A healing writer? No, it's a depressing writer!

Chapter 59: No Longer Human

The curtains in the dormitory were drawn tightly, making it airtight.

Even though it was a hot summer day outside, the sky was clear.

But the room was dark and dim.

This kind of situation makes people feel very depressed and even a little uncomfortable.
"Why don't you draw the curtains?" Taozi was wondering when she saw her walk into the bedroom, calling out as she walked, "Jiang Hai, Jiang Hai~"

Unexpectedly, when she stepped into the dormitory and looked around for Jiang Hai.

She turned her head and saw Jiang Hai curled up in the corner?

It was completely different from the previous high-spirited style.

At this moment, Jiang Hai

It's like he's a completely different person!
He has an untidy beard and messy hair, and he has no image at all!

His eyes were bloodshot and his mental state was extremely bad. It looked like he hadn't had a good rest for several days?
If we say that the first impression Jiang Hai gave people before was——

He is sunny and cheerful, a free and easy, yet not fussy about details.

Then, at this moment, Jiang Hai revealed more feelings——

It's decadent.

It's listless.

Is it the pessimism and despair that comes after being knocked down by thorns and setbacks?
Taozi had never used the word "sorrow" to describe a person, but the feeling Jiang Hai gave her at this moment was -

It's just sad!
Sad to the core!

The feeling he gave her was that of sadness mixed with a bit of death?
When Jiang Hai heard someone approaching the dormitory, he didn't even raise his head?

I saw him curled up in the corner, hugging his knees with his hands, his bloodshot eyes looking empty and confused.

It's as if I'm caught in the entanglement between 'self' and 'id'.

His body was almost trembling, and he slowly uttered a few words:

"Why? Why is it set like this?"

"If the end of life is destined to be destruction, then what is the meaning of human existence in this world?"

As if he was in a state of intense struggle and confusion, Jiang Hai curled up in a corner, holding his head and crying:
"Uncomfortable."

“I’m really miserable.”

Taozi noticed that Jiang Hai's mental state was not right, and immediately went to meet him:
"Jiang Hai, what's wrong with you? Jiang Hai"

As soon as she approached Jiang Hai, she smelled a very strong smell of tobacco on Jiang Hai.

Although, I really hate the smell of cigarettes, I can even say that I hate it.

But I can't take care of these things at this time.

Taozi was half-kneeling beside Jiang Hai, looking at him with concern:
"What's wrong, Jiang Hai?"

"Are you okay?"

Unless a person encounters a particularly serious setback, he should not undergo such a drastic change in a short period of time, right?
Jiang Hai, what exactly did he go through, or what kind of setbacks did he encounter.

Is this what caused his temperament to change drastically?

Why does a young man who is in his prime and should be full of vitality have such a strong and extreme aura of death?

What on earth happened? ?

What is going on here???

"Jiang Hai. Jiang Hai." Taozi pushed Jiang Hai's shoulder, trying to wake him up from this state full of decadence and death.

But who would have thought that Jiang Hai was still immersed in his own world, as if he hadn't noticed that there was a person in front of him:

“I can’t tell the difference. I really can’t tell the difference.”

"Why is all this happening? Who can tell me the answer?" Jiang Hai's condition is extremely bad!

His eyes were bloodshot, as if he was schizophrenic, and he kept mumbling something that was completely incomprehensible:

"If human nature is selfish, then why do we still preach love and devotion?"

"Why is human nature so greedy? People who seem normal are actually angry ghosts in disguise."

"My head hurts."

As if his head was about to split apart, Jiang Hai started banging his head against the wall, making loud clanging sounds.

Taozi was frightened by this sudden scene.

She came forward and hugged Jiang Hai:
"Come on, Jiang Hai, calm down!"

"do not do that"

Although Jiang Hai is a tall and strong man, he has been working all night for several days and creating desperately, which has made him very fragile. As for his mental state, it can be said that he is on the verge of collapse?
Originally, Jiang Hai was still a little confused, and began to bang his head against the wall, hoping to sober himself up through the pain.

However, before he could perform this self-abuse behavior,
He felt like someone was hugging him from outside?
A hint of fragrance invades the nose.

This smell is so good, so good that it can even be said to dispel the almost rotten smell of smoke in my nasal cavity?

Originally, I was a little excited, but I don’t know why——

When Jiang Hai felt someone hugging him, he was so excited that he wanted to bang his head against the wall, but inexplicably he felt healed a little bit?
"Jiang Hai, be good~"

"Jiang Hai is obedient~"

"Jiang Hai, relax a little~"

Jiang Hai felt someone patting his back slowly at a very gentle and soothing rhythm. It was under this almost gentle rhythm that
Jiang Hai's originally tense nerves began to relax slowly and then relax again.
Jiang Hai has been really tired these days.

He sits in front of the computer almost every moment, forgetting to eat and sleep, working on his creations.

He didn't leave his dormitory for the entire week. He was immersed in his own spiritual world almost all the time.

On the one hand, he wanted to give "The Poor Ghost's Two Thousand Years of Up and Down" a nearly perfect ending, so he was always experiencing Gu Nan's state of mind as an immortal.

On the other hand, the reason why Jiang Hai became so collapsed and crazy now is also inseparable from——

He is currently working on a new book
"Jiang Hai, be good~" Taozi hugged Jiang Hai and patted his back gently, trying to relieve his tense mood in this way, "Jiang Hai, be good~"

"Relax and don't get too excited."

The result is also very obvious. Taozi's way of comforting Jiang Hai by treating him like a child is surprisingly effective.

Originally, Jiang Hai was so excited that he couldn't even restrain himself from banging his head against the wall.

But after Taozi's motherly consolation,

His originally heavy breathing gradually became steady.
This situation lasted for about five minutes.

Taozi gently pushed Jiang Hai away from her arms and found that Jiang Hai, who was struggling madly just now, was now...
I fell asleep slowly?
"What's going on?" Taozi looked at Jiang Hai, who was full of decadence, and was confused. "This kid——"

"What on earth happened? This is too scary."

Gently push Jiang Hai back to the corner with his back against the wall.

Taozi stood up and looked around.

She couldn't understand why a healthy and healthy person turned into this state after not seeing him for a week.
She walked to the side of Jiang Hai's bed and took a quick look.
Found that the computer on the desk is still on?

Taozi walked closer, squinted her eyes, and began to look at the computer screen.

I found that Jiang Hai seems to be writing two books?
One is a "healing" masterpiece that has been hotly discussed recently in the Xingyao Cup.

The Poor Ghost's Two Thousand Years

The other one was a book I had never heard of. The title of this book seemed to be -

No Longer Human

(End of this chapter)