Lieutenant, stand at attention and rest!

"Xiaojing, talk to mom, okay?"

The concerned tone and the long-lost family affection made Yao Xiaojing's hesitant steps come to a halt.

She raised her dark eyes and said in a low voice: "Mom..."

The two mother and daughter were sitting in the narrow and closed stairwell of the inpatient department building. Chi Yuyan hugged her daughter's thin body, and looked at the heavy snow in the sky through the transparent glass window, snuggling together quietly.

This quiet time seems to be able to settle the complicated thoughts in the mind, and at the same time heal the pain from the depths of the soul.

"Mom, have you ever been in love?" Yao Xiaojing put her forehead on her mother's shoulder, feeling the sweet fragrance from her body. .

Chi Yuyan thought about it seriously, and said unexpectedly: "Of course."

Yao Xiaojing's black eyes glowed with disbelief, and she raised her head from her mother's shoulders, seeing that her expression didn't seem to be fooling herself, she couldn't help but feel even more surprised.

"Who is that person? Oh... definitely not Dad... Tell me the truth, Senior Colonel Chi! Who else were you attracted to back then?"

Chi Yuyan plucked her hair with her hands, then pursed her lips and smiled shyly: "Don't tell your father...that's all happened when I was a child."

"Come on, Mom..."

"It was the boy in the class next door to me when I was in junior high... He was handsome and elegant, and he was completely different from your father. I used to have a crush on him for a long time, and I didn't dare to confess, let alone approach him... I remember every time I The first time I passed their class, I would keep my head down and trot all the way over. I was afraid that he would find out what was on my mind." Chi Yuyan's expression was far away, as if time was reversed with memories. .

Yao Xiaojing's eyes flickered, she cuddled closer to her mother, and asked softly, "What happened after that? Have you started with him?"

Chi Yuyan shook her head regretfully, and said with some regret: "No... He and I have always stayed in the stage of staring and passing by... The only time we talked was during the cultural performance. I went to the backstage to find him. A classmate gave stage props, but he, the host, stopped him."

"What a coincidence?" Can a host also work as a doorman part-time?Yao Xiaojing didn't understand.

"Hehe... there is such a coincidence there... He may also have a good impression of me, just found an opportunity, and took the initiative to talk to me..."

"Ah...really!"

"Yeah... that's right..." Chi Yuyan pinched her daughter's porcelain white cheeks with a smile, and said with a smile: "Of course it's true... But it's a pity that he and I are too nervous Barely said a few irrelevant words, and I ran away blushing... When I returned to the place where the class was sitting, I suddenly found that the props to be sent to the backstage were still tightly held in the palm of my hand!"

Yao Xiaojing hugged Chi Yuyan's waist, pressed her forehead against her metallic epaulet, and smiled sourly.

"Mom, you are so stupid..."

Chi Yuyan swayed her daughter's body, and said with infinite emotion: "The only time, there was a possibility to continue with him, and I was so nervous that I missed it... Thinking about it, I feel a little regretful, but I never regretted liking him. . . ”

"Then why did you break up? You guys didn't really start, did you?"

Chi Yuyan hummed, and slowly replied: "Yes, it ended without a real beginning. Not long after the art performance, I heard that he was with the hostess. After that, we have been together for a long time. Everyone is busy, although sometimes we meet in the corridor, but I don't have the courage to talk to him anymore."

With a soft sigh, Chi Yuyan stared intently at the snowflakes outside the window: "I never told anyone, not even your uncle. When I found out that he had a girl he liked, I felt like God It was as if I had collapsed. I was covered with a quilt and cried in an empty house. The whole afternoon, I didn’t seem to have done anything else except cry. Later, after venting my heart out, I figured out that no matter what happened, The reason why I can dry my tears and move forward. I understand that the sun will rise every day, and I will not stop time at the best moment because of my sadness..."

Yao Xiaojing pondered over what her mother said.

Thinking of her experience similar to his own, and thinking of her crying helplessly with her head covered, she couldn't help her eyes getting wet quietly. .

Chi Yuyan pressed her daughter's shoulder hard, and said emotionally: "The memory of first love in a person's life is the most beautiful. Its beauty lies in truth and purity, and it lies in the first time in many people's lives. In the stage of first love. So first love is unforgettable, unforgettable, and endlessly memorable."

"However, behind the beautiful first love, there is also a deep bitterness. When the ruthless reality is in front of the lovers, when each other finds out that the other party is not the only one in life, this fragile and inexperienced relationship will easily die. After many years, you You will find that many scenes and memories will be erased from your memory, but you will never forget the loss of love. Because this is the first time you face setbacks, it is a rare opportunity to grow. Xiao Jing... Mom knows You just went through an unsuccessful relationship. Knowing that your heart is hurting, sad, and lost, you become unconfident, want to escape, want to hide the best side of yourself... Is it right?"

The petite head crouching in her arms lightly nodded, and shouted aggrievedly: "Mom...he has another girl...he doesn't like me anymore...Mom...my heart hurts so much...it hurts so much ..."

Chi Yuyan's mother's heart instantly softened and shattered. .

She hugged her fragile and sad daughter tightly, full of guilt and intolerance, but for her daughter's lifelong happiness, she could only hide her soft heart deeply. .

Forgive mom, Xiaojing.My father and I are all for your own good. . .

Feeling her daughter's warm tears on her neck, Chi Yuyan smiled and wiped off the crystals on her daughter's cheeks. .

She looked at her deeply, and said earnestly: "Xiaojing...you are only 18 years old, just like a budding lily of the valley, and it has not yet reached the most beautiful moment of blooming, ordinary people can't see you Your value, your kindness... It doesn't matter. When you grow up, when you reveal your fragrance, you will definitely meet someone waiting for you, just like me and your father. Do you understand?"

She carefully held up her daughter's tearful face, and cared softly: "Silly daughter...don't cry...at all times, remember that you are the best girl...no one can be better than you . . ”