Fateful Korean Entertainment

Chapter 160 If You Leave

Standing in front of the window, quietly watching the flow of people passing through the street below with umbrellas, Li Zaimin felt a bit chilly, as if the rain outside was hitting his body.

After Seoul enters the rainy season, there will often be such light rainy weather, which keeps pattering from morning to night, which makes people feel inexplicably restless.A gust of wind blew the rain, and the windowpane was blurred, and then water droplets slid down from above with clear traces.

The rain gradually became heavier, and the sight outside the window was misty.

"Oppa, what flavor do you like to eat?"

A soft voice came from behind, and Li Zaimin tapped his fingers on the glass water mist, and tried to answer with the corner of his mouth, "Vanilla, mango."

"Choose only one!"

"Vanilla!" A smile finally appeared on the corner of Li Zaimin's mouth, and then as the water droplets fell on the glass, he turned around, looked at the girl who was lying on the low table and concentrated on drawing, and asked in a calm tone, "It's just painting, the taste is different, is there a big difference?"

"Of course." The girl raised her head and gave Li Zaimin a sideways glance, then lowered her head again to outline the unfinished painting and said, "Vanilla-flavored ice cream, sweeter, it will be sweeter if you draw it, and you will feel sweeter when you see it."

Li Zaimin left the window, came to sit cross-legged opposite the girl, looked at the white paper under her hand, which had a big cup of ice cream drawn on it, "Your live stage of "Inkigayo" this time is great, and the comments from the fan club are better than that." It was a lot more last time."

"Have you gone to see the scene?" Looking up and seeing Li Zaimin nodding, the girl lowered her eyes and wiped off the wrong stroke, and said with a satisfied expression on her face, "For this scene, we often practice until eight in the evening. , Nine o'clock, Yun'er and Xiaoyang are two big slackers. There is only a little rest time in between, and they can find time to sleep."

Hearing these words, Li Zaimin didn't laugh, but felt more distressed. Not only the two of them, the nine of them are also busy every day, and there is a serious shortage of rest time.He got up and asked, "Would you like something to drink?"

The girl smiled and replied without looking up, "Coffee, more milk and less sugar!"

Li Zaimin's rental house is not big, a two-bedroom apartment with kitchen and bathroom.The kitchen is open and connected to the dining room and living room. In order to go to work in SM nearby, he moved here.

After the two cups of coffee were brewed, Li Zaimin slowly stirred them with a spoon, and the hot steam slowly blinded his eyes.He turned his head to look at the girl who was lying on the table and tapped her toes on the carpet from time to time, feeling a throbbing pain in his heart.He couldn't pretend to be confused any longer.It hurt deeply for both of them.

"Taeyeon!" Li Zaimin put down the spoon and held the coffee cup ear with both hands, the knuckles were white.

"Drawing wrong again. Ah, the last point can be finished." Taeyeon leaned on the white paper, muttered, and then replied loudly. "What?"

Li Zaimin took a deep breath, and it took almost all his strength to spit out what he wanted to say, "I'm ready to resign from SM."

The paintbrush was pressed heavily on the white paper, and the tip of the brush was snapped off.After a meeting.Taeyeon lowered her head and asked, "Will you leave Seoul?"

"It's possible to go to the United States, or Hong Kong." Li Zaimin's hands trembled slightly, and the coffee cup made a soft clicking sound against the tray below.

"Really, so suddenly. Yoona will definitely miss you!" Taeyeon laughed lowly, she wiped the white paper with her hand, then crumpled it into a ball and threw it into the wastebasket complaining, "Everyone It's you who bothered me, all the pictures were wrong, and I can't draw the ice cream today."

"I have an announcement in the afternoon, so I'll go back first." Taeyeon got up from the low table, went to the door to change her shoes, and bowed to Li Zaimin, "Save the coffee for next time. Oppa, goodbye! "

Hearing the door close, Li Zaimin came out of the kitchen with two cups of coffee. He put the coffee on the low table, sat where Taeyeon was sitting just now, and stared blankly at the steaming coffee. .

Suddenly, he pulled the wastebasket over, took out the crumpled drawing paper inside, and unfolded it.On the crumpled white paper, the ice cream painted on it was smeared into patches of color by water marks, and the heart was crushed in an instant.

Regardless of putting on his shoes, he opened the door and rushed towards the half-open corridor. The cool wind and rain kept rolling in, and a thin layer of water overflowed on the steps.Stepping on the splashed water stains, he ran down quickly, and the moment he unfolded the drawing paper, he knew that he would never let it go, and he couldn't let it go.

Fifth floor, fourth floor, third floor...

On the flat steps of the stairs on the second floor, Li Zaimin gasped heavily while holding on to the handrail, looking at Taeyeon who was standing by the side of the corridor in the rain, his eyes became even more blurred.

Taeyeon turned around, her hair was dripping with water, and her face was covered with water marks. She watched Li Zaimin walking down step by step, and she stepped back in resistance and shouted, "Go...I don't want to see you..."

Li Zaimin watched Taeyeon leaning against the water-drenched half-height corridor wall, he stepped forward, took her cold hand, and pulled her into his arms.

"Why..." Taeyeon struggled in resistance, and suddenly, she opened her arms around Li Zaimin's waist, hugged her tightly, and put her head on Li Zaimin's chest, crying loudly, "Are you going to take revenge on me! You know it, you know it. Talking to you on the phone, making excuses to come to you to paint... You know it, you understand why I did it from the beginning. Why don't you push me away, why don't you push me away Drive away."

"I don't want to like you. I don't want to like you. I don't like you! I don't like you at all...It hurts..." Taeyeon cried out hoarsely while pressing her heart hard, her whole body slipping down.

"I..." The voice seemed to be stuck in his throat, Li Zaimin opened his mouth wide but couldn't say anything, he hugged Taeyeon's hand with all his strength, and hugged her tightly in his arms.

……

"I like you!" It was gray outside the window, and Li Zaimin slowly opened his eyes on the bed before dawn.Standing in front of her, but unable to express my true heart, that was just a dream.

He won't hesitate any more, and he won't be entangled any more. If he likes it, he likes it. Why bother to be entangled in the influence of dreams, he understands that he likes Taeyeon, and it's enough to like Taeyeon without any impurities.

The past with Taeyeon flashed through Li Zaimin's mind one by one, being alone, confessing on the phone, holding her hand for the first time... He decided to give her a special gift to convey his true heart.

Li Zaimin got up from the bed, took a shower, bit a piece of bread, and ran into the recording studio. He pulled out a white paper from the mixer, and quickly wrote on it.

"If, I leave, leave step by step. What will I think, I can't muster the courage.

If you leave, you leave me.How should I send you away, always afraid.

Maybe I'm a fool.Will just stare blankly at you, do not know shyness and your heart.

That's why I'm getting farther and farther away, and I'm really like a fool, so I can't even say the words of loving you.

How painful it is to wait after meeting, perhaps because I am afraid that the days will become sad day by day.

If, if you came and approached step by step, I really don't know what I should do..."

When the last line of the lyrics was finished, Li Zaimin put down the pen and paper in his hand, and looked up to find Park Shinjeong standing beside him.

Although Park Shenjing guessed something, she still asked unsurely, "In Min oppa..."

"Well, it's for Taeyeon, how can I give it..." Li Zaimin nodded, he frowned and thought for a while, and suddenly his eyes lit up, "It can be used as the OST of "Knife Hong Gildong"!"

"Have you figured it out?!" Seeing Li Zaimin's clear expression, the surprise on Park Shenjing's face immediately turned into hesitation, "I went to the kitchen just now and saw your phone."

"I figured it out!" Li Zaimin replied with a smile, "I called Taeyeon yesterday when I was cooking, and my hand was splashed with oil, so I dropped the phone on the ground. If you have time today, help me make up the phone."

"Ah! Is your hand okay?"

"It's nothing, just a few red marks!" Li Zaimin raised the back of his hand hastily, thought for a while and said, "I've made up the call, and put it at your place for now, and return it to me when I concentrate on composing music. If you get a call, you can deal with it." , just say that I am busy with things in other places."

"Okay! I'm going to reissue the number first, and come back at noon." Park Shenjing walked out of the recording studio in response.

What Li Zaimin himself didn't expect was that he stayed in the recording studio to compose the lyrics for more than two days.For more than two days, he hardly stepped out of the recording studio.Every time the composition is finished, he tries the sound several times, and feels that it can be more perfect, so he smudges and revises it. When he is sleepy at night, he just lies down in the recording room and sleeps. When he thinks of the place to modify, he immediately Get up and get busy.

In addition to ordering and delivering three meals, Park Shenjing also came over a few times in the middle, persuading Li Zaimin to pay attention to the balance between work and rest, and to take more rest. In the end, he was perfunctorily pushed out of the recording studio.

On the morning of the third day, Li Zaimin looked at the finalized sheet music and accompaniment sample in front of him. He finally walked downstairs with a smile on his face, and dialed a number with the phone in the living room, "Director Li Zhengxie, hello, I'm Li Zaimin."

"Hello! Ah, Lee Jae-min!" Director Lee Jung-seop responded flatly at first, and then he shouted when he heard the name reported later. There are still a few days before the 25th, and now the other party is calling. Could it be... His suppressed and excited voice came out again, "Did OST have an idea?"

"The OST of "Quick Knife Hong Gildong" has been completed." Lee Jae-min leaned on the sofa, and the lack of sleep for more than two days made his head a little groggy. Hearing director Lee Jung-seop yell excitedly on the phone, He smiled and said solemnly, "For this song, the contract needs to be changed. You don't need to pay [-] million won, my request is..."

Hearing that director Lee Jung-seop fully agreed to his conditions, Lee Jae-min hung up the call with a nod, and then called Park Shin-jeong, asking her to come over and send the score and sample to director Lee Jung-seop.After making this phone call, Li Zaimin's sleepy eyes could hardly be opened. He lay down on the sofa behind him, pulled a blanket over his body, and fell into a deep sleep within a few minutes. (To be continued..)

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