A healing writer? No, it's a depressing writer!

Chapter 89 The ultimate heroism!
Although, in the literary circle, there is a saying that "a book is like its author",
Aren't rules meant to be broken?
You can't say I'm crazy just because the protagonist in my book is crazy?

You can't just because my protagonist is trash--

So you think I'm trash?
Isn’t this a bit unreasonable?
"Perhaps, when you read No Longer Human, you will think that Ye Zang is hypocritical, selfish, and hypocritical." Jiang Hai lowered his head, staring at Shen Yue seriously, looking straight into her eyes, "But, I hope you can see the essence through the phenomenon."

"The false shell has always been Ye Zang's disguise for himself. The reason why he has done all kinds of extraordinary actions in the eyes of ordinary people is because he wants to fight against this decadent and corrupt world by degrading himself in this way."

"I have mentioned many times in the book that Yezo is a 'good boy like God'. If you finish reading the book, you will still feel decadence and depravity."

"Then I can only say that you haven't understood the book at all."

It is true that "sorrowful culture" permeates the entire book "No Longer Human".

But what "sorrow culture" wants to express is not the core of this book.

The real idea of ​​"No Longer Human" is
When you clearly realize the corruption and decadence of this world, do you still have the courage to love life and continue to live?

As the French romantic writer Romain Rolland once said:

[There is only one kind of true heroism in the world, that is, to love life after recognizing the truth of life. ]

If, when you truly understand "No Longer Human", you are not only not affected by the "loss of energy" and "negative emotions" in the book, but you even work harder.
Face this miserable life calmly and enthusiastically!
Then, congratulations, you are about to be reborn like a phoenix!
But
If you truly understand No Longer Human, you will clearly realize the corruption and falsehood of this world, but you will feel powerless to change this fucked up world. You may even be immersed in the world of the book and unable to extricate yourself, constantly switching back and forth between virtuality and reality.
So, what happened to translation scholar Takebayashi Kenshichi could be your final fate?

If you can understand it, read it. If you can’t, forget it.

It didn't seem like he wanted to continue communicating with Shen Yue.

Jiang Hai walked away from Shen Yue and went straight back to his seat:
"Excuse me, please make way."

When Jiang Hai passed by Shen Yue, he could clearly feel that Shen Yue's eyes, which were originally full of hope, dimmed a little.

In fact, she wanted to talk to Jiang Hai for a few more words.
Do outstanding people have their own natural magnetic field?

But it seems that Jiang Hai doesn't seem to have any intention of talking to her any more?
Thinking back, those were the boys in Jiang Hai's dormitory, staring at her with envy:
"Look, Shen Yue."

But now, I took the initiative to talk to Jiang Hai, but he
Ignore yourself?
"Is it me who didn't understand?" Shen Yue stood there for a while, then sat back down quietly, thinking back to what Jiang Hai had just said to her. After a long silence, she whispered to herself, "Maybe, I really didn't understand."

It is impossible for a book to satisfy all readers.

There are people who regard it as a treasure.

Naturally, there are people who treat it like a worn-out shoe.

Shen Yue, who is also an author, must understand this truth.

Only you know whether your shoes fit your feet or not.

When two people are in love, only they know whether they are suitable for each other.

This reading is just like falling in love——

Of course, there is no need to force yourself to read a book that you cannot finish reading.

"Although No Longer Human did achieve very good results, but..." Shen Yue's originally dim eyes flickered again, "this doesn't mean that I have to like it."

Compared to the obscure traditional literature such as "No Longer Human", in fact, in Shen Yue's reading habits——

Or does she prefer online literature novels like "The Poor Man's Two Thousand Years of Up and Down"?

They are all works with the same "depressing" theme——

What Oba Ezo gave Shen Yue was endless frustration and countless pessimism, a kind of decadence without any vitality!

On the other hand, although Shen Yue felt very uncomfortable watching "Poor Ghost", for the heroine Gu Nan in the book——

She really loves it from the bottom of her heart.
She quietly opened her tablet, logged into QQ, and sent a message to the author of "Poor Ghost" [Bring an Umbrella on a Rainy Night, Not a Knife] using her own account [The Moon Under the Sea is the Moon in the Sky]:
[Rainy night, is it convenient now? I want to talk to you.]

My own failure is terrible, but my brother's success is
Even more worrying!
When he learned that Jiang Hai's "No Longer Human" was dominating the charts in overseas universities, Monkey Zhang Wenle felt like he was going to faint from anger:

"Jiang Hai, you really deserve to die!!!"

"Hurry up, tell me, all of this is fake, they made it up!!!" "You didn't win any awards abroad, did you!!!"

They are all brothers who eat from the same pot, and they are all people who skip classes every day in the same class.
Why are you suddenly so popular?
Unable to accept this reality, Zhang Wenle, the monkey, immediately rushed to Jiang Hai and let out a howl that sounded like a pig being slaughtered:
"I'm freaking mentally broken!!!"

It's not that Zhang Wenle is jealous of others. He is not that petty. We are all brothers who eat from the same pot.
How could he not want Jiang Hai to get better?

only.
I made you awesome, but I didn’t make you this awesome!!!
This is like you and your brother working together in society. You hope your brother lives a good life, but you also don’t want him to live too well.

salary?

It would be enough to have 18,000 yuan to support my family.

house?

It would be good enough to have a 120-square-meter house with a -year loan.

However, when you and your brother go out to work together, you are both wage earners, and when you still have a monthly salary of 3,000 yuan.
Your brother drives a luxury car, lives in a luxury house, holds his delicate wife in his arms, and spreads his hands to you:
"I'm going to show my cards now."

“I’m a rich second generation!”

Thinking of this tragic experience, the monkey Zhang Wenle's desperate wail suddenly resounded throughout the classroom:

"This is more painful than killing me!!!"

Although I can understand Zhang Wenle's feelings at the moment,
It seems that I really can't empathize with you?
"Calm down, Monkey." Chu Tianjiao stepped forward, wanting to admonish the insane Zhang Wenle, "Although Jiang Hai is number one on the overseas charts and is very famous!"

"But he seems to be doing better in our school than before?"

After saying this, Chu Tianjiao walked up to Jiang Hai and handed him a letter:

"Yes, Haizi, just now at the door, a girl from the next class asked me to bring you a letter!"

"If I'm not wrong."

“This should be a love letter!”

love letter?

Jiang Hai was stunned and took the letter handed over by Chu Tianjiao.

This is a pink envelope with a small peach heart on it and a faint smell of perfume. It is obvious that this envelope has been carefully prepared.

In the middle of the envelope, the four big characters "Qinci Jiang Hai" were written in beautiful handwriting.

Jiang Hai opened the envelope, took out the letter inside, and began to read it carefully.
Jiang Hai watched and pondered carefully.
This seems to be a love letter written to him by a girl named Song Yao?
"Uh." Jiang Hai held the letter in his hand and looked up at Chu Tianjiao in front of him, "Who is Song Yao?"

"Song Yao?" Chu Tianjiao was stunned for a moment, "If you want to ask me, then I really don't know."

Until this moment, the fat man Yang Wei, who had been sitting next to the two of them, remained silent.

Finally, he spoke.

He first glanced at Zhang Wenle carefully, then turned his head and looked at Jiang Hai silently:

“That, I remember.”

"It seems like Monkey chased after a girl named Song Yao a few days ago."

Everyone turned their eyes to the monkey Zhang Wenle.

At this moment, Zhang Wenle burst into tears as if he was heartbroken.

He started running towards the classroom window, shouting as he ran:

"I'm not fucking going to live anymore."

(End of this chapter)