EVA: Shinji Ikari Returns from the Dragon Clan

Chapter 82 80. The meaning of life is to sleep with Rei Ayanami

The feeling of kissing.

it's wired.

I lost my mind and was floating lightly on the soft clouds.

The kiss ended immediately, and Rei Ayanami looked at the boy's face. He was doing something sneaky. What to do next... She thought about it blankly, and searched in the white, pure and spotless sea of ​​clouds. Those should be physiological knowledge. She always felt that it had nothing to do with her, a clone, so she didn't try to understand it.

Something that can only be done with the one you love.

this is Love.

Love?
That's an infringement.

Violation?

Is love the permitted violation?

Something seemed to be sprouting in her heart, with the tip of the sprout facing the man, and it was rapidly growing into tender leaves. No wonder the pilot of Unit 2 told her not to do this, it was indeed something that once you get involved, you can't get rid of it, but it was because the pilot of Unit 2 said so that people became curious.

Dolls.

I am not a puppet.

Rei Ayanami thought.

When the pilot of Unit 2 talks about herself again, she will be able to say this with more confidence.

but.

This is the first time I've seen Ikari-kun look so strange.

Even if she was a clone, would this thin body be attractive to him? Ayanami Rei looked over curiously and let him do what he wanted without resistance. Her clothes began to become disheveled. She used her pair of red eyes that radiated moist sparkles and were as beautiful as a pool of water to carefully observe the boy's appearance, from his hands to his lips, and from his lips to his slightly grown eyebrows.

Boys of this age seem to grow up very quickly, she thought, and then saw Ikari Shinji suddenly stop.

"Feel sorry."

Why did Ikari-kun stop?

The boy looked into her eyes, silently stopped all his movements, and simply hugged her. His warm hands touched her belly, and Ayanami Rei felt an inexplicable itch in her belly button, but Ikari-kun didn't let go, as if he liked this position very much. Although she was a little embarrassed and wanted to shrink her body to hide it, she still maintained this position.

After a long time.

"I have something I must tell you."

Shinji Ikari said softly.

The room was filled with the atmosphere of a cheating husband confessing everything to his wife.

"Must?" the girl asked.

"It was a stormy night more than a week ago. I was on my way to buy food. There was a girl outside who looked very pitiful. She was homeless and had no place to go. It was raining heavily and windy outside. She was soaked. Since we were friends, I picked her up and took her home. When I was in the apartment, I cooked a meal for her and then did some excessive things with her."

“I thought that was the end of that matter.”

"But last night, that girl came to me on her own initiative, looking so pitiful, like a broken doll that fell into the water. I felt that I had to do something like that to satisfy her, so later I did something very excessive with her in the apartment. When I thought about how I might feel sorry for you if I continued like this, I thought about it and felt that I had to confess to you."

The girl that Ikari-kun was talking about.

He should be the pilot of Unit 2.

This is an extreme thing. Is there anything more extreme after kissing? Should I find a textbook on this subject to learn a little bit? Ayanami Rei asked with rare curiosity:
"Something really outrageous?"

"Kiss." Is that all?

Unable to help but feel a little disappointed, the beautiful girl continued the topic and asked, in her daily interactions with Ikari Shinji, she had barely developed the ability to answer back:
"Ikari-kun, why would you help her?"

"Because I am the kind of person who will never stand by and watch someone die if I see them asking for help."

"Ikari-kun, do you like her?"

"I don't like it." Perhaps because he felt that this was too heartless, Shinji Ikari added, "It's just the kind of love between friends."

These things.

Rei Ayanami has always been indifferent.

I am not a normal girl. Everything about me was born in a breeding tank full of LCL blood. But as long as Ikari-kun's hug is there, there are flowers and the sea, nothing else matters... and now there is a kiss.

Why did the boy talk so much to himself?

Following her heart, Rei Ayanami asked softly:
"Ikari-kun, why are you telling me all this?"

"Because I like you."

Ikari Shinji hugged her tightly, afraid that the next words might make the little deer run away. His hot breath tickled her neck. He said seriously,

"It's not the kind of love between friends, it's the kind of love that wants to sleep with you."

Ayanami Rei's cheeks suddenly turned red.

She lowered her eyes meekly as always, as if his words were gradually dyeing her body red, and her whole body was shrouded in a hazy light.

No one would say directly, "I want to sleep with you."

Ikari-kun, what nonsense are you talking about?

The older boy continued his monologue:
"So if I continue like this with that girl, I will only feel more and more sorry for you. I am very worried now and don't know what to do. If I let go of her hand, she might fall into the water completely. Then we can only see if she can swim out. If she can't swim out, she will drown directly. If I didn't reach out at the beginning... No, I think I would still do that."

"I originally wanted to ask for your opinion, but I feel that if I let you make the decision, it would be like putting the responsibility on you, and I would feel very sorry for you."

He sniffed the girl's white neck greedily and said slowly,

"After all, it's just a decision I made on my own, so I'll just have to bear the consequences myself. But the more I'm with her, the more guilty I feel towards you. So today I couldn't help but tell you everything. I don't know if you'll be disappointed in me after listening to me."

"I'll cut this whole mess off."

"…don't want."

Facing the boy's doubtful eyes, Ayanami Rei gently shook her head. She was always obedient, but this was the first time she denied something in front of Ikari Shinji. With that girl's personality, she would probably not be able to accept it after Ikari-kun cut off the relationship.
"She'll be devastated."

"No," he said.

"Will do."

The beautiful girl said enviously,
"I can live a happy life without driving an EVA, that's all."

There was an almost imperceptible sadness in her words.

As for her own happiness.

It is nothing more than a ray of light, like a moth flying into a flame, that passes by the clone in his extremely short life.

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