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Chapter 608: Death of Yang Xiaolan [1]

Thinking of the guilt that had flashed across Yang Xiaolan's face from time to time before, Yan Yunhan suddenly understood, but this could not stop him from loving Yang Xiaolan deeply.

"Everyone makes mistakes. Sometimes, if you regret a mistake, it's gone. You can start over again."

"Start over? Impossible. You don't understand yet and you are too young. Well, let's not talk about this anymore. Remember to live a good life. Divide and eat all the more than 50 brain cores. Then, you will have the strength to face those zombies. I can protect you for a while, but I cannot protect you for a lifetime." Zhang Wufeng said calmly.

Yan Yunhan moved his lips, finally nodded, and said no more.

He knew that it was meaningless for him to say anything. To a person like this, explaining all this to him was possible only because his father, mother, grandparents had shed so many tears for him. Apart from that, perhaps there was also a favor from Yang Xiaolan. Nothing else.

Because of this, he just sighed and said no more. In fact, just like what Zhang Wufeng said, there was no point in saying anything more.

Under such circumstances, he looked at Zhang Wufeng deeply, then he bowed deeply and said, "Brother Zhang, thank you, thank you for saving my life, and thank you for your explanation."

Yan Yunhan said very seriously.

"Well, it's okay. In fact, some things do need to be explained, and some things do not need to be explained. It's not that the things are different, but the objects of explanation are different. You are a very qualified soldier, because not all soldiers can maintain such a mentality at this time. A person who loves his parents and family can love the country. Only such a person will execute the orders of the army without hesitation. This is also my respect for your spirit.

Of course, no matter what, I have many good memories of Yang Xiaolan in the past, so you saved her and can be considered my benefactor. Although I no longer have the same feelings for her as before, we are still friends."

Zhang Wufeng smiled and said that, in fact, the explanation was only to let Yan Yunhan let it go, because Zhang Wufeng understood that no matter how much Yan Yunhan invested, Yang Xiaolan would not accept it. Just like Yang Xiaolan understood him, how could he not understand Yang Xiaolan?

Zhang Wufeng patted his shoulder and then walked out of the room. Outside the room, Yang Xiaolan, Ning Xiner, Linda and others were obviously paying close attention to the conversation between the two men, but the two men did not speak loudly. Although they had become strong, they could not really hear what the two men said. However, women's curiosity and gossip have always been there. Even Ning Xiner wanted to know more about Zhang Wufeng.

"What's wrong with you guys?" Linda had no taboos towards Zhang Wufeng, and Yan Yunhan had seen her body. Although she was a foreigner, she was deeply influenced by the traditions of the Yun Kingdom, and had some ideas of being faithful to one person. It could be said that this was an unintentional success.

Hearing Linda's question, Zhang Wufeng glanced at her and said casually: "Just talk about the past, chat with him, and then tell him that there are actually not so many concerns about the use of the brain core."

"So that's it, but is it necessary to be so sneaky about it?"

"Linda, why do you need to know so much? Instead of that, you might as well experience the circulation of energy in your body! Brother Zhang can protect us for a while, but he can't protect us forever. The world is like this, we can only rely on ourselves!" Yan Yunhan interrupted.

When Yang Xiaolan heard this, she immediately understood and her face turned slightly pale.

Obviously, she also understood that Yan Yunhan would settle the score with Zhang Wufeng for her, but when she saw his silence after he came out, Yang Xiaolan knew that Zhang Wufeng must have said something.

Yang Xiaolan was not angry about these things. She knew that Zhang Wufeng did not like to lie, and she would not feel ashamed even if he did. However, she felt extremely uncomfortable every time she thought of the mistakes he had made in the past.

Sometimes, the pain of repentance is also a kind of pain, because it is basically a kind of mental torture, and this kind of torture can make people heartbroken.

The more outstanding, powerful, and excellent Zhang Wufeng is, the more bitter, tragic, and uncomfortable she feels. It's not that she doesn't want Zhang Wufeng to succeed, but she feels that she must have been kicked in the head by a donkey to make such a decision.

When a man gives up his dignity for her own sake, and is even willing to give up the family ties that he cares about most, she is still not satisfied. Is this what is called love?

Yang Xiaolan thought about it and felt uncomfortable. In her opinion, even if she loved someone, if she had to weigh the choice between her lover and her brother, she would eventually abandon her lover and choose her relatives because of a long time. In other words, until now, her love was still painful and superficial.

But the pain in my heart always has no place to overflow. It is an endless emptiness and loneliness.

The reason why Yang Xiaolan hopes that Zhang Wufeng will be a little more miserable is that she hopes that when everyone in the world abandons him, she can still stand by his side, protect him, and slowly influence him. But no matter what time it is, apart from him standing by her side to protect her, what else can she really do?

Thinking back to the beginning, after they got married, they were just having an ordinary love affair between a husband and wife. She would use this as a threat, requiring the other party to meet many of her conditions before she would agree to open her legs and welcome his arrival.

Many times, he would feel resentful and angry, but he would forgive her in a short time and even thought she was very reserved...

Thinking about it now, Yang Xiaolan couldn't help but smile.

Reserved, haha.

Reserved, ridiculous reserve, is it real reserve?

If a woman even threatens to exchange love, and a wife is unwilling to give her husband even the most basic love, then, then...

Well, what else is there to say? If he were a man, he would probably take the money and go out and fool around.

However, Zhang Wufeng never did that. He always tolerated her, always retreated, always coaxed her, loved her, and tried his best to tolerate her, until her willfulness finally touched her reverse scale, and then she really exploded.

This is due to anger. How angry must one be to explode so cruelly!

But how cruel does one have to be to be willing to kill one's own child?

Thinking of the child who left, Yang Xiaolan sighed again. Life is long and endless. There are many things in life. If you do something wrong, then it is really wrong. Is there anything that can be redeemed? It is gone, really gone.

If, if, if I could be reborn... this is simply a joke.

I hope that in the next life, I can have an everlasting love.

Yang Xiaolan suddenly realized that she was destined to not be able to feel the love of the other person, nor was she destined to be able to sacrifice everything for the other person. Moreover, she was no longer pure. For a man who was very disgusted with this aspect, she had no hope. Zhang Wufeng was indeed not the only man in the world, but she only loved this one. Even if all the men in the world were crazy about her, she would only pay and feel heartache for this one.

These thoughts were only fleeting. When she raised her head and saw Zhang Wufeng's gentle gaze, she froze and felt a little lost.

Well, it's just facing the gaze of a friend.

Regret, relief.

Isn't it that I have lived till now just to see her again? If so, then let go.

……

"Wufeng, there is no moon tonight. Can we take a walk together?" Yang Xiaolan looked at Zhang Wufeng and suddenly spoke.

In fact, she knew that this was just a luxury, but she still said it.

"Go out for a walk? The environment outside is really bad right now, but if you want, I will go out for a walk with you."

Zhang Wufeng nodded and said.

Yang Xiaolan also nodded silently. She forced a smile and tears rolled down her cheeks as she closed her eyes.

The two walked out the door amid everyone's surprised and thoughtful gazes.

Outside, the sky was gray and dark, and there were no longer any stars twinkling in the sky.

In the distance, a mass of dark mountains looks like a devil ready to devour anyone, while nearby, the mountain paths and rugged trails also look a bit rugged and strange.

"Wufeng, do you want to listen to some music?" Yang Xiaolan asked calmly.

"Do you like to sing about leaves, or something else?"

"Ye Zi, it's boring. Asan is dead. The people who should have died are not dead and are still alive, while the people who should not have died are dead." Yang Xiaolan looked at this gray world thoughtfully. Her eyes became more and more gray.

"Actually, there's nothing wrong with you choosing love. It's just that I can't accept... the betrayal of my own woman and my own brother. Because I love you so deeply, I hate you so much. But I hope you can be happy."

Zhang Wufeng said thoughtfully, and at this moment, there was endless vicissitudes in his tone.

Even if the former lover betrayed me, even if the means were extreme, but now the other party's brother has died for me. Can this hurdle be overcome?
Zhang Wufeng still couldn't accept it. He couldn't, absolutely couldn't accept this kind of betrayal.

"I understand, because I know you. I took things too far. Let's not talk about these spoilers. I'll sing you a song by Jiang Meiqi. I have no regrets seeing you again in such a quiet place. I know you can feel it, but you don't need any persuasion. This is the ending I wanted for myself.

Everything was arranged for my family, and when Su Ru left, I knew that I was completely redundant.

I am very satisfied with this ending.”

Zhang Wufeng looked at Yang Xiaolan. She was exhausted. Worry and longing made her sad. At this moment, Yang Xiaolan was heartbroken. She really didn't have much time left. This kind of mental trauma could no longer be cured by brain damage alone.

If she worked hard, faced the situation positively, and used the brain core and Zhang Wufeng's Hua Tuo Five Elements Needle, she would naturally have a chance to survive, but she was determined to die, and Zhang Wufeng was no longer sure he could cure her.

“The air here is very fresh

The snacks here are very special
The latte here doesn't taste like water.

The night view here is very impressive

At ten thousand feet in the sky
In a room with harbor view

In the bargain shop
At three or four in the morning

But dear, why aren't you by my side?

How much time do we have to waste?
No matter how sweet the phone call is, no matter how comforting the fax is,

It's not enough to cope with the distance of not being able to hug you
My dear, why aren't you by my side?

A person's day is like a year

There's a whole cloud on the other side of the sea
I really want to be happier for you

But my dear, why aren't you around?
……,
Why... aren't you around..."

The song ended but drifted far away. It was just a simple song, but it seemed to sing out life.