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Layers of clouds overlapped in the sky, pressing heavily on Nanshan.The wind gradually picked up, and it was full of coolness and chill.

Li Zaimin climbed up the stairs, perhaps due to the weather, from time to time, he saw tourists passing by on the way down the mountain, which made Nanshan Park, which was not crowded with people, even more empty.

"I will cry even when I am slightly hurt, and I am crying in my heart. I walk by your side and in front of you. My world is only you. I miss you, and I really stop breathing in front of you!"

A soft singing came from the phone, Li Zaimin was dazed, and looked up in the direction of Nanshan Pavilion.The scene of Taeyeon holding a cake and saying happy birthday over and over again in the Nanshan Pavilion in the dream, which is almost the same as reality, can't help but come to mind.

The song that Jessica sang was "Can You Hear It", which he just finished writing a few days ago.It was promised to director Lee Jae Kyu to write the ost for the MBC Mizuki drama "Beethoven Virus". At the same time, this is also the song he gave to Taeyeon.

A few days ago, I celebrated Xiao Xiujing's birthday at home. After Taeyeon got the revised score, she went to the recording studio with Jessica and the others to audition.Taeyeon likes this song very much, but she also has some dissatisfaction. She thinks that since this song is written for her, why does it use such a sentimental tone.

Before Li Zaimin could answer, Taeyeon immediately attracted a fierce attack from Little Sun and the others. The song "Climbing" that Jessica made before became so popular that the company even released a single album for Jessica.Now compose another song for her, outsiders know what she will be red-eyed, she dares to complain, no matter how you look at it, she thinks it is deliberately showing off in front of everyone.

The score was finalized before it came out, because I was too busy with time.I didn't hear Taeyeon's audition.When I was cooking in the kitchen at night, I asked Taeyeon to quietly audition for him, but Taeyeon held her forehead.Let him wait to listen to it when he goes to the TV station to audition.

Li Zaimin did not expect that Jessica could memorize the song after just trying to sing it a few times that day.

The goal of this song was clear when it was created, and the style tends to the previous song "If", which is most suitable for Taeyeon's vocal characteristics.When Jessica sang, her voice had the sweetness of a young girl.

Moreover, Jessica seems to be out of shape today.Although humming unintentionally, but the voice is a little low, but it also has a different feeling.Li Zaimin listened, put the phone to his ear, and climbed up.

Not far behind the Nanshan Pavilion is an open space surrounded by dwarf pine forests.In the middle is an oval flowerbed.Near the edge of the hillside, a half-person-high protective wooden fence was built to enclose it.Standing here, you can have a panoramic view of the bustling streets of Seoul in the distance.

Jessica sat by the flowerbed, facing the lush mountains and forests in the distance, and the city of Seoul in the dim light farther away.After singing this sentence, her whole body trembled, and her eyes moved down to the stone steps on the right.A mobile phone showing a call is placed flat,

"You are like the end of fate to me. Just in the moment of passing by, you who have left me like this can never get closer." Another mountain wind blew, shaking the pine forest, Jessica The hands around his arms tightened again, and his voice trembled even more.

when is itIt was the moment when he picked himself up from the lake for the first time, deep in his heart, a feeling that he hadn't noticed for a long time began to sprout.

At that time, Yun'er and the others always liked to deliberately bring themselves together with him, even in the dormitory, they would use this topic to annoy themselves from time to time.I should have noticed it at that time, because I have reprimanded Yun'er and the others many times, and even taught them a lesson out of embarrassment, but I never asked them to stop making such jokes.

"Let me wander, let me cry, like a fool, like a child, it's better to let it go away with a smile. Gradually approaching, a little timid, but still unable to stop this love." Jessica imagined that in the lyrics That way, even when it's time to bid farewell to that feeling, you can still smile strongly.But after connecting the phone, the mist in her eyes gradually became heavy, and even the wooden fence in front became blurred.

I don't know when, I began to pay attention to his every move gradually, every time I met him, every time I was alone with him, my heart always beat uncontrollably.

When I'm depressed, I like to have him comfort; when I'm sick, I like to have him by my side; I like to watch him eat the pickled cabbage; And the boyish side he showed; I like his habit of turning around and smiling...

At that time, I knew that I would like everything about him, everything about him.Every little bit of getting along, all the things that happened, whether it was laughter or anger, made me feel very happy.Wanting to stay by his side all the time has become a matter of course.

"Why is my love so ups and downs, and my love so hard, even when I'm by your side and in front of you. You are the only one in this world, and you are the only one in my eyes. I look into the distance by your side." Jessica put down Put your hands tightly on your legs, turn around, and look at the Nanshan Pavilion in the distance.

This is the place where you can break your heart instantly when you see and think about it.

The girl who shed tears in the Nanshan Pavilion that day was lucky.And myself, because it is Taeyeon, I can't even express my heart to him, let alone shed tears in front of him.

When I heard him say Taeyeon's name, the colorful world turned gray and white. For the first time, I knew that my heart would be so painful.I thought it was always held in the palm of my hand, I thought I was by my side all the time, I thought I always had it, but it turned out that it didn't exist.

"You are like my last love, you are like the last moment of my life, you just leave me like this, and you can't even get closer. Make me hesitate, let me cry, like a fool, like a child, Let it go away with a smile."

The tears could no longer be controlled, and kept rolling down, really couldn't get closer even one step.Jessica wiped the water marks on her face and told herself to be strong.

Isn't it already decided, even if he may never know, he will do his best to convey all his thoughts, and then...

Because the voice is too sweet, I have never liked sad songs.This song "Can You Hear It", when I stood on the studio console and listened to Taeyeon singing, my heart felt as if it was hollowed out in an instant, and then it filled it up.Every lyric makes my heart tremble, and every lyric is what I most want to express to him.

The screen of the phone flickered, indicating that the call was still in progress.

Jessica turned around suddenly. He was on the way up the mountain. When he thought of him approaching step by step, and thinking of the one who was about to leave, tears fell like pearls with broken strings.

If the other party is not Taeyeon, no matter what, no matter how hard it takes, I want to always protect him, want to be with him, want to always hold his hand.Why is it Taeyeon, what should I do, what can I do!

She wanted to keep that feeling in her heart forever, but she couldn't control the kiss that afternoon. Although she was drunk, she knew it, even Xiao Xiujing knew it.That kind of thinking is deceiving oneself and others, and the feelings hidden in the bottom of my heart are slowly fermenting, and the more time passes, the more intense they will become. If this continues, one day I will be unable to restrain myself, and will hurt the most cherished people around me.

Walking to the wooden fence, looking at the gray city due to the dim light, Jessica took a strong breath to calm down the churning emotions in her heart.

"Oppa ~ Next time, don't like Taeyeon, okay?" Jessica's shoulders trembled violently, she lowered her head, and limp on the railing weakly.

After a while, she suddenly stood up grabbing the railing, leaned her upper body forward, raised her beautiful face vigorously, and the tears that kept welling up slowly flowed back.She pressed her thin lips tightly, crying silently while trying to smile.

"Standing silently in the distance, just looking at you from afar, can be regarded as love. Maybe this waiting, this longing, even if you can feel it, even if you can hear it, it will be ignored."

The cold wind carried the dead leaves and drifted past, vaguely mixed with low voices.Li Zaimin took the phone away from his ear, and Jessica's voice singing the song suddenly became much smaller at the end, and it seemed that he didn't remember all the words. This is not the end of the song!

On weekdays, when we are free in private, we will occasionally meet to sing together, sometimes in the karaoke room, and sometimes in the recording studio of Li Zaimin's home.When it comes to Jessica, she will try to avoid choosing songs of this style, one is that the voice is not suitable, and the other is that she is not good at and does not like this style of songs.

What surprised Li Zaimin was that Jessica liked the song "Can You Hear It" very much. It was only a few auditions that day. If she didn't like it, how could she remember it so clearly.

The phone fell silent, Li Zaimin immediately hung up the call, and when he was about to press the address book again, he thought about it and put the phone back in his pocket.I have climbed a long distance, and here is not far from Nanshan Pavilion and the dessert shop over there. Now that I know Jessica is there, it doesn't matter whether I make a phone call or not.

Passing by the Nanshan Pavilion, he turned around and saw a few foreign tourists sitting in the pavilion, chatting and laughing together, and looked carefully, but he didn't see Jessica.When I arrived at the dessert shop later, I still didn't see Jessica.

After searching around, Li Zaimin had no choice but to pick up the phone again. Just as he was about to dial, he suddenly caught a glimpse of a little girl standing with her back to the protective wooden fence on a flat slope a little far away. Recognized as Jessica herself.

Thinking of Yuner and the others' favorite tease, Li Zaimin put away his phone and smiled in a low voice, leaning on the dwarf pine tree to cover it, and approached quietly.

On the flat slope, Li Zaimin walked around the flower garden in the middle, walked behind Jessica, and when she wanted to pat her shoulder with a smile, she suddenly turned around.

Li Zaimin's smile disappeared, and seeing Jessica was smiling, but her eyes were red, and her eye circles were still a little swollen, obviously she looked like she had just cried.

.(to be continued..)