The Queen's Gold Medal Abandoned Concubine

"Awan, I didn't fall in love with you at first sight!"

"But Awan, when I saw you for the first time when I was a child, I liked you very much. At that time, I just liked the purity of your eyes, your straightforwardness and intelligence."

"Up to now, Awan, when I was in Liuyun Academy, I still can't fully understand my own thoughts. I like being with you, and seeing you interacting with Lianbi and Sikong Jingcheng makes me feel unhappy from the bottom of my heart!"

"But it seems that at that time, I didn't understand, that is love."

"Until you suddenly disappeared in Liuyun Academy, I searched all over the academy, I searched all over Luohe City but couldn't find you, I was worried that something happened to you, I hated myself for not taking good care of you..."

"I couldn't see you at that time, and I couldn't sleep well day and night, and almost couldn't sleep at all. Only then did I know that I missed you so much!"

"Awan, I like you, I love you!" Holding Su Wan's slightly stiff body tightly, Bai Qifei said sincerely: "Awan, I know you don't like the imperial palace!"

"After I ascend the throne in the future, Awan, I will do whatever you want to go and what you want to do!" Seemingly worried that Su Wan would not believe her, Bai Qifei suddenly let go of her and clasped her shoulders with both hands.

The dark eyes looked at her sincerely, and said word by word: "Awan, you believe me! I also like a free and unrestrained life!"

"But Awan, you have also seen that the father's health is really getting worse and worse, although it was deliberately designed to confuse Bai Gengrong before!"

"But now that the war in Yuanxiu Continent has just started, so many things, my father's body must not be able to bear it!" Bai Qifei said anxiously: "Awan, let's live a good life, shall we?"

Su Wan, who had been silent for a while, but her cheeks were flushed but her mind was calm, suddenly felt a twitch in her heart when she heard Bai Qifei's last words.

"Awan, let's live a good life, shall we?"

This is not what a prince would say to a woman. Only when he really likes someone will he say such a sentence.

He even vaguely recalled in his mind that the handsome young man standing under the banyan tree held her hand and gently wiped the tears on her cheeks.

Then, he said to her in a gentle voice: "Awan, let's live a good life, shall we?"

At that time, when Luo Chen said those words, it was when his grandfather had just passed away.The grandfather who loved her the most was gone, and during that time, she was like a walking dead.

Later, Luo Chen couldn't stand it anymore, so he took her hand and said to her, "Awan, let's live a good life, shall we?"

Thinking of this, Su Wan suddenly stretched out her hand and pushed Bai Qifei away, ignoring his injuries, she ran towards the gate as if flying.

"Awan!"

"His Royal Highness!"

When the guards saw Bai Qifei fell on the ground, they hurried over to help him up: "Come quickly, send the doctor!"

"First... hurry up and see the Crown Princess!"

Bai Qifei held the position close to his left chest: "Go quickly...go help me to see the Crown Princess!"

"Yes, His Royal Highness!"

Su Wan ran out of the Eastern Palace in one breath, not wanting to be seen in such a distressed state, she strode back to Zichen Hall, closed the door, and plunged into the quilt.

The maids outside the bedroom were running around anxiously, but they didn't dare to break in easily.

They finally breathed a sigh of relief when the guards helped His Highness the Crown Prince over: "Your Majesty sees Your Highness the Crown Prince!"

Bai Qifei didn't even glance at the maids, but looked at the closed door of the bedroom and asked: "Where is the Crown Princess? Is it inside?"

The maids nodded repeatedly: "The princess is inside, but...but..."

"But what?" Bai Qifei finally looked at the maid.

The maid quickly replied: "After the princess came back, she locked herself in the bedroom and did not allow any of us to enter."

Bai Qifei frowned tightly: "You all back down!"

"Yes, His Royal Highness!"

After everyone retreated, Bai Qifei stood at the door, his voice was not loud, but it was enough for Su Wan in the bedroom to hear: "Awan, what's wrong with you?"

There was no sound in the bedroom, and Bai Qifei frowned a little more: "Awan, are you asleep?"

There was still no sound in the bedroom, Bai Qifei became a little anxious: "Awan, what's wrong with you?"

No matter how Bai Qifei asked, there was no sound inside.

Finally, Bai Qifei said: "Awan, I opened the door and came in."

"No..." The girl's weak voice came from inside: "Don't come in!"

Bai Qifei's eyebrows twitched, he had never heard such a weak voice from Su Wan: "A Wan!"

Not caring about anything else, Bai Qifei kicked open the door and rushed in.

Unexpectedly, Bai Qifei would rush in, and Su Wan, who plunged into the quilt, sat up reflexively when she heard the voice behind her.

Then he covered his face with the quilt, and with a wave of his hand, all the three layers of gauze curtains in front fell down, directly isolating Bai Qifei who came in from the outside.

"Bai Qifei, don't come in!"

"Unless you tell me what's wrong, A Wan, no one can stop me today!" With three layers of thick gauze curtains, Bai Qifei couldn't see Su Wan's situation inside at all.

With mixed feelings in his heart, Bai Qifei dared not ignore what Su Wan said.

Looking at the thick gauze curtain in front of him, Bai Qifei asked softly, "Okay, I won't go in. Awan, then tell me, what's wrong with you?"

All the way here, he didn't care about anything.Now that he knew that Su Wan was inside, his heart finally calmed down a bit.Thinking back on what he said in the flower garden, and making sure there was nothing wrong with it, Bai Qifei was even more puzzled.

"Awan, did I say something that hurt you?"

"Awan, talk, did I say something that hurt you?"

"Or...or I told you that today, you don't like it?"

When he said this, Bai Qifei's complexion turned pale, and his dark eyes were now full of gray and white.

"I know that what I said today is a bit too much, and it's... quite blunt, which makes you... difficult for you to accept for a while."

"But Awan, I really like you, really love you."

Afraid of hearing Su Wan's refusal, Bai Qifei didn't dare to stop at all: "Awan, these days in the palace, I see you every day, don't you know how happy I am?"

"When I wake up every day, I can see you by the bed with me. I am both happy and worried. I am happy to see you every time I wake up. I can see you at the first moment when I open my eyes. You are by my side."

"But you guard me like that, and I'm worried that your body won't be able to bear it?" Bai Qifei's heart softened when he saw those eyes full of concern and joy when he woke up every day in the East Palace.

"Awan, sometimes I really wish that time could stop at that moment. I am not a crown prince conferred by my father, but just a Bai Qifei who chatted with you in Liuyun Academy, laughing and cursing."

"You won't alienate me because of my body or this palace, and you will always call me Bai Qifei, or Qi Fei."

"Even, I still think, I will always be sick like that, and I will never get better. Then I don't have to deal with those business affairs, I just need to lie on the bed every day and watch you rush in and out for me."

"Awan, am I being selfish?"

Looking down at his own toes, Bai Qifei murmured: "But even if it's selfish, Awan, I still want you to stay by my side."

"Awan..."