My Goddess

Nier felt that her hair seemed to be dry without knowing it, and she stared at Su Xiaoqing across a table.Today's Su Xiaoqing is all in white, as if she wants to blend into the surrounding environment, her white is dazzling and pure.The goggles hanging around the neck seem to have a complicated structure, but the style is very simple, and it should have more functions.

Su Xiaoqing, who was silent and silent, felt very coercive, and there was a little breathless taste in her eyes.Nier always felt that Su Xiaoqing in front of her was more terrifying than in her previous impression, especially after she knew about Su Xiaoqing's various methods.

Su Xiaoqing brought up a simple plate and placed it between the two of them.

Simple roast beef, rice, mushroom soup, a little fruit, a small piece of fresh milk cake and a glass of juice are almost enough for Neil alone.

"This should be enough for you to eat." Su Xiaoqing brought a glass of water for herself, and the clean water looked a little mysterious in this snow-white room, like a drink that didn't belong to this world.

Nier looked hesitantly at the food that Su Xiaoqing had prepared for herself. Although she was already hungry, she didn't have much appetite to eat these things now.Looking up at Su Xiaoqing, Nier felt that her heart was also filled with melancholy. At this moment, most of the problems had basically been solved.

"You know I'm leaving?"

This is nonsense, but Niall still wants to insist on asking once.

Su Xiaoqing nodded: "I know, no one can change your mind."

Neil lowered her head and looked at the things on the dinner plate. The smell of charcoal from the beef was extremely attractive, but she was too lazy to cut it with a knife and fork.

"Actually, I thought about changing..."

"For Su Yifan?" Su Xiaoqing was not surprised, but rather emotional, "Have you guys slept yet?"

Nier was a little annoyed by the question, and stared at Su Xiaoqing displeased: "Why are you interested in these things?"

Su Xiaoqing shrugged: "Of course I'm interested. I'm still guessing which of you will sleep with him first. Now you've won the first place?"

Nier originally wanted to tell Su Xiaoqing how she was feeling at the moment, but when she was ridiculed by this demonic woman, she suddenly lost her mood and said bitterly, "I won't tell you!"

"It's okay, I'll ask Su Yifan, he will definitely tell me." Su Xiao smiled lightly.

"Don't go!" Neil was anxious, "This is a private room, you can't do this!"

Seeing Neil's anxious look, Su Xiao smiled happily, as if this was her real table wine, she shook her head and said, "Okay, then I respect your **, don't ask."

Nier didn't expect Su Xiaoqing to be so easy to talk to, and after a little tweaking, she wasn't as angry as before.

"Let's eat." After Su Xiaoqing regained her usual mood, she appeared indifferent, and her attitude towards Nell was more kind. "After eating, I have the strength to continue looking for your answer."

Nier really started to eat, gulping, and didn't look at Su Xiaoqing very much, seeming very attentive.

"Actually, do you know my answer, right?" Neil also drank some juice on the way to eat, so she took the time to ask Su Xiaoqing.

Su Xiaoqing was still drinking her clear water, sipping slowly, and nodded without hesitation when she heard Neil's question.

Neil was still holding the fork in one hand, and was continuing to deal with the piece of charcoal-grilled beef. Seeing that Su Xiaoqing actually answered in the affirmative, her movements instantly slowed down infinitely.

Su Xiaoqing looked at Nier and asked calmly, "Do you want me to tell you the answer?"

It was a simple question, but Neal hesitated.

The lonely days and nights of being alone all this time come to mind, and Su Yifan's smiling face and Su Xiaoqing's indifference are also mixed in it.The memories left in those times flashed one after another, and Nier always felt that her life seemed to suddenly go from one extreme to another.

From a lonely wandering road to a fork in many choices.

Should he pursue what he wants and move forward, or get the answer easily from Su Xiaoqing?

Such a second choice is obviously not a problem anymore, the problem is what kind of life I need to continue to believe in.

She may not have the answer in her heart, but Su Xiaoqing definitely has the answer.

The answer lies in this simple meal.

That also happens to be Nell's own answer.

Struggling in her heart for a while, Neil finally decided to follow her heart.

"People like you may not understand why you spend so much time doing things that are meaningless and even others know the answer." Neil looked at Su Xiaoqing and said, "Anyway, I still feel that my way It’s better to go by yourself. What’s the difference between the answers others give me and watching TV answering programs?”

"Then I wish you the best of luck in the future." Su Xiaoqing took a sip of water, the answer was not surprising to her at all, "It's good enough to walk the path you want to go."

Nier continued to cut the meat, as if she wanted to cut Su Xiaoqing's flesh.

"You don't need to teach me, I know what to do."

Su Xiaoqing looked at Neil and shook her head slightly.

"You still need me."

Nier felt that she hated Su Xiaoqing even more.

Although Su Xiaoqing was very patient, it still didn't take much time for Nier to finish a meal. She ate everything, then wiped her mouth without a ladylike image, stared at Su Xiaoqing and asked: "Ai What are you going to do, Bert?"

"Would it make him happier if someone he thought he could rely on betrayed him?" Su Xiaoqing didn't answer directly, but seemed to be asking for Neal's opinion, "Or do you have any better suggestions. "

Neil looked at Su Xiaoqing with firm eyes: "The best idea I can think of is to kill him."

"That's easy, but how about letting him die after returning to England?" Su Xiaoqing said, "Shall I name someone he trusts the most to kill him, or let Anthony do it for revenge?"

When the name Anthony was mentioned, Neil remembered this young man who once claimed to be infatuated with her, but eventually betrayed her.

This kind of betrayal in life does not make Neil feel lost. On the contrary, she can understand Anthony's entangled mood and wanting to show it in front of her.

But this does not mean that she forgave Anthony. Neil thought about it and felt that this suggestion was feasible.

"It's not bad to let Anthony do it."

"Anthony is at the seaside, do you want him to come and see you?"

Neil heard that Anthony had come to Binhai, and immediately understood the young talent's intentions.Maybe Anthony just wants to see himself in a fiasco, and then reach out to himself as a winner to show kindness?

It's really disgusting when you think about it carefully... The girl with long platinum hair frowned subconsciously, and tied her long hair into a clean and beautiful ponytail.

In my impression, Su Yifan really likes looking at ponytails, and of course he also likes the way his long hair is loose.When the two hugged each other, the boy would always touch his long blond hair, and that gentle movement made Nier's heart beat a little faster.

"No, I don't want to see him."

Su Xiaoqing nodded her head to show her understanding: "If Albert doesn't die, he can still make waves in AUU, but you're right, he might be more valuable to us if he's dead."

Nier understood Su Xiaoqing's meaning: "Is it a threat?"

"It's not a threat." Su Xiaoqing said, "State the facts."

"Your fact is that everyone can't do anything about you?" Nier was actually a little speechless to Su Xiaoqing, "Do you want to be so conceited?"

When Su Xiaoqing encountered a topic she didn't like, she still just smiled and refused to answer. This attitude aroused Neil's displeasure even more. She stood up a little excitedly and continued to ask: "How many people do you think you can threaten? How many people are in awe of you?"

This time Su Xiaoqing answered Nier.

"I don't know either, I'm just trying to ward off greed."

"Greed is in human nature."

"Humanity enacts laws to control greed." Su Xiaoqing said, "There is always a way to control greed, within a certain range."

"I wish you success too." Nier said angrily, "If you can't protect Su Yifan well, remember to tell, I will come back and continue to protect him."

Su Xiaoqing stood up and put down the water glass: "I'm looking forward to that day."

Nier didn't ask Su Xiaoqing any more questions about auu, and turned away with her old clothes.

Su Xiaoqing didn't say goodbye to Neil any more, she just looked at Neil's lonely back and asked calmly, "Aren't you going to see him?"

Neil waved her hand: "No, tell him that next time I see him, I will definitely not let him go."

Su Xiaoqing pursed her lips and smiled, she felt that Neil looked cuter at this time.

Standing there and waiting until Nier left the basement and the elevator sent the little girl away, Su Xiaoqing took off the glove on her left hand and took the elevator back to the ground by herself.

In a ward that was not recorded in the hospital records, Su Yifan was still asleep.

The exhaustion of body and heart caused Su Yifan to fall into a deep sleep that was close to a coma. His breathing was still even and his expression was peaceful.The wounds on his body have been re-treated, and he has also changed into a clean patient gown. The whole person is soundly asleep as if he has fallen into a huge soft mattress.

There is no one in the ward, only the corresponding equipment.Su Xiaoqing walked to Su Yifan's side, looking at this familiar face, the pain that had been blocked in her heart instantly burst.

With his eyes closed, Su Yifan's face was still slightly delicate, his long eyelashes were closed, his lips were stubbornly parted, and the scars on his face were still faintly visible.

For Su Yifan, these scars may be regarded as a little medal in his growth, but for Su Xiaoqing, it is not the case.

Su Xiaoqing didn't intend to let go of the person who brought every scar so easily!

After watching Su Yifan for about 20 minutes, Su Xiaoqing saw Su Yifan's lips move, she knew that Su Yifan was about to wake up.

After waking up, she will face the world again, Su Xiaoqing feels that this time Su Yifan has made new preparations.

(The first part ends when there are teenagers)