Who is still a star after rebirth?

Chapter 309 The End of the Dream
When watching a movie, the audience will still put themselves in the shoes of the protagonist, not to mention that the heroine of this "movie" is Zhang Xinyin herself...

Seeing herself in the dream falling into panic and regret, Zhang Xinyin also fell into the same emotion.

You have to know that the self in the dream originally wanted to reconcile with Lin Luo, but because of a breakup, the parents of this mediocre version of Lin Luo in the dream indirectly got into a car accident.

How can we get back together?

After Chen Linyu learned the whole story in the dream, he sighed and said to Zhang Xinyin, "Lin Luo should not be thinking about you right now. After all, his father is still lying in bed. If you look for him now, he will be angry with you. Although his parents' car accident was not caused by you, you indirectly caused it after all."

Yes.

If it wasn’t for the me in the dream who easily proposed breaking up, how could all these things have happened?
At this moment, Zhang Xinyin wanted to slap herself in the dream. How could she be so narrow-minded and just casually propose a breakup?
Do you know that everything you have is out of reach for me in reality! ?

There was no way. At the suggestion of Chen Linyu in the dream, Zhang Xinyin gave up the idea of ​​looking for Lin Luo to explain or get back together, but she kept paying attention to him.

The mediocre Lin Luo in the dream participated in a program similar to "Youth Idol Creation Camp".

Halfway through the recording of the program, the company behind the program directly signed Lin Luo, who had an outstanding performance.

In the following competitions, because he had signed a contract with the company behind the program in advance, and Lin Luo's own abilities were demonstrated on the stage, everything went extremely smoothly.

With almost no major setbacks, Lin Luo won the championship of that competition!
Zhang Xinyin then realized: "The Lin Luo in the dream is actually not mediocre, but because he is so focused on the me in the dream, no one has ever seen his shining points."

So Chen Linyu in the dream was not wrong.

Falling in love with Zhang Xinyin in his dream not only suppressed Lin Luo's nature, but also suppressed his hidden abilities.

After the two broke up, Lin Luo, who had just stepped into the entertainment industry after getting over the trauma of his relationship, was like a dragon returning to the sea or a tiger entering the mountains. He soon became a shining rising star in the entertainment industry.

In the dream, Zhang Xinyin, who debuted earlier than Lin Luo, was quickly left behind in development.

Looking at Lin Luo's rapid growth, Zhang Xinyin in her dream was amazed by him, and at the same time, she once again had the idea of ​​getting back together with him.

Because it has been a long time since Lin Luo's parents had the car accident, he should have gotten over the grief.

Given how much Lin Luo likes me, as long as I take the initiative to apologize, he will definitely agree to get back together with me.

In her dream, Zhang Xinyin regained her confidence. However, just as she was about to look for Lin Luo, she saw this piece of news:
[Lin Luo entered Song Nuan's room late at night and did not come out until three hours later! ]

At that time, Lin Luo was filming a TV series with ancient idol themes, playing the leading male role. The leading female role was Song Nuan, who had also just debuted. The two stayed in the same room in the hotel for three full hours late at night. What were they doing?
Lin Luo quickly responded on Weibo, saying that he was discussing the script with Song Nuan...

However, netizens did not believe the so-called "luminous script" at all and thought that the two of them were in love.

Zhang Xinyin was confused in the dream. She had always thought that Lin Luo only had her in his heart. Even though they had broken up for so long, her confidence had never diminished in the slightest!
But after the hotel "Night Light Script" incident, Zhang Xinyin began to feel confused.

However, Zhang Xinyin in the dream would never have thought that that was just the beginning, and what happened later was truly exaggerated by Lin Luo.

After the ancient costume drama starring Lin Luo was broadcast, the ratings exploded, and he and Song Nuan both became top stars.

Later, the media captured Lin Luo entering and leaving the hotel with several female artists he worked with. In just a few years, he became the most famous sea king in the entertainment industry.

There is basically no beautiful female artist in the entertainment industry who has not had a scandal with Lin Luo!

Zhang Xinyin couldn't accept Lin Luo like this, so she never looked for him again. Even when Lin Luo took the initiative to return the one million, Zhang Xinyin said nothing.

The pride in her bones made it completely impossible for Zhang Xinyin in her dream to accept getting back together with the promiscuous Lin Luo!

However, seeing that she ended up like this in her dream, Zhang Xinyin actually felt somewhat pleased: "Isn't it you who caused Lin Luo in the dream to become like this?"

If you don't mention breaking up, Lin Luo can even tolerate your sick personality.

From Zhang Xinyin’s perspective, the reason why Lin Luo in the dream became a promiscuous sea king is definitely closely related to herself in the dream!
After all, Lin Luo was once more infatuated than anyone else.

However, Zhang Xinyin, who had a God's perspective, also discovered that both the Lin Luo in reality and the Lin Luo in the dream had undergone tremendous changes in a very short period of time.

"It turns out that the mediocre and simple Lin Luo is the best Lin Luo for Zhang Xinyin."

And once Lin Luo becomes the kind of man who is excellent in all aspects in the eyes of the world, he will also become a playboy at the same time, as if he has awakened something.

In fact, this is the same whether in reality or in dreams.

It was just that in the dream, Lin Luo became fickle and lustful, which was at least a gradual process.

In reality, Lin Luo suddenly became outstanding and then turned into a playboy. There was almost no foreshadowing before and after, so much so that Zhang Xinyin felt that he had become a different person.

"Becoming Lin Luo's boyfriend and girlfriend was something I thought would be a beautiful dream, but it turned out to be a nightmare."

Zhang Xinyin, who was looking at things from a God's perspective, was feeling a little depressed. In her dream, she could only watch Lin Luo becoming a stranger year after year.

"Or you can find a boyfriend."

A few years later, knowing that Zhang Xinyin had always had feelings for Lin Luo, Chen Linyu seriously advised her friend: "Back then, we didn't allow you to date because you had just become famous and your foundation was not stable. Revealing your relationship would ruin your career. Now that your popularity has stabilized, and fans are more and more accepting of idols dating, it's no problem for you to find a boyfriend."

"I don't want to talk about it."

Zhang Xinyin in the dream spoke calmly, and then asked Chen Linyu: "Why don't you fall in love?"

"what."

Chen Linyu smiled and said, "You may think I'm too arrogant if I tell you this, but I think there is no man better than me in this world. It's a pity that I'm a girl. If I were a man, I would definitely do better than all the men."

The Zhang Xinyin in the dream fits her personality, and so does the Chen Linyu in the dream.

Then Chen Linyu advised: "Forget about Lin Luo. He has gone from one extreme to another and is no longer suitable for you."

At this time, Zhang Xinyin received a call.

I don’t know what was said on the phone, but Zhang Xinyin’s face quickly turned pale in the dream, and she couldn’t stand steadily.

"what happened?"

Chen Linyu was shocked and hurriedly cared about Zhang Xinyin, until she also received a shocking piece of news in the domestic entertainment industry: superstar Lin Luo died at home due to excessive drinking. Before his death, he was at home with a young model...

This was clearly a dream, but Zhang Xinyin, who was looking at it from a God's perspective, suddenly felt as if her heart was being cut by a knife!
In the dream, Zhang Xinyin's eyes were completely devoid of light. She announced her withdrawal from the entertainment industry through her company, and then returned to the rental house where she lived when she was dating Lin Luo. She stared at the empty room every day. Grief and despair, Zhang Xinyin from a God's perspective can feel all the emotions of Zhang Xinyin in the dream.

She understood the feeling of being heartbroken and regretting her whole life without even thinking about it. Zhang Xinyin, who saw herself from a God's perspective, suddenly felt a sense of alert amidst the great grief and despair.

in fact……

"After Lin Luo became a promiscuous man, the most correct thing for me in the dream should be to fight with those girls head-on, just like me in reality, to prove to Lin Luo that I am the woman who loves him the most. Sooner or later, he will understand. However, the me in the dream was completely spoiled. I never put down my pride and self-esteem to do anything for Lin Luo."

Zhang Xinyin, from a God's perspective, became more and more certain that it was right for her to devote herself to Lin Luo tonight.

The me in the dream made one mistake after another, and never thought about saving or changing anything. I just let the situation develop to the point where it was irreversible.

When he was in high school, Lin Luo was the humble one. He was called a "suck-up" by his classmates.

Now, the two sides have simply exchanged identities, and I have become the humble one. Since Lin Luo was able to compromise like that, why can't I?

Zhang Xinyin thought so from a God’s perspective, but why hasn’t this dream ended yet?
In the dream, Zhang Xinyin bought the dozens of square meters rental house where she lived when she was in love with Lin Luo, and she sat alone in the room in a daze every day.

Her parents had looked for her, Chen Linyu had seen her, and even Xiao Longyue, who was very busy with work, had come to persuade her...

But Zhang Xinyin seemed to have lost her soul and locked herself in the room. After a while, Xu Yifei, with whom she had broken up, knocked on her door.

After entering the room, Xu Yifei did not persuade her to be more open-minded like Chen Linyu or Xiao Longyue did.

The first thing Xu Yifei did was to raise her hand and slap Zhang Xinyin hard, and then the former best friends hugged each other and started crying.

"sorry."

In the dream, Zhang Xinyin finally realized that she was wrong, but she didn’t know whether she was saying “I’m sorry” to Xu Yifei or to Lin Luo?
Even Zhang Xinyin, who has a God's perspective, cannot be completely sure about this.

"Life must go on. Lin Luo's parents need care. Although he left behind a lot of money, that's not what the elderly need."

Xu Yifei and Zhang Xinyin talked a lot, and finally left this sentence.

Zhang Xinyin looked at Concubine Xu Yi and said, "I don't have the face to see them. Please, Concubine, take care of me."

Xu Yifei glanced at Zhang Xinyin and said nothing more. She just told her to go out for a walk when she had time, as the sunshine outside was nice.

"Where is the sunshine in the world?"

In the dream, Zhang Xinyin took a lot of sleeping pills that night. After Lin Luo's death, she suffered from insomnia for a long time and had reached the point where she could not fall asleep without taking sleeping pills.

The dream came to an abrupt end at this moment.

Zhang Xinyin, who was in a God's perspective, suddenly felt a little sad: "If this is a dream, why are all the deductions so reasonable, and my consciousness is so clear?"

The saddest thing is:

In the dream, Zhang Xinyin was not afraid of death in the end, but why didn't she dare to give up everything to win back Lin Luo before his death?

Fortunately, it was just a dream.

The reality is that after Lin Luo became outstanding, although he became very fickle, he was not promiscuous.

Lin Luo only has Xiao Longyue and Xu Yifei by his side. He is not as extreme as the one in his dreams, who is so promiscuous that he goes to bed with different girls almost every other day.

And I still have a chance to redeem myself. After all, no matter what, Lin Luo still loves me deeply...

When the dream was completely over, Zhang Xinyin opened her eyes and found that the pillow was wet and there were still traces of tears on her face.

"Strange dream."

Zhang Xinyin calmed down. The sky outside the window was already slightly brighter. She could see Lin Luo's charming profile sleeping beside her.

Yes, charming.

Although it was a dream, everything that Zhang Xinyin in the dream had experienced seemed to be experienced personally by myself in real life.

So much so that when Zhang Xinyin looked at Lin Luo in front of her, she actually had a sense of lost and recovered!
This feeling of losing and regaining makes her want to cherish Lin Luo even more.

"But I feel like the memory of the dream is so clear."

Zhang Xinyin thought so and recalled the scene in her dream.

However, when she recalled this, Zhang Xinyin's face suddenly became filled with shock.

Because under normal circumstances, people will not remember too much content after waking up from a dream, and can only have a general impression.

But when Zhang Xinyin recalled the scene in her dream, she was shocked to find that:

As long as it is about Lin Luo in the dream, she can remember every detail!
You have to know that the timeline in the dream lasted for several years, and I could remember all the entanglements with Lin Luo during those years. Those stories were so clear that it seemed as if I had experienced them myself!
This was so shocking that it even made Zhang Xinyin feel a little inexplicably panicked!

It was as if it was not just a dream, but something that really happened, so I could remember those details.

Lin Luo's sleeping face was still in front of her, but Zhang Xinyin's mentality had changed subtly. She suddenly felt guilty for no reason...

"It was just a dream. Why should I feel guilty as if I really did those things?"

Zhang Xinyin tried to comfort herself, but it seemed to have no effect, because the Zhang Xinyin in the dream was exactly the same as her previous personality.

in other words:

The Zhang Xinyin in the dream is herself, not a fictional character!

At the same time, Zhang Xinyin was certain that Lin Luo, who went to college but still performed mediocrely in the dream, must have hated her after the breakup, so except for the time when he paid back one million, he never looked for her again until his death...

"I'm so annoyed. Why am I feeling guilty? Lin Luo is not the Lin Luo in my dream!"

Zhang Xinyin bit her lips tightly, her heart was in turmoil at this moment.

(End of this chapter)