Korean Hurricane Idol

Chapter 119 The Natural Failure Part 1

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spn night, the lights are gentle.

The buildings on both sides of the road are full of prosperity and brilliance under the night. They extend out together with the road, and the orange street lights follow closely as the background. When the cars drive on it, the eyes are full of light, brought by the colorful colors. warmth.

The light coming in from the outside changes direction quickly every time it passes a street lamp. Xiaoxian, who has fastened his seat belt in an orderly manner, looks at the pedestrians and buildings receding outside, humming happily.

After tonight, the girl will be 14 years old, 15 years old, officially entering the stage of a girl. Putting it on other girls of the same age, there may be some changes in mentality, some complicated but unspeakable melancholy.But in Xu Zhuxian's world, the world is still the same. If she is asked to choose how to allocate time in her future life, most of her options are learning as the main learning of classroom knowledge, learning piano, vocal music, and dancing, and nothing else. .

Driving the car, listening to the melody hummed by the girl, Ahn Jun Hyuk smiled. [

If it is said that when he is with Taeyeon and Yoona, he treats them as younger sisters, then when he is with Xiaoxian, his mentality will probably be very old, so old that he regards girls as daughters.

In the dream, he was not married and had no children. He could not understand what it was like to have children. Only when he was tired and empty occasionally, he had a momentary reverie, thinking that he would take care of a small life with his own hands. Raising her up, teaching her to understand the world, teaching her knowledge and the principles of being a human being, and watching her gradually grow up to be able to take over his industry fantasy has since come to an abrupt end.

An Jun Hyuk in the dream is not that great, and he has worked hard all his life for the benefit of future generations.He only has himself and Zhixiu in his eyes. For so many years, he has been constantly ups and downs in the business world, first for life, and later for ambition and unwillingness to be lonely.

He felt that if An Junhyuk in the dream really came to the day when he was dying, he would really collapse. For the career he had worked hard for many years, the only arrangement he had was to set aside part of the establishment fund for Zhixiu.leftover.Destroy them all without giving anyone a chance!

After I die, no matter how terrible the flood is!

That An Junhyuk is so cruel.Headstrong.An image that interprets selfishness and desire for control to the extreme.

Environment creates character.After all, there is a truth to this sentence, and now everything is different again.There is no hard life in Jeju Island as in the dream, struggling at the bottom of the society, suffering from poverty and loss of dignity, An Jun Hyuk's heart seems not so hard, and as more and more jehu with the girls around him, Surrounded by a warm fragrance every day, his heart seemed to be softened by that warmth.

Especially after confirming the relationship with Lin Xiujing.

Recently, I have been thinking about the future of the two, imagining how the two will start a family, and thinking about the future children.

Unlike the aversion to children in the dream, everything in the reverie at this time is soft and soft, like a hot towel tied to the face in winter to dispel the severe cold, a certain warm throbbing has been spreading to the deepest part of my heart.

He often feels that it would be great if his future child is as well-behaved as Xiaoxian.

From a father's point of view, a child like Xiaoxian is undoubtedly the most perfect daughter. She is never self-willed, does not cry, studies hard consciously, knows how to plan her life in an orderly manner, and knows how to regulate her physical and mental health.

If the child is like this, he must worry less.

However, that is just a fantasy after all. In reality, he is just a big brother. From this point of view, Xiaoxian's living conditions are very worrying.

Has anyone seen many children who don't like to eat snacks, don't like to play with friends, and the focus of daily life is not only learning but also learning?

As the saying goes, if you don't explode in silence, you will pervert in silence.

She stretched her nerves too tightly, he was really afraid that one day, that tight nerve would suddenly break, and then the girl would become a pervert...

Thinking about it, he considered his vocabulary, and said to Xiaoxian: "Xiaoxian, come to your house to play more in the future, and don't always stay in the classroom when you are in school. After class, I will go to your sister Yun'er."

For his sudden proposal, Xiaoxian was very puzzled, the girl stopped humming, turned her head to look over, and blinked: "Why?"

"Oh, there are not so many reasons, opp just wants us Xiaoxian to be happier every day."

"But I am very happy every day!" As he said that, Xiaoxian's eyes dimmed slightly, "Besides, Sister Yun'er doesn't like being with me!"

Rigidity does not mean that there is a problem with the brain. Low EQ can also be compensated by IQ. Xiaoxian can naturally detect Yuner's evasion when facing her. Although he does not know the specific reason, he is not aware of it.

And similar things don't only happen to Yoona, sisters like Taeyeon, Sooyoung, and Yuri all have similar reactions when facing her. Most of the time, they don't stay with her for long, and most of them don't stay with her for a long time. Looking for a reason to run away, among the friends around me, only Xiuyan is willing to be with her often Of course, we all know why Xiuyan can stay by her side...

In private, she once overheard some junior trainees saying that she was not easy to get along with.

Xiaoxian felt very sad, she didn't know why they had such thoughts, thinking that Yun'er and the others sometimes escaped for a similar reason, and because of this, they were depressed for a long time.

This evening, Sister Yun'er asked her what her birthday wish was. At that time, she said that she hoped that she would grow up quickly, but she didn't tell Yun'er. She felt that she was too young and had no common language with them. Blend in with them and become more intimate with them.

That being the case, then pray that you will grow up quickly!

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Usually, she would never utter these thoughts and thoughts in her heart. Most outsiders can’t understand the reservedness of a girl, but today, perhaps An Junhe took the initiative to ask. In the quiet driving car, light kept flashing, suddenly In the suddenly dark atmosphere, the girl spoke in a depressed mood.

At the end, she looked up at An Junhe: "Does opp think I'm not easy to get along with?"

Asking like this, her eyes were filled with water vapor, and she looked very pitiful.

An Junhe didn't answer. In the silence, the girl's eye circles gradually turned red. An Junhe, who saw all this out of the corner of his eye, drove the car to a secluded road, stopped, raised his hand to touch the girl's soft hair, and smiled. Said: "Of course opp doesn't think Xiaoxian is difficult to get along with, but your sister Yun'er and the others don't want to be with you. I'm afraid it's really a problem in this aspect."

Xiaoxian lowered his head and twisted his fingers quietly.

After a moment of silence, Ahn Joon Hyuk asked her, "Do you want to know why?"

"Think!" She nodded heavily.

"Actually, the reason is very simple. Your attitude towards life is too upright." Rubbing the girl's soft long hair, he said under the puzzled eyes she looked at, "Everything, you have stipulated how to do it." , or what can be done, what can’t be done, strictly can’t be overstepped, but you have to know that people are not computers, and no one can keep up with your thinking rhythm. They don’t want to be with you for too long, it’s not that they hate you You are a person, but you can't stand your rules!"

"But...but isn't a well-behaved attitude towards life the healthiest?"

"That depends on the situation. You can ask yourself, but you can't force others."

Xiaoxian was very confused by this result, bowed his head and stopped talking.

"I know that you have your own ideas, and you also hope that Yun'er and the others will accept what you think is a healthy arrangement. It is difficult for you to change, but I think you might as well change your way, learn to tolerate their sometimes unhealthy, learn to be tolerant They have some bad habits, please be tactful when making comments, of course, the most important thing is that you have to learn to laugh!"

"laugh?"[

"Yeah!" A car passed by on the road behind the fork, and the diffused lights spread into the car in an instant, and then went away quickly, the light and darkness changed, and under the dim light that came again, the girl's face was delicate, her skin Reflecting a faint light, like a porcelain doll.

Cold, with a stiff expression, although it doesn't have Xiuyan's repulsive taste, but it can't be called warm.

"There are many kinds of laughter. In the way you understand it, from a physiological point of view, it is nothing more than the movement of facial muscles, the traction of skin muscles, radiant muscles and circular muscles. But you can't use this stereotyped method for many things. The real reason why people can make expressions is because we have rich emotions, I know you can laugh, but you laugh without emotion..." Like a father teaching his daughter earnestly, An Junhe made a few smiles , sometimes cold, sometimes depressing, sometimes warm.

Xiaoxian watched intently.

"...I agree with the healthy life attitude you insist on, so I don't force you to change it. If this is the case, then we will start with the details. Do you think that if your expression can be as rich as mine, facing When you are with others, use a smile to convey warmth and kindness, will they still find you difficult to approach? If you don’t look serious when you make an opinion, but put it forward with a smile, you say, sisters still Would you resent it?"

"..." After thinking for a while in silence, Xiaoxian shook his head.

"So!" An Junhe patted the girl's cheek with a sense of accomplishment, "Now, let me see if you smile!"

"En!" Xiaoxian nodded vigorously, and then held his breath.

One second, two seconds, in An Junhe's expectant eyes, the dim outside of the car shines from a distance. Under the dim light, Xiaoxian, who is trying to practice his smile, has changed from a beautiful porcelain doll to a burnt porcelain doll. baby……

Patting his forehead helplessly, Ahn Jun Hyuk, who was deeply frustrated, gave a wry smile.

"Uh...very good, at least she looks better when she smiles than Sadako..."

Temporarily giving up the desire to teach, he encouraged Xiaoxian, who never watched horror movies, didn't know what Sadako was, thought he was praising him and continued to work hard, and then started on the road again.

The first training ended in failure... (To be continued.)

ps: In fact, the title of this chapter is supposed to be "teaching", but I am a man of integrity...

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