Fault Utopia

Chapter 62 Searching
"Fuck." Sun Jieke fell back and rolled around. After hearing what Ta Pai said, his calm heart became chaotic again.

"But this is not right!" Sun Jie Ke sat up suddenly, dragged Ta Pai in front of him, and was ready to go over the whole cause and effect of the incident with him.

"Look, I'm from the year 2025, right? I've been lying in space in the sky for more than a thousand years, right?" Sun Jack said one by one.

"I can't guarantee anything else, but I can guarantee that in the era I existed, there was absolutely no machine that could modify memory!"

However, Ta Pai shook his head again, "If the memory is really modified, then the fact that you think you are a person from a thousand years ago may be false. This proof is untenable."

"I am not from that era? I am not from the 21st century?"

Sun Jieke's mind was in a mess at the moment. He put his hands into his hair and scratched his head frantically. The more he thought, the more confused he became. Finally, he put his hands down and shouted at Tapai, "Fuck! Where are you? Why are you always causing trouble for me?"

Tapai shrugged his shoulders. "The reason I deny your unconvincing self-consolation is to help you."

"I know it's very difficult to accept that your memories may be false, but if they are the truth, you have to face it."

"If... If I am not Sun Jack, then who am I?" Sun Jack seemed to be asking Ta Pai, but also seemed to be asking himself.

His current cognition, his current consciousness and even the thoughts in his mind at this moment all originate from his past memories. If all memory anchors may be false, then does the cognition in his mind now, his identification with Sun Jack himself, and everything in his mind really belong to him?

All the choices I made before, and even the reason I am thinking this way now, could it be that someone edited my memory and deliberately showed it?

When this kind of thing really happened to him, Sun Jie Ke finally understood the horror of it. When a person's uniqueness is blurred, some things become difficult to distinguish.

"It's not that there is no evidence. At least your muscle memory that breaks through the human body's threshold and that very unfamiliar Hilda should be in your original memory." Tapai, who had been pouring cold water on him, finally started to help.

Muscle memory? Hilda? Sun Jieke was confused at the moment. He had previously thought that these things were from his lost five years of memory, but now there was another explanation.

If this is true, it means that there is another layer of real memory hidden under his current false memory, and Hilda is the trace that emerged from under that layer of memory.

"But there is one thing I'm not sure about. If someone modifies your memory, what is their motive?"

"You ask me, who should I ask? If I knew, would I still be bothering here?"

At this moment, there was a knock on the door, and the camera at the door popped up on the system interface in front of Sun Jie Ke. It was Si Ai.

"I feel a little uncomfortable. Come again next time." Sun Jack, who was very annoyed at the moment, declined the other party's visit and directly locked the door of the apartment through the system.

However, as Si Ai in the surveillance camera smiled slightly, the locked door opened again.

"Damn it! You haven't handed over your authority yet! Are you kidding me? This is my home!" Sun Jack is really annoyed by people who have no sense of boundaries.

"What do you mean your house? This is still my love room."

"Revoke my permissions!" Sun Jieke connected to Siai's system and finally gave up after seeing the other party cancel the access permissions with his own eyes.

Sun Jie Ke was too lazy to care about Si Ai. He sat back on the sofa and thought about what to do next.

Si Ai could see Sun Jieke's mood at the moment, and sat beside him without getting annoyed. Sun Jieke suddenly reached out to take the other's e-cigarette, put it in his mouth skillfully and took a puff, and his lungs immediately felt tingling, and his irritable heart gradually calmed down.

"Did I smoke before? Or did I learn to smoke during the five years when I lost my memory?" Sun Jack looked at the e-cigarette in his hand and fell into deep thought.

Sun Jie Ke really doesn't want to accept this reality. His family and friends over the past twenty years, and even his own personality and values, are all fake? Are they all instilled into his head by others?
But whether he accepts it or not, Sun Jack can only face the reality now that this possibility is indeed possible.

If you want to deny this possibility, you have to find a way to prove the absolute authenticity of your past memories.

Watching Sun Jack taking one bite after another, Si Ai looked at his profile with a smile.

"What are you looking at?" Sun Jack felt a little uncomfortable being stared at.

"Your face is all disfigured. Don't you want to fix it?" Si Ai said, looking at his disfigured face.

"I don't feel like doing this. Let's do it together next time."

"Didn't you buy insurance?"

"Forget it. I'll go see a doctor myself for this minor injury to avoid paying extra insurance premiums."

"You really know how to live." Si Ai reached out and gently stroked his face, with a hint of fascination in her eyes. "Hey, what a nice little handsome boy, but it's a pity that he can poop."

"Are you okay? Don't you need to open a shop and do business?" Sun Jie Ke directly slapped her hand away.

Si Ai stood up and looked down at Sun Jieke who was lying on the sofa. "Don't think about it alone. There's no need to stay in your room alone, thinking about this and that. If there's something you can't handle, it may be solved easily by someone else."

"Who are you looking for?"

"Your companion, we originally wanted to work together, wasn't it just to keep each other warm? Why is it that when something really happened, you didn't need it?"

The next night, everyone was gathered at the table in the corner of the hot dog bar, with a glass of beer in front of each person.

This time it was Sun Jack who treated everyone, and there were some hot dogs on the table. It turned out that they really sold hot dogs here, but Lao Liu was stingy and deliberately didn't order any the previous few times.

In addition, while there was nothing to do during the day, Tapai's armor and the injuries on Sun Jack's face and hands were restored to normal. Sun Jack's injuries didn't cost much, but the parts Tapai used to repair himself were not cheap.

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AA just picked up the wine glass with both hands and took a sip, but when he found that no one else drank it, he quickly put it down.

"Bro? You saved my life. Just ask me if you need anything, except borrowing money of course." Song 6PUS picked up the hot dog with his newly installed prosthetic limb and stuffed it into his mouth, chewing it in big mouthfuls.

At this moment, the hole in Song 6PUS's chest has been filled, and his mouth is full of teeth. The colors are colorful. The colors look like low-quality plastic, and the size is not right. It looks like buck teeth in his mouth. I don't know where he got them from.

"I have a problem, a problem with my memory."

(End of this chapter)