80s control group: After the marriage exchange, I was loved by the group

Chapter 781 Feng Jingjing (extra)

Feng Jingjing often had a dream in which she was locked in a dark room and no matter how she struggled or shouted, no one paid any attention to her.

The room smelled musty and there were mice squeaking in the corners.

Especially when looking out the window, the night fell little by little, and the fear in her heart was like the night, swallowing her up little by little.

She opened her eyes and looked at the bright spot in the crack of the glass. Finally, it was swallowed up and she fell into endless despair.

The only thought was hoping that someone would open that door...

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She has a good friend named Ningning.

Her mother never let her make friends. She said that the children in the city were too cunning and looked down on people like her who came from the countryside. Even if they wanted to make friends with her, they would not be sincere.

But her mother told her to get along well with her classmates and not to anger those so-called city people.

People from the countryside don't even have the qualifications to argue with city people about right and wrong. Everything they did was wrong just because they were born in the countryside.

She always believed in her mother's words until she met Ningning.

At first she thought Ningning was the same as herself, but no, she was even worse than herself.

I heard that her mother is also from the countryside, and her father doesn't want her and her mother anymore.

When Feng Jingjing first received the news, she was even secretly delighted.

Ever since she and her mother came to her father, her mother kept reminding her that those children were different from her and that they were superior to her.

Ningning was the first person of her kind she met in this strange city.

They quickly became good friends.

But she soon discovered that Ningning was indeed different from herself.

Although her father doesn't want her and her mother anymore, her mother loves her very much.

Not only her mother, but also her aunt and uncle like her very much.

By the way, her aunt and uncle are her father’s colleagues, and Feng Jingjing often meets them in the compound. Ningning’s aunt is a very beautiful and powerful woman.

She was the most beautiful and powerful woman she had ever seen.

But Mom didn't like her. She had disliked her since the first time they saw her in the Northwest.

Her mother said bad things about that beautiful aunt to her more than once.

They are cunning and snobbish, and look down on people from the countryside.

After she found out about Ningning's relationship with them, she didn't contact Ningning for a long time.

She was worried that she was just like what her mother said, a child who was ignorant and could not see the true face of adults, so she could not see the beautiful aunt's sinister intentions, nor could she see Ningning's intentions.

She also lost her only friend at school and could only watch other classmates playing together alone every day.

Even when kind classmates called out to them to play together, they would be so scared that they would run away.

She was not worthy of being friends with those city people, not even Ningning.

But she longed for friends so much, watching Ningning approaching and looking at her sunny smile.

Regardless of whether there was any ill intention or not, she once again unconsciously accepted her.

She thought, this was the only time she would disobey her mother.

She kept all these thoughts deep in her heart.

She looked forward to seeing her every day, afraid that she would say something to make her unhappy, so most of the time, when the two of them were together, the other person would talk and she would listen.

Ningning said that her grandmother used to dislike her because she was a girl and didn't like her and her mother.

Later, her uncle and aunt came and stood up to support them. In order to prevent her mother from divorcing him, her father hid Ningning.

Ningning also stayed in a dark room for a long time until her aunt-in-law found her.

Ningning said that her aunt-in-law broke open the door and the sunlight shone into the house. At that moment, she felt that her world was illuminated.

Feng Jingjing looked at the door in the distance, and Ningning's words repeated over and over again in her mind.

She also hoped that someone like Ningning's aunt would help her open that door.

She didn't know how much time had passed, so long that her eyelids felt heavy, and the sounds of the world became farther and farther away from her.

It was so long that she felt that her idea was just a luxury. Finally, there was a noise outside the door, and a familiar voice was heard.

The sunlight poured in, and there were two figures, one big and one small, standing at the door, with their backs to the sunlight. She couldn't see the person's appearance clearly, but it was the same appearance that had already been repeated in her mind thousands of times.

She brings sunshine to light up her world.

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Dad promised to help her get revenge, and that those who bullied her would get the punishment they deserved, and that Dad would protect her well in the future.

Feng Jingjing wanted to say that she had long been accustomed to what those people did to her, even before she started school.

Because her mother treated her worse than those people did.

But she didn't say it, because she knew her mother was actually a poor person.

When they were at home, grandma often called them jinxes, saying that their mother was a big jinx and they were a small jinx.

She knew it because she was a girl.

Grandma has always liked boys, even if those boys are not as sensible and obedient as her, and even if her uncles and aunts already have older brothers and sisters, grandma still wants my father to have a son.

Grandma often said that Dad was the most capable of her three sons and the most promising one in their village. They raised Dad, so he should be the best.

But her existence made my father childless.

She remembered the way her grandmother looked at her, full of hatred that made her want to strangle her to death.

My mother probably knew what my grandmother was thinking and never left her alone with her.

Even when he went to work in the fields, he had to carry her on his back.

On one side is her daughter, whom she gave birth to after ten months of pregnancy, and on the other side is the torture and pressure from her grandmother.

For a while, Mom was even afraid to sleep. She always felt that everyone around her wanted to harm them, so she stayed awake all night until they were taken to Dad.

She thought that their good days would come once she was with her father.

As a result, Feng Jingjing discovered that her mother had become another grandmother.

The new environment made my mother extremely inferior.

Originally, my mother married my father before he was admitted to college. After he was admitted to college, my mother was worried that he would look down on her.

When she arrived at my father's unit, my mother felt the gap between herself and my father and the people around her, and became even more inferior and fearful.

She tried her best to belittle her and transfer her inferiority and fear to her daughter.

Not only that, she also belittled her father, constantly reminding him that he came from the countryside, as if this would allow her to be on the same level as her, telling him that he was no different from her, and she would feel less inferior.

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Dad sent Mom back to the countryside, and at the same time sent away her resentment and resentment.

Ningning came to see her again and told her about her brother.

Still so cheerful and optimistic.

She knew her younger brother, originally named Zhang Ningning... No, she was later called Qin Ningning, and she also said that you could also call her Jia Ningning.

She always talks about her father Jia.

She said that was the new father her mother found for her.

When Feng Jingjing first heard the news, she was worried about Ningning.

She knew what that meant, her mother remarried and she had a stepfather.

When I was in my hometown, the old people would always scare the children by saying that your parents don’t want you anymore and will find you a stepfather or stepmother.

Ningning now has a stepfather and will have new brothers and sisters in the future. Will her mother still love her as before?

Sure enough, not long after, Ningning told her that her mother was pregnant and she would have younger brothers and sisters in the future.

She is still so happy.

Now that she has a younger brother, it's like she has a new source of joy.

Ningning told her one thing at the end: Everyone’s life is different, don’t use other people’s fate as your own shackles. You can give gifts to express gratitude, but you don’t have to treat yourself as a gift.

She also said that these were told to her by her aunt.