My Goddess

Just as Su Yifan expected, Nier's seat was vacant on Monday, no one said why, and no one asked why.

After a lot of exaggeration, what happened on the weekend has been raised to the height of urban legend and spread among many students.Whether it's fighting, selling villain books or the donation of 20 US dollars, they all began to spread to the ears of different students like growing four or eight legs.

After the event ended that day, Su Yifan went to negotiate with the school himself, insisting that all clips of himself be removed from the news.Of course, the credit is given to the school leaders, and the focus of publicity has shifted to education and other aspects.Although the school is a little dissatisfied with such a result, it is still within the acceptable range.

Cheng Shuixin, who hadn't witnessed Nier's skills that day, also had countless doubts in her heart after hearing Zhang Chao's narration, so she didn't ask Su Yifan when she saw that Su Yifan had a bad expression.

Today's Su Yifan was extremely dull, at noon, three girls followed him by coincidence, worried about his mood.

Even surrounded by beauties, Su Yifan only forced a smile on his face.

"Continuing like this is not a solution." Yang Bingbing discussed with Cheng Shuixin a little depressed, "Can it be a way to make him happy?"

Cheng Shuixin dragged Zhang Yao and walked slowly on the school playground, listening to "Looking for" on the radio, shaking her head and said, "There is no good way, we can't hold a underwear and pillow party to make him happy, right?"

Yang Bingbing's usual words were still not as sharp as Cheng Shuixin's, so she blushed a little and said, "I'm serious with you...what should I do?"

Cheng Shuixin spread her hands: "There is no good way, let him come out by himself. The only one who can help him in this matter is himself."

The girls also began to feel a little depressed when they couldn't negotiate a result.

At night when school was over, Su Xiaoqing appeared at the school gate and called the three girls to get on the bus, but she didn't call Su Yifan.

Yang Bingbing worried: "Miss Qing, is Su Yifan alright?"

"He still needs to digest this matter slowly." Su Xiaoqing said, "I'll take you away and let him be alone for a while."

The unattended Su Yifan went with Zhang Chao at night, made mistakes continuously, and played extremely poorly in the coordination.Zhang Chao knew that Su Yifan was in a bad mood, and didn't know how to persuade him, so he held back for a long time and asked dryly, "Shall we have some wine?"

Su Yifan finally smiled, and turned his head to look at Zhang Chao with disdain.

"just you?"

"........."

Although he felt that he had been greatly insulted, Zhang Chao decided not to fight back, and he poured a bottle and a half of beer.

On the screen, Su Yifan was about to stop scolding shit, and he didn't care much.Accompany Zhang Chao to call until almost nine o'clock, and wait until the phone keeps ringing before checking out and leaving.

Let's go out, Su Yifan found out that the call was from his father.

"I'll go home right away."

What Su Shen cared about was not this: "What's wrong with you these two days? Are you really in love?"

Su Yifan felt quite relaxed talking to his father: "It's nothing...a classmate transferred."

"I thought I was broken in love." Su Shen was very dissatisfied with his son's behavior of not coming home very often, and he should remember Yang Bingbing, "Your classmate Yang Bingbing is good, your mother likes it very much."

Su Yifan decided to shut up on this topic.

Unexpectedly, Su Shen changed the subject: "Although I don't know what you've been doing recently, I still feel that you have something on your mind. If you want to tell us, you'd better say it directly."

Su Yifan's heart warmed up, the feeling of being cared for by his parents was always there, but he was often ignored by him.

"What I'm doing is about to come to fruition, if it's okay, I'll let you know." Su Yifan promised, "I've been thinking about some issues recently, I'll be fine when I figure it out."

Su Shen has always been at ease with his honest son, and when he heard him say such a grown-up thing, he immediately felt quite relieved: "That's okay, don't force everything, and don't force it."

Su Yifan hummed and hung up the phone.

The teenagers in the bar were still yelling, insulting each other for the game, and excited to meet their girlfriend.

This world is like this, some people are mature, some people are naive.

Su Yifan didn't know whether he should be mature or continue to be naive, so he turned to look for Zhang Chao who was buying a drink next to him: "Go home, we still have class tomorrow."

Zhang Chao was drinking on the side of the road with a bottle of iced Coke: "Are you okay?"

"It's okay." Su Yifan felt much better after being blown by the evening wind, "Let's go."

The two walked side by side along the bar and down the street.The air was filled with the smell of barbecue at night, Su Yifan witnessed all kinds of people wandering in the street.

A long time ago, Su Yifan, who didn't pay much attention to himself, also liked to observe his surroundings like this, looking at the expressions on everyone's faces, trying to figure out everyone's life.

Suddenly, Su Yifan realized that he didn't seem to be in the same mood as before.

Is getting too much, so become careless?

Zhang Chao hummed an out-of-tune song beside Su Yifan, "Looking for" sung by Zhang Yao.The singing is super out of tune, but the lyrics are very clear.

"...No matter how much you want to talk, your footsteps are always in a hurry..."

"...How can I see my pursuit clearly, how can I get what I pray for..."

"...I don't want to have what I have, and I don't want to have what I lose..."

"...Searching again and again, my footsteps following each other..."

Su Yifan couldn't be more familiar with those lyrics, he has read, heard, and even memorized every line.

In the dark of night, when Su Yifan heard Zhang Chao sing this song, the understanding in his heart became much smoother.

All the way home, Su Yifan ran around the neighborhood downstairs ten times, and climbed upstairs sweating profusely.

"Where are you going crazy?" Gu Ying saw his son who looked like he was fished out of the water, and asked angrily, "How did this happen?"

"Exercise." Su Yifan smiled at his mother and ran to take a bath.

The next morning, Su Yifan came to school early.

Many people in the school already knew Su Yifan, this boy who usually doesn't talk too much is now the focus of many people's discussion.

Not caring about the gazes and pointing of those classmates, Su Yifan sat down in his seat again.

Cheng Shuixin, who had dark circles around her eyes, had already sat in her seat before Su Yifan, she came too early today.

"Are you okay?"

Su Yifan smiled: "It's okay."

There was no one else in the classroom, only monitor Li Peiran was sitting next to him, the look in Su Yifan's eyes was no longer sour, but rather fearful.

Su Yifan could no longer see any scars on his face, but he still left a deep impression on Li Peiran's mind with his actions.

Li Peiran was very worried that one day Su Yifan would punch him in the face if he really didn't like him.

What's more important is the magic power of money, Li Peiran has been praying continuously during this tormented weekend, hoping that Su Yifan's donation is nothing more than a bluff.

The final result obviously disappointed Li Peiran.

Everything is silent, and it is all the more powerful because of the silence.No one pursued Su Yifan's daring behavior that day, which meant that the $20 that Su Yifan said was true and pure.

Cheng Shuixin ignored Li Peiran's existence at all, and said to Su Yifan: "We are all worried about you."

Su Yifan didn't say sorry, he knew it would be meaningless even if he did.

"I'm really fine, we still have a lot of things to do, don't we?" Su Yifan cheered up and said quickly, "We can't miss the work meal at noon today, you and Yang Bingbing must attend."

Cheng Shuixin was surprised by the changes in Su Yifan's present. She tried her best to capture the changes in the boy's eyes and expressions, and said with some relief and some worry: "We are all fine, don't force yourself."

"How could it be?" Su Yifan remembered what Su Xiaoqing had said to him, and an infinite impulse arose in his heart, "I feel that I have a lot of things to do, and you must help me."

"How dare you not try your best." Cheng Shuixin finally smiled reassuringly this time, "By the way, I think Zhang Chao is really kind to you. He didn't run away that day."

Su Yifan raised his head and glanced at Li Peiran, and said unabashedly: "As a man, he should learn to face it instead of avoiding it."

Cheng Shuixin laughed so hard that Li Peiran strangled the couple to death in the classroom.

On the other hand, in just one morning, the news of Zhai Yufei's resignation from the student union chairman has spread throughout the campus.

The student union of No. [-] High School was originally just a decoration attached to the management system of the teachers. In the past two years, under the activities and organization of Zhai Yufei, it has gained a lot of autonomy, and it can be regarded as a very eye-catching landscape on the campus.Although everyone thought that Zhai Yufei would at least stay in office until the end of the semester before resigning, but now there is still the last month of the semester, and Zhai Yufei is about to resign as the chairman of the student union.The meaning of this matter itself makes many people can't help but gossip.

Of course, there are various high-sounding theories about the reasons for his resignation, and Zhai Yufei has countless excuses for this matter.

The real reason is only known to Zhai Yufei himself and a few people.

Liang Fangfang, the second in command of the student union, also resigned at the same time, which meant to follow Zhai Yufei to advance and retreat.So Yu Zheng, who had been silent all this time, was successfully appointed as the new student union chairman under the recommendation of Zhai Yufei.

All of this happened and ended within a morning. The student union advocated freedom and democracy, which of course is not very liberal and democratic in this kind of thing.

When Su Yifan heard the news, he was about to pack up his things and leave the classroom. After Zhang Chao told him excitedly, his reaction was calm.

"I see."

Zhang Chao was very surprised: "Aren't you against Zhai Yufei?"

"That was in the past." Su Yifan smiled slightly, "People have to look forward, the days are still long."

Tang Ying, secretary of the Communist Youth League, was nearby, and when she heard this seemingly meaningful sentence, she took a deep look at Su Yifan.

Su Yifan added: "Some people have done wrong things, shouldn't they be punished?"

This is to hand over the initiative to Tang Ying.

Tang Ying is a smart girl. Lin Lu was pulling her hand to walk outside the classroom. Hearing this, she stopped and thought for a while and said, "I think what you said is right. People have to look forward. Let the past be past." .”

Su Yifan asked with a smile: "Really let go?"

"Let it go." Tang Ying said seriously, "I don't mind if I let it go completely."

Lin Lu looked curiously at the two people who were talking inexplicably. She didn't understand how Tang Ying and Su Yifan talked so much.

"That's good." Su Yifan said, "See you this afternoon."

After walking out of the classroom, Su Yifan called Zhai Yufei.

"Tang Ying gave up the idea of ​​asking me to trouble you." Su Yifan was no longer polite to Zhai Yufei, and now he felt that it was completely unnecessary to do that.

Zhai Yufei on the other side of the phone was stunned, and said something that had nothing to do with him.

"You have really changed a lot."

"It only takes one night to grow up." When Su Yifan said this, he thought of Chu Ruo somehow.

Zhai Yufei sighed on the phone: "I will go to Tang Ying and apologize to her in person. Are you satisfied?"

"How did you change your mind?"

"It's better to take the initiative to change than to be forced to change by others." Zhai Yufei said, "I want to thank you."

Su Yifan didn't say anything, he hung up the phone directly, of course he was dissatisfied, but he definitely wouldn't deal with Zhai Yufei right now, he had someone he wanted to deal with more.

Raising his head, Su Yifan felt that the world he saw was completely new.

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The so-called growth can also mean letting yourself remember those marks after suffering.

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