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Chapter 353 Cultivation Bottleneck
After the exam, our homeroom teacher, Mr. Cheng, finally announced the news of the autumn outing and the holiday. The classroom was immediately filled with cheers, and the loudspeakers on campus were also singing Jacky Cheung's "You Are So Poisonous": "You are so poisonous, you are so poisonous, you are so poisonous, woooo ...

Zhang Guangyao leaned against the wall in boredom, a little absent-minded. At this time, Li Huijing, who was standing next to him, said to Zhang Guangyao with excitement for the first time: "Zhang Guangyao, we will have two days off after the autumn outing. You and Yunyun can go to my house to play. Alas, we can finally relax."

Zhang Guangyao suddenly felt very moved by the face so close to him. He gently reached out his hand and touched Li Huijing's pretty face. The slightly flushed, warm and elastic feeling instantly filled Zhang Guangyao's heart. Li Huijing was stunned for a moment, and suddenly blurted out a weak word in a somewhat at a loss: "You--". Although she didn't say anything afterwards, it showed that this smart girl was waiting for Zhang Guangyao's explanation.

Zhang Guangyao put down his hand and immediately reached out to hold Li Huijing's soft hand, but she cleverly escaped and asked vigilantly: "What do you want to do?"

Zhang Guangyao tried to act very sincerely and said, "Huijing, Xiaojing, Ajing, Jingjing, be my girlfriend?"

Li Huijing, who obviously had not expected Zhang Guangyao's words, was stunned again. Suddenly, her originally happy expression turned complicated. It was very difficult to speak, but she didn't know what to do, "Zhang Guangyao, you, you are really a good boy, but I, I am still too young, and I still have to work hard to get into college. I really don't want to fall in love now..."

Zhang Guangyao has always believed in his own feelings. If he said this to Zhou Keyun, Zhou Keyun would definitely accept it silently. However, although he could see from Li Huijing's eyes that she had a hint of affection for him, he knew that it would be difficult for him to succeed, and he was really rejected.

In fact, Zhang Guangyao didn't care too much. After all, when he was an ordinary person, he was also rejected by the girl he pursued for five years. So this time, he was purely pursuing Li Huijing's rejection, so that he could once again completely destroy the dusty broken emotional injury. If he succeeded by chance, he could naturally make up for the psychological trauma caused by the girl with the same personality and appearance.

Zhang Guangyao feels that this pursuit of heaven or hell is very suitable for him now.

After being rejected, the classroom was still noisy, and the song outside the classroom had already been sung to Hei Long's "Angel's Wings": "I believe you are still here, never left, my love is like an angel guarding you..."

The feeling of hell he was looking for was found, but Zhang Guangyao did not feel any pain. On the contrary, his heart seemed to be really broken. The hot blood was flowing madly, and waves of numbness and strange pain came. However, Zhang Guangyao felt a faint sense of gloating in his heart. It was a feeling of relief, joy, and happiness for his own heartache. It was strange to the point of being weird.

Li Huijing on the other side saw Zhang Guangyao's face suddenly turned pale for a while, and felt a little apologetic. Although they had not been together for long, although Zhang Guangyao was usually cold, she was able to see the occasional comfort and care in his eyes. It was precisely because of this that she felt that she could not hurt the boy's heart, but she didn't know how to deal with emotional matters.

Li Huijing looked at Zhang Guangyao in a daze, and then she said shyly in a low voice: "Zhang Guangyao, to be honest, you are really a very considerate boy, very good. I also hope that we can be good friends, but I know in my heart that once the relationship between us is broken, it will be difficult to continue even as friends. I am still young, and I really don't want to... I hope you won't be sad, and don't misunderstand..."

Zhang Guangyao smiled, and his smile was very relaxed and carefree: "Haha, Xiao Li, I understand, you don't need to say more... Shisui is a good boy, I hope you are happy, we are still good friends, forever." As he spoke, Zhang Guangyao seemed to see himself saying the same words again. The figure of the girl in his memory and the girl in front of him overlapped, and Zhang Guangyao clearly felt that drops of blood in his heart were melting and breaking.

"I still can't forget her, brother Wufeng, what do you think I should do?" Sighing in his heart, Zhang Guangyao suddenly felt that there was no point in studying, and he might as well just follow Zhang Wufeng.

This thought was only a fleeting one.

Zhang Guangyao packed up a few books silently and said nothing more. Although this was the failure he had deliberately sought, once it really came, no matter how calm he was, he would still feel too much loss.

Zhou Keyun turned her head and looked at Zhang Guangyao from the front. Seeing his indifferent and lost look as he sorted the books one by one, she felt powerless and extremely sad, as if she was Zhang Guangyao at the moment. That slender but indifferent and somewhat decadent figure struck her heart again and again. At the same time, Li Huijing's beautiful eyes were cast on Feng Zhishui, who was sitting with Zhou Keyun in front and chatting happily with the class monitor. The boy with broad shoulders and a faint smile that made people feel like spring breeze... The classroom fell silent at some point. Zhang Guangyao no longer knew, but the class monitor was still there. The head teacher's voice came over, "Tomorrow is a holiday, and the class teacher has decided to organize an autumn outing. One reason is to let everyone relax and broaden their horizons. We will book a big bus. Everyone should pay 300 yuan and then sign up. I hope everyone can go. After all, it will be difficult to have such class activities in the future. Even if it is a gathering before graduation, those who really don't want to go or have financial difficulties can choose not to go... Also, everyone should think about where you want to travel and reach a consensus."

All the students signed up one by one, except Zhang Guangyao. He really didn't feel like participating in such an event at the moment, so when the monitor asked him, in order to prevent Li Huijing from understanding his feelings, he said calmly: "Well, I won't go. I don't have the money, and it's meaningless to go."

The squad leader looked at Zhang Guangyao and suddenly said generously: "You are new here, so you should get along with everyone. When everyone collects the money, it should be enough to cover you. Why don't you go?"

Two moving voices were heard nearby, saying, "I'll pay for him." One was Li Huijing, with a guilty look on her face; the other was Zhou Keyun, with disappointment written all over her face.

Feng Zhishui also came over at this time, still maintaining a very gentlemanly and bright smile on his face, and said: "Brother Yao, look, everyone is going, but you are not going. Don't go against the kindness of the beauties. I envy you so much..."

Li Hui listened to the teasing in Feng Zhishui's eyes. Thinking of Zhang Guangyao's previous confession, he was a little afraid that Feng Zhishui would misunderstand him, so he gave Feng Zhishui an embarrassing look and said, "Zhishui, what nonsense are you talking about!" This charming look made Zhang Guangyao's heart tremble again. He looked at Zhou Keyun and found that the girl with a little sadness on her face was really beautiful at the moment, so he nodded gently and said, "Okay."

Hearing that Zhang Guangyao agreed, the classmates cheered again, obviously because Zhang Guangyao, the cold and handsome guy, also showed up, and the whole class finally got together. After the exam, everyone had a holiday, and they performed at their best, so they were naturally happy. The classmates also understood that Zhang Guangyao's family background was definitely not bad, so when Zhang Guangyao said that he had no money, everyone just thought that it was because he paid a lot of money for school selection and did not despise him. This made Zhang Guangyao feel the friendship between classmates that was not available in society.

Probably to avoid embarrassment, when everything was just settled, Li Huijing left alone, and even Feng Zhishui didn't talk to him much. Zhang Guangyao lingered until the end, and only Zhou Keyun and him were left in the classroom. Feng Zhishui wanted to say something to Zhou Keyun, but seeing that Zhou Keyun's attention was on Zhang Guangyao, he just left by himself with some test papers and books. When he left, he still had a smile on his face, and didn't look impatient at all.

Zhang Guangyao found that he was really inferior to this cool and generous boy to some extent. Seeing such a person, although Zhang Guangyao had superpowers, he couldn't help but think of Su Dongpo's heroic and unrestrained nostalgia for the Red Cliff. Perhaps that was the true nature of a real man. A sentimental boy like himself... Alas...

Zhang Guangyao looked at Zhou Keyun and thought of the scene when he first met this girl. He couldn't help but be touched by the girl's purity and loveliness. Although he didn't feel anything in his heart, he still took Zhou Keyun's hand to comfort her and took her back to the house outside the school.

Zhou Keyun let Zhang Guangyao hold her hand without saying a word. After experiencing the threat of death, Zhou Keyun's insight into life was obviously superior to many of her peers. She could feel the special pain in Zhang Guangyao's heart. Silence was better than words at this time, so she chose to accompany Zhang Guangyao in silence.

After returning home, Zhang Guangyao threw his backpack on the sofa in the hall, lay on the sofa and smoked two cigarettes before going out alone. Zhou Keyun watched silently on the second floor. When Zhang Guangyao left, she just sighed lightly.

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During the three days, Zhang Wufeng was extremely busy and had no time to visit the reservoir. However, the soft eggs under the reservoir, the giant eel-like snake, the countless corpses, ancient coins and antiques, etc., made Zhang Wufeng completely concerned about them.

Naturally, he wanted to find out the truth about such a strange thing.

(End of this chapter)