Korean Entertainment's Sadness at the End of Winter

() Memory is like a black and white film with yellowing curls. I vaguely remember that one night eight years ago, a family of four came to this strange city. The initial discomfort made the ignorant teenager panic.

The uneasiness at that time did not seem to be due to the unfamiliar environment, but more like an ominous premonition, lingering in my heart like a nightmare.

The concept of time has become blurred. I don't know when, a warm family of four no longer exists, leaving behind two immature confused and panicked faces.

Parents are gone!

From that moment on, the young man understood and realized that all the heavy burdens were on his shoulders, and the poverty in his life made him breathless. For this reason, he had to carefully calculate every expense to avoid causing too much trouble. pressure.

A series of problems, such as life constraints and school drop-out crisis, were placed in front of the boy one by one. He watched all this happen blankly. After being confused for a while, he felt that he had to do something.

Squeeze out extracurricular time after studying to work every day. Since he is a minor, it is difficult to find a job. Later, he found a job, and he did the most tiring and hard work. He gritted his teeth every day , Press down the tears swirling in the eye sockets, and bear everything quietly.

Perhaps it was God's favor, he worked as a temporary worker for two years in that inhuman environment, and after several twists and turns, he came to a Chinese restaurant.The boss is a middle-aged man who treats the boy very well. Just like that, another two years have passed.

During this period, he was discovered by scouts, and he came to SM to start his life as a trainee.

The reason why he came to SM is very simple, he needs money, a lot of money, not very urgent, but necessary.

Over the past few years, he has gradually matured, worked hard, and persevered. Compared with his peers, he is more rational and thoughtful, but he is very tired.

The Xu Zhuxian in front of me met him not long after he moved here. At that time, she was still walking unsteadily, pinching her fleshy little fingers, standing in front of him, and called 'brother' a few times like biting words.

Now, time flies, the little girl has grown up a lot, and she has also gone through the rough times. During this period, as a neighbor, Xu's family also helped her a lot. This made Han Bin very grateful.

"Little Zhuxian, go back first, my brother is coming in too." Han Bin knelt down and patted her on the head. The little girl's eyes were clear and bright, and she looked at him without blinking.

Holding the bag of sweet potatoes with two small hands, Xu Zhuxian paused for a while, hesitating whether to stay or not, but thinking that Han Bin likes obedient and well-behaved children, he decided to go home first and come back another day. Far.

"Okay, goodbye brother Han Bin. When I get home, I will tell my mother that the sweet potatoes are from my brother." Xu Zhuxian didn't forget about the sweet potatoes when he said goodbye. It can be seen that the little girl attaches great importance to the matter of "outsiders".

"Children's temper!" Han Bin watched Xu Zhuxian's petite figure disappear into the corner of the passage, and the corner of his mouth raised a soft line.When she was parting, she said something about sweet potatoes, and Han Bin knew that she was emphasizing that he was not an outsider, because she, Xu Zhuxian, would never take anything from outsiders.

Put away the chair in front of the door, the cotton chair surface is warm, it seems that the little girl's body temperature still remains.Han Bin caressed gently, his eyes narrowed slightly, with a smile on his face.

Xu Zhuxian would come to Han Bin's house every day, especially around seven o'clock on Sunday. Han Bin, who came back early, would always see her small figure sitting upright in the distance, looking around, like a sentinel investigating the enemy's situation .

Since when?Han Bin doesn't remember much either, it seems that Xu Zhuxian has been sensible for a long time, and it has continued until now.And Han Bin vaguely understood that the little girl always wanted to help him, whether it was because of distress or other reasons, he didn't know.

Putting away the chair, Han Bin pushed open the closed door, because Xu Zhuxian was usually around, so the room was usually not locked.

The light in the room was dim, and the empty living room came into view. It was quiet without any warmth of home, and it was extremely cold.Take off your shoes, your hat, your scarf, and put them away.

Depressing the sound of his footsteps landing, Han Bin walked softly and slowly towards the bedroom with a slight gap exposed. In the quiet room, there were only the sound of his slight breathing and vague footsteps.

There was a dim light on his face, revealing a kind of sadness, a thick worry shrouded the young face, and there was also a faint trace of fear.

Gently pushing open the door of the bedroom, a crystal chandelier in the bedroom is shining brightly, the curtains are hanging down on the window, and a figure is lying on a double bed, the person's exposed hands are pressing the quilt, and the corners of the quilt are covered with snow white neck, revealing a serene face.

Wanting to look at this sleeping face quietly and forever, Han Bin squatted down and slid his fingers lightly across the pale face, but the smooth flow suddenly stopped, stiffened there, and then froze What's more, there is also the sense of fear on Han Bin's face.

Suddenly, the panic of fear of loss and loneliness rose again, his fingers trembled slightly, and his normally gentle pupils became sad and restless.

Will he lose her?The only sister he can rely on, he is afraid, afraid that he will experience the nightmare again and hear the sad news again.

His strength under gentleness, his persistence under his strength, his unremitting dedication to the dream of debut and fame, all for the sleeping sister in front of him, in order to be able to see her cheerful smile standing in the sun all day long, the heartfelt love A pure smile.

It will work!He has always believed in it.

As if feeling the slight shaking from her face, Han Xue dazedly opened her eyelids, her black eyelashes trembling slightly, and what came into view was a familiar face as gentle as ever.

As long as she can see this soft smiling face every time she wakes up, Han Xue feels that the world is so beautiful, and happiness comes so easily.

"Brother..." she called softly, the laziness she had just woken up made her voice elongated, with a hint of coquettishness.Seemingly aware of the strangeness of the voice, his face blushed, and he whispered shyly: "Brother, really, why do you squat here every time without making a sound."

"It's okay, I just want to look at you seriously and remember every detail of your face." Han Bin smiled slightly and pinched the bridge of her small and delicate nose.It's just that, under the voice with a smile, the sore and sour heartache made him almost out of breath.

Because I am afraid that one day, I am afraid that I will forget you.

Han Xue's slightly red face became flushed, flushed to the ground, but she couldn't hide her sickly paleness.Her glossy black hair was messily draped over the pillow, and the fingers of her two small hands lightly pinched the quilt, pulling it up shyly to cover the appearance of a blushing little girl.

Looking at her shy look, she is cute and well-behaved, arousing pity.Obviously she was very happy, but Han Bin's heart was sore again, as if he had been stabbed hard by something sharp, it hurt!

"Brother, you're so disgusting, you're ashamed!" Han Xue hid her small face in the quilt and scolded coquettishly, but the sweet and greasy taste of happiness could be clearly recognized.She is happy, because even if she just takes a look at the person in front of her, she can be satisfied.

Small wish!Sometimes, she even wished to go out with him, like she did when she was a child, but that was already a luxury, an almost unattainable desire.

"Get up, I came back early today, if you want to eat something, I will satisfy you." Han Bin slightly pulled down the corner of her tightly clenched quilt, and said with a smile.

"hug!"

Han Xue was tired of her voice, and her two pale little hands without a trace of blood broke free from the quilt and stretched out in the air, her eyes blinked lightly, her long eyelashes trembling, and she looked at Han Bin fixedly, even if her eyes blinked, it seemed that there was nothing wrong with her. Can't stop the shadows in the pupils, full of them.

Han Bin stood up, then bent down, wrapped his strong arms around her slender waist, gently embraced her, and lifted her from the bed to his arms, hugging her tightly, as if she would relax as soon as she relaxed. will be lost.

Hugging this kind of childhood game is still so clear in my memory. It used to be because she was coquettish and couldn't get up. As an older brother, he hugged her up and said with a smile, "a little girl who doesn't grow up, doesn't know how to be ashamed." shame'.It was a family of four at that time, how sweet it was.

But the current hug is because she is so weak that she doesn't even have the strength to get up, so she can only be hugged by him, hugging her chest tightly, and feeling the beating frequency with her heart, so that he will feel at ease.

"Hey, little slob, it's time to get up and have a big meal." Han Bin laughed with a voice, and Han Xue's head was deeply buried in his warm chest in shame.

"Brother..." Han Xue, who is 15 years old this year, twisted her body in embarrassment and let out a dissatisfied cry.

Hugging her lightly, Han Bin stopped teasing her, embraced the soft body that was still exuding warmth in his arms, and couldn't help feeling warm in his heart. He went directly to the living room, turned on the crystal lamp, and the dim living room was brightened up.

Han Xue stared at Han Bin's face without blinking, and must have been staring at it infatuatedly.The handsome side face, the graceful curves, the sharp but not mean chin, and the eyes that are so gentle that they can melt people, looking at it quietly, it is very charming and attractive.

Suddenly, Han Bin felt a cool softness on his cheeks, with a bit of charming body fragrance, and turned his head to look at Han Xue in his arms in puzzlement.

"It's dishonest." Han Bin put her on a chair at the dining table, scratched her nose, and said, "Stay well, bro, go make dinner."

Seeing his pampering movements and the back view of turning away, Han Xue couldn't help being dazed, her eyes were all tightly held by the thin figure who was not strong, and she propped her chin in a daze.

"How can I not understand your sadness? Brother!" Her eyes were full of distress, and her pale face with a slap in the face showed a distressed expression.The perfect brother in her mind has carried too many things, starting from that day.