Doomsday Dark Age

All the past flashed across my mind, but there was nothing worth staying, whether it was the moment when he became the asylum, or the moment when he killed the terrifying death god, or the calmness when life and death were desperate, except Kaiyue's shadow in his heart After staying for a little longer, he found that in this era, he didn't have a particularly longing goal.

He used to think about retrieving his past memories and digging out the reason why he came to this world, but after learning about several ground wars and knowing the life of the underground people, his thoughts faded away. It doesn't matter how the war ended hundreds of years ago, even if he finds out the truth, the world cannot go back to the way it was before.

He once thought about leaving the wilderness and seeing the outside world, but he found that the outside world is just a bigger wilderness, killing and inequality are everywhere, and the life of Jia Luo and the common people will always be two circles, and his It is also impossible to wear hairspray all day long and dress up as a woman to cater to the so-called Gaara world.

He had thought about finding Kaiyue and the two of them would be happy together, but after such a long time, he began to ask himself, is he really so important in Kaiyue's heart?She is Hengduan's daughter, what kind of man can't be found, is the encounter with him before a girl's inadvertent prank?If not, then why did Kaiyue send out sea arrest documents all over the world without even giving him room to explain?

The more you think about it, the colder your heart becomes. Gao Feng is not a saint, a philosopher, nor a wise man with insight into the details. He is a warrior who possesses knowledge but is tired of war in his bones. effort.

"Click..." A crisp sound made Gao Feng stop, and he looked down to see a bone carving that was broken in two on his toes.

The bone carving is in the shape of a sand wolf. The carving is not exquisite. It has an abstract and rough style. The carving is done with great strength, and many places have different shades. It is not a professional technique. You can see the traces of killing with a little observation. , Just like a martial artist's sword practice.

However, the sculptors were very careful and tried their best to use imperfect techniques to make the bone carving look perfect. Although there is no natural oneness, it is a little more vivid, which makes people attracted and discovers the story behind the bone carving. Gao Feng Looking at the bone carving with only half of it left, I found that it was a pendant, an ornament hanging around the neck, but it was very small and definitely not heavy.

He instantly understood the meaning behind this bone carving. This is a peace talisman carved by a father for his child. Sand wolves have a bad reputation in the wilderness, but they are the easiest species to survive. They eat meat, rotting corpses, hungry Sometimes, they also eat weeds that only livestock will eat.

The wish of this father is not to turn his child into a ferocious beast, but to live carefully like a wretched sand wolf. As long as he can live, he feels at ease, so he carved a piece for his child with the hand of killing people with a knife. The purpose is to hope that children don't have to kill like themselves.

Thinking of this, Gao Feng's heart was touched. No matter how crazy this era is, there is still humanity and family affection. No matter how cruel the father is, he still hopes that his children can live a safe life. Can carve children's beloved treasures, and murderous hands can also be used to create beautiful things.

Gao Feng raised his hands involuntarily, looking at the lines on the rough palms, he seemed to be able to smell the strong smell of blood emanating from his palms, tightened them involuntarily, pinching the joints crackling, feeling the strength of his hands, no matter whether it was the previous life's pulling The trigger, or the world slashed with a knife, and countless people died in his hands, but these did not make him happy.

From the bottom of his heart, he is not a person who likes to kill. Except for perverts, no one likes to see sticky and unpleasant plasma, broken bones, bloody muscles and internal organs flowing on the ground all day long, let alone Those pairs of eyes that could not rest in peace because of their attachment to life.

The education Gao Feng received in his previous life was to kill the enemy to protect himself, so he was ruthless and regarded killing as an ordinary job, but when he met the girl like an angel, Mayfair, he began to question himself in his heart. Legacy from previous lives to this era.

In the past, he couldn't figure out this problem, because if he didn't kill people, others would kill him, it seemed like an endless loop, and he couldn't escape this curse-like fate, but when he saw the bone carving, he suddenly understood, No one likes to kill, they also have their most precious things to protect, and they also have their own goals and wishes, but the environment forces them to do so.

Thinking of this, I recalled the conversation in Beilong Gorge again. The second elder with small eyes had awe and longing for civilization, but after he talked about civilization, he killed the innocent and desolate desolate people. Funny play, satirizing his heart.

A sudden loud noise came from the direction of the wall, it was too far away to hear clearly, but Gao Feng knew what was going on, because of his request, Yan Binuo issued a decision to evacuate to the desolate people living here, A tribe without an asylum is a sad tribe. This is their last shelter. Once they are driven out, they will face a thousand times more difficulties than those without an asylum.

A woman's cry was vaguely heard, and Gao Feng's heart twitched a little, but he didn't look back. The desolate people were indeed innocent, but no one could tell the cause and effect of who made them leave their homes and actively invade the western wilderness. But I want to get back what belongs to me.

Walking forward, Gao Feng came to the square, the blood on the square had been washed away, only the pillar where Dazhuo died that day was still there, seeing this pillar, Gao Feng thought of Dazhuo's body, Dazhua only One year older than him, he was still a high school student in his previous life, but in this era, he fought openly and secretly with Gao Gao for the position of leader, and finally had to go on the road of no return. All this was caused by the barbaric era.

Sitting blankly under the dead pillar of Big Claw, Gao Feng looked up at the fiery red clouds. The previously silent tribe resumed its hustle and bustle. Countless people were busy preparing to leave, but no one dared to come to the square. They all knew that, Here is Jia Luo who is a murderer like nothing.

Gao Feng seemed unable to hear the din, and leaned against this pillar that had experienced wind and rain for many years, recalling the past of his two lives.

"People are destined to die when they are born. There is no eternity in the world, and all eternity is instant! People will die eventually and have nothing, so don't be too obsessed with external things: life, money... once the body is destroyed, everything is gone! Human beings come The world is nothing more than experience, to experience this big world, the innocence and simplicity of childhood, the beauty and helplessness of flower season, the beauty of lovers' embrace, the worries of being parents and the joy of children's growth, the joy of a family full of children and grandchildren in old age , Life is nothing more than experience!

This passage suddenly came to mind. When I saw this sentence in the library of the previous life, Fei Er was still laughing at him for being a monk, but now, recalling this sentence again, Gao Feng felt There are many, whether it is a group of beautiful wives, thousands of mansions, or unparalleled wealth and power, when it comes to the end of life, it will turn into a handful of bones, everything is an experience, happiness, joy, excitement, Fear, worry, irritability, sadness, pain, and the occasional touch of the soul are all experiences in life, an experience, an existence that lives in the moment.

"Today when I have nothing to do is the tomorrow that the dying were looking forward to but could not get..."

This is another famous saying that Mayfair said to encourage him. When the mind is empty, many things that have long been forgotten will come to mind inadvertently, and a deeper understanding will be aroused in the heart. A famous saying and his After being entangled and entangled with each other, and finally fused together into chaos, the chaos rotates, infinitely compressed, and finally bursts out suddenly, which suddenly makes him communicate a lot of things and understand a lot of truths.

These things have always been in his heart, but he was blinded by the various information he received on weekdays, like a bright glass covered with dust, and finally forgot the transparent texture of the glass itself, thinking that the dusty thing was the glass real face.

Feeling these palpitations from the bottom of his heart, Gao Feng suddenly felt something sticking out of his eye sockets, giving him a kind of thorough understanding, but this feeling is the most elusive. He doesn't know how to describe or understand it. His perception, perception of life, and understanding of everything in the world may soon be buried in the complicated information, but at this moment he was truly moved.

"My lord, we are ready. You have taken back your own place. Do you need us to clean it before we leave?"

Yan Binuo's gray hair appeared in Gao Feng's eyes again. Hearing his respectful report, Gao Gao slowly stood up and turned to look at the entire tribe. Countless men and women stood in a row on both sides of the street carrying their belongings. Open, all the streets were full of crowds, they looked at Gao Feng's side together, and countless eyes focused on the square and on Gao Feng.