long distance, let's eat quickly." Xiao Wangze thoughtfully said.

Xu Mingxuan happily rubbed his little head: "Baby is so good, Dad is no longer tired after seeing you, he is very happy."

Xiao Wangze rolled his eyes with a smile, took Xu Mingxuan's hand and sat down on the main seat.

Looking at them with deep feelings, Shui Xi smiled bitterly.

During the meal, Shui Xi picked up the rice grains in the bowl with some reluctance to see the eyes that always fell on him from time to time.

"Mommy, why do you only eat and not eat? Is it because you are uncomfortable." Xiao Wangze, who had been happily enjoying the food, noticed this situation and asked concerned.

Shui Xi smiled perfunctorily at him: "No, Mommy isn't feeling sick, it's just that she ate too much for lunch and can't finish dinner for a while."

"Then eat more fruit to digest and digest."

As soon as she finished speaking, Xu Mingxuan put the watermelon on her plate and stared at him intently.

For his undisguised love, Shui Xi smiled in embarrassment, stopped looking at him, and stuffed the watermelon into his mouth.

The dinner ended with Xiao Wangze and Xu Mingxuan laughing, while she sat beside her with a heavy heart and ate the fruit that Xu Mingxuan picked up from time to time.

After placing her son in a small room, after he fell asleep, she returned to the room where Xu Mingxuan lived together.

Xu Mingxuan was taking off his coat and hanging it on the hanger.

Even though she has lived with him for 6 years, she still feels uncomfortable and unaccustomed to facing him alone, especially after her son made such a fuss tonight, she is even more embarrassed and doesn't know how to face him .

Want to avoid being alone with him, but have to face him alone.

Seeing that he saw herself, she adjusted her emotions, walked up to him with a beautifully wrapped birthday gift, and said softly: "I don't know what gift to give you, after thinking about it, you have to face all kinds of high-ranking people every day." In this world, whether the tie is chic or not is very important, so I bought a tie for you, I hope you like it."

After receiving the birthday present, he didn't open it to look at it, and said warmly with a smile: "I like it, no matter what you give me, I like it."

This straightforward love language made Shui Xi anxious, but in order not to hurt him, he could only smile in response.

"It's getting late. You must be very tired after a day's driving. Go to bed early."

Before he could answer, Shui Xi walked towards the bed.

This is a large single bed. The length and width of the bed are more than two meters. When she approached this bedroom, she had already changed into a conservative sleeping cannon, and she just opened the quilt and lay down.

There were two quilts. She and Xu Mingxuan each covered a quilt, and they were lying in opposite directions. The two of them were in the same bed but different dreams.

But the strange air flowing in the bedroom broke the previous calm.

Looking at the beautiful figure with his back turned to him, Xu Mingxuan lay down next to her after a fierce ideological struggle. His respect for her made him just lean on her and stare at her back without any extravagance. move.

Feeling the depression beside him and the heat surrounding his body, Shui Xi frowned, his heart beating chaotically.

In order not to break the pure relationship between friends, Shui Xi pretended not to know and closed her eyes.

However, after the sweet kiss last night, he couldn't suppress his love anymore, he just wanted to break the status quo of being just friends, and wanted to know her real thoughts, otherwise, he would definitely be sleepless all night .

"Shui Xi, I know you're not asleep, can we talk?" He said cautiously.

Shui Xi stared at the wall with his eyes open, but remained silent.

"Shui Xi, I believe you have always understood my love for you, but, but... you, I don't know at all how you feel about me."

In the dark night, the human voice sounded particularly clear, and Shui Xi could clearly hear the trill and tension in his words.

Thinking of him taking care of herself meticulously when she was in trouble, and treating Wang Ze like her own son, she couldn't bear to tell her the true thoughts in her heart, but she didn't want to deceive him, making him obsessed with herself even deeper.

For a while, she really didn't know what to say to him, so she could only keep silent.

"Do you know? Facing you who I love so much every day, but not knowing what you think of me, I have been struggling to suppress my feelings for you. This feeling is so painful."

He paused, took a breath before he could continue: "You have been hurt a lot emotionally, and you don't trust men easily anymore. I understand you, I don't force you, and I wait for you to understand one day. You are happy, and you and Wang Ze will have a good life."

"But my waiting has always caused you to escape. When I take a step closer to you, you take a step back sensitively. I am not afraid that you will never accept me for the rest of your life. In fact, as long as you stay by my side, I can see you every day. Seeing you, I am also satisfied, but I am afraid that you will never fall in love with me for the rest of your life, and what you love is the man who once hurt you, and you will never forget him."

As his last words fell, Shui Xi's heart skipped a beat, can't you forget him?

A line of sore and helpless tears rolled down the corner of her eyes, piercing all her disguises with one word, leaving her in a mess with nowhere to hide.

Yes, she couldn't forget him. After so many years, that cold, charming or domineering figure always appeared before her eyes.

I really want to forget him, but he always haunts me like a lingering ghost, and I can't forget it when I dream back at midnight, and it's hard to fall asleep.

Obviously he treated her so badly, so ruthlessly, so cruelly, why can't she forget it?She, Bai Shuixi, has long since grown from a weak employee to a shrewd and capable manager. Why is she still so weak emotionally?

Annoyed, hated and overwhelmed, she bit her lips tightly. At this moment, how much she hoped that Ling Muze could disappear from this world forever, and stop haunting her like a ghost.

"Shui Xi, tell me your true inner thoughts, and don't let me guess your thoughts nervously, okay?"

"If you are interested in me and have a different relationship with a man and a woman than ordinary friends, then tell me so that I will no longer worry about gains and losses. If you have no intentions for me, please tell me frankly, don't be afraid of hurting me, because your If you can't bear it, I will always have hope for you, and that is the greater harm."

He said it sincerely, with expectations and fears, expecting the answer to be what he wanted, and fearing that for so many years, she would not have the slightest love between men and women for him.

Listening to his pleading words with a trace, thinking of his world-famous great painter, he is so sincere to himself, and he can't say the truest words in his heart.

However, thinking that hiding her true thoughts all the time would make him keep hoping and hurt him even more, she thought about it and had to tell him the real answer.

No longer turning his back to him, turned around, looked at him with regretful eyes, and said in a dry voice: "Mingxuan... I have always had friendship with you, and I have no intention of being a man or a woman. , my heart was lost a long time ago, and I can never find it again, I'm sorry, I..."

"Don't tell me you're sorry, feelings are not something you can fall in love with whoever you want." He said bitterly, with an expression of heartbreak that couldn't be concealed.

With her fingers, she pulled the strand of hair scattered on her forehead behind her ear, forced a smile and said, "Just explain it to me, then I won't have unfounded expectations for you, and you don't have to feel guilty at all." , from now on, I will try my best to suppress my feelings for you, so as not to cause you any trouble, we are still getting along as before."

His voice was trembling obviously, he was obviously very sad for such an answer, but he still comforted her, without any blame, Shui Xi felt a tightness in his chest, and was annoyed why he was so mean, and he was so good to a man who was good to him. I don't like either of them, but I like that big devil.

"Mingxuan, don't be so kind to me, I don't deserve you to be so kind to me." Shui Xi choked up, and tears of guilt kept falling like broken beads.

"What are you talking about, can't I be nice to you if we can't be lovers? No matter what, my original intention of being nice to you will never change. If you don't want to marry again, in fact, we can always Live in this way of getting along with friends." Involuntarily, he said these words.