Who is still a star after rebirth?

Chapter 306 Zhang Xinyin hopes Lin Luo will die soon

Zhang Xinyin, who had just experienced sex, seemed to talk more than usual. Especially at this moment when she was in Lin Luo's arms, her inner desire to talk was particularly strong. She was still talking:

“Actually, I have a very selfish idea.”

After saying that, Zhang Xinyin asked herself and answered herself: "If I had known that you would be liked by so many girls after you became outstanding, I would rather you stayed like you were in high school. Although sometimes you were silly, at least you only had me in your eyes at that time. I would be your only and the girl you loved the most, and I would become your wife in the future..."

This sentence is full of implied meaning.

What Zhang Xinyin meant was that if you, Lin Luo, behave as mediocrely in college as you did in high school, then neither Xiao Longyue nor Xu Yifei will like you. Only I will still like you and be willing to marry you in the future!
However, after hearing this, Lin Luo couldn't help but sneered and said, "Don't be ridiculous."

Zhang Xinyin was stunned, and looked up at Lin Luo who was showing sarcasm: "You don't believe me?"

Lin Luo shook his head. Of course he didn’t believe it. After all, what he experienced in his previous life was exactly what Zhang Xinyin described. Although the other party did become his girlfriend for a while, he was dumped later. What the hell did she even say that she was willing to marry him in the future?
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Zhang Xinyin was a little anxious: "Why don't you believe me? Do you have any misunderstandings about me? Did Concubine Xu Yi say bad things about me in front of you? I did say some bad things about you to Concubine Xu Yi before, but they might not be true..."

Zhang Xinyin could feel that Lin Luo seemed to have some inexplicable prejudice against her!

The depth of that prejudice was definitely not just because I had been rejecting him for three years in high school!
But no matter how hard Zhang Xinyin thought about it, she couldn't figure out what she had done wrong to make Lin Luo so distrust her that she couldn't help but wonder if Xu Yifei was trying to sow discord between them in front of Lin Luo?

After all, when I was in high school, I often told Xu Yifei that I didn't like idiots like Lin Luo.

Tiantian is with Lin Luo only because their parents are familiar with each other and they have been classmates for many years.

But these were not Zhang Xinyin's true words. She had always liked Lin Luo since junior high school. She only said those words that belittled Lin Luo in order to save face in front of her best friend to show her dislike for him.

Isn't this what many people do? In order to hide who they like, they deliberately say bad things about the other person.

Lin Luo laughed and said, "I didn't know that you had said bad things about me in front of Concubine Xu Yi?"

Zhang Xinyin was stunned, then became even more anxious: "You know my previous personality, it was indeed very bad and immature, I just didn't want to admit it, in fact, I have liked you since I was a child!"

"Good good."

Lin Luo smiled and said, "Let's not talk about this anymore. I believe it, isn't it? Some things are destined to be unclear anyway."

Because of what happened in his previous life, Lin Luo may never be able to love Zhang Xinyin as much as he loves Xu Yifei and Xiao Longyue. To put it more pretentiously, even if a broken heart heals, a scar will remain forever.

"Why can't you make it clear?"

Zhang Xinyin felt that after Lin Luo finished, his passion and tenderness towards her seemed to have diminished. She couldn't help but hugged Lin Luo tightly, as if she wanted to keep the feeling of attachment just now: "Tell me, what did I do wrong? Can I correct it?"

"You really want to hear it?"

“I really want to know!”

Zhang Xinyin collapsed and said, "You must have misunderstood me because of something. I have to explain it to you no matter what. Otherwise, you won't love me as much as before. I can feel it!"

"Prefer not to say."

Lin Luo felt that it was meaningless to say anything. Zhang Xinyin looked at Lin Luo aggrievedly, and seeing that Lin Luo was unmoved, she simply turned over and sat on him: "If you don't want to say it, forget it, let's continue, okay?"

Lin Luo was stunned for a moment and said, "You are a novice, you can't stand it a second time, right?"

Looking at Zhang Xinyin's clumsy and hard-working way of pleasing him, Lin Luo sighed inwardly and said, "Don't move, I'll do it, let's go slowly."

This time.

Lin Luo was even more gentle than the first time.

Zhang Xinyin felt Lin Luo's love for her again. Her originally suffocating sadness was immediately relieved. She looked at him with happiness and said, "Lin Luo... I love you so much... What I said is true... I swear, if I lie, I will be punished by God..."

"I see."

Lin Luo interrupted Zhang Xinyin and said with a smile: "I believe you must be sincere at this moment."

It’s like in my previous life I said I loved Zhang Xinyin and would love her forever. Of course, those words were sincere, but as time passed, the truth would expire.

The same goes for Zhang Xinyin.

Now she says how much she loves herself, and of course it is all sincere. But if I am still as mediocre as I was in my previous life, then she will definitely not even look at me in this life. This is the bloody reality that Lin Luo has personally experienced!
So there's really no point in worrying about this bullshit. In the final analysis, you still have to be damn awesome.

Zhang Xinyin knew that Lin Luo still didn't trust her. Girls were very sensitive in this regard, but Lin Luo was still unwilling to tell her why he didn't trust her.

"Is it really not Concubine Xu Yi who is causing trouble?"

Zhang Xinyin became suspicious, but when she saw Lin Luo's satisfied expression, her mood improved.

Although as a novice, it was really painful for him to play in the second game for the first time, Zhang Xinyin felt happy when she saw Lin Luo feeling comfortable and enjoying it.

"He may not fully believe me yet, but he still loves me."

Zhang Xinyin came a second time, not because she liked doing this kind of thing, but because Lin Luo, whom she liked, liked doing this kind of thing.

Of course the most important thing is that when Lin Luo did it, Zhang Xinyin could feel his love for her.

"It doesn't matter if you have some misunderstandings about me. One day you will find that I am the one who loves you the most in the world. Even if you become mediocre again, even if you have nothing, I will always be by your side."

Zhang Xinyin said silently in her heart.

In fact, sometimes Zhang Xinyin even hoped that Lin Luo’s career would fail, he would fall into poverty, and all his talents would disappear completely.

Isn’t it said that a person’s true character is revealed in times of adversity?
"At that time, people like Xiao Longyue and Xu Yifei will definitely leave you, and I, Zhang Xinyin, will be the one who will accompany you through all the ups and downs!"

If there really comes such a day.

Lin Luo will definitely be touched and truly understand my feelings, and then he will love me as before, or even more, right?
(End of this chapter)